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[26 Jul 2003|09:34am] |
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Well it's FINALLY over thankfully. Watari and I found the demon hole, sealed it, found out who did it, but the person in control sacrificed themself and thus case closed. It was apparently the Chairman that summoned the demon but the demon didn't like him or something, and decided that his niece, this girl in my music class, would be the one that would be leader of an occult for him. I infitrated one of the meetings and found out I was to be a sacrifice. Watari followed me. He saved me at the last moment and we closed the portal. The girl tried to stop us but ended up losing her soul to never be taken to either world and is now just an empty shell. Clean up crew has taken care of the details. The Chairman is still clueless about his wrong doings and we can't charge him or do anything because of that. I would love to kick his ass myself. . . . I found out yesterday that he made the moves on Watari again. Usually I've been there to watch and make sure that the Chairman does nothing to Watari but this time I wasn't. I was staking out the meeting place. Anyway. . . He appartently was more presistant that night to get Watari into bed. I don't know exactly what happened but Watari ended up giving up his body to him in order to get a ride back so he could meet up with me. He wasn't thinking about the fact that he could just apparate over to where he needs to be and he just got into the car and the Chairman. . . well he "pleasured" Watari would be the best way to say. . . they didn't sleep together but I'm still not happy at the fact that Watari gave in so easily and that I wasn't there. That's what I'm really upset about. That I wasn't there. I should have been there to watch him and make sure that stupid Chairman didn't touch him . . . but no I wasn't. I'm still kicking myself for that. . . I've been distant from Watari since I found out about that cause I feel like I dont deserve to be in his presence right now for him to go through that. He's being pouty because of it though. I hate this. I mean it's hard right now to not be angry at him as well for giving in to the Chairman but I'm angry at myself for not being there to not let it happen. grrr I don't make sense right now. . . . even if I went in there and told him I wasn't upset at him but at myself, and we did anything I know he would feel the guilt. I mean when we got home and we kissed . . . he was trembling. I'll tell him tonight over dinner how I feel about this whole mess. I'll even cook his favorite. He'll understand I know he will. Hopefully anyways, I really hate it when he's like this. I can't stand it when he's all pouty and such. I think I'll send him off later to go get stuff for dinner and that'll give me some time to think how I'm going to do everything. yeah I know random babble. Well I'm still glad we don't have to go back to work till Monday. We need this time.
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