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[07 Jun 2003|02:19am]
[ mood | tired ]

Muraki, Takara. Hand in hand. Not much else to say really. Too tired lately to do much else than let the ocean current pull me.
I get so tired of this.... So tired of fighting against a tide I can't win against.
To top it off Hisoka's pissed off about the pictures. I can't blame him. But like I said, I'm too tired to do anything about it. The part about Muraki taking my pictures is new, but I expected it of him.
Nothing much to do about it anyway, except go to earth and find the skuzzball and nail him. To a cross that is. Bastard.
It's really late. Or is that early?
I can't sleep, despite being tired.
I need to cut back on my caffiene I think.

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[07 Jun 2003|02:20am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Today...was not a good day.

Actually, today was pretty bad.

It started out okay, I suppose. I found out where Muraki will be basically. It was a total accident that I found it at all, but after noticing it, I felt really stupid for not having seen it earlier. It's so blatently obvious. Muraki's been following a nautilus curve selecting the places he stays. Which means I can predict where he'll be staying for the next several days. He has about four stops until he reaches the center, but Tsuzuki and I are going to try and stop him before then. He knows we'll be coming, but he doesn't know exactly where or when, so long as we go before he reaches the center. I swear he's laughing at us. At the very center is an old church, the last place he should be able to enter.

And for some reason, I have a really bad feeling about this case.

So, how exactly could my day get worse after discovering that the psycho who killed me and drove Tsuzuki to attempt suicide is calling us?
Just a little while back, I wrote about how Hakushaku was paying someone to videotape Tsuzuki. The shinigami's name is Takara, a real jerk, who apparently doesn't only work for Hakushaku. I found out that he had taken pictures of Tsuzuki and I...ah...enjoying private time. I angrily confronted Takara, meaning I yelled at him and hit him with two of my psychic blasts. He gave me a bit of a description of another of his employers. Muraki.
Muraki has those pictures of Tsuzuki and I.
Needless to say I was not pleased.

I went back to tell Tsuzuki, but he knew. Muraki had scrawled a note and his address on the back of one of the pictures and sent it back. Bastard.

I was angry, shaken, embarrassed, and drained from being stupid and attacking Takara. Of course, sitting down on the floor beside Tsuzuki was not the best way to hide this. He practically dragged me to the infirmary, telling me I needed to rest. When I wouldn't lay down, he laid down on top of me, in the infirmary, during working hours. With people in the building! If I didn't love that baka so much I'd've knocked him right onto the floor for that. Of course, using that as a threat (even if I didn't mean it) offended him. Chikusho...I thought we knew each other better than we do. If I say that I could knock him off, but I haven't actually done so, it means I won't.
Well...I might have if someone had walked in. Being in a position like that would have put us in the center of attention of the office gossips, which is a pain. Literally.

I hope it rains tomorrow. I'm in the mood to go out and wander around in a downpour. Maybe I'll get washed away.

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First Date. . . [07 Jun 2003|11:57pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Well the hungry yen asshole spy is up to it again! this time he has someone who's wanting pictures of me! I can't think of who and he says they're not in the office so I don't know who. . . but he's been putting pictures up apparently on the bulletin boards of Tsuzuki and Hisoka and Watari and me in private moments. . . he even took a picture of my hicky which is actually almost faded. I guess I couldn't keep my healing powers from letting it heal quickly apparently. oh well. but I'm still mad at Takara for taking those pictures of me and not telling me who they are for! grrr. . . he was even filming me and Watari when I went outside when I was furious at him and was taking pictures of me then as well! I sent him into a sleep spell though with my violin so he didn't bother us for the rest of lunch.
Anyways, Watari and I had our first date yesterday. It was so nice! and fancy too! I mean it was on the ritz part of town so I guess it was. Both Watari and I got a fish dinner. It was excellent and the view from our seats was amazing! I could see the town all around me with the lights flickering against the velvet night sky. After dinner, Watari had a surprise for me. He took me to a concert in the park! They had a whole symphoney playing wonder classical music and even a fire works display at the end. It was so magical I guess you could say. We got home and we both went to bed. . . I wanted to do something nice for Watari to thank him for a wonderful night that I had. . . I thought I would um. . . give him oral pleaure. He wasn't ready to go that far. I understand. I guess I'm rushing it a bit. I want to be with Watari. I mean I love him with all my heart and I want us to share that moment together to show each other that we both love each other with all our hearts. He's not ready though and I mean it would be his first time. . . good grief I feel like a man slut now. I mean I would like to give my first time to Watari but that was taken by Muraki. . . . many times in fact. . . then Tsuzuki and I had that fling. . . then 003 raped me. . . I know that two of those were not my fault but I just feel like I'm a fuck toy to be shoved around. I mean I cared very deeply for Tsuzuki but I think we both just pitied each other and that's why we did it. But those other two times and one of them being many. . . I felt so dirty. but I want this to be a pure experience and I know it will be. cause I'm with the person I love.

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