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[27 May 2003|10:46am] |
Yesterday was...busy. Finding out that almost the whole office is betting on when Tsuzuki and I are going to...sleep together...was the least of the trouble.
003 is apparently related to Muraki. He did something to Tsuzuki, I'm not sure what exactly, but it made Tsuzuki angry enough to kick him in the face...right in front of Konoe. This was after Tsuzuki had punched him into a mirror.
Tsuzuki was sent home, and I was told to go home as well to make sure he didn't do anything else.
We talked, he calmed down, we kissed. Things were starting to get...serious, then Hijiri showed up on our doorstep.
He told us some lie about not wanting to go home, and I left to get sushi so Tsuzuki could talk to him and maybe find out what hold 003 has over him.
Hijiri wouldn't talk. So, later that night I tried. I woke him up, thinking he'd be more likely to answer me if he was half asleep and a bit disoriented. I didn't ask him for answers, I demanded them. I was NOT just going to sit by and let 003 do whatever he wanted.
Hijiri wouldn't talk to me either, so I was forced to take my final resort. I read his mind. Mind reading is painful. The amount of energy used, in addition to the influx of images and feelings hurts, and usually leaves me with a headache that lasts hours.
I saw what 003 had done in the office, but that wasn't nearly the worst of it. He raped Hijiri.
I was angry and sick, disgusted, both at 003, and at Hijiri for keeping quiet. His silence was only protecting 003.
Once I stopped shaking enough that I could walk, I got back to my room and collapsed onto the bed. Luckily, Tsuzuki was half asleep, so he didn't notice what a sorry state I was in, but when he heard what 003 had done, he woke up enough to give Hijiri a good talking to about the situation. We were going to wait until tomorrow to report to Tatsumi and Konoe, but Hijiri snuck out, remembering that Watari was alone with 003. Tsuzuki followed him while I went to go get Tatsumi.
Tatsumi teleported us in to see Tsuzuki hauling 003 up by the collar. Tatsumi tried to get him using the shadows, but 003 went rogue, turning into some huge beast. He used another mental attack, but Tatsumi is immune to his power and managed to snag him. Watari threw the bird potion at 003, which caused an explosion. I was knocked back onto Tsuzuki, hurting his back, and I found myself wishing that my head would just explode as well and be done with it.
I don't really remember what else happened. I tried to sneak off, because my head hurt so bad that I couldn't see straight, and I didn't want to do something so embarrassing as fainting in the middle of so many of my co-workers. Tsuzuki caught up to me, and I had to help him home. We made it, somehow, and I left him on the couch and dropped into bed.
My head was still pounding when he woke me up this morning, and I had to explain the problem before he would leave me alone. He finally got the message and let me sleep.
I woke up again this afternoon, feeling much better, and found Tsuzuki asleep at the kitchen table. I felt bad for landing on him last night and for being so cross with him this morning, so I mixed up some of that berries and sugar stuff he likes as an apology.
As far as I'm concerned, this whole mess is over.
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[27 May 2003|05:31pm] |
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I haven't updated in a while cause I was paranoid that 003 was reading my journal. . . but today I decided to update. well, it's over. 003 is gone. What happened was I had still been being harassed by him but was still quite about it. Then we found out that 003 is actually Muraki's uncle. That made Tsuzuki a bit unnerved or something cause he was going home but he went to the bathroom first. Then from the office we heard him slam or hit 003 into a mirror. I ran to see what happened and then 003 was introduced to Tsuzuki's foot between his eyes. I didnt' like to see Tsuzuki so mad but I was too afraid of the fact that 003 was angry. I didn't know what he would do. Well Hisoka and Tsuzuki went home and lucky for me the rest of the day of work was quiet. But when I got home, 003 kicked me out. I didn't have any other place to go so I decided to go see Tsuzuki and Hisoka. I think I interrupted them ;;;;; I hated that I had to go there and bother them but I didn't want to sleep in the cold. I just told them I didn't want to go home. half true and half a lie. well they let me stay the night and while Hisoka went out to get some sushi, Tsuzuki tried to get me to tell him what's been going on with what 003 is doing to me. I didn't tell and him and thankfully he didn't push. however, later that night, Hisoka did. He demanded that I tell him and I stayed silent cause I didn't want them to know and then 003 come after them. he read my mind though and knew what happened to me. . . he felt all that I went through and I wish he hadn't. I didn't want him to tell Tatsumi-san when I accidently overheared that he was when I was going to talk to him. He told Tsuzuki what happened to me and then Tsuzuki tried to talk some sense into me and a smack to the face did it. he was right. I was doing everything wrong and should have come out with the truth right away. I went back to be when Tsuzuki tucked me in but I realized that Watari was alone with 003 so I went to go save him. well that was a flop when I fell into a puddle and sprang my ankle and got all wet. Tsuzuki found me and carried me the rest of the way saying that he wasn't going to let me go it alone. then I saw 003 trying to convince Watari that I didn't love Watari. Tsuzuki and 003 got into a fight and then Tatsumi-san and Hisoka showed up. Tatsumi-san tried to confine 003 but 003 went rogue. Watari then throw a potion at him and made him back into a bird. Tatsumi-san took 003 to be judged and see what his punishment shall be for his actions. . . . I got to be with Watari last night. I fell asleep in his arms and felt that safe and warmness again. I woke up rather late today and Watari and I just enjoyed a nice brunch of him making pancakes. I feel so much better being around him again and being able to touch his face and tell him how much I care for him. now we can be together and I won't have fear. . . I'm too much of a coward to stand up to it I guess but I'll try to be strong from now on. . .
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