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[16 May 2003|11:00am] |
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Hisoka and I had a talk last night... About his empathy and us. I always knew he had a hard time with the empathy since I first met him, and he tried to go into a forbidden room at work. He said emotions flow into him against his will.... and he can't understand which belong to who.
I thought if we took a few days away from each other, maybe he'd be able to understand himself better. But he didn't like that idea. He likes being around me, he said.
*soft chuckle* I think he does love me. Just doesn't know what it feels like. So I guess staying alone wouldn't help him either. It's okay. I am honestly content to just being around him. Because I feel better when I am...
I just want to be by his side forever, if fate will permit. Even if he doesn't like me back... it's okay. I just want to see him happy at last.
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