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. . . I just haven't felt like updating this thing in a while but I just found myself here ready to write. The past couple of days have been need to say the least very stressful, exciting, and upsetting. First, I've been worry about not being able to stay and being transferred to Italy. I mean it would be a great experience, I could meet new people, and I would be in a place where my talents would be well matched with someone else. I didn't want that though. I like it fine here with the people I care very much about. Tsuzuki wanted to help me be able to stay and so thought what about if I summoned a shikigami. I remember seeing him summon Byakko before but I didn't know if I could handle it. I wasn't going to just quit though and never try. I tried to summon Byakko after Tsuzuki showing me how to do it. ;;;; well I didn't summon Byakko but I did summon A shikigami. His name is Yuki. It's so cute! he's a moon snow rabbit I think, a powerful kind from what Konoe-san said. Well I was about to be shipped off to Italy and Tsuzuki came to tell me the bad news that just because I could summon, it wasn't enough. I wanted to prove them I should stay here. That I belong here. I was given the chance and in front of everyone I summoned Yuki. He was bigger then before but it was still him. Konoe-san said that I could stay. I was so happy! I get to stay! Watari was happy too as was Tsuzuki.
The night I summoned Yuki, I ran home to tell Watari the good news. He was so happy that I would have a chance to stay. We snuggled a bit and we kissed . . . I felt hot like Tsuzuki did that one time and Watari was my soother. He was the only thing that cooled me. . . . I wanted to be with him but that something held me back. I got him to sleep with me in my bed, holding me though. He's like a big teddy bear.
Yesterday I would have updated but I couldn't. Watari's experiement attacked him then Tsuzuki and Tsuzuki ate it. It turned him into a puppy. We tried to get him to calm and Watari shot a traquilizer dart that accidently hit me and turned me into a rabbit. I was not happy at all. Watari had to cover up the fact that both Tsuzuki and I were animals and Hisoka took the puppy home cause Tsuzuki as a puppy was scared of Watari. couldn't blame him but he was the only way to get back to normal. Watari gave me a potion that didn't work right away and took me home that night. He stayed up all night working on something while I slept as a rabbit in his lap. Well the potion works though it just took over night. We were late for work that day and Hisoka was worried about Tsuzuki. He didn't know that he was a puppy and Watari asked me to give puppy Tsuzuki a donut with the potion and a booster so that he'll turn back quickly and clear up everything. We were both afraid that Hisoka would kill Watari when it was actually Tsuzuki's fault for eating the experienment. . . . I would think that Tsuzuki would learn NOT to do that but. . . I guess not. anyways. I did as I was asked and snuck into Tsuzuki and Hisoka's apartment to give him the donut. I found him in Hisoka's room but Hisoka came home to search for Tsuzuki there. I hide in the closet and tried everything I could to get Tsuzuki puppy to notice the donut and eat it. . . . I couldn't stand it any longer and without thinking came out of my hiding place and tried to get Tsuzuki puppy to eat the donut. . . Hisoka caught me. . . I fussed up to what was going on and he told me to get out.
I got back to the office and told Watari to go home cause Hisoka was very angry and as soon as he got Tsuzuki back to normal, he would be on his way back. He wouldn't leave. He said he would face up to him. I wish he had just gone home. Hisoka got back and told Konoe-san what happened. . . .
Watari was suspended without pay for a week and banned from the lab as well. . . .
I figured that Konoe-san didn't know everything that happened and told him that Tsuzuki ate the stuff in the first place and Watari wanted to fix it quickly and I helped so that Tsuzuki could get back and everything would be fine cause he would understand and would clear things up. . . . my words were my own undoing. .
I'm suspended from work without pay as well. . . . Watari tired to take all the blame but I knew I need to be punished for not coming out with the truth from the beginning and not have Hisoka go say something. I guess he would have said something anyways. . . he's like that from what I can tell.
It's odd but when I first met him, he was very calm and seemed like a nice guy. How wrong I was. I tried so hard to be nice to him and try to be friends with him but he hates me. calling me a brat. look who's talking is all I can say. I don't like to hate others, like I can't even hate Muraki but I'm beginning to really dispise Hisoka. I hope he's happy that Watari is suspendened. I even gave him a dirty look and told him that while I walked out. He just ignored me as usually. I don't think I can even look at him anymore without wanting to punch him or something. I hate that he's hurt Watari. . . I mean hell! He turned me into a rabbit and I can forgive him but Hisoka won't even try.
I need to go talk to the land lady about paying the rent a bit late. I don't know if I have quite enough to pay for all the rent. Maybe during my time from work she'll let me make up the other half by doing odd jobs around the apartment complex. I mean the rent is due on the 15th and that's a few days away so hopefully she will. . . Watari's in his room right now just sitting there not doing anything. . . . I think I'll make some stew that will last us a couple of days cause we're both tight on money. Right now I"m going to go take a shower. I didnt get to take one this morning cause Watari and I both ran to work late already. . . . . . I think we should have just stayed at home today anyways. Well atleast Watari will be able to catch up on some sleep. He told me when he was about to go to sleep that he hadn't slept in three days. . . I think it was because of me. I'm going to get him to rest this week. he needs it. . . .
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My after life is miserable...
Something good did happen... Hijiri summoned a Shikigami, named Yuki, so he gets to stay...
Bad News: I am on one week suspension without pay... and so is Hijiri. All because of me. It's my fault. The accidents in the office always are. I was working on a potion, and I was testing the acidity, so I used a pink marshmellow peep. because everyone knows how utterly indestructible those things are. Well... it mutated... there was an explosion and Hijiri and Tsuzuki came to see what happened. It tried to eat me. Tsuzuki hit it and it tried to eat him. He ate it first.
And then he turned into a puppy. *sigh* His mindset seemed to change to that of a dog... I tried to tranquilize him, so I could find the antidote... but I hit Hijiri with the dart... and it wasn't the antidote. It turned Hijiri into a rabbit.
And then Hisoka came in... Tsuzuki went with him... and I took Hijiri home and worked all night on an antidote. It was another sleepness night. Four nights without sleep and counting...
well... Hijiri got back to normal the next morning. I came up with the antidote and asked him to take it to Tsuzuki... but Hisoka found us out. And told Konoe.
I tried to take all the blame. It was my fault anyway... but neither Tatsumi or Konoe would let me... I tried to take all the punishment.
Hijiri made me sleep last night... I slept in his bed with him... he's probably the only thing that kept me from breaking down completely...
shit... I'm not going to have enough to pay the rent this month....
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