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[03 Apr 2004|11:37am] |
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Well i am new...
Um ive been going out with a guy for 2mths now... things are good. But for some odd reason i get this jealous feeling when we dont get to hang out on the days we useally do. I mean i see him 4 times a week sometimes Wed. Friday. sat. or sun. and maybe on Monday. He works everyday but Friday and Sunday and on Wed. he gets off at 5. Other days he gets out around 730 8.
But neway.. last week i had not seen him that much and then on Friday he came and picked me up at 4 and i was thinking i was going to spend the rest of the day with him you know. Then all the sudden his Cousin calls and asks him if he wants to go to the movies....im thinking he is gonna say no. He gets off the phone and asks me if i care that he goes to the movies with his cousin btw she is a girl. Im not gonna be a bitchy girlfriend so i said no i dont care. But meanwhile im thinking i cant believe he asked me in the first place... so he drives me home at 630. Its Friday... most of my friends already have plans and are gone. What the hell am i suppose to do its Friday night and im gonna be sitting at home doing nothing now?
I dunno... i just really hated that he did that but then i feel bad cause its his cousin why am i jealous of his cousin you know?
Hmmmm.... i ended up being mad all weekend and not seeing him till Wed. He said he was sorry that i feel that way but he dosent see nething wrong in what he did. So now to yesterday... which is Friday again.. we made plans Wed. that he was gonna come over and we were gonna watch movies...that didnt happen. He called me at 330 when i got home from school and said " i didnt want you to think i forgot about you but im over Ben`s and we are playing this new video game ill call you later"
Its Friday im thinking oh ok so he is gonna call later like 6 or somthing..... umm nope no call so me waiting around for him to come over or call... i ended up waiting till 9 and then got so frustrated i went to bed.... i dont know if he called or not but i really dont care cause if he had called it wouldnt have mattered neway...
So i guess i am wondering if i should be mad or not...or am i just being to emotional???
thanx
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