| Dying inside |
[15 Feb 2004|11:51pm] |
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Runaway Train......Soul Asylum |
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I lost my girl of 6 months over something stupid that I did. Valentines day was a bitch. I called her to see how she was doing,she so was so cold on the phone. I can't help worring about her, I still love her. I understand that she needs time to sort everything out. I only want what is best for her, but in the mean time I'm loosing it. I have started cutting on myself and even tried burning myself with a cigarette last night. I can't get it out of my head that I hurt her so much and now may have lost her for good. I never have felt so alive before she came into my life. I know I need to pick up the pieces and go on with my life.
Any suggestion would be grateful.
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