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Below are the most recent 21 friends' journal entries.
| Friday, November 6th, 2009 | ||
| mystic_gurl | 9:59p | Life's endless journey Amazing how one thing...as insignificant as you think it is can affect so many lives. From going to some altered state of reality to realizing that you are in it alone for the long ride can have so many outcomes. First one, you never who you are your friends until you really get yourself in a pickle. The true friends come out. Second...Relationships are drama! |
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myperfectenemy |
2:46p | We admit to the truth, we are the best at what we do. These are the words you wish you wrote down, this is the way you wish your voice sounds. |
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myperfectenemy |
1:52p | I died for you one time, but never again. |
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myperfectenemy |
1:37p | I used to pray like god was listening. |
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myperfectenemy |
1:02p | This is so messed up<3 |
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myperfectenemy |
10:47a | You can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start. |
| Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009 | ||
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myperfectenemy |
11:53a | picture perfect; let me fix this one thing. |
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myperfectenemy |
10:27a | From urbandictionary<3 "right-of-stay" when two cars disregard the right-of-way guidelines they were supposed learn from a driver's manual when they were 16, resulting in both cars to remain motionless at an intersection assuming the other car will make the first move. Usually after about 1o seconds both cars will go at the same time which leads to a firestorm of profanity and/or an accident. |
| Monday, November 2nd, 2009 | ||
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myperfectenemy |
3:06p | I make my girl come first and I arrive later. |
| Sunday, November 1st, 2009 | ||
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myperfectenemy |
1:11a | I had two goals for tonight, and because I failed the first one, I failed the second one. AHHHHH a;ljdf;asjf |
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myperfectenemy |
12:35a | One day I will have friends (or finally realize and accept I have friends). And I won't be so socially anxious and I won't be fucking sitting home on Halloween night while everyone else is out. Even though they all begged me to come what the fuck One day I will not have social anxiety, I swear. I promise I promise I promise. I would've gone out if you forced me too :[ (I would go anywhere with you.) |
| Saturday, October 31st, 2009 | ||
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myperfectenemy |
12:45a | "Maybe? That's a 'no.'" |
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myperfectenemy |
12:33a | If I forget to by bobby pins and candy tomorrow I will kill myself!!!! THREAT |
| Friday, October 30th, 2009 | ||
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iamjustyeah |
7:05p | This will be a totally new year.... So, wow... ALOT of things have changed, and well i never update this thing any more, and i always say that i will so this time i am not going to lie, i probably wont update often or at all but i do need to start getting my thoughts out somewhere. So for today...There right here, other days, I am not promising anything. Well, 2009, you have fucked me royally, this is not my year at all and, while I sometimes think stuff is turning around and starting to look good, another big thing changes in my life and I am back where I was in highschool. The year started off pretty good and promising i suppose, then again its all a haze, My dad passed away January 22nd, so since then everything has been so incredably different, i got through the semester, which amazes me....it really really does. This summer was generally good I guess. I enjoyed it, I got to see Conor Oberst and the Mystic Valley Band twice, once was with Wilco, let me tell you AMAZING. fucking AMAZING. But other than that even though It was a relaxing summer, it ended as all things do. Ben and I broke up, and looking back at some of my previous entries kind of makes me sad, but then again that seams to be a constant now. I am trudging through, toughing up, making some new friends, and strengthening some old friends that i never had the chance to before. I love my new friends there the best. I still love my old friends, but Wil is moving, Ben is not mine (although we remain contact...) and Meg seams to be better friends with ben than me sometimes, we'll see what happens when break rolls around... Bill and suzzles are away in their own little down south worlds, and i miss them both. whether I go "home" for break is another thing i have to decide, i might stick around campus and be a building manager or something. I was supposed to go to a party tonight, but I think I am going to just stay on campus and lay low...I'm not in the mood for a party. Halloween is approaching, My favorite holiday....at least it was, maybe it will be again, but this year even though i like the prospect of dressing up and having fun i am just not feeling it, the air is cold and i love it, the leaves are beautiful and its amazing ,but the haunting empty feeling of fall lingers and fills me with loneliness instead of immense love like it used to. normally this time of year i would be crapping myself with excitement that i get to dress up tomorrow and pretend to not be myself, instead i don't want to do anything, just...be, and while i have been visiting people and trying to do things to keep myself busy i cant stop myself from feeling this way. i pretty much ran out of a meeting the other day because i was going to cry and didnt want to be in there any more so i am sure that this lady thinks i am a weird. I just cant bring myself to let anybody see me cry, not any more. Current Music: Commander Venus- My Collapsing Frame. |
| Tuesday, October 27th, 2009 | ||
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myperfectenemy |
3:09p | weezy transform a good girl into a freak |
| Monday, October 26th, 2009 | ||
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myperfectenemy |
7:24p | Brocolli, spinach, tomato, onion, feta, and oregano pizza . . . Ily Anthony♥ |
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myperfectenemy |
3:46p | livin' the good life, hope nobody end it ♥ |
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myperfectenemy |
10:58a | well no, not "fuck you" because that's what you fucking want . . . sick DELETE MY NUMBER |
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myperfectenemy |
10:56a | Man, I got so excited to see who texted me and then it's Galiz. MAN IGNOREEEEEEEEEE FUCK YOU |
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myperfectenemy |
12:45a | 90% of my new tattoo ideas all have to do with "death" "dying" "dead" "die" but I already have "never die" tattooed on my foot so it sort of seems like a contradiction :[ |
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myperfectenemy |
12:11a | Your hair was long when we first met ♥ |