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[17 Jul 2008|12:02am] |
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“Understanding is the first step to acceptance, and only with acceptance can there be recovery.”
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[17 Jul 2008|12:03am] |
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"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live"
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[17 Jul 2008|12:04am] |
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“Numbing the pain for a while will only make it worse when you finally feel it.”
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[17 Jul 2008|12:06am] |
i wonder if i format my post like this, any of you will notice that it's not lyrics and just me being stupid. i'm just wasting space, hmm what should i say? what an interesting experiment this will be. will you skip over this? do you actually read all posts that look like lyrics? i wonder...
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[17 Jul 2008|12:07am] |
all the vampires walkin through the valley
move west down ventura boulevard
and all the bad boys are standing in the shadows
all the good girls are home with broken hearts
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[17 Jul 2008|12:08am] |
what's the furthest place from here? it hasn't been my day for a couple years. what's a couple more?
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[17 Jul 2008|12:09am] |
oh, another social casualty
score one more for me
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[17 Jul 2008|12:11am] |
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i'm too exhausting to be loved.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:11am] |
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I wish there was an over the counter test for loneliness.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:13am] |
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The opposite of love is apathy, and hate is really the same as love. If you're so consumed by hatred for someone, you might as well be loving them, because you're thinking about them for the same amount of time
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[17 Jul 2008|12:15am] |
We spend our whole lives searching for all the things we think we want...
never really knowing what we have
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[17 Jul 2008|12:15am] |
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gravity wants to bring me down
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[17 Jul 2008|12:16am] |
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I want to believe in more than you and me.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:16am] |
let's bypass the bullshit and move on because
the minute hand moves faster than you think it does
and by no fault of yours and by no fault of mine
the bottom line is laying in the bed that we've been playing in tonight
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[17 Jul 2008|12:17am] |
There's a corner of your heart for me.
There's a corner of your heart just for me.
I will pack my bags just to stay in the corner of your heart.
Just to stay in the corner of your heart.
There is room beneath your bed for me.
There is room beneath your bed just for me.
I will leave this town just to sleep underneath your bed.
Just to sleep underneath your bed.
There's one minute of your day.
There's one minute of your day.
I will leave this man just to occupy one minute of your day.
Just to occupy one minute of your day.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:19am] |
Don't be a fool girl, tell him you love him.
Don't be a fool girl, you're not above him.
I never thought I could love anyone but myself.
Now I know I can't love anyone but you.
You make me think that maybe I won't die alone.
Maybe I won't die alone.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:20am] |
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I got half a smile and zero shame
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[17 Jul 2008|12:21am] |
Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.
And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.
You fasten my seatbelt because it is the law.
In your two ton death trap I finally saw.
A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret.
Then you drove me to places I'll never forget.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:22am] |
my yellow in this case is not so mellow
in fact I'm trying to say it's frightened like me
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[17 Jul 2008|12:23am] |
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I'm bold, bold as love
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[17 Jul 2008|12:24am] |
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I miss you all the time but I'm blocking it out.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:24am] |
I’m sorry for letting you down
I’m sorry for everything about me that hurts you
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[17 Jul 2008|12:25am] |
I have come to learn I'll only see you interrupting my dreams at night
And that's alright. And that's alright. And that's alright. And that's alright.
I should tell you that you were my first love.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:26am] |
Fall overboard just so you can catch me.
You can catch me.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:26am] |
stop this train
I want to get off and go home again
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[17 Jul 2008|12:28am] |
Everywhere inside my head
Things look like you again
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[17 Jul 2008|12:28am] |
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numb is the new deep
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[17 Jul 2008|12:31am] |
And I am blind. I can not find the heart I gave to you.
Sometimes what we think we really want, we don't.
Sometimes what we think we want, we really don't.
Sometimes what we think we love, we don't.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:33am] |
but you said your vows and you closed the door
on so many men who would have loved you more.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:47am] |
But before you finally go there's one thing you should know: That I promise -
Starting now I'll never know your name
Starting now I'll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never came into my world.
It's my world, it's not ours anymore
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[17 Jul 2008|12:50am] |
The colored lights, they brightly shine.
Unlike your eyes avoiding mine.
The snow is folding sheet upon sheet.
Our hands not holding as we cross the street.
You have had your fill your fill of me.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:57am] |
I'm regretting letting you fly.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:13am] |
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anyone know any one liners saying something like "i'll be okay without you" ....something along those lines?
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[17 Jul 2008|02:58am] |
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"i have a friend who refuses to get a pet because he says in the end they die. maybe it's the same for relationships, i don't know."
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[17 Jul 2008|05:49am] |
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GOING TO PICK DES UP.
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[17 Jul 2008|08:18am] |
i hate doing this because i'm never on anymore, but my bf is leaving to go back to kentucky because his grandfathers rly sick, and i want to make him a cd for the drive.
idk what songs to put.
he leaves tomorrow.
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[17 Jul 2008|08:46am] |
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i see kenny chesney & keith urban in two daysss!!!!
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[17 Jul 2008|09:27am] |
do you believe that time heals all wounds? it started getting better but it's easy not to fight when i'm not with you
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[17 Jul 2008|09:30am] |
i laid back down, wrapped myself up in the sheet. and i must have looked like a ghost 'cause something frightened me. and since then i've been so good at vanishing.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:32am] |
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I'm jealous of your cigarette and all the things you do with it
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[17 Jul 2008|09:35am] |
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"She watched the candles as if their outcome held her own, the flames almost extinguishing themselves, but, by some greed of oxygen, persisting."
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[17 Jul 2008|09:38am] |
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"We'll both claim we want to die, but we'll mean: Please, someone convince us to stick around. Remind us over and over that we deserve to drink even the milk left over in the cereal bowl, to sop up what's left on our plates with bread. Because last night, we stood on top of fourteen floors of suffering."
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[17 Jul 2008|09:40am] |
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"You give this way more thought than it deserves," You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection. I wouldn't know better than to get scared, 'Cause since we've met we've had this great connection. "You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale," You say as I look up dreaming. I know better than to include the both of us, But I can't sleep when you're gone. And you say "what's another day?" This stage of oblivion I find comfortable, And prior to this I never spoke. You say you understand my absence now, And why I never tell jokes.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:42am] |
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journal?
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[17 Jul 2008|09:47am] |
And they might see you around
In this quiet little town
Talking of islands
And the knife you have still in your back
And they might see you there
saying "No one ever cared."
I still remember
I still remember how soon you forget.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:56am] |
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Winter wonderlands were made for romances
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[17 Jul 2008|10:02am] |
I wanna reinvent the heartbeat
Sleep with suicide
So lost in medication
I miss my butterflies
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[17 Jul 2008|10:08am] |
I could be your best excuse to live a lie
And I'll do all I can to make your heart beat with mine
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[17 Jul 2008|10:11am] |
I can't find better reasons for losing some sleep
Just save me a place between your sheets
and I'll let you make a mess out of me.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:20am] |
And i hope you like your pictures facing down
As even broken hearts may have their doubts
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[17 Jul 2008|10:25am] |
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His kind words just fall near your feet.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:27am] |
If you blink you could miss so much.
Please don't ever close your eyes.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:31am] |
If I gave you pretty enough words.
Could you paint a picture of us that works?
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[17 Jul 2008|10:44am] |
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all i see are dark grey clouds in the distance, moving closer with every hour. so when you ask, "is something wrong?" i think, "you're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now."
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[17 Jul 2008|11:41am] |
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
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[17 Jul 2008|12:03pm] |
how dare you say it meant nothing to me,
baby you're the only light i ever saw.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:15pm] |
if you'll be my star, i'll be your sky, you can hide underneath me and come out at night. when i turn jet black and you show off your light,
i live to let you shine, i live to let you shine.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:23pm] |
my finger tips are holding onto
the cracks of our foundation. and
i know i should let go, but i can't.
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[17 Jul 2008|12:45pm] |
and if you ran away, i'd still wave goodbye
watching you shine bright
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[17 Jul 2008|12:47pm] |
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
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[17 Jul 2008|01:29pm] |
so.. everybody always posts saying ~get my journal to 1000 and ridiculous numbers like that
i would just like to get more than 20.. haha.
journal? :]
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[17 Jul 2008|01:32pm] |
you fit just right, right next to me
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[17 Jul 2008|01:57pm] |
so dream on
you're sleeping with te lights on
don't try to run, they're coming ..
you'll never let this go
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[17 Jul 2008|01:59pm] |
up and down
you spin me around
you've got everybody watching
as you hit the ground
so take a step back..
you know i'm there
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[17 Jul 2008|02:10pm] |
lol my hand smells like a wet dog.
and i dont have a dog ok
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[17 Jul 2008|02:26pm] |
Hey yo, hey yo, hey yo, hey yo!
I ♥ VH1's greatest songs of the 90's.
:D
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[17 Jul 2008|02:27pm] |
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But I'm a creeeeeep!
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[17 Jul 2008|02:27pm] |
if we're so young and free
why do you pressure me
why are you pushing me away
for all i've done for you
and for all you've put me through
theres nothing let for me to say
but i, promise you, promise you that
promise i'll never change
promise you promise you that
your heart will breakkk
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[17 Jul 2008|02:29pm] |
IT'S TEARIN UP MY HEART WHEN I'M WITH YOU,
But when we are apart I feel it too,
And no matter what I do I feel the pain,
WITH OR WITHOUT YOU!
...Yes. You all will be getting lyrics from these songs.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:33pm] |
I'm on a roll,
Time to go solo!
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[17 Jul 2008|02:33pm] |
LIVIN LA VIDA LOCA!
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[17 Jul 2008|02:34pm] |
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...Okay Ricky Martin was actually sexy. Wtf.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:35pm] |
it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had
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[17 Jul 2008|02:36pm] |
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I still feel great about standing tall when everything went wrong.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:37pm] |
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favorite songs atm?
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[17 Jul 2008|02:38pm] |
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Every night, I think I certainly won't ever sleep sober or alone. And then suddenly, well, it occurs to me: I've slept alone before you.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:39pm] |
OH I AM SO SALTY.
MR. JONES IS MY FAVORITE FAVORITE SONG EVER AND IT DIDN'T EVEN MAKE TOP TEN. FUCK YOU, VH1. YOUR COUNTDOWN IS WACK.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:41pm] |
My life is so much better
Than it was before you came.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:44pm] |
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It was never supposed to be this way, how I still fall for you.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:44pm] |
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can you tell that love denied me.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:55pm] |
And Katie, Katie I'm sorry that in your condition
The sunshine's been missing but Katie,
Don't believe that it isn't there.
Oh and Katie, Katie be happy
This world can be ugly, but isn't it beautiful?
We're not really here, and we're really not there.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:56pm] |
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We all fade sometimes, I believe.
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[17 Jul 2008|02:57pm] |
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You're a brave girl, and courage is something I'll need now. 'Cause its been a hell of a day I've spent fading away.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:02pm] |
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Who are the saved without the saviors?
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[17 Jul 2008|03:02pm] |
MMMMM BOP
somethinsomethinsomethin
MMMMM BOP
somethinsomethinsomethin
MMMMM BOP
yeahyeahyeahhhh!
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[17 Jul 2008|03:06pm] |
Take my handddd,
WE'RE OFF TO NEVER NEVER LAND.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:07pm] |
Say my name, say my name.
When no one is around you,
Say, "Baby, I love you."
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[17 Jul 2008|03:07pm] |
OMFG PEOPLE POST.
...=]
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[17 Jul 2008|03:10pm] |
You only hold me up like this
cause you don't know who I really am.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:13pm] |
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ok finally after a million years of wanting to i watched twelve monkeys and idek brad pitt and bruce willis are my favourites
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[17 Jul 2008|03:14pm] |
You're the reason I feel in love with yesterday,
You're the reason I dream tomorrow,
You're the reason I live today.
You’re the reason
I'll always think of you
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[17 Jul 2008|03:15pm] |
Our days are numbered 321
And when you bit the bullet I held the smoking gun
Somewhere in these violent volumes
I'll find myself drifting in a sky full of scars they cut into you
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[17 Jul 2008|03:15pm] |
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I don't ever want to feel like I did that day.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:15pm] |
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It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:17pm] |
No seriously, wtf.
It is so fucking hot and humid. =[
BRB AS I TAKE OFF MORE CLOTHES.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:33pm] |
And you move like water, yeah
And you broke like waves
I've never been deeper, so far gone
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[17 Jul 2008|03:33pm] |
I believe in your words and your eyes
And when you speak of your dreams I realize
That I will envy whoever you give your heart to
So in the end it's not just you
With your memories and your scars
Fall on me if you ever forget how beautiful you are
And I will never let you fade away
And I want you to know that I love you
For all you are and all that you'll be
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[17 Jul 2008|03:35pm] |
Oh and yes I felt lonely and yes I felt a need
And you seemed to feel it necessary to make me see
That I was wrong and you were right
And that all my attempts were in vain
But I was pretty sure you'd turn around
And want me back again
And as you slipped away
I couldn't admit that we were through
And as you slipped away
I found I lost myself in search you
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[17 Jul 2008|03:38pm] |
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The things we do in the dark make the biggest light in my heart.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:39pm] |
but in that one moment,
I gave my heart away.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:39pm] |
I'll be begging you baby,
beg you not to leave
and I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve
for the next time we'll be here
seems like a million years
and I think Im dying
What do I have to do to make you see
She can't love you like me
Why don't you stay?
I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need?
When she calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay?
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[17 Jul 2008|03:40pm] |
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This is my last serenade.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:41pm] |
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I put her on her back and sewed diamonds into her eyes. She can see me better now, and I can love her again.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:41pm] |
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I kill, I love, I end nightmares, I begin romances, I travel through sexual situations, I only hope to never wake.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:42pm] |
Speak now or forever hold your peace, love,
But there's no peace on your own.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:43pm] |
I want it to feel,
I want it to feel like love.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:46pm] |
She rushes to his side,
Shaking lips move to confide,
"I will love you more, more than I'll ever love myself."
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[17 Jul 2008|03:48pm] |
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Do you remember when life was an ember waiting to burst into flames?
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[17 Jul 2008|03:49pm] |
We fall down, we get up,
We try to hold our head up when life pulls us apart.
We fight and we bleed,
But all we ever need is something to hope for.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:50pm] |
We bend, we may break,
But we keep it together.
We give and we take, but we keep trying.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:50pm] |
My head will not rest on this pillow
As it's gripped in my arms tonight
Like reality, too tight
If a dream could last forever
I would hold you here
Time need not freeze, I need not fear
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[17 Jul 2008|03:53pm] |
Look inside my heart,
Please tell me who I am.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:53pm] |
it's no big surprise that
i will wait for you.
i will wait for no one but you.
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[17 Jul 2008|03:55pm] |
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"take me for what i am, who i was meant to be, and if you give a damn - take me baby, or leave me."
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[17 Jul 2008|03:59pm] |
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"i told them all the great things i know about you, and there were a lot. i was up there for a while. i didn't tell them everything though. i left out the complicated stuff, like how it took losing you forever for me to truly find you. and how finding you turned me into someone else entirely."
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[17 Jul 2008|04:00pm] |
When I wake from this dream
Will your smile still open my heart?
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[17 Jul 2008|04:35pm] |
And if you'd rather stay in at night,
I can relate to that.
And if feels like your hearts dried up,
I can relate to that.
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[17 Jul 2008|04:38pm] |
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We are not the images we see.
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[17 Jul 2008|04:44pm] |
I got this feeling everything is gonna change, I got this feeling that keeps burning like a street light,
bright.
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[17 Jul 2008|04:47pm] |
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We always end up right where we belong.
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[17 Jul 2008|04:51pm] |
When it comes right down to the broken bones and headaches,
You can realize you’re young.
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[17 Jul 2008|05:08pm] |
okay also i was just looking for my passport and i pulled out a really heavy drawer with a bunch of crap in it and it pulled out all the way and dropped onto my foot and its bleeding and rly hurts and if my toenail falls off or something gross i will cry :(
wahhhh
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[17 Jul 2008|05:08pm] |
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Leaving won't be easy, just keep these words in mind: it's goodbye for now, but my heart will always stay.
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[17 Jul 2008|05:18pm] |
"Have you engaged in any activities that might indicate that you may not be considered a person of good character? Put a cross (x) in the relevant box"
...... what
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[17 Jul 2008|05:31pm] |
WUT SHOULD I MAKE FOR DINNER
homemade pizza or chicken parmesan ok
i didn't rly want to heat up the house with the oven but idk i am so sick of stuff on the grill it's all we've eaten for like 2 wks
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[17 Jul 2008|06:13pm] |
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oh love, I think I’m ready, ready for it.
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[17 Jul 2008|06:23pm] |
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comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection.
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[17 Jul 2008|06:27pm] |
say something funny
say something sweet
but don't say that you loved me
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[17 Jul 2008|06:33pm] |
i really want to quit my job but im scared to.
i would NOT be giving my two weeks, i would just be leaving.
idk what to do? :(
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[17 Jul 2008|08:53pm] |
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And the silence, it became so very clear that you had long ago disappeared. I cursed myself for being surprised that this didn't play out like it did in my mind.
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[17 Jul 2008|08:57pm] |
does anyone know any one liners that have to do with:
the beach, and being in love.
everytime me and my boyfriend go to the beach to the beach we collect rocks and shells, and i want to get a jar and put a quote around it, and have it collect all the rocks and shells we've gotten.
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[17 Jul 2008|08:59pm] |
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When you turn and walk away, don't look back. I want to remember you just like this. Let's just kiss and say goodbye.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:03pm] |
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Been thinking about you, and there's no rest, should I still love you, still see you in bed. But I'm playing with myself, what do you care, when I'm not there. All the things you've got, she'll never need, all the things you've got. I've bled and I bleed to please you.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:08pm] |
and while you sleep, the world will change.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:16pm] |
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~DED.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:19pm] |
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I never thought I'd walk away from you, I did. But it's a false sense of accomplishment everytime I quit. Anyone can see my every flaw, it isn't hard. Anyone can say they're above this all, it takes my pain away.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:23pm] |
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You'll never be friends. You'll be in love 'til it kills you both. You'll love, and you'll fight, and you'll hate each other 'til it makes you quiver, but you'll never be friends. Love isn't brains, children, it's blood; blood screaming inside you to work it's will.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:44pm] |
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Pouring over photographs, I'm living in your letters. Breathe deeply from this envelope, it smells like you and I can't live without this scent. It's filling me with all you mean to me.
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[17 Jul 2008|09:48pm] |
you can take your love away
but don't you ever leave me alone
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[17 Jul 2008|09:50pm] |
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To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket-safe, dark, motionless, airless-it will change. It will not be broken, it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tradgedy, or at least to the risk of tradgedy, is damnation. The only place outside of Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:12pm] |
to measure yourself at least once;
to find yourself at least once
in the most ancient of human conditions;
facin' the blind death stone alone;
with nothin' to help you
but your hands and your own head.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:15pm] |
we were done, done, done with all the fuck, fuck, fucking around.
you were so true to yourself, you were true to no one else
well, i should put you in the ground. i've got the time, i got the hours, i got the days, i got the weeks, i could say to myself i've got the words but i can't speak
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[17 Jul 2008|10:17pm] |
and the four right chords can make me cry,
when i'm with you i feel like i could die.
and that would be all right,
all right, when the plane came in,
she said she was crashing,
the velvet it rips,
in the city we tripped,
on the urge to feel alive,
but now i'm struggling to survive
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[17 Jul 2008|10:18pm] |
Alright so check it out right. I've tried every approach to living, I- I tried it all. I haven't tried everything, but I've tried every approach. Sometimes you have to try everything but keep the approach the same but... I've tried it all. I bought a bunch of stuff; I went nah I don't like that. I kinda came in and out of that a couple times. I thought I would shut myself off, I thought maybe that's cool. Maybe that's what you have to do to be a genius, is you have to be mad. So if you can get mad before the word genius then maybe you can make genius appear right? That doesn't work either. And I'm, I'm in a good place, I pace myself pretty well. I'm 30, I've seen some cool stuff, made a lot of stuff happen for myself. I made a lot of stuff happen for myself right. That's a really cool sentence when you're in your 20's.
I made it happen for myself.
But all that means is that I've just somehow or another found a way to synthesize love or synthesize... soothing. You can't get that and what I'm saying is that I've messed with all the approaches except for one. And it's going to sound really corny but that's just love. That's just love. I've done everything in my life that I want to do except just give and feel love for my living. And I don't mean like a roman candle firework Hollywood hot pink love, I mean like I got your back love.
I don't need to hear I love you. You guys love me, I love you... we got that down. But some of the people who will tell you that they love you are the same people who were the last, just have your back.
So I'm gonna experiment with this love thing. Giving love, feeling love. I know it sounds really corny but it's the last thing I got to check out before I check out.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:22pm] |
i never felt alone
till i met you
and i’m alright on my own
and then i met you
and i’d know what to do if i just knew what’s coming
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[17 Jul 2008|10:36pm] |
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I've yet to be loved by any hand that's ever touched me.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:43pm] |
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One last phone call from you it wouldn't hurt much. Just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch any inch of you that hasn't said it all or read it all.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:45pm] |
cause, you could be anywhere you wanna
but you decided to be here with me
no coincidence it was meant to be
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[17 Jul 2008|10:52pm] |
sometimes i pray i don't die
i'm a goddamn hypocrite
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[17 Jul 2008|10:54pm] |
i'm not coming back, i've done something so terrible
i'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me
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[17 Jul 2008|10:55pm] |
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the broken love dissappointment you got inside my head. I tried my best to be going by making a point to stay and I still see your reflection inside my eyes; they're looking for purpose, they're looking for life.
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[17 Jul 2008|10:58pm] |
you're saying we'll get out of here
but something tells me that you're too scared to go
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[17 Jul 2008|11:02pm] |
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I'll promise to call if you promise me you'll cry.
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[17 Jul 2008|11:08pm] |
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The risk of failure's what makes life worth living.
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[17 Jul 2008|11:09pm] |
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and it's so nice sleeping here all alone with my ashtray and white courtesy telephone. now i'm making out the shapes, like the shower rod - can it take my weight? i will tell you i am fine. i got some news, friend; it feels like i'm dying.
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[17 Jul 2008|11:10pm] |
oh cute~
COREY: i really am just close to being done
:'[
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[17 Jul 2008|11:12pm] |
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It's been too long, my dear, this sickening dance. I've got the calluses to prove to you that I've been bruising, too. This is it, we can't get back what went away, locked to our hopes for something new. That's all you get; a shining image of yourself flawed by mistakes you never made. There's nothing left but a few words when passing by. You can't admit that there's nothing to say. I wish you were more than just a hobby to me.
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[17 Jul 2008|11:13pm] |
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You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say besides some comment on the weather. Well, in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see this is my heart, bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees.
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[17 Jul 2008|11:20pm] |
these eyes,
they're strongly covered in disguise,
they’re waiting on the real time again,
you’ll see,
that no one knows for sure
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[17 Jul 2008|11:22pm] |
Put the ring on my finger,
so tight it turns blue.
A constant reminder,
I'll die in this room
if you die in this room. | |