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[15 Jul 2008|12:08am] |
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can everyone just. stop.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:08am] |
These verses, my vengeance.
I hope you're happy.
It's worth it to watch you choke on my words.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:10am] |
i wish you hours of madness, years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment. no will to trust anyone.... this is how i lived. this is how you left me blue and i'd crawl back to you.
:(
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[15 Jul 2008|12:11am] |
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WAIT NO STOP I WAS JUST BEING A SUPPORTIVE FRIEND ANS MT STATE OF MIND CAN NOT BE JUDGED WELL. i have no idea what is gonig on i just got home like 4 seconds ago D:
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[15 Jul 2008|12:14am] |
i should eat:
a) cinnamon toast
b) cookies
c) salad
d) rice
e) other
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[15 Jul 2008|12:17am] |
I'll be back with a capital H it stands for hero
and the hero is me.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:26am] |
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oh these little protections how they fail to serve me. one forgotten phone call and i'm deflated. oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me, your hand pulling away and i'm devastated. when will you stop leaving baby?
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[15 Jul 2008|12:28am] |
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i keep your heart on my bedstand while i sleep alone.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:37am] |
say what you need to say
say what you need to say
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[15 Jul 2008|12:51am] |
outline of a storyboard with no idea
head first in the shallow end
i apologize if i do not care.
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[15 Jul 2008|02:58am] |
you were a phase
its over with
you my beautiful
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[15 Jul 2008|03:03am] |
can you guys talk shit about me when im atleast here?
kelly i love you
and i think melissa? you too!
like i did shit to either of you heaven and des.
i admit i dissed out emoleeriks because i was mad emolyrics died
but i waited over a year to ever post again
i thought maybe everyone would be civil and mature enough
but i guess not.
im sorry that i caused drama without even saying anything
face it. you guys made me the center of attention without even trying
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[15 Jul 2008|03:38am] |
call me so i can make it juicy for you
meet me in the bathroom so i can be your secret lover giiiirl
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[15 Jul 2008|04:32am] |
i'm going to the jesse lacey solo/kevin devine show in okc and i'm pretty much beyond excited. so heres some kevine devine!
___________________
A good man doesn't drink...but i've been drinking alone. What does that make me?
I'm selfish enough to want to get better but i'm backwards enough not to take any steps to get there.
I can't make room in my life for anyone else but me.
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[15 Jul 2008|08:45am] |
do i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life
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[15 Jul 2008|08:46am] |
and i cant wait just to see you again, and your two faces locked on mine. i have the worst time chasing the thought away
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[15 Jul 2008|08:48am] |
i wonder who you're loving now. i'm guessing we wont work things out. you know what they say, you can't have it so you want it back. i'm way past that, believe me. if you could be in my life like you've been on my mind, it'd be so easy.
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[15 Jul 2008|08:53am] |
and i might be perfect with you
but no one would know
so tell me;
have you ever really danced on the edge?
just hold my hand and go
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[15 Jul 2008|08:54am] |
Don’t you miss me?
Or the night we snuck out your window
Oh, because baby, you’re so crazy now
Feels like I’m not the only one now
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[15 Jul 2008|08:55am] |
i'm single again, back on the prowl
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[15 Jul 2008|08:57am] |
but i couldn't let you go, no, i never let you go my dear, so keep talking cause i love to hear your voice, your voice again
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[15 Jul 2008|08:58am] |
"im sorry" doesnt matter anymore. the words have no meaning. im sorry i cut the strings and ran away. now when i come to look for her i dont know where to begin. its hard to not say "its all my fault" but it goes through my head over and over so i cant sleep with out the ambience of my bed and the puppy. bane songs. boomerangs. badnews. arkansas. goodbye love i didnt know you well or maybe too well.
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[15 Jul 2008|09:02am] |
~ded
class time. love you, ladies ♥ have a great morning! :]]
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[15 Jul 2008|09:10am] |
if you're calling about my heart, it's still yours.
i should have listened to it a little more.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:40am] |
i understand your need to switch the roles around and despise me for the fact that we didn't last. and i'll be your punching bag, if you'll stay in my past.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:42am] |
i understand to want to have a mature dialogue is too much to ask and i'll be your one regret, if you'll stay in my past.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:43am] |
i understand that you will one day love again,
and that it's selfish of me to want to ask
if you can only live off the memory of me.
:(
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[15 Jul 2008|11:58am] |
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry,
you don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
and tell you I set you apart.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:00pm] |
Shoulda seen it all along.
It's girls like you that make me think
I'm better off home on a Saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight.
I won't be thinking about you, baby.
Forget everything you think you know about me.
This isn't highschool.
This isn't highschool.
This isn't highschool.
This isn't highschool.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:04pm] |
So if I had this all my way,
honey you won't ever know.
I'd be there through every night and day,
promise you won't ever go.
I won't hold back from you this time,
baby I've got you on my mind.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:05pm] |
you and me could be forever
perfectly perfect together, i know.
so i'll leave the door open all night
if you decide you wanna stop on by
cause you've gotta know.
who's been singing that song on the radio.
the one that goes...
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[15 Jul 2008|12:20pm] |
i am on the mend.
at least, now, i can say that i am trying.
and i hope you will forget things i still lack.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:28pm] |
I will lie awake.
Lie for fun and fake the way I hold you.
Let you fall for every empty word I say.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:39pm] |
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I'll be there when your heart stops beating.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:41pm] |
I'm glad we didn't listen.
Look at what we would be missing.
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[15 Jul 2008|01:01pm] |
I’ve been scheming to kiss your lips again
So baby why dont you just crawl right back into bed
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[15 Jul 2008|01:03pm] |
Presley's what I go by, why don't you just change the stations?
Count the grain elevators in the rearview mirror.
She said, "Mister, anywhere you point this thing,
It got to beat the hell out of the sting
Of going to bed with every dream that dies here every morning."
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[15 Jul 2008|01:10pm] |
all the stars up in the sky and the leaves in the trees, all the broken bits that make you jump up and grassy bits in between. all the matter in the world is how much i like you.
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[15 Jul 2008|01:11pm] |
Well I turn around to look at you,
You light a cigarette.
Wish I had the guts to bum one, but we've never met.
And I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
I can see that you are lonesome just like me.
And it being late, you'd like some some company.
Well I've had two, I look at you,
And you look back at me.
The guy you're with has up and split,
The chair next to yours is free,
And I hope that you don't fall in love with me.
Now it's closing time, the music's fading out.
Last call for drinks, I'll have another stout.
Turn around to look at you,
You're nowhere to be found.
I search the place for your lost face.
Guess I'll have another round.
And I think that I just fell in love with you.
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[15 Jul 2008|01:28pm] |
can we find all this in london?
if you know where to go-go-go-go-go
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[15 Jul 2008|01:30pm] |
i'm ron, ron weasley!
i'm ron, ron weasley!
i'm ron, ron weasley!
i'm harry, harry potter
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[15 Jul 2008|01:30pm] |
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drunk without a care, on the love of somebody out thereeee.
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[15 Jul 2008|01:46pm] |
keeping an eye on the world going by my window
taking my time, lying there & staring at the ceiling
waiting for a sleepy feeling
please don't spoil my day - i'm miles away
and after all, i'm only sleeping
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[15 Jul 2008|01:49pm] |
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and i can't wait to write you a letter for every day that i can't bear.
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[15 Jul 2008|01:49pm] |
rocky raccoon checked into his room
only to find gideon's bible
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[15 Jul 2008|01:51pm] |
somebody came and took my hand. i finally had to go.
but i just want you to know that i waited as long as i could.
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[15 Jul 2008|01:51pm] |
i will fight like hell to hide that
i am giving up
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[15 Jul 2008|01:52pm] |
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so i've come to decide that fate is telling you to not go
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[15 Jul 2008|01:52pm] |
uh.. i am going to do the whole shameless self promotion thing -
journal?
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[15 Jul 2008|02:13pm] |
It was your innocence
It was part of who you were
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[15 Jul 2008|02:14pm] |
Your aesthetic perfection has proven once again,
you'll always be the only one who feels like home.
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[15 Jul 2008|02:21pm] |
nothing was supposed to hurt like this.
missing you was always one more kiss.
now there's nothing that i can do.
one more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you.
always were and always were a simple love story.
you were everything i ever hoped and dreamed.
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[15 Jul 2008|02:35pm] |
reason #1 i am excited for college:
ben kweller will be performing there at a students only concert the first week
-happy dance-
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[15 Jul 2008|02:51pm] |
Are you not the slightest bit confused?
Just the truth
The speed at which we move blends so well
It's too soon
Separate yourself from what compels you to relinquish us
Push your way on to me, entirely
Stay away from me, stay away from me now
'less you're gonna see, 'less you're gonna see me out
No, I can't dance unless it's slow or sad
To a song that's far less obvious
If you're using me, do it slowly
Make it last until I have to go
Trust me when I say just a few more weeks
Don't move
Resist temptation or do as you see fit
Just choose
Separate yourself from what compels you to relinquish us
Push your way on to me, entirely
Stay away from me, stay away from me now
'less you're gonna see, 'less you're gonna see me out
No, I can't dance unless it's slow or sad
To a song that's far less obvious
If you're using me, do it slowly
Make it last until I have to go
No, I can't dance unless it's slow or sad
To a song that's far less obvious
If you're using me, do it slowly
Make it last until I have to go
No, I can't dance unless it's slow or sad
To a song that's far less obvious
If you're using me, do it slowly
Make it last until I have to go
Stay away from, stay away from, stay away from me
Stay away from, stay away from, stay away from me
Stay away from, stay away from, stay away from me
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[15 Jul 2008|02:59pm] |
he was always the one, I'll repeat it again, the one. no such thing as too young. red lights flashing on the car we're kissing in. call me crazy, I've always tried to remind him that the future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster. I'm afraid that I've thrown it all away no, at the top of our lungs, there's no, no such thing as too young. second chances won't leave us alone
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[15 Jul 2008|03:04pm] |
XCUZ ME KAIT.
I MIGHT HAVE AN EXTRA KENNY TICKET LOL JOIN?
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[15 Jul 2008|03:06pm] |
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hey girls.
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[15 Jul 2008|03:07pm] |
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts?
we'll skip the goodbyes
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[15 Jul 2008|03:18pm] |
in honesty it's been a while
since we had reason left to smile.
hello sunshine, come into my life.
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[15 Jul 2008|03:54pm] |
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dead!
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[15 Jul 2008|04:19pm] |
are we killing time?
are we killing each other?
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[15 Jul 2008|04:20pm] |
Now I was sitting, waiting, wishing
that you believed in superstitions
then maybe you'd see the signs.
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
and I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
and in loving somebody don't make them love you.
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[15 Jul 2008|04:24pm] |
I sang a song to you through the floor
to reach you upstairs
I thought I heard you call out for more
I know that's crazy I'm pretty sure that I'm lost again
It won't get through to you
I won't get through
I think I won't get through.
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[15 Jul 2008|04:31pm] |
And I ran off and ran on to something
that I swore was everything but beautiful
I only say that word for you
cause I feel your pain, in my bones, in my bones
and I can feel your pain, in my bones, deep in my bones.
And hallelujah to the one in our bones
and hallelujah to the one that we love.
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[15 Jul 2008|04:44pm] |
'Cause pillowcases are something
for when reality gets obscene.
I'm filling feathers around my teeth after all.
Are stars still dying for nothing? It isn't fair but it's reality
I need a miracle in my viens after all.
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[15 Jul 2008|04:49pm] |
I die when he goes around to take you home.
I'm too shy, I should've kissed you when we were alone.
What am I darling? A whisper in your ear?
A piece of you cake? What am I darling?
The boy can fear; your biggest mistake.
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[15 Jul 2008|04:52pm] |
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I wanted to gather up everything I just said and stuff it back into my mouth. But once you've said something you can't unsay it. Your words are out there, aren't they? Buzzing around in the quiet of the room so you can hear them echoing back to you.
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[15 Jul 2008|04:59pm] |
You could be my antidepressant
I'd like to try something new
And you'd think by now I would have learned my lesson
but I'd still like to overdose on you
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[15 Jul 2008|05:00pm] |
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and if you ever said you missed me than don't say you never lied
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[15 Jul 2008|05:01pm] |
Life ain't always beautiful.
You think you're on your way
and it's just a dead end road at the end of the day.
But the struggles make you stronger
and the changes make you wise
and happiness has its own way of taking it's sweet time.
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[15 Jul 2008|05:11pm] |
funny facebook status'
thanks!
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[15 Jul 2008|05:18pm] |
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People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they are afraid to feel it? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for the right to feel your pain.
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[15 Jul 2008|05:33pm] |
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give me a chance to prove that i could be your one, your inspiration because i swear i won't mess it all up. give me a try, i know that i have my own flaws but they just build my motivation so take me, right now before i start to change my mind
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[15 Jul 2008|05:34pm] |
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Tell me lies, slap me on the face -- just improvise. Do something really clever, that'll make me hate your name forever. You might swear you'd never touch a lady; well, let me say, you're not too far from maybe. Everyday you find new ways to hurt me. All this pain begins to feel like pleasure. With my tears, you'd make a sea from desert. Salt my wounds and I'll keep saying thank you, cause I can't help it if I'm just a fool -- always having my heart set on you.
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[15 Jul 2008|05:54pm] |
I felt for sure last night
at once we said goodbye.
No one else will now these lonely dreams.
No one else will know that part of me.
I'm still driving away and I'm sorry every day.
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live, stop it.
It was my turn to decide. I knew it was our time.
No one else will have me like you do.
No one else will have me, only you.
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[15 Jul 2008|06:01pm] |
You've sunk lower than I've ever seen,
and even though you deserved this
I tried to catch your fall
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[15 Jul 2008|06:09pm] |
Take apart every piece of this machine,
Leave my broken body in the street,
I'll stammer drunk and hallow to your doorstep
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[15 Jul 2008|06:14pm] |
Where do you go with your broken heart in tow?
What do you do with the left over you? And how do you know when to let go?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?
Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive.
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love.
Look me in the heart and unbreak broken, it won't happen.
It's love that breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
real, happy, and healthy, strong, and calm, where does the good go?
Where do you go when you're in love and the world knows?
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down?
What do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way down.
Where does the good go?
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[15 Jul 2008|06:19pm] |
I’m your alpha, and omega,
I am invincible.
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[15 Jul 2008|06:20pm] |
Can I just say one more thing?
I'm not going to say you know there's plenty more fish in the sea. I'm not going to say if you love her let her go and I'm not going to bombard you with cliches; but I will say this:
Its not the end of the world
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[15 Jul 2008|06:34pm] |
There's no escape for you except in someone else.
Although you've already disappeared within yourself.
The invisable man who's always changing clothes
It's all about taking the easy way out for you, I suppose.
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[15 Jul 2008|06:55pm] |
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don't you know you're beautiful?
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[15 Jul 2008|07:14pm] |
because for me, it's always been you. always.
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[15 Jul 2008|07:26pm] |
and the silence, it became so very clear
that you had long ago disappeared.
i cursed myself for being surprised that
this didn't play like it did in my mind.
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[15 Jul 2008|07:29pm] |
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gillian played me a song,
i was so tired and the music caressed my skin
like when someone finally holds you,
and you can give in.
this you've been avoiding;
you think you'll fall apart,
but it's just that new start.
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[15 Jul 2008|07:32pm] |
i've got nostalgic pavement, i've got familiar faces, i've got mixed-up memories, and i've got favorite places
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[15 Jul 2008|07:35pm] |
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you are my star,
i'll stay and catch your fall.
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[15 Jul 2008|07:36pm] |
well i know that you know that
you're the only thing that i can stand
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[15 Jul 2008|07:49pm] |
I've earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.
I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.
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[15 Jul 2008|07:52pm] |
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I gave me away. I could have knocked off the evening but I lonelilly loomed her into my bone. You let me down. There's no use deceiving, neither of us wanna be alone.
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[15 Jul 2008|07:57pm] |
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With all the words you say... you'll save me
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[15 Jul 2008|08:02pm] |
If it was up to me
I would've never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting
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[15 Jul 2008|08:39pm] |
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
I saw your heart as it overtook me.
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[15 Jul 2008|09:04pm] |
i hate making faces. they give me dreams. i only have two kinds of dreams: the bad and the terrible. bad dreams i can cope with. they're just nightmares, and they end eventually.
i wake up.
the terrible dreams are the good dreams
in my terrible dreams, everything's fine. i'm still with the company. i still look like me. none of the last five years ever happened.
sometimes i'm married, once i even had kids. i even knew the names. everything's wonderful and normal and fine.
and then i wake up, and i'm still me
and that is truly terrible.
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[15 Jul 2008|09:12pm] |
what froze me was the fact that i had absolutely no reason to move in any direction. what had made me move through so many dead and pointless years was curiosity.
now even that flickered out.
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[15 Jul 2008|09:13pm] |
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cause i can hardly see whats in front of me these days.
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[15 Jul 2008|09:14pm] |
Stop being so American.
There's a time and there's a place.
So James Dean
So blue jeans
Gonna save the world
He's gonna,
Are you hoping for a miracle?
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[15 Jul 2008|10:02pm] |
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I'll be your safe ride home when you call me.I'll be everything and more.
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[15 Jul 2008|10:19pm] |
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And as summer's ending the cold air will rush your hard heart away. You were so condescending and this is all that's left. Scraping paper to document, I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
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[15 Jul 2008|10:27pm] |
If you think my up and leaving is something I'm gonna do
Feel my chest when I look at you
Baby, you've got my only heart
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[15 Jul 2008|10:38pm] |
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.
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[15 Jul 2008|10:47pm] |
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Closed lipped. Another goodnight kiss is robbed of all it's passion. Your grip. Another time is slack it leaves me feeling empty.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:03pm] |
nothing seems as strange
as when the leaves began to change,
or how we thought those days would never end.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:29pm] |
because when i'm with you
there's nothing i wouldn't do
i just want to be your only one
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[15 Jul 2008|11:33pm] |
Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it
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[15 Jul 2008|11:35pm] |
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i'm getting into you because you got to me in a way words can't describe, i'm getting into you because i've got to be you're essential to survive, i'm going to love you with my life
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[15 Jul 2008|11:36pm] |
sleep away as summer came screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake that you dont wake up as broken as i am
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[15 Jul 2008|11:51pm] |
'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
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[15 Jul 2008|11:53pm] |
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So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:57pm] |
Whenever those chords pour over me,
They pull me in deeper than I'd like to be.
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[15 Jul 2008|11:57pm] |
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You don't do it on purpose, but you make me shake.
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