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[12 Jul 2008|12:13am] |
Cause now that I can see you,
I don't think you're worth a second glance.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:14am] |
let the past remind you of what you once were.
...and the future,
of what you will become.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:14am] |
It's a big girl world now
full of big girl things
and every day, I wish I was small
I've been counting on nothing
but he keeps giving me his word
and I am tired of hearing myself speak
do you get weary?
do you ever get weak?
How do you dream when you can't fall asleep?
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[12 Jul 2008|12:17am] |
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I wish I was special.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:21am] |
The mirror staring back at me.
The cracking lines along my face.
The times I try to get things straight, but could not.
I know how hard I try,
To keep myself alive.
But I don’t know
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[12 Jul 2008|12:33am] |
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I can't let go of what's killing me.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:34am] |
I will fight like hell to hide that
I am giving up.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:36am] |
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You don't recover from a night like this.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:36am] |
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myspace takes so long to upload picturesss.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:37am] |
We’re just driving down the freeway
at three in the morning,
20 over, windows down, music up, screaming to be heard,
or not saying anything
and you have that feeling like these are the times you’ll remember forever.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:40am] |
Katie, don't cry,
I know you're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:43am] |
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
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[12 Jul 2008|12:44am] |
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I miss the lips that made me fly.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:55am] |
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fackkkkkkkkkkkkkkk boiz
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[12 Jul 2008|01:43am] |
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why hellooooooo. the bitch bouncer at the bar asked for a second form of id but i talked my way out of it ok.
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[12 Jul 2008|01:43am] |
without lifting a finger, you're holding me back.
and it might not make much sense
to you or any of my friends,
but somehow still you affect the things i do.
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[12 Jul 2008|01:51am] |
bitch.
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[12 Jul 2008|02:16am] |
Smile
Like you've got nothing to prove
No matter what you might do
There's always someone out there cooler than you
I know that's hard to believe
But there are people you meet
They're into something that is too big to be
Expressed
Through their clothes
And they'll put up with all the poses you'll throw
And you won't
Even know
that they're not sizing you up
They know your mom fucked you up
Or maybe let you watch too much TV
But they'll still look in your eyes
To find the human inside
You know there's always something in there to see
Beneath
The veneer
Not everybody made the list this year
Have a beer
Make me feel tiny if it makes you feel tall
But there's always someone cooler than you
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[12 Jul 2008|04:08am] |
man am i ever upset/pissed
ashlee i wanna talk to you:(
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[12 Jul 2008|05:47am] |
Ok.. i'm not amercan so if there is something wrong about the gramma or something just tell me about it ok? thx...
This is a kind of... ?poem? ?perhaps..? anyway, its incomplete but I think i'll never get it done so here is it...
Perfect to my eyes...
Never felt like this before in my life.
All day long,
I think about you.
All night long,
I dream about you.
I want you...
Can't have you...
You are everything I want.
The one that I want...
I'm down in a deadly confusion.
?Is it true love...? ?Or just an illusion?
Can't get you out my head,
Shall I cry again instead?
Can't sweep away the tears within,
I'll put them along my sorrows' stream.
What have you done to me?
I'm at the edge of insanity.
Kept within my own mind's prison,
Yet there isn't seem to be a reason.
Will I forever feel this way?
How long in my heart are you gonna stay?.
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[12 Jul 2008|11:41am] |
so lay here beside me just hold me
and don't let go
this feelin' i'm feelin' is something i've never known
AND I JUST CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF YOU.
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[12 Jul 2008|11:50am] |
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all i want are leopard print sheets. why is this so difficult?!
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[12 Jul 2008|11:57am] |
okay i am updating from my sweet new laptop
woooooo!
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[12 Jul 2008|12:18pm] |
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see that girl on the street, what keeps her from dying? let them say what they want, she won't stop trying. she might stumble, if they push her 'round, she might fall, but she'll never lie down.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:21pm] |
great big sea,
was amazing lastnight . jsyk.
does anyone else like them ??
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[12 Jul 2008|12:24pm] |
you left in the morning,
left without a word.
did you get what you came for?
is this what i deserve?
ohh, the silence is the loudest thing i've ever heard.
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[12 Jul 2008|12:30pm] |
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it's so beauteous out!
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[12 Jul 2008|01:05pm] |
ok i know we have music_share for a reason but could anybody
send me crazy for this girl - evan & jaron
oh and landslide - fleetwood mac
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[12 Jul 2008|01:30pm] |
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Ew, why is almost every guy I know in a relationship/dating? Its summertime! How can I have any fun? :\ haha...
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[12 Jul 2008|01:36pm] |
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grace are you still looking for that song?
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[12 Jul 2008|01:37pm] |
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MORNING
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[12 Jul 2008|02:12pm] |
oh we're so very precious, you and i
and everything that you do makes me want to die
oh, i just told the biggest lie
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[12 Jul 2008|02:50pm] |
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i'm just a teenage dirtbag babyyyy.
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[12 Jul 2008|03:25pm] |
I have seen what it means,
To detest and to care,
And to outlive the dream of you and me.
:(
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[12 Jul 2008|03:26pm] |
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I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms.
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[12 Jul 2008|04:11pm] |
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Like I fool, I'm into you, boy.
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[12 Jul 2008|04:11pm] |
I am forever covering my tracks, I'm standing hear with little less than an existence.
Though I hold the keys to everything.
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[12 Jul 2008|04:36pm] |
To a heart thats beat has long since given out
and given in.
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[12 Jul 2008|04:55pm] |
I just made possibly the most delicious spaghetti Ive ever had. YAY me. :) :P
To say that apologies only come when
mistakes are made is to know for
the next 3 months, without hesitation,
she patiently waits to watch the
season slowly pass.
Without a breath or
a smile is to love those same
eyes focused on you for all this while.
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[12 Jul 2008|05:00pm] |
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idk but i like the band zebrahead alot ok
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[12 Jul 2008|05:00pm] |
"All girls really want is someone to want them back."
-one tree hill.
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[12 Jul 2008|05:48pm] |
This drama sat shotgun
My eyes rained like autumn
Only the glove box knows how the story goes
Now that this bandage is broken
And the cuts left in open
I'll tell you just one thing
This wasn't worth the sting
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[12 Jul 2008|05:49pm] |
shake it, love, if some hope remains
say the word and of course i'll stay
just please don't leave me waiting
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[12 Jul 2008|06:15pm] |
what i really meant to say,
is i'm dyin' here inside.
and i miss you more each day,
there's not a night i haven't cried.
and baby, here's the truth,
i'm still in love with you,
and, that's what i really meant to say.
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[12 Jul 2008|06:29pm] |
So take care of you and I'll take care of me
We're just lonely hearts looking for melodies.
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[12 Jul 2008|06:29pm] |
Maybe I'll think before what I say
Maybe I'll toss it all away
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[12 Jul 2008|06:30pm] |
This skin is meant to be lived in
So why do I want out
Why do I love to see you?
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[12 Jul 2008|06:32pm] |
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"Do you still need proof that I'm always waiting for you?" she asked, leaning obediently back in her chair; her voice was neither tender nor pleading, but bright and mocking. "Why is it that most women would never admit that, but you do?" "Because they're never sure they ought to be wanted. I am."
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[12 Jul 2008|06:33pm] |
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It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything.
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[12 Jul 2008|06:38pm] |
everythings just anoter stutter step along the way and every time i take it too far, you bring me back again. sometimes you pull me back, back from the edge. and i, i rescue you back from the dead. we got lost along the way, but we got here in the end. and i know, it was worth waiting for.
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[12 Jul 2008|07:03pm] |
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ok so i'm at the bus stop minding my own fucking buisness and this sloppy fat guy with an accent stops and is like "do you want to play with me" and idk i can handle creeps so i'm just like no and ignore him and he's like ooo why not i'm from the mediteranean and then he calls me a hot piece of ass in italian and i tell him to fuck off and he's like can i kiss you and i'm like no please leave me alone and then he's like i just want to see your boobs and i just scream GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME and this guy finally notices and is like get the fuck out of here and it was rly scary ok
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[12 Jul 2008|07:59pm] |
Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:01pm] |
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Reach inside your chest and remove what’s left of your blackened heart with distain.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:02pm] |
And as your new face runs,
I count the seconds 'til your gone.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:06pm] |
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i'm in a good mood now :)
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[12 Jul 2008|08:23pm] |
what do you say we leave for california
if we drive all night we can make it by the morning
and no one has to know if we decide to go
what do you say we leave for california
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[12 Jul 2008|08:24pm] |
run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever we'll be
you and me
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[12 Jul 2008|08:26pm] |
she smiled in a big way
the way a girl like the smiles
when the world is hers
and she held your eyes out in the breezeway
down by the shore in the lazy summer
and she pulled you in
and she bit your lip and she made you hers
she looked deep into you as you lay together
quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer
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[12 Jul 2008|08:27pm] |
she packed her shit and she left for the city
on the 8:10 train and i still can't believe it
man, i dont even know how we could let this happen
she slammed the door and she gave me the finger
and we fell so fast i still can't remember
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[12 Jul 2008|08:30pm] |
you know mo i'll probably get ten years
so just give me beers till they get here
yea i know the sun is comin up
and you all are probably gettin ready for closin up
but i'm tryin to drown my soul
i'm tired of this life on a dirt road
and everything that i love is gone
and i'm tired of hangin on
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[12 Jul 2008|08:31pm] |
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and i've got designs on lighting you up and setting you off, and watching you burn for me.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:32pm] |
Love can't catch me, not today.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:32pm] |
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your cruel intentions won't solve your problems, everyone's gotta get bottomed out in the long run and those are the times you need love.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:34pm] |
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it happened very quickly but it seemed to last for hours and everything was crisp and clean until it all came crashing down.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:36pm] |
the signal is subtle, we pass just close enough to touch. no questions, no answers. we know by now to say enough.
with only simple words, with only subtle turns the things we feel alone for one another.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:38pm] |
until the last resilient hope is frozen deep inside my bones
and this broken fate has claimed me and my memories for its own,
your name is pounding through my veins
can't you hear how it is sung?
and i can taste you in my mouth before the words escape my lungs.
and i'll whisper only once...
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[12 Jul 2008|08:41pm] |
i've got my sights on brand new beginnings
brand new starts make saints of sinners.
but i'm doomed to live in my past.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:42pm] |
this old story gets stale and dry, no matter
how i try and try to spin this fable fresh and new.
you strung me along like a tease on prom night.
getting me loose but leaving me uptight
please tell me that some of that love was true.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:45pm] |
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lately i just can't shake it, i count the days in seconds and minutes. hours and hours are subtle as shards of glass in the skin. so lay with me, i could use the company. you could help me ease.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:47pm] |
one question haunts and hurts,
too much, too much to mention.
was i really seeking good,
or just seeking attention?
is that all good deeds are
when looked at with a ice cold eye?
if thats all good deeds are,
maybe that's the reason why
no good deed goes unpunished.
so suddenly, I've acquired a life and haven't been on blurty forever. having a life is good and all, but I miss EL.
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[12 Jul 2008|08:48pm] |
goodbyes are meant for lonely people
standing in the rain
and no matter where i go
it's always pouring all the same
these streets are filled with memories
both perfect and in pain
and all i wanna do is love you
but i'm the only one to blame
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[12 Jul 2008|08:54pm] |
the summers gone, the years have passed
my friends have changed, a few did last
the smallest dreams got pushed aside
the largest ones that changed my life
and all i wish for has come to pass
from rock and roll, to love and cash
it's all success if it's what you need
do what you like and do it honestly
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[12 Jul 2008|08:57pm] |
i held your hand as i pulled you in
your lips sealed tight ready to begin
i kissed you first then you kissed my ear
if i ask you once will you ask me every year?
do you feel alive?
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[12 Jul 2008|09:30pm] |
you'll never see me again,
so now who's gonna cry for you?
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[12 Jul 2008|09:31pm] |
I'd give the world for you to look my way.
I'd give it all. Just to feel your love.
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[12 Jul 2008|09:36pm] |
I'd give my heart for you
I'd give my strength for you
I'd give my everything
I'd give my life for you.
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[12 Jul 2008|09:41pm] |
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fuck boys that say they'd be here over an hour ago to pick you up :(
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[12 Jul 2008|09:48pm] |
When you think happiness,
I hope you think: "That little black dress"
Think of my head on your chest,
An' my old faded blue jeans
You said the way my blue eyes shined,
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said: "That's a lie"
..I just started listening to country music. I never rly liked it before &now im in love
your fav songs/artists ?
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[12 Jul 2008|10:01pm] |
Im kind of paranoid about sleeping in my new room for the first time that's downstairs.. :(
You said you'd be my dream
I could have you every night
And if by morning I'd forgotten you
Well, no big deal, that'd be all right
Because you're the reoccuring kind
You are the reoccuring kind
You never really leave my mind
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[12 Jul 2008|10:23pm] |
What did I do wrong?
Could've sung a different song,
you were my tune.
Make my heart believe a want is not a need
and I'm all right without you.
The days go by, the nights don't change
The stars still spell out your name
I will wait for you
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[12 Jul 2008|10:59pm] |
& it's been awhile,
since i could say that i wasn't addicted.
& it's been awhile,
since i could say that i love myself as well.
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[12 Jul 2008|11:02pm] |
i felt for sure last night,
that once we said goodbye.
no one else will no these lonely dreams,
no one else will know that part of me.
i'm still driving away,
and i'm sorry everyday.
i won't always love,
these selfish things.
i won't always live,
not stopping.
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[12 Jul 2008|11:10pm] |
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blahh what a waste of a saturday :[ i just got off everyone sucks and i literally can't even afford a 40oz
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[12 Jul 2008|11:13pm] |
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love me if you can
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[12 Jul 2008|11:13pm] |
i was sitting on my doorstep,
i hung up the phone
and it fell out of my hand.
but i knew i had to do it,
and you wouldn't understand.
so hard to see myself without you,
i felt a piece of my heart break.
but when you're standing at a crossroad,
there's a choice you gotta make.
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[12 Jul 2008|11:46pm] |
I need some new songs to listen to.
Any suggestions?
You are the starlight that sparks up the whole night.
Just let their voices fade out and stand in the spotlight.
Take a bow.
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[12 Jul 2008|11:50pm] |
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WHO IS UP/LURKING?
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[12 Jul 2008|11:54pm] |
Your eyes have betrayed you.
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[12 Jul 2008|11:56pm] |
Does it make you beautiful?
Heartbreak under the streetlight.
She's lost again.
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