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BLURTY SECKRET IS BACK [11 Jul 2008|12:01am]
yeah yeah i know, you are all so excited
for the new people that don't know what this is,
http://www.blurty.com/userinfo.bml?user=blurtyseckret
read this :]

andddd, then -->
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~remember it is ttly anonymous~
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[11 Jul 2008|12:29am]
POSTPOSTPOSTING
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[11 Jul 2008|12:34am]

how long am i supposed to wait? i think about you nightly. oh, can you tell i'm losing sleep? well, what am i supposed to do? it's hard to stay cool when you smile at me. and i get nervous every time you speak. my bed's too big for just me. when you turn your eyes, i promise i won't care.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:34am]
I love what you do to my head when you pull me upstairs and you push me to bed.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:43am]

i started sending you a note, and how i hope that you're happy. i hear you're somewhere in the sand. and how i wish i was an ocean, maybe then i'd get to see you again
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[11 Jul 2008|01:04am]
heylo :)
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[11 Jul 2008|03:53am]
this woman's work
by maxwell


now.


bad night. listen to the song.
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[11 Jul 2008|07:51am]
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemies' eyes
Listened as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead, long live the king
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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[11 Jul 2008|08:07am]
I’m glad to see you
I had a funny dream
You were wearing funny shoes
You were going to a dance
You were dressed like a punk
But you are too young to remember
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[11 Jul 2008|08:08am]
Like a gift from the heavens,
it was easy to tell,
It was love from above,
that could save me from hell,
She had fire in her soul it was easy to see,
how the devil himself
could be pulled out of me,
There were drums in the air
as she started to dance,
Every soul in the room
keeping time with there hands
,
And we sang…
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay
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[11 Jul 2008|08:10am]
I can see a lot of life in you,
I can see a lot of bright in you,
and i think that dress looks nice on you
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[11 Jul 2008|08:12am]
sitting in your sister's volvo
in the parking lot
of a chinese restaurant
in salem, new hampshire

listening to elliot smith
on compact disks
his third album sounds
pretty good, mhmm
all i want, at least right now
is to be close to you


the smell of your hair
is literally amazing, honestly
ths is like one of those awesome dreams
where you get to hang out with the guys from fugazi
and you're so frustrated and angry,
that it was just a dream

but this is not goodbye,
this is just goodnight
you're back to massachusetts
but i'm to the north

i'll see you in six or seven days, go.

the best thing in the world
is to love someone
and they love you back.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:14am]
You seem so out of context
In this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key
Explaining that I am just visiting
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving
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[11 Jul 2008|08:16am]
she thinks she missed the train to mars,
she's out back counting stars
i thought you'd be there holding daisies,
you always wait for me
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[11 Jul 2008|08:17am]

I like the autumn's leaves and bright eyes
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
stands strong in my favorites of all time
along with you and your technicolor eyes
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[11 Jul 2008|08:19am]







I'd swim across Lake Michigan
I'd sell my shoes
I'd give my body to be back again
In the rest of the room
To be alone with you
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[11 Jul 2008|08:29am]
lol, anyone that knows what i look like...

i rly want this haircut. do you think it would look ok?
http://www.exposay.com/celebrity-photos/kristin-cavallari-the-lake-house-los-angeles-premiere-0PWtD9.jpg
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[11 Jul 2008|08:30am]
morning, girls.
anyone awake?
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[11 Jul 2008|08:48am]

we can live like jack and sally if we want
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[11 Jul 2008|09:25am]
http://youtube.com/watch?v=7Ka80l3YJ6M
this reminded me of you guys :]
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[11 Jul 2008|09:36am]
i'm so cold.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:48am]
And all i see is your face
All i need is your touch
Wake me up with your lips
Come at me from up above
Yeaaaa, oh i need you
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[11 Jul 2008|09:51am]
I'm just a stranger, even to myself.
A re-arranger of the proverbial bookshelf.
Don't be a fool girl, tell him you love him.
Don't be a fool girl, you're not above him.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:51am]
Kiss the boys as they walk by, call me their baby.
But little do they know, I'm just a maybe.
Maybe my baby will be the one to leave me sore.
Maybe my baby will settle the score.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:56am]
so come on
‘cause i won’t let you down
and when i come around
i’ll be good as new
so don’t give up on me so soon
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[11 Jul 2008|09:58am]
What do you call it when broken hearts are not done healing?









I rly love last.fm
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[11 Jul 2008|10:02am]
Well, I saw you yesterday; you were drivin'
And I tried so hard to forget you were alive,
and as you passed by I began to cry
Over things that I did not say
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[11 Jul 2008|10:12am]
There isn't many memories I'm comfortable to keep
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[11 Jul 2008|10:23am]
"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone."

Rose Kennedy
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[11 Jul 2008|10:36am]
Standing in the sun smoking quiet cigarettes
Just before I let you down
Funny how a heart shatters all at once
Seems like it should make a sound



k.i'm done.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:43am]
"Sometimes when you say goodbye to me at the door, I get so mad at you because you act like I'm coming home for sure and I want you to say goodbye to me like we might never see each other again."
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[11 Jul 2008|10:44am]
"When my alarm jangled in the morning, I awoke feeling small and terrified. I couldn't find myself in my own life -- there was no memory of me that I could grasp. There was no place outside of me where I belonged. So every morning I willed myself back into existence."
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[11 Jul 2008|10:46am]
"I wondered if he would have left me if there had been more inside of me to love, or if I just could have needed less."
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[11 Jul 2008|10:47am]
"'Thanks for listening,' I told her.
'Almost nobody hears me anymore.'"
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[11 Jul 2008|10:49am]
"You know when your leg falls asleep, how it hurts when the circulation starts again? I'm not sure I want to hope. I don't want to get disappointed again."
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[11 Jul 2008|11:14am]
basically,
what we're going to do is dance.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:21am]
You can't hold up your head and you talk to me like you never really cared
You're learning how to cope without a man but you are never alone
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[11 Jul 2008|11:27am]





let me hold your pretty face,
i'm tired of running away.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:30am]
wherever you are, i'll come running for you
wherever you go, i'm coming too
i'll keep you safe and protect you from myself
time only knows how to change things
so stay at arms length

someday, i'll hold you close
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[11 Jul 2008|11:34am]
come and rest your pretty head
the worst day is about to end
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[11 Jul 2008|11:43am]
I knew that something died that day
The pain was all over your face
It's easier to walk away,
to be alone than to make a change.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:46am]








You don't know what you got till it's gone
you're making friends from regrets and the guilt that just lives on and on
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[11 Jul 2008|11:48am]














when people walk away from you, let them walk. don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. when people walk away, let them walk. your destiny isn't tied to anybody that left.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:48am]
A lonely soul can never love
alone is what i have become
alone is what i'll never rise above
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[11 Jul 2008|11:53am]






Now that you're gone
there is nothing left for me
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[11 Jul 2008|11:56am]

Breathe in, breathe out
Tell me all of your doubts
Everybody bleeds this way, just the same

Breathe in, breathe out
Move on and break down

If everyone goes away, I will stay

We push and pull
And I fall down sometimes
And I’m not letting go
You hold the other line

Cause there is a light in your eyes, in your eyes


Hold on, hold tight
If I’m out of your sight
And everything keeps moving on, moving on
Hold on, hold tight
Make it through another night

In every day there comes a song with the dawn
We push and pull
And I fall down sometimes
And I’m not letting go
You hold the other line

Cause there is a light in your eyes, in your eyes
There is a light in your eyes, in your eyes

Breathe in and breathe out
Breathe in and breathe out
Breathe in and breathe out
Breathe in and breathe out


Look left, look right
To the moon and the night

Everything under the stars is in your arms
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[11 Jul 2008|11:57am]
you hold me without touch, you keep me without chains. i never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:59am]
So I laid back down, wrapped myself up in the sheets and I must have looked like a ghost because something frightened me. And since then I've been so good at vanishing.
Now I do as I please, and I lie through my teeth. Someone might get hurt but it won't be me. Should probably feel cheap, but I just feel free and a little bit empty.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:01pm]






Sometimes a crowded room, can feel the most alone
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[11 Jul 2008|12:01pm]
i've had a little bit too much,
all of the people start to rush,
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[11 Jul 2008|12:01pm]










the smell lingers in my clothes
it's a bad night to be alone.
but that's the way it goes.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:03pm]
and you rest your bones, somewhere far from my house. yeah, but you still pull me home.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:03pm]

Guess we both know we're in over our heads

We got nowhere to go and no home that's left
The water is rising on a river turning red
It all might be OK or we might be dead

If everything we've got is slipping away
I meant what I said when I said until my dying day

I'm holding on to you, holding on to me

Maybe it's all gone black but you're all I see

You're all I see


The walls are shaking, I hear them sound the alarm
Glass is breaking so don't let go of my arm
Grab your bags and a picture of where we met

All that we'll leave behind and all that's left
If everything we've got is blowing away
We've got a rock and a rock till our dying day
I'm holding on to you, holding on to me
Maybe it's all we got but it's all I need

You're all I need


And if all we've got, is what no one can break,

I know I love you, if that's all we can take,
the tears are coming down, they're mixing with the rain,

I know I love you, if that's all we can take.

A pool is running for miles on the concrete ground
We're eight feet deep and the rain is still coming down
The TV's playing it all out of town

We're grabbing at the fray for something that won't drown
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[11 Jul 2008|12:04pm]
ohh, the night that Patty Murphy died
is a night i'll never forget.
some of the boys got loaded drunk,
and they ain't been sober yet.
as long as the bottle was passed around,
every man was feeling gay..


YAAAAAAAAAAYYYY
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[11 Jul 2008|12:05pm]





just to put your mind at ease,
you don't owe me anything.
you paid me well in memories.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:08pm]
I've waited and I'll wait some more
Won't see me knocking on another door
But all this is crazy and amazing
There's only one half of us that I'm saving

So I'm praying just to let it go

Watch from a distance just to see you glow
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[11 Jul 2008|12:10pm]






I kiss the bottle now that it's my only love
I am the smile, I am the thing that you needed for a while.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:13pm]
You could see me reaching
So why couldn't you have met me halfway?
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[11 Jul 2008|12:13pm]
In your arms
It's alright

I should have let you know
In your eyes

I still fall
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[11 Jul 2008|12:14pm]
I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
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[11 Jul 2008|12:16pm]
And its a sad sad world,

When a girl can break a boy

Just because she can.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:18pm]
Cold winds and rainy days
have torn us apart
at least that is what we say

the truth would just hurt
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[11 Jul 2008|12:32pm]

flawless to the point of being godly,
yet i fell hard for your imperfections.
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[11 Jul 2008|12:34pm]




so your heart doesn't know where mine's been,
i'll never let your heart go where mine's been.
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BLURTY SECKRET IS BACK [11 Jul 2008|12:45pm]
yeah yeah i know, you are all so excited
for the new people that don't know what this is,
http://www.blurty.com/userinfo.bml?user=blurtyseckret
read this :]

andddd, then -->
POST YOUR SECKRETS HERE

~remember it is ttly anonymous~
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[11 Jul 2008|12:57pm]
Love is real
it is not just in poetry and stories
it is truth
and it will follow you
everywhere you go from now on
so if you would just cast off your doubt
then your lips would answer for you
oh my darling, when you smile
it is like a song
and I can hear it now.
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[11 Jul 2008|01:01pm]
that's the night that the lights went out in georgia,
that's the night that they hung an innocent man.
don't trust your soul to no backwoods southern lawyer,
'cause the judge in the town's got bloodstains on his hands.
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[11 Jul 2008|01:12pm]

i always liked that best.

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[11 Jul 2008|01:13pm]
we can run away,
baby come as you are.
you can look at my heart,
as your getaway car.
we can drive all night,
it will be alright.
love can take us so far,
in your getaway car.
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[11 Jul 2008|01:22pm]
I'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean.
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[11 Jul 2008|01:54pm]

The hint of these new tears are sharp
I try to choke them back
But it's useless
I am useless against them
They are beating me with ease.
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[11 Jul 2008|01:55pm]

I believe in clean breaks, I keep the old troubles away

But you're making sure
I was lying when I said
"
I can leave,
This behind
"
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[11 Jul 2008|01:56pm]
oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no friday movie nights
or romantic candlelight
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[11 Jul 2008|01:58pm]

Oh, but the more I fight
Then the deeper I'm trapped

And I can't break free of this hold that you have
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[11 Jul 2008|01:59pm]
Beneath your skin
And your games
You're alone
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[11 Jul 2008|02:04pm]
got a friend who talks to Jesus
to heal her broken heart
she's holding onto pieces

she's never even thought of letting go
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[11 Jul 2008|02:18pm]
"I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men. I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and then I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism."
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[11 Jul 2008|02:24pm]
"'What would I do if you never came here?'

But I was always coming here. I thought about one of my favorite Sufi poems, which says that God long ago drew a circle in the sand exactly around the spot where you are standing right now. I was never not coming here. This was never not going to happen."
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[11 Jul 2008|02:27pm]
"I know what they're thinking. They think this pretty little girl will make them happy, make their lives easy. But whenever I see it happen, I always want to say the same thing; 'Good luck.' Because you still have a woman in front of you, my friend. And you are still a man. It's still two human beings trying to get along, so it's going to be complicated. And love is always complicated. But still humans must try to love each other, darling. We must get our hearts broken sometimes. This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something."
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[11 Jul 2008|02:31pm]
"Fail-Proof Broken-Heart Curing Treatment: Vitamin E, get much sleep, drink much water, travel to a place far away from the person you loved, meditate, and teach your heart that this is destiny."
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[11 Jul 2008|03:27pm]
I want to be the mystery in the room,
And I want to be known.
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[11 Jul 2008|03:29pm]
i will settle down with the first one who swoons me. i am the queen of comparison so i will fuck you on my floor in my room, at my door. we'll stain the sheets or wave our flag but i know we'll never have what i once had with him.
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[11 Jul 2008|03:39pm]
there's something about the way
the street looks when it's just rained..
there’s a glow off the pavement.
walk me to the car
and you know i wanna ask you to dance right there

in the middle of the parking lot
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[11 Jul 2008|03:43pm]
ou left without a single word
not even sorry..
it might've hurt worse to hear you say
i'm leaving, goodbye
but your smile still makes my heart sing
another sad song
i can't forget it, i won't regret it

cause i'm still in love with you
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[11 Jul 2008|04:02pm]
would long black cuffed shorts, a black top and bright flats be qt for the gay bar?
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[11 Jul 2008|04:05pm]
i am now looking up wedding gowns. foreals.

i say we all do ok & post them belowwwwwwww
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[11 Jul 2008|04:29pm]
guyssss, do my journal :) plssss.
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[11 Jul 2008|04:30pm]
this is my salt in your wounds.
this is my "i told you so."
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[11 Jul 2008|04:35pm]
it is free slurpee day!
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[11 Jul 2008|04:58pm]
And if we get down
How should we know
If we'll get up again?
We'll get up again.
And we can take the right way out of here
I'll be sure to show you again
Then we won't take it when you won't take it, oh no
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[11 Jul 2008|05:52pm]
i even said you were my great one
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[11 Jul 2008|05:55pm]
i dont use myspace too often...
but add me guys www.myspace.com/_xnj
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DELILAH [11 Jul 2008|06:20pm]
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[11 Jul 2008|06:23pm]
Going to the movies with last summer's fling for something to do.
I dont want him to get the wrong idea though. I just keep telling him I want to be friends. :\ ugh.


You are the punchline to every joke I've ever told.
You are in coffee and everything I've ever loved.
You can kiss a million other girls, I don't mind.
You can't break what's not real.
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[11 Jul 2008|07:18pm]
guis i am bored ok.
do my journal?
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[11 Jul 2008|07:53pm]
happy country songs? like ones to dance to? lol idk
like miranda lambert style ♥
i have a lot but i wanna know if there are more out there < 333
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[11 Jul 2008|08:00pm]

i'm not the one who broke you.
i'm not the one you should fear.
we've got to move you, darling.
i thought i lost you somewhere,
but you were never
really ever there at all.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:15pm]
Open that door; I’ll follow you into that space. Where nothing is regretted then forgotten.



fyi new norma jean is reeeally good.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:25pm]

please don't change.
please don't break.

the only thing that seems to work at all is you.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:27pm]

i wanted a junction, and often there was one.
you'd surface face first,
and we'd share our thought bubbles
i still believe in the phrases that we breathed,
but i know the distance isn't fair to cross.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:34pm]
MIRANDA!?!? JACKIE!?!?
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[11 Jul 2008|08:35pm]


No stranger to failure,
death with a steady heartbeat.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:36pm]




And while we thought that we were learning how to live, we have been learning how to die.



I should have known, we will be legends.

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[11 Jul 2008|08:41pm]
Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart of what it means to know just who I am, I think I finally found a better place to start, but no one ever seems to understand. I need to try to get to where you are. Could it be you're not that far? You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singin'. I need to find you, I gotta find you. You're the missin' piece I need, the song inside of me. I need to find you, I gotta find you.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:42pm]
We're wrecklessly looking for the truth,
And we'll tear this place apart.
Theres hope for us yet.

Hope is there.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:45pm]
I'm slippin' into the lava, and I'm tryin' to keep from goin' under. Baby, you turn the temperature hotter. Cause I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby.
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[11 Jul 2008|08:48pm]
"Sometimes someone says something really small, and it just fits into this empty place in your heart."
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[11 Jul 2008|08:52pm]
We talk all night and into the day til there's no more to say. And when we're all done, you say it's been fun, but it's better this way.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:00pm]
Nothing is permanent. Especially people. Strangers become friends. Friends become lovers. Lovers become strangers. Strangers become friends once more, and over and over.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:00pm]
I was right there beside him all summer long and then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:06pm]
I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart!
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[11 Jul 2008|09:06pm]
it's a very, very mad world.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:11pm]
Shut up, I am dreaming of places where lovers have wings
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[11 Jul 2008|09:12pm]
"Limerence is that euphoric, almost obsessive feeling you get when you can't stand to be away from someone. It usually occurs when you first meet," he said. "But in some relationships it can last for years. It's rare, though."
"So limerence is mostly about lust," Bridget said. "Love is deeper."
"But how deep is it really?" I asked. "When most relationships go bust?"
"Oh, not this again," Bridget groaned.
"So you think people should just jump from person to person, from limerent state to limerent state," Kieran said with an amused lilt to his voice.
"I didn't say that," I replied, a bit boozy myself, and woozy with words.
"Then what are you saying?"
"Do you really think that people are capable of loving only one person?" I asked.
"One," Bridget answered softly, almost reverentially. "If you're lucky."
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[11 Jul 2008|09:17pm]
I am pressing on, no matter how it looks.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:17pm]
You have a way of coming easily to me. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel somethin'. And you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:18pm]
Why do we even bother? Why do we make ourselves so open to such easy damage? Is it all fear? Or is it to experience those narcotic moments of belonging with someone else?
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[11 Jul 2008|09:27pm]
Here's to another relationship bombed by excellent breed of gamete disease. I'm sure when I'm older I'll know what that means
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[11 Jul 2008|09:29pm]
Too many options may kill a man
Loving is fine if it's not in your mind
But I've fucked it up now, too many times
Loving is good if it's not understood
Yeah, but I'm the professor
And feel that I should know
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[11 Jul 2008|09:32pm]
This is between me and this blade, and my heart.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:32pm]
i guess it's true that love was all you wanted, cause you've given it away like it's extra change hoping it will end up in his pocket. but he leaves you out like a penny in the rain, oh, cause it's not his price to pay.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:34pm]

i can never know the answer.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:35pm]
"Yes, you confuse the hell out of me. Because not only can you not let go, but you don't even fucking realize that the thing you're holding onto isn't even there. You think I hurt you? Well, I could've hurt you so much more."
"How?" I have to ask.
"By telling you the truth, Nick. I thought you'd see it. I thought you'd figure it out. I had no idea how completey blind you could make yourself. And yes, I could have just come right out and said it. But you were just so fucking vulnerable that I could never do it. And then I hurt you anyway. But fuck, Nick--you needed to be hurt. You needed to have the truth kicked into you.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:37pm]

you can take it on the road, you can take it over high, you could bring it down to make it on your own. youve been taking it hard, you should take it slow.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:38pm]
Is that alright with you? No.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:40pm]
It's taken me 50,000 separate wrecks to get here and I've learned absolutely nothing. As I'm standing here alone, upright and motionless,

I am drowning in her sea.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:41pm]
I know I've been a liar, and I know I've been a fool.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:43pm]
"But that's what I love about punk music. It has a sense of humor about itself, doesn't pretend to be something it's not. It's kickass funk with a heavy-metal edge, but wth a concience."
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[11 Jul 2008|09:51pm]
I burned 41 hills for the love of academic ability.
That exceeds the love of search for the truth.
We comprehend a massive array.
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[11 Jul 2008|09:54pm]

well im a liar on the weekends and im so tired on monday mornings. so let me take the seat beside you and lets talk about what you like and what you dont like and how we can make it work.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:00pm]

if what you know wont hurt you, then maybe this is better left alone til you figure out whats going on. if you choose to leave today, i wont be standing in your way. i cant wait here anymore. well some things are better left alone. you could lie to me, but that wont change a thing 'cause the bigger pictures gone. oh, it could be a misunderstanding but the deeper i go, the more youre hiding.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:08pm]

'cause if you die will i get word that your gone?
or will i hear it in passing conversation?
or will i stop short and fall to the ground?
distance is short when your hand
carries what your eye found.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:10pm]

This should not be. Oh, how we curse.
The tongue is a flame.
Let there be grace.

Fight fair!

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[11 Jul 2008|10:12pm]

if its all so bittersweet, if youre feeling incomplete, put your trust in me.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:15pm]
And there comes a time when it is wrong, as well as useless, to resist.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:20pm]

TONIGHT,
THE SOUTH IS ON FIRE.

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[11 Jul 2008|10:22pm]

there will be no more colour. broken i stand here a new creation on the stage of history where map and compass mean nothing at all, the arrows are in me my spirit drinks poison. i joined the avalanche just to feel alive.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:30pm]
We lead our lives and when they end, sometimes we leave a little of ourselves behind. Sometimes we leave money, a painting, sometimes we leave a kind word. And sometimes, we leave an empty space.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:34pm]

and i know you never meant to do everything you put me through, its okay - i forgive you. just know that when you see me cringe sometimes, im trying to rid the poison from my mind.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:34pm]
It's more than a scar,


... It's a lifetime you left.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:34pm]
Okay, George. Five reasons men are scum and women let us get away with it. One: we only want one thing. No exceptions. Two: we fall in love with you before we can have that thing and then fall back out once we've had it, whereas women conversely fall in love afterwards. Three: we will lie, cheat, steal or murder in order to get that thing... why am I sugarcoating this, you're a big girl... in order to fuck you. Four: we freely admit the numbers one, two, three, and women don't care. And the number five reason why men are scum and women let us get away with it: you can't live without us.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:38pm]
I don't want to fit in I just don't want to stand out.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:40pm]
loving unconditionally
that's an act of desperation
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[11 Jul 2008|10:42pm]
The inside lingo had me at hello.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:47pm]
Who will save us?
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[11 Jul 2008|10:51pm]
There is no real me only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there.
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[11 Jul 2008|10:58pm]
Oh hot damn
this is my jam
keep me partying til the AM
ya'll don't understand
make me throw my hands in the,
ayer, ay- ayer, ayer, ay- ayer
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[11 Jul 2008|11:06pm]
From where i'm standing
you're the quiet side of the road
you're looking so lonely
and i can't stop looking at you
your head is hanging
trying to beat those goodbye blues
i bet you'll be fine
i bet you'll be fine
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[11 Jul 2008|11:08pm]
Had a bad day again
She said I would not understand
She left a note and said
"I'm sorry, I had a bad day again. "
She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace.
Smeared the lipstick on her face.
Slammed the door and said
"I'm sorry, I had a bad day again."
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[11 Jul 2008|11:15pm]
Now this angry little girl
Drowning in this petty world
And I'm who you run to
Swallow all your bitter pills
That's what makes you beautiful

You're all or not.
I don't need what you ain't got.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:17pm]
not worth the misery.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:18pm]
i'm not saying that he's my last,
i'm just saying that he could have been
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[11 Jul 2008|11:18pm]
Now your world is way too fast
Nothing's real and nothing lasts
And I'm aware
I'm in love but you don't care
Turn your anger into lust
I'm still here, but you don't trust at all
And I'll be waiting
Love and sex and loneliness
Take what's yours and leave the rest.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:22pm]
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:25pm]
And I'm trying to believe
In things that I don't know
The turning of the world
The color of your soul
That love could kill the pain
Truth is never vain
It turns strangers into lovers
And enemies to brothers<