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[08 Jul 2008|12:43am] |
and high up above or down below, when youre too in love to let it go, but if you never try youll never know just what youre worth. lights will guide you home and ignite and i will try to fix you.
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[08 Jul 2008|02:34am] |
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delilah is turning me into a pedo
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[08 Jul 2008|08:38am] |
you know that feeling of waiting for someone. i mean really waiting for someone - standing in front of a restaurant in the cold and having hundreds of people pass you on the sidewalk. and you don't want to do anything else, because you're afraid you might miss something - that somehow if you don't spot him right away, he'll walk right by. you stand there and you don't do anything except think about how you're standing there. occasionally you might look at your watch, or check your cell phone to see if it's accidentally on silent, even though you already checked for that a minute ago. that's what dating you is starting to feel like.
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[08 Jul 2008|08:40am] |
he and i had something beautiful, but so dysfunctional, it couldn't last. i loved him so, but i let him go, cause i knew he'd never love me back.
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[08 Jul 2008|08:42am] |
And I am walking out in the rain, and I am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again, and I am getting nowhere with you and I can't let it go, and I can't get through.
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[08 Jul 2008|08:44am] |
the august sky will then bare witness to a brand new chapter with torn up pages
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[08 Jul 2008|11:11am] |
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jesus christ, i'm alone again.
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[08 Jul 2008|11:15am] |
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i know to have something like this broken is hard to fix.
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[08 Jul 2008|12:20pm] |
Was clawing at the walls in my tiny apartment trying to make sense of my life and then it started my stomach felt weird and my heart was speeding up, man when all of it was over I spoke up and raised my right hand
"Why do I exist? I got two more years to live."
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[08 Jul 2008|12:41pm] |
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twenty going on twenty-one. try not to act so young.
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[08 Jul 2008|12:43pm] |
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what i used to be will pass away and then you'll see that all i want now is happiness for you and me.
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[08 Jul 2008|12:48pm] |
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i'd rather chew on broken glass
than keep on living in the past
and wasting time on words
i know you didn't mean.
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[08 Jul 2008|12:48pm] |
or was it that july,
told me not to take it to heart.
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[08 Jul 2008|12:55pm] |
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your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones, turn into something beautiful. you know, you know i love you so. you know i love you so.
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[08 Jul 2008|01:01pm] |
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“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
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[08 Jul 2008|01:27pm] |
"I fell in love."
"Oh, as if you had no choice? There's a moment, there's always a
moment, "I can do this, I can give into this, or I can resist it", and I
don't know when your moment was, but I bet you there was one.
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[08 Jul 2008|01:59pm] |
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les yeux sont aveugles. Il faut chercher avec le cœur.
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[08 Jul 2008|02:06pm] |
It's been a bad day, another bad day
and all I wanna do is look at you and know I'm okay.
so fucking hotttttt XP
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[08 Jul 2008|02:16pm] |
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i did not even know it was hot out.=\
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[08 Jul 2008|02:23pm] |
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so come on get higher.
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[08 Jul 2008|02:25pm] |
idk but apparently i'm going to uni with a habsburg next year
i didnt even know they were still alive
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[08 Jul 2008|02:41pm] |
so you've been outnumbered
when you've been out cornered
it's time to find what you're fighting for
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[08 Jul 2008|02:54pm] |
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Secrets told in the pictures on your skin
Hours fade into days that never end
I see myself reflected in your eyes
And I hate the way I'm wearing all these lies
So I let you go
And I watch you leave
And I hold my breath
So you don't hear me scream
When you walk away
But the words are only in my head
It's not what I said
It's what I didn't say
Is she everything you wanted her to be?
Yeah, I bet she never breaks your heart like me
So it's one more night I cover up with you
And I hate myself for what I didn't do
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[08 Jul 2008|03:07pm] |
in this time of fear
when prayers so often prove in vain
hope seems like the summer birds
to swiftly flown away
how come when it's pretty everywhere else,
it's storming here, like craaaaaazy. fkadfjakl. ):
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[08 Jul 2008|03:16pm] |
Forgiving you, she's stronger than I am
You don't look much like a man from where I'm at
It's plain to see desperation showed it's truth
You love her and she loves you with all she has
I guess I should've been more like that
I should have held on to my pride
I should have never let you lie
I guess you got what you deserverd
I guess I should've been more like her
She's beautiful in her simple, little way
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[08 Jul 2008|03:25pm] |
I've been waiting for answers
Dancing in circles, making me sick
I've been chained like a tiger
To hundreds of liars all holding hands
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[08 Jul 2008|03:29pm] |
And you never would have thought in the end,
How amazing it feels just to live again,
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
It burns a hole, through everyone that feels it.
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[08 Jul 2008|03:49pm] |
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"I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know... you're with him. You're his."
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[08 Jul 2008|04:14pm] |
Now I don’t hate the one who left,
You can't hate someone who's dead
He’s out there holding on to someone,
I’m holding up my smoking gun
I’ll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name
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[08 Jul 2008|04:22pm] |
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"I miss you like the sun misses the flowers, like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct it's light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to."
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[08 Jul 2008|04:23pm] |
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"I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel - like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart - locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know."
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[08 Jul 2008|04:26pm] |
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"Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, you hear the saddest song on the radio?"
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[08 Jul 2008|04:28pm] |
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"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
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[08 Jul 2008|04:33pm] |
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You.
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[08 Jul 2008|05:31pm] |
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"contrary to what cynics say, distance is not for the fearful. it's for the bold. it's for those willing to spend a lot of time alone, in exchange for a little time with the one that they love. it's for those who know a good thing when they see it. even if they dont see it nearly enough"
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[08 Jul 2008|05:47pm] |
I wish I knew how to apologize. :\
I keep on wondering if
everything you said was true.
I keep on wondering if
you were really coming through.
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me..
I'm doing too much.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:16pm] |
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Some days, her shape in the doorway will speak to me. A bird's wing on the window. Sometimes I'll hear when she's sleeping. Her fever dream; a language on her face.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:17pm] |
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Some days, like rain on the doorstep she'll cover me with grace in all she offers. Sometimes I'd just like to ask her what honest words she can't afford to say.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:20pm] |
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idk who said something about the intro to "i will possess your heart" yesterday, but you are very right. it's annoying me atm.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:20pm] |
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Jesus the mexican boy, wearing a long desert trip on his tie. Lo and behold he was standing under the welcome sign naked the Judas in me. Fell by the tracks but he lifted me high, kissing my head like a brother and never asking why.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:34pm] |
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idk but i still love punk goes crunk. i listen to it like all day long ok
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[08 Jul 2008|06:37pm] |
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i said i love you and i swear i still do.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:38pm] |
we laugh in the face of love
because no one is really there.
no one is real.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:39pm] |
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...you give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:42pm] |
in old-movie terms, you had to think of it like this: Fred Astaire had a wife who wasn't Ginger Rogers, and Ginger Rogers had a husband (actually, a few of them, i think) who wasn't Fred Astaire. but was there ever any doubt who their true dance partners were? i could be his girlfriend, sure. but i was pretty certain i'd never be his dance partner.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:43pm] |
I wanna taste the breeze of every great city.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:44pm] |
i'm sorry i was late
i missed the train, & the traffic was a state
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[08 Jul 2008|06:45pm] |
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I DO NOT COPY PEOPLE I JUST DONT READ EL
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[08 Jul 2008|06:46pm] |
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Depression is nourished by a lifetime of ungrieved and unforgiven hurts.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:46pm] |
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it's been so long, i've felt so wrong again. i fixed myself up nice but you never came.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:47pm] |
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb,
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.
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[08 Jul 2008|06:47pm] |
i guess, deep down, my heart is not as pure as it was
and my food is ruined, the freezer doorway to above, i'll fire in the sun, i'm dying just for fun
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[08 Jul 2008|06:52pm] |
"i will love you forever, whatever happens. till i die and after i die, and when i find my way out of the land of the dead, i'll drift about forever, all my atoms, till i find you again..."
"i'll be looking for you will, every moment, every single moment. and when we do find each other again, we'll cling together so tight that nothing and no one'll ever tear us apart. every atom of me and every atom of you...we'll live in birds and flowers and dragonflies and pine trees and in clouds and in those little specks of light you see floating in sunbeams...and when they use our atoms to make new lives, they wont just be able to take one, they'll have to take two, one of you and one of me, we'll be joined so tight..."
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[08 Jul 2008|06:53pm] |
i guess, deep down, my heart is not as pure as it was
and my food is ruined, the freezer doorway to above, i'll fire in the sun, i'm dying just for fun
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[08 Jul 2008|07:11pm] |
you enjoy your drive on sundays,
out past the old oak trees.
this wildfire's burning slowly,
bright and free.
and then it comes over me,
then it comes over me,
now you stick to me like wild honey.
and you sing to me with the sweetest melody,
and i need you to sing,
like the springtime needs the rain,
you drive me wild, honey.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:27pm] |
i'd run away but i can't escape
the power of your pride,
your eyes are cold like an empty soul
and i'm burning up inside.
there's nothing wrong with letting go
and you're still digging in,
we're racing to the bottom
and i can't find the end.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:30pm] |
don't make this easy,
i want you to mean it.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:34pm] |
I am a Fuckin' machine - fueled by the past
A memory's a memory until it's a fact
I can bury the hatchet and let some shit go
But I got too many grudges to hold
I saw a lot of people die in the end
I never wanna walk that road again
Now I will never give up - I don't wanna have it all
I just wanna have enough.
This is where it BEGINS
And this is where it ENDS.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:36pm] |
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o herro
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[08 Jul 2008|07:37pm] |
candy caught bo in bed with a red head,
she threw a fit and a fern and the F word at both of them.
she peppered him with B.B.'s 'cause she couldn't find a 12 gauge,
cindy lou i know your husband and there's gonna be hell to pay.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:38pm] |
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i am eating the most delicious pie ever ftr.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:40pm] |
can i just please emphasize that there is a kid who is like.. on thepeerage.com and part of an imperial dynasty is going to school with me? someone please comment on this majestic event
we're getting married, you're all invited
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[08 Jul 2008|07:41pm] |
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no one slams the door like a woman scorned.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:51pm] |
I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
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[08 Jul 2008|07:53pm] |
he doesn't love her, but he just won't let her go.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:54pm] |
and when his tongue is down my throat,
all thats going through my head are thoughts of you.
its kind of funny but its kind of sad how your name is the only name i ever listen for.
and when his fingers are entwined with mine,
our conversation from the night before keeps me occupied.
you know i only kiss him to make you jealous.
but its tragic really because you never will be.
and when i lie with him on my bed,
i`ll exchange my empty words with his meaningful ones.
i should feel guilty but i don`t feel anything for anyone but you.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:57pm] |
they say old habits die hard, i say they're better off dead.
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[08 Jul 2008|07:58pm] |
i read you all wrong.
i thought you were a safe bet.
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[08 Jul 2008|08:18pm] |
it's funny how certain things trigger memories.
songs, smells, and such, some make you sad
and some make you just close your eyes and for
that one moment you are captured in the past.
it's moments like those that make life confusing
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[08 Jul 2008|08:46pm] |
but i'd rather you be mean than love and lie
i'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
i'd rather take a blow at least then i would know
but baby don't you break my heart slow
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[08 Jul 2008|09:05pm] |
Consider this a letter that I never sent
However inconsiderate it seems
Do you still consider me?
Consider me the boy you laughed with
Or you learned to live without
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[08 Jul 2008|09:08pm] |
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be this close to me
So let my hands stray past the boundaries of your back
To get you breathing
And get this started
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[08 Jul 2008|09:11pm] |
You've been asking me to bleed.
It seems these kinds of questions, they come too easy to you now.
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[08 Jul 2008|09:27pm] |
So before this goes too far
Let me tell you what you are
You're amazing, I'm attracted
But I'm terribly distracted
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[08 Jul 2008|09:31pm] |
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"Relationships, of all kinds, are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.”
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[08 Jul 2008|09:34pm] |
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"My upbringing made me as I am now. But I can become merry and happy at once. There were many years I was feeling at a loss about my life or how I grew up. I couldn't understand what is right or what is precious. At that time, I was so miserable and self-defeating. I was feeling angry with various things. My anger came up to the surface then. I don't say such tendency has disappeared. Even now there are anger and the dark side in myself. But it's the first time I've been so close to the light."
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[08 Jul 2008|09:42pm] |
It's not about following your heart and it's not about keeping your promises. It's about security.
What's that supposed to mean?
Money. He's got a lot of money!
You smug bastard. I hate you for saying that.
You're bored Allie. You're bored and you know it. You wouldn't be here if there wasn't something missing.
You arrogant son of a bitch.
Would you just stay with me?
Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin'
Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.
So what?
So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
What easy way? There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.
Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?
It's not that simple.
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[08 Jul 2008|09:50pm] |
How long should I wait before I apologize to someone about a fight we had? :(
You can hold any girl that you like
Fall in love when it's easy at night
But you'll wake up wondering why
She ain't ever something better
When you're lost and you've run out of road
Find what I already know
In the end close is all there is
But you won't find this
No, you won't find this.
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[08 Jul 2008|09:55pm] |
now ask me, why do I feel my heart's on fire
ask me why do I feel this strange desire
ask me why do I feel like I'm falling, falling
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[08 Jul 2008|09:59pm] |
happiness is hard to come by,
but I've had my fair share;
the satin sheets, the lemon peels,
the minor keys, the major pills
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[08 Jul 2008|10:01pm] |
Now I know that it's the same.
Different people, different days.
It won't change.
Do you find security?
Knowing you have broken me.
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[08 Jul 2008|10:29pm] |
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KAIITTTTT. THIS WEEKEND. MY COUNTRY STATION IS GIVING AWAY LADY ANTEBELLUM TIX. YOU SHOULD LISTEN ONLINE AND CALL IN AND WIN!!
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[08 Jul 2008|10:52pm] |
come in off that rooftop
you're so handsome dressed in black
i see you in the shadows
i'd like to see you on your back
take this precious treasure,
and i will treasure you
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[08 Jul 2008|11:03pm] |
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Okay, I'm srsly upset now.
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[08 Jul 2008|11:43pm] |
I feel sick :[
how is everyone?
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[08 Jul 2008|11:56pm] |
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This is just a reaction to a past precaution which happened much too often and I still miss you more than you could ever know.
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