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[06 Jul 2008|12:28am] |
So how about I went to the mall today with my "brother" Bradley and my best friend Zak and I went to the bathroom and when I came out, my friend Parker was there and we were walking down the hallway and the security guard was all like, "I got a report of you screaming at some guy in a wheelchair to fuck off then you parked in a handicapped space."
And we were all like, "Wtf?"
And the guy was like, "Idk, this guy told us."
And I was like, "Sir, we did park in a handicapped place because my friend Zak has heart problems -pointed to Zak- and we just met my friend Parker -points to him- here a minute ago.
I can't drive because I have seizures and I'm not on medication and Bradley is underage and he doesn't have a permit.
And then I went through my whole day with the guy telling him every detail and he was like, "Okok, if you could leave the mall for the day tho, that would be cool guys."
And I was like, "Well, can I go to Claire's and the pet store before we go, please?" And i did that smile thing and he was like, "-pause- Um..okay, sure. I'm sorry that I accused you guys of doing something like that."
And I was like, "O no, its ok cause the guy prolly thought we were just some hooligans thinking we are tough or something."
And he was like, "Thats how old people are."
And then I was like, "I'm sorry that you have to put up with people who complain about innocent kids."
And he was like, "You seem mature for your age."
And I'm like, "Yeah, I work with Cancer paitents every day at work so I know what its like to have a condition and like I previously stated, about 75% of my friends and I have a condition. Anyone who says ANYTHING to someone handicapped is ignorant."
And the guy was like, "I'm sorry guys. Have a good day."
And we were all like, "Okay, im going to go to Claire's and look at hair accessories."
Then he waved and was like, "Happy hair shopping."
Hahaha. Idk, just thought I'd share that little piece of my day with you all.
/rant
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[06 Jul 2008|12:39am] |
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"Y'see, when a girl decides that you're her friend, you're no longer a dating option. You become a complete non-sexual entity in her eyes, like a brother... or a lamp."
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[06 Jul 2008|12:48am] |
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hiii, is anybody here? :|
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[06 Jul 2008|12:54am] |
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Love me like the world is ending.
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[06 Jul 2008|01:05am] |
so camping was an experience bc idk i grew up in a red neck place but idk i guess i'm a snob now bc i watched a fireworks display to proud to be an american and loled plus i heard like three people seriously fighting over walmart vs. kmart and idk i rly miss the city
edit: i got into an intense fight with some man selling confederate flag things at the flea market bc he would not understand that he lives in ohio and they were a part of the union and he didn't understand anything about the war and i got mad bc i was drunk
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[06 Jul 2008|01:18am] |
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lol @ my mom texting me saying "will you be home soon?" when i've been home for about 30 minutes
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[06 Jul 2008|02:12am] |
let them say we're crazy
i don't care about that
put your hand in my hand baby
don't ever look back.
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[06 Jul 2008|02:27am] |
you can have the kingdom,
you can have the crown,
but you won't have the people.
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[06 Jul 2008|10:18am] |
but this is the distance and this is my gameface.
there's really no way to reach me because i'm already gone.
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[06 Jul 2008|10:25am] |
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but thoughts they change and times they rearrange. i don't know who you are anymore. loves come and go and this i know.
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[06 Jul 2008|10:38am] |
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i'm afraid, i'm alone, and entirely useless.
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[06 Jul 2008|11:18am] |
So it's time I forget the past.
And just learn to love what I have.
'Cause I love waking up to your laugh.
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[06 Jul 2008|11:25am] |
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has anyone bought a phone off of ebay?
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[06 Jul 2008|12:42pm] |
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idk what are your thoughts on warped tour. there are a few bands i rly want to see. part of me feels i've outgrown it. i did it drunk and it sucked bc it was so hot but i did it sober and it kinda sucked worse bc i hate people.
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[06 Jul 2008|12:52pm] |
BILLIE JEAN IS
NOT MY LOVER
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[06 Jul 2008|01:11pm] |
Hold up! Hell naw! Like Britney Spears I wear no draws.
idek..
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[06 Jul 2008|01:16pm] |
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry,
you don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
and tell you I set you apart.
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[06 Jul 2008|01:41pm] |
feel the stroke of your paintbrush
my blank sheet of paper,
i'm your book of the month
read the fine print later
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[06 Jul 2008|01:48pm] |
how can it be that we defy this tragedy
from this lifeboat in the dark
is it wrong that we could come together?
wind and sorrow bear a spark
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[06 Jul 2008|02:03pm] |
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but he couldn't do so, as he turned on the barren stoop, and looked back at the bar as he walked to the door. and he barely managed to say "I love you," before she shut the door, and he never saw her again.
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[06 Jul 2008|02:06pm] |
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i want to postttt but i don't have any lyrics to post bc i am not listening to music. i am here though :)
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[06 Jul 2008|02:21pm] |
things were disappearing in my neighborhood,
once again somebody was up to no good.
i saw that you were wanted, but not like I wanted you
and that's when I knew I had to be with you,
and that's when I knew if I didn't, I'd be through
to end my grief I'd have to catch a thief
your love was my relief, my love is your release
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[06 Jul 2008|02:33pm] |
I think I am going to the mall today, but I'm not sure.
I'm afraid I'm going to get attacked by the guard again.
If I don't go there, I have to run over to the flea market and pick up a bracelet I was getting fixed.
What to do, what to do.
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[06 Jul 2008|02:34pm] |
One more time would be time enough to think about it.
One last straw could be strong enough to make this work or throw away everything.
Just one time is all it takes.
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[06 Jul 2008|02:35pm] |
Shorty made me smile when ain't a damn thing funny.
haha.
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[06 Jul 2008|02:41pm] |
my whole life has crashed,
won't you pick the pieces up,
'cause it feels just like i'm walking on broken glass.
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[06 Jul 2008|03:15pm] |
She says "You can't base love off the pity fuck,
unless they've got a lot of money."
'Cause it's the games that we play
'Cause we need to exist.
We're not humans, we're citizens.
It's the one on the ground
With his hands on his heart.
It's the cleavage of division,
It's all jagged and jaded,
But it suits us.
We just fake it through.
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[06 Jul 2008|03:17pm] |
You're made for a bad lover's liver
You sold all the covers
and fucked up my head
You made me such an asshole
I wish we'd never met
I'm tired of being bored
I'm through with the headaches at night
And my hands they tremble
like earthquakes
Under the table under the daytime sky
Good fucking bye.
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[06 Jul 2008|03:20pm] |
How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read - just yet
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart
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[06 Jul 2008|03:32pm] |
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ok wtf mr. gibbard why does i will posses your heart have a 5 min intro
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[06 Jul 2008|03:35pm] |
and all the petrol station flowers,
or all the stolen looks in the small hours,
will never know,
we'll never know, we'll never know why
young and lovestruck
will find themselves stuck
right bang in the middle of melodrama and fear.
tv says that the insecure will always be lonely
and business stands to improve, improve
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[06 Jul 2008|03:54pm] |
you only wanted me the way you wanted me
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[06 Jul 2008|04:07pm] |
i ain't got his kind of money,
but he ain't got my kind of love.
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[06 Jul 2008|04:15pm] |
heyyy.
who all's here?
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[06 Jul 2008|04:28pm] |
guys i have one popped ear from a plane and it is driving me mad. also i am going on a plane again tomorrow and if does not unpop by then i will die, pretty much.
I'm nicotine, I'm coming clean
I fooled the crowd when i made it sound like i was more than ready.
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[06 Jul 2008|04:35pm] |
Sorry it took so long.
about that situation with my boyfriend and I, everything is well. (: he did away with her so there's no worries.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:00pm] |
So I'm following the road to where you are
The streetlights they will guide me to the stars
That's where you are
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[06 Jul 2008|05:01pm] |
kaitlyn
idk ilysm right now ok lol.
sorry i am so behind, i was distracted looking on my own lol.
but idk THANKYOUSOMUCHOK =)
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[06 Jul 2008|05:03pm] |
I’ve been looking for a way out
Something that isn’t so cruel
Well I’m a little tired, you see
Complacent and miserable
I think you’re missing out
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[06 Jul 2008|05:03pm] |
But if we would have spoken
here's what i would have said:
Embrace, destroy this pain.
Don't miss this chance
it will not come again.
You mean more than you may ever know.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:05pm] |
can i sell this sunrise, in return for a sunset?
can i just be here one more day, until my sunburn fades away?
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[06 Jul 2008|05:06pm] |
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"I miss you." is not enough.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:07pm] |
And I saw you fall into the sand beneath the trees,
And I saw you sitting up and staring at your knees,
And I saw the waves arrive in pairs, through the sand into your hair,
And wondered
is there something in the air?
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[06 Jul 2008|05:08pm] |
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All I know is I feel lost without you.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:09pm] |
You're beautiful.
The most beautiful of beautiful.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:10pm] |
And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:12pm] |
And sometimes when you're on, you're really fucking on. And your friends, they sing along and they love you. But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap.And it teases you for weeks in its absence, but you'll fight and you'll make it through.
You'll fake it if you have to.
And you'll show up for work with a smile. And you'll be better, you'll be smarter, more grown up, and a better daughter or son. And a real good friend. And you'll be awake, you'll be alert, you'll be positive though it hurts. And you'll laugh and embrace all of your friends, and you'll be a real good listener You'll be honest, you'll be brave, you'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful. You'll be happy.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:14pm] |
Ill stay with you
there is no other
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[06 Jul 2008|05:17pm] |
Let's burn this filthy town straight into the ground with our dirty looks and glances
Come on, can you hear us now, as we rock you, shock you, drop you
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[06 Jul 2008|05:19pm] |
Tell me,
What makes you think that you are
invincible?
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[06 Jul 2008|05:20pm] |
The old box full of Polaroids sits on my shelf
With the pictures of the first time we took the city by ourselves
And the whole ride home
We played "Konstantine"
And I walked you to your doorstep
And you kissed me in the rain, my lucky day
I still spell konfusion with a "k"
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[06 Jul 2008|05:22pm] |
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
But does anything matter, if you're already dead?
And should I be shocked now, by the last thing you said?
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[06 Jul 2008|05:26pm] |
So I'll kill the doubt
I'll put the fire out
Extinguish everything
Might even forget your name
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[06 Jul 2008|05:26pm] |
and I give myself three days to feel better, or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff, cause if I cant learn to make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a shit? and I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere, just get me past this dead and eternal snow, cause I swear that I'm dying, slowly but it's happening, and if the perfect spring is waiting somewhere, just take me there, and lie to me and say, it's gonna be alright,
Yeah, you worry too much kid, it's gonna be alright.
:/
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[06 Jul 2008|05:33pm] |
its awkward and its silent
as i wait for you to say
but what i need to hear now
is your sincere apology
when you mean it
ill believe it
if you text it
i'll delete it.
lets be clear,
i'm not coming back.
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[06 Jul 2008|05:59pm] |
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And you can't understand how I could just kill a man
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[06 Jul 2008|06:36pm] |
It's hard now to let you be. I won't make excuses. I've made my peace. It didn't take long for me to lose the trust, cause these four walls were not strong enough
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[06 Jul 2008|06:37pm] |
idk but i'm still sick..
do my journal
make me feel better
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[06 Jul 2008|06:45pm] |
any lyrics / poems that say i'm sorry i never showed how much i cared. i'm willing to start it all over if you give me another chance.
thanks!
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[06 Jul 2008|06:49pm] |
cuddle some men
they'll remember you bitterly
fuck 'em
they'll come back for more
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[06 Jul 2008|06:57pm] |
I'M A PILL POPPIN ANIMAL
SYRUP SIPPIN NIGGA
I'M SO HIGH YOU COULDN'T
REACH ME WITH A FUCKIN ANTENNA
feelin' like a million bucks
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[06 Jul 2008|07:23pm] |
and love is the scene i render
when you catch me wide awake
and love is the dream you enter
though i shake and shake and shake you
and love is the best endeavor
waiting in the lion's mane
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[06 Jul 2008|08:06pm] |
Take it how you want it
There's no way around these played out scenes
They don't mean anything to me
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[06 Jul 2008|08:10pm] |
I miss the long drives, the car rides,
The bad fights, the good times.
The way you make me feel
will never leave my mind.
Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.
Think of you later in my empty room,
Where I, I will fall asleep alone.
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[06 Jul 2008|08:18pm] |
It's one of those nights
Where everyone's cold
But they're standing on ice
And it's all your fault
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[06 Jul 2008|08:18pm] |
do his hands in your hair feel a lot like a thing you believe in?
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[06 Jul 2008|08:26pm] |
now i see love
there on your side
of my empty bed
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[06 Jul 2008|08:27pm] |
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your kisses are wasted on me
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[06 Jul 2008|08:28pm] |
I thought a lot of you back home
Now it's really simple, baby
You're
temporary
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[06 Jul 2008|08:36pm] |
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CASEY ARE YOU IN THERE
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[06 Jul 2008|08:54pm] |
it's to dying in another's arms
and why i had to try it.
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[06 Jul 2008|08:59pm] |
dark as the evening laid
when he left you all alone
turning to fade through the sawgrass
tall as the only love
that you'll ever really know
who left you so?
grace is a gift for the fallen, dear
you're an angry blade
and you're brave
but you're all alone
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[06 Jul 2008|10:06pm] |
O ~HAY I GOT HIT ON AT THE MALL OK THIS MADE ME V HAPPY FOR SOME REASON IDK
how are all you ladies tonight??
who all is here?
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[06 Jul 2008|10:25pm] |
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
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[06 Jul 2008|10:31pm] |
It's so easy to get lost inside
a problem that seems so big at the time
it's like a river thats so wide
it swallows you whole
While you sit around thinking about what you can't change
and worrying about all the wrong things
time's flying by
moving so fast
you better make it count 'cause you can't get it back
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[06 Jul 2008|10:34pm] |
It's never easy to see the sun when you're locked up in this pretty plaster cage.
So she says she'd love to feel alive again.
But this loneliness necessitates her void.
And I tell her don't stop trying to be the one.
Because one day it won't matter who you are.
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[06 Jul 2008|10:39pm] |
And you want him, and you need him
But you act like he's not there
Yeah, you know that you're hollow
And something's missing here
So you push and you pull the hole in your soul
But you can't make the hunger disappear
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[06 Jul 2008|10:44pm] |
i guess it's not the way
you always planned it
looks like you're heading for a
crash landing
that's just the way it looks
from where i'm standing
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[06 Jul 2008|10:45pm] |
you know it's never too late..
get up and start all over again.
you know it's never too late,
THERE'S GOTTA BE A BETTER WAY.
don't settle for the cold and rain,
it's not too late to start again,
find a way to smile
and never let it get away.
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[06 Jul 2008|10:47pm] |
Give up the grudge
Shut your fucking mouth
Why you gotta judge everybody but yourself?
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[06 Jul 2008|10:50pm] |
now i know,
i messed up bad
you were the best i ever had
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[06 Jul 2008|10:51pm] |
it's your love,
it just does something to me;
it sends a shock right through me,
i can't get enough.
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[06 Jul 2008|10:53pm] |
i'm pushing you away each time i pull up that old barstool.
drowning you in every drop i drink.
i'm telling you to go to hell, but i'm talking to myself
because you're not around to hear what i think.
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[06 Jul 2008|10:54pm] |
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i wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night
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[06 Jul 2008|10:56pm] |
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lord it's more than just thirsty that i'm feeling inside because these tears i've been crying have left me bone dry.
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[06 Jul 2008|11:00pm] |
and you haven't called me in weeks
and honestly it's bringing me down.
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[06 Jul 2008|11:03pm] |
Forgotten but not gone
You drink it off your mind
You talk about the world
Like it's someplace that you've been
You see you'd love to run home,
but you know you ain't got one
Cause you're living in a world that you're best forgotten
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[06 Jul 2008|11:07pm] |
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you don't recover from a night like this.
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[06 Jul 2008|11:10pm] |
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
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[06 Jul 2008|11:11pm] |
We used to talk
And after fillin' an ocean full of sailors
Who were going to some undiscovered place
We talked about a storm thats growing
But we’d survive it knowing we’d keep each other safe
Like the waves that wash away the footprints on the shore
We used to talk a lot
But we don’t talk much anymore
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[06 Jul 2008|11:14pm] |
In the cathedrals of New York and Rome
There is a feeling that you should just go home
And spend a lifetime finding out just where that is
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[06 Jul 2008|11:15pm] |
Unrequited love is a plate left untouched
Even when the belly's empty, got a belly full of lust.
Phasing everyday like the moon trying to stay
Like emotion running wild trying to keep in one place.
Jealousy and rage, serenity and grace
Throwing switches in my mind with the message on my face.
Burning up like a comet, a starry street rocket
Like an animal in heat, with my heart in my pocket.
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[06 Jul 2008|11:25pm] |
i can feel the way you start to breathe
your body wont let me be
the night is lost just like our innocence
and well we're in like sin your body's calling me again
i can't keep up when you have started to take control
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[06 Jul 2008|11:27pm] |
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and heaven and hell don't mean a thing when your lying in bed with me. the more i kiss you the more i touch you, you make me want to scream
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[06 Jul 2008|11:33pm] |
Hooray for the madness, we are better by design,
Let's hope we'll never have to say goodbye
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[06 Jul 2008|11:33pm] |
I am wrecked. I am overblown.
I am also fed up with the common cold.
But I just hate to say goodbye
To all the metaphors and lies
That have taken me years to come up with.
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[06 Jul 2008|11:36pm] |
having the love of your life
break up with you and say,
"we can still be friends,"
is like having your dog die,
and your mom say,
"you can still keep it"
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[06 Jul 2008|11:38pm] |
THERE SHE IS, on her own two feet
he walked out, BUT SHE'S STILL GOT DREAMS.
tries to laugh when she feels like crying
nobody'd blame her if she stopped trying
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[06 Jul 2008|11:41pm] |
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i still haven't learned how to breathe without you
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[06 Jul 2008|11:41pm] |
this is love
this is lust
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[06 Jul 2008|11:42pm] |
"and the truth is;
WE'RE ALL JUST A BUNCH OF KIDS,
wanting to know what love is."
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[06 Jul 2008|11:45pm] |
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wake up everyone! i'm bored and it should be morning over there by now surely
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[06 Jul 2008|11:45pm] |
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all the stars up in the sky and the leaves in the trees, all the broken bits that make you jump up and grassy bits in between, all the matter in the world is how much i like you
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[06 Jul 2008|11:45pm] |
you put your eyes on me;
absent-mindedly making me want you
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[06 Jul 2008|11:48pm] |
before i saw
your eyes,
i was in control
of my soul
on the whole.
tell me, what am i gonna do
about
YOU?
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[06 Jul 2008|11:49pm] |
Last night I fell in love without you
The stars at night aren't as big and bright
As you make them out to be
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[06 Jul 2008|11:53pm] |
let's lie and say that it's alright
when we fight together.
let's say we're happy even though
we know we're both done trying
how could we know
that we'd both end up crying?
they say let go,
i guess we're still stuck trying,
i'm getting nervous,
i'm lost in this heartbreak
how long will this love kick me down?
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[06 Jul 2008|11:57pm] |
this is my face, i've got a thousand opinions and not the time to explain. and this is my body, and no matter how you try and disable it, i'll still be here. and, this, is my mind, and although you try to infringe you cannot confine
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