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[02 Jul 2008|12:02am] |
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idk but i'm just trying to stay up so i can sleep in and not deal with tomorrow.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:06am] |
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in my heart, i've always known i gotta be happy alone. so burn the mail, destroy the phone, yeah, i'd wanna be happy alone. the moving sky, the rocks below, all so perfectly happy alone.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:09am] |
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my god, love is a bird dying in the sky so blue. Sometimes people are like god and they really don’t exist. Unless you aim for my heart you will always miss. You can hold a match to my love and it will always burn.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:10am] |
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I lurk most of the time on here, but I'm going to request.
Any quotes on rain?
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[02 Jul 2008|12:10am] |
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I lurk most of the time on here, but I'm going to request.
Any quotes on rain?
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[02 Jul 2008|12:11am] |
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i think i'll go home and mull this over before i cram it down my throat. at long last it's crashed, this colossal mass has broken up into bits in my moat. lift the mattress off the floor, walk the cramps off, go meander in the cold. hail to your dark skin, hiding the fact you're dead again underneath the power lines seeking shade. far above our heads are the icy heights that contain all reason. it's a luscious mix of words and tricks that let us bet when you know we should fold. on rocks i dreamt of where we'd stepped and all the whole mess of roads we're now on.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:15am] |
okay so random/annoying but wtf is that song thats like. talking about sitting in a room by yourself and like not being able to answer the door..?
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[02 Jul 2008|12:17am] |
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can't you see there’s no going back?
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[02 Jul 2008|12:19am] |
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i said goodbye to someone that i love. it’s not just me, i tell you it’s the both of us. and it was hard, like coming off the pills that you take to stay happy.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:26am] |
it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this
it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
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[02 Jul 2008|12:30am] |
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at the most, i'm a glare. i'm the hopeless son who's hardly there. i'm the open sign that's always busted. i'm the friend you need, but can't be trusted.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:31am] |
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and im curioussssssssss how do you tattatatatattaaatturn me on through those camerrrrrass
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[02 Jul 2008|12:32am] |
i wouldn't swap the pain for never knowing you.
i wouldn't swap the pain, it was worth it for the view.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:41am] |
i want to grab you and just kiss you,
maybe i should sit down
no sense in catching us now,
the party's crashing us down
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[02 Jul 2008|12:55am] |
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okay excz me but the one night i am actually here and in need of COMPANY. eveyone seems to be MIA.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:59am] |
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don't know why i'm still afraid, if you weren't real i would make you up now. i wish that i could follow through, i know that your love is true and deep as the sea. but right now, everything you want is wrong. and right now, all your dreams are waking up. and right now, i wish i could follow you to the shores of freedom where no one lives.
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[02 Jul 2008|01:05am] |
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kate does not count.
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[02 Jul 2008|01:09am] |
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you want your independence, but you won't let me let you go. you wanna test the waters and leave it on the empty shores. but i'll take my time if you want to, and i'll give you whatever you need, and i'll wait a lifetime to give it to you, give in to you. you think that you're the sun, the whole world revolves around you. the center of attention, and everything is drawn to you.
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[02 Jul 2008|01:27am] |
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gjoijetoirat i am going to bed. ily.
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[02 Jul 2008|01:40am] |
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I lurk entirely too much and I've decided to come out and meet people on here. =]
I'm Christina.
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[02 Jul 2008|02:19am] |
drunkface hallo
edit: my foot was bloody and ikr why
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[02 Jul 2008|02:51am] |
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i've spent too much time picking up pieces ive left behind. i fell deaf to everything you said. i didn't mean to but you ask for it, i meant everything i said. we're through now because you bring me down.
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[02 Jul 2008|03:21am] |
This is my face, covered in freckles, with the occasional spot and some veins. This is my body, covered in skin, and not all of it you can see. And, this, is my mind, it goes over and over the same old lines. And this, is my brain, it's torturous, analytical thoughts make me go insane.
I use mouthwash,
Sometimes I floss.
I've got a family,
And I drink cups of tea.
I've got nostalgic pavements,
I've got familiar faces,
I've got mixed-up memories,
And I've got favorite places.
And I'm singing uh-oh on a Friday night. And I'm singing uh-oh on a Friday night and I hope everything's gonna be alright.
This is my face, I've got a thousand opinions and not the time, the time to explain. And this is my body, and no matter how you try and disable it, yes I'll still be here. And, this, is my mind, and although you try to infringe you cannot confine. And, this, is my brain, and even if you try and hold me back there's nothing that you can gain.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:01am] |
you are the one
you'll never be alone again
you're more than in my head
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[02 Jul 2008|09:26am] |
ok i know you're already gone des
buttt
i love you
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[02 Jul 2008|09:43am] |
i heard your breath go thin and short
i tucked your hair behind your ears
and watched your eyes dart back and forth
i sucked your lip and bit your neck
the trees were shaking at their roots
my angry arms fell cool and calm
and my cotton mouth was well with you
so we lay glowing in the grass
to watch the sun swap with the moon
to trade our future for our past
the present tense was all we knew
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[02 Jul 2008|09:45am] |
see, you and me have a better time than most can dream, have it better than the best. so you can pull on through whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down, and if nothing can be done, we'll make the best of what's around.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:46am] |
i wanna be your hunger.
i wanna see you open wide.
and when i go down for you,
i wanna blow your mind.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:48am] |
standing here, the old man said to me, "long before these crowded streets, here stood my dreaming tree." below it he would sit for hours at a time. now progress takes away what forever took to find. now he's falling hard. he feels the falling dark. how he longs to be beneath his dreaming tree.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:48am] |
it's pretty, but you hate yourself. i can hear it clear as day. and i say, "i sing like this. it sounds worse than it is." i'm okay, okay.
i'm okay, okay. just stay, just stay.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:49am] |
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these years have passed us by so fast it seems like we never got the chance to realize how good life really was and let the moment last. and it feels like it was only yesterday when we walked into this place and said "i can't wait 'til i get out of here." and now as we walk down this aisle with four years all rolled up in a scroll, you can't help but think 'hey, where did the time go?'
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[02 Jul 2008|09:51am] |
i fall so hard inside the idea of you
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[02 Jul 2008|09:52am] |
i think about what you said on the phone
if i die alone, it's my own fault
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[02 Jul 2008|09:53am] |
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i want to write one perfect song to make you cry in your sleep, kind of like a soundtrack for your dreams to let you know i'm watching and making sure it's alright. it'll be alright. i guess i wanted to make you feel something. i wanted to make you feel everything. and you may call me a protest singer, but i'm only protesting myself. i don't believe in beautiful people, and i don't believe in me. i wonder what it's like to be in between
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[02 Jul 2008|09:53am] |
it's the time of the season when love runs high, and this time, give it to me easy. and let me try with pleasured hands to take you in the sun to promised lands, to show you everyone it's the time of the season for loving.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:56am] |
you have beautiful, beautiful eyes
so bright and alive and enchanting
i want to be with you all of the time
it's hopeless, but i have to try
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[02 Jul 2008|09:57am] |
when you look into a mirror,
do you like what's looking at you?
now that you've seen your true reflections,
what on earth are you gonna do.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:58am] |
you were my ten thousand roses
and i let you go
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[02 Jul 2008|09:59am] |
you think life is like a movie
where it all works out in the end.
i think life is like a dessert.
where does it go? where does it begin?
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[02 Jul 2008|10:01am] |
i wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking, as we moved together in the dark. and all the friends that i was telling, all the playful misspellings, and every bite i gave you left a mark. and tiny vessels oozed into your neck and formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade. but they did, and so did i that day.
:[
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[02 Jul 2008|10:03am] |
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i wish to feel smaller under your sheets. i wish for the whole truth every time you speak. i'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me, while i watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep. and i guess it doesn't matter what i say or what i seem. you stuck what i felt for you in the pocket of your jeans. ignoring me the morning after isn't enough, and i swear i'm gonna cry. i'm sick of tryin' to be tough.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:04am] |
out on my window ledge,
i don't feel safe.
and i stay looking down on you.
it's out of my hands for now.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:06am] |
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would you fall to pieces if i never came back?
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[02 Jul 2008|10:08am] |
how i wish you could see the potential
the potential of you and me
it's like a book elegantly bound
but in a language you can't read just yet
you got to spend some time, love
you got to spend some time with me
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[02 Jul 2008|10:08am] |
everyday with you,
every little thing you do,
the way you do.
little darlin', your eyes got
me all up and away.
you get me high .
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[02 Jul 2008|10:09am] |
it's like i'm lost and thinking of you in every way since i fell into your eyes.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:09am] |
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you may feel alone when you're falling asleep, and every time tears roll down your cheeks, but i know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet, and someday you will be loved.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:09am] |
'cause when i'm thinking of you,
when i'm flying above the world,
how i wish i was drowning in you.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:10am] |
cup your mouth to compress the sound
skinny-dipping with the kids from a nearby town
and everything that i said was true
as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth
i lost track and then those words were said
you took the wheel and you steered us into my bed
soon we woke and i walked you home
and it was pretty clear that it was hardly love
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[02 Jul 2008|10:14am] |
i'm reaching for the phone to call at 7:03
and on your machine, i slur a plea
for you to come home
but i know it's too late
i should have given you a reason to stay
given you a reason to stay...
given you a reason to stay...
given you a reason to stay...
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[02 Jul 2008|10:16am] |
i walk into this room. all eyes on me now, but i do not know the people inside. hey look straight through me, these eyes, seeking more wisdom than i have to give away.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:17am] |
see i'm leaving. this warehouse frightens me, has me tied up in knots. i can't rest for a moment. soon i'm going. i'm slipping slow away, hoping to find something better than i've got inside of here.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:21am] |
hey reckless mind, don't throw away your playful beginnings. you and i will fumble around in the touches.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:21am] |
i'm a sucker for a good lie
the way you say you understand
and how you always talk of catching me
but never open up your hand
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[02 Jul 2008|10:21am] |
i was falling always,
and now i'm falling this way.
what will become of me
when i'm all far away?
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[02 Jul 2008|10:24am] |
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i should really stop continually posting dmb bc it's making me so sad :[
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[02 Jul 2008|10:25am] |
i gave me away
i could have knocked off the evening
but i was lonelily looking for someone to hold
in a way, i lost all i believed in
and i never found myself so low
and you let me down
you could've called if you'd needed
but you lonelily got yourself locked in instead
and you let me down
it's one thing being cheated
but you took him all the way through your bed
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[02 Jul 2008|10:27am] |
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a strange july storm came down from the north and pulled out the salt, and it tore out the leaves from the pear tree and my canopy. in the twigs and the bugs of sow, i knew somehow i was free. i held a stone above my bones. i was shaking. in the blue stained glass church, you gathered up my heart, soldered together all the tiny, shattered parts. i said "all i can see in front of me is the armpit of a crow." you closed the wing, opened the door, and ran into the summer yard. 'cause the sun's been known to shine on our wandering kind.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:28am] |
what i want from you is empty your head
they say be true, don't stain your bed
we do what we need to be free
and it leans on me like a rootless tree
what i want from us is empty our minds
we fake a fuss and fracture the times
we go blind when we've needed to see
and it leans on me like a rootless...
so fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
and all we've been through
i said leave it, leave it, leave it
it's nothing to you
and if you hate me, hate me, hate me
then hate me so good that you can let me out
let me out of this hell when you're around
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[02 Jul 2008|10:30am] |
i kissed your mouth
you do not need me
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[02 Jul 2008|10:31am] |
been gone so long, baby. i wrote you this love song. my heart, the engineer, now she's running strong, taking me back to your bedroom eyes.
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[02 Jul 2008|10:32am] |
don't drag my love around
volcanoes melt me down
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[02 Jul 2008|10:36am] |
your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other?
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[02 Jul 2008|10:38am] |
there must be rhythm here
'cause all of have a heartbeat
don't you see the music here?
inside our ribs we tick
an average of sixty beats a minute
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[02 Jul 2008|11:34am] |
nobody said it was easy
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[02 Jul 2008|11:35am] |
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hello :] how is everyone this fine morning?
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[02 Jul 2008|11:37am] |
i want you - i want you so bad
it's driving me mad, it's driving me mad
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[02 Jul 2008|11:52am] |
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drive in the slow right lane, we've got some time to kill. i love this time of year and you're a strange, strange find. i want to take all i can from you, just give me a sign and i'll be right at your side. lately i've been feeling no pain, my heart is wide open and somehow everything falls into place.. and it's love. words, words that don't come out, if i'm confusing you i'm just here to clean your doubts and i'm inclined to tell you that i don't need any room to breathe, i want to see you laid out sleeping on the couch.
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[02 Jul 2008|11:54am] |
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oh hey.
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[02 Jul 2008|11:56am] |
does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head, & does he sing to you incessantly from the space between your bed and wall? does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes, looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you? oh, does he know that place below your neck that's your favorite to be touched, and does he cry through broken sentences, like "i love you far too much" ?
does he lay awake listening to your breath,
worried you smoke too many cigarettes?
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[02 Jul 2008|11:59am] |
i used to be your biggest fan, but now
i find that you are slipping in my estimation
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[02 Jul 2008|12:06pm] |
and here's where your mother sleeps, &
here is the room where your brothers were born,
indentions in the sheets where their bodies
once moved but don't move anymore. and
it's so sad to see the world agree that they'd
rather see their faces fill with flies, all when
i'd want to keep white roses in their eyes.
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[02 Jul 2008|12:08pm] |
baby, i'd leave you for
the person you used to be
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[02 Jul 2008|12:11pm] |
then I saw you in the doorway, for a
moment you looked tender and I knew that
I could never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever
touch you - because you might touch back
oh yes, you might, oh you might touch back
well I made a mistake, well maybe two
one for me and one for you, & then I knew
that I would measure everybody against you
yes, I would measure everybody against you
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[02 Jul 2008|12:18pm] |
i am going on a quest for fruity pebbles
wish me luck
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[02 Jul 2008|12:27pm] |
"Now!" cried all the boys, but with a magnificent gesture Peter invited his opponent to pick up his sword. Hook did so instantly, but with a tragic feeling that Peter was showing good form.
Hitherto he had thought it was some fiend fighting him, but darker suspicions assailed him now.
"Pan, who and what art thou?" He cried huskily.
"I'm youth, I'm joy," Peter answered at a venture, "I'm a little bird that has broken out of the egg."
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[02 Jul 2008|12:34pm] |
- i am anti-life, the beast of judgement. i am the dark at the end of everything. the end of universes, gods, worlds... of everything. and what will you be then, dreamlord?
- i am hope
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[02 Jul 2008|12:43pm] |
so now that i'm in the fb network for st andrews, i can type in "brand new" and stuff and look for cute scottish boys who meet my approval
this one seems like a winner but he has a girlfriend :(
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[02 Jul 2008|12:48pm] |
when i get to sleep i'll dream again of canopies
& grapes, and wake shaking from the knowledge
that the mattress holds your shape. i assume
my phone is dead because it hasn't rung for months
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[02 Jul 2008|12:49pm] |
i start work tomorrow..
i'm nervous
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[02 Jul 2008|01:00pm] |
This liquor on your lips,
it slips past your stomach.
And the hand that grazes your hips,
I know that you love it.
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[02 Jul 2008|01:02pm] |
I will come to a time in my backwards trip when November eleventh, accidentally my birthday, was a sacred day called Armistice Day. When I was a boy, and when Dwayne Hoover was a boy, all the people of all the nations which had fought in the First World War were silent during the eleventh minute of the eleventh hour of Armistice Day, which was the eleventh day of the eleventh month.
It was during that minute in nineteen hundred and eighteen, that millions upon millions of human beings stopped butchering one another. I have talked to old men who were on battlefields during that minute. They have told me in one way or another that the sudden silence was the Voice of God. So we still have among us some men who can remember when God spoke clearly to mankind.
Armistice Day has become Veterans' Day. Armistice Day was sacred. Veterans' Day is not.
So I will throw Veterans' Day over my shoulder. Armistice Day I will keep. I don't want to throw away any sacred things.
What else is sacred? Oh, Romeo and Juliet, for instance.
And all music is.
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[02 Jul 2008|01:10pm] |
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"Narcotics become so much a part of the body/mind that escape must result in temporary madness because an entire identity and way of perceiving the world must be traded for another. It's called giving up everything for nothing."
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[02 Jul 2008|01:11pm] |
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"What these people can't get out of their minds is the idea that everybody has to be led astray. By older kids, by Communist pederast pushers, somebody. It never occurs to them that some people burst from the fold with shrieks of joy. No! No, we're always dragged, shit-faced and pleading into the murky depths of depravity. Until we get to be the bad guys. Then we haven't been led astray, we've always been rotten as hell, and just waiting to get at your daughter. Now really, does that sound reasonable to you? Fact remains, most of us love it out here. Wish you were with us."
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[02 Jul 2008|01:14pm] |
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"Looks like no matter where you're at, somebody would give his right arm to be in your shoes."
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[02 Jul 2008|01:55pm] |
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Let's pretend we're not needy.
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[02 Jul 2008|01:56pm] |
It's too bad she won't live.
But then again, who does?
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[02 Jul 2008|02:33pm] |
Well I wish I had a parachute,
cause I'm falling bad for you.
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[02 Jul 2008|02:43pm] |
As I take this piece of you with me,
I'll carry to my grave
and knowing that for someone
you're an angel sent to save.
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[02 Jul 2008|02:49pm] |
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How is everyone today? =]
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[02 Jul 2008|03:04pm] |
now that you're home, won't you rescue me?
i've been trying so hard to be good again
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[02 Jul 2008|03:04pm] |
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Somewhere the operation failed on a table surrounded by halogen lamps. the good doctors checked their watches on our anniversary. theres such a sterile feeling in this room. just so you know, you can only parade yourself like this for so long (before the rest catch on). oh youre so obvious at the end of every line with a comma. you never had the gut for this. i guess i know who my real friends are
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[02 Jul 2008|03:24pm] |
i was walking there, i had tangles in
my hair - but you make me feel so pretty
you have shining eyes, yes like those
forest lights, & it makes me want to cry
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[02 Jul 2008|03:25pm] |
So, baby,
come on over.
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[02 Jul 2008|03:49pm] |
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rip all my hair
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[02 Jul 2008|03:58pm] |
Cold late night so long ago
When I was not so strong you know
A pretty man came to me
Never seen eyes so blue
I could not run away
It seemed wed seen each
other in a dream
It seemed like he knew me
He looked right through me
Come on home, girl he said with a smile
You dont have to love me yet
Lets get high awhile
But try to understand
Try to understand
Try try try to understand
Im a magic man.
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[02 Jul 2008|03:59pm] |
guys. calc III blows my mind ok
and this is supposed to be the easy one =/
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[02 Jul 2008|04:05pm] |
hey boy, don't cha wish you coulda been a good boy? try to find another girl like me, boy. feel me when i tell ya, i'm fine and it's time for me to draw the line
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[02 Jul 2008|04:11pm] |
blackbird singing in the dead of night
take these broken wings and learn to fly
all your life you were only waiting for this
moment to arrive.
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[02 Jul 2008|04:12pm] |
jesus take the wheel.
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[02 Jul 2008|04:19pm] |
I'm sitting at a bar on the inside
waiting for my ride on the outside
she broke my heart in the trailer park
so I jacked her keys to her fucking car
and smashed that piece of shit
and then stepped away
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[02 Jul 2008|04:21pm] |
what makes a man?
I don't know.
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[02 Jul 2008|04:24pm] |
sunscreen sucks.
i put it on 4039904 times in 4 hours and still got burnt.
super sad face.
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[02 Jul 2008|04:25pm] |
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If she stays with you then you were right. If it's still here when she's gone you're not wrong. Though I stand with this rain on my back but it feels so damn good to belong
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[02 Jul 2008|04:35pm] |
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I love your depression and I love your double chin.
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[02 Jul 2008|04:47pm] |
every time a promise fell through,
every time my heart broke in two,
and it was always too dark to see the horizon.
when i thought I had it right in my hand,
it would slip right through like sand.
i didn't know why but now i see,
that life had other plans for me.
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[02 Jul 2008|04:48pm] |
there's a storm stretched out,
a million miles across his heart,
and a war he's fighting,
in the dark.
whatever it is, something bigger than him,
drove him too far down to crawl.
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[02 Jul 2008|04:49pm] |
littleraincloudd: im rly glad i dnt have a penis.
Vesiot91: why
Vesiot91: so much better than vaginas
littleraincloudd: lmfao. not a chancee.
Vesiot91: we dont have periods or babies
littleraincloudd: we dnt have wet dreams&cum shit to clean up.
Vesiot91: cause thats hard to do
Vesiot91: not like
Vesiot91: bleeding all over yourself
littleraincloudd: lmfao. they have tampons for tht shit. ive yet to hear of a cum cleaner.
lmfao, these are the rly intelligent conversations I have with my bestfriend.
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[02 Jul 2008|05:16pm] |
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lol taylor swift and def leppard are doing "crossroads" on cmt.
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[02 Jul 2008|05:31pm] |
Everything will be alright
If you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
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[02 Jul 2008|05:49pm] |
I'm afraid, and I can't breathe,
And I'm in love with you
But you are not with me
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[02 Jul 2008|05:50pm] |
i've never been a fan of long goodbyes.
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[02 Jul 2008|05:50pm] |
I did everything you told to me to do
But you, you can't stop thinking about her
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[02 Jul 2008|05:54pm] |
I used to think that anything I'd do
wouldn't matter at all anyway
But now I find that when it comes to you
I'm the winner of cards I can't play
Wait for me, wait for me
Darling, I need you desperately, desperately here
And I'll find a way to see you again
And I'll find a way to see you again
The rain is like an orchestra to me
Little gifts from above meant to say
Girl, you falling at his feet
Isn't lovely or stunning today
Wait with me, wait with me
I'm alive when you're here with me, here with me, stay
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[02 Jul 2008|05:55pm] |
Oh, the way you hold my hand
There is no other way
We could take a thousand walks
And laugh all day
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[02 Jul 2008|05:56pm] |
And deep inside, I'm not as tough as I seem
But I won't let you know
Until it's right, I'm gonna stay my distance
And you should go
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[02 Jul 2008|05:58pm] |
don't you know i miss it,
and i wonder if you miss it too .
never thought it would end til it did,
now i'm here and i can't stop thinking about you .
i think about you in the summertime,
and all the good times we had, baby,
been a few years and i can't deny,
the thought of you still makes me crazy.
i think about you in the summertime,
i'm sitting here in the sun with you on my mind,
you're my summertime.
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[02 Jul 2008|05:59pm] |
Please don't leave me standing
With my heart in my hand
I can't last here
I'm breaking down,
And no one understands why I got here
But I knew from the very first moment
That I met you
You'd be the one
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[02 Jul 2008|06:00pm] |
Oh I try, I try so very hard
And I cry, I cry so very much
For I love you like you'll never let yourself feel again
I love you like a brother and a friend
I love you with my whole heart until it bends
I love you like a lover until the very end
But I'll always think of all the things you did
to let me know that you love me
But you're leaving
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[02 Jul 2008|06:02pm] |
I took your hand while you decided what to do
The only kiss, I ever miss, I shared with you
The other cities hold a memory still of a place
But, when I dream of London, I can only see your face
I want you
Or no one
No one else will do
You, or no one
No one is the only one
To fill the empty space I hold for you
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[02 Jul 2008|06:04pm] |
My friends are telling me I shouldn't waste my time
But I can't concentrate until I make you mine
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[02 Jul 2008|06:05pm] |
sure i can accept we're going no where, but one last time let's go there.
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[02 Jul 2008|06:08pm] |
So, I will head out alone and hope for the best
And we can hang our heads down
As we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
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[02 Jul 2008|06:22pm] |
summer ended,
winter started,
it got colder,
as we parted ways.
winter melted,
spring i felt it,
summertime will never be the same.
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[02 Jul 2008|06:23pm] |
so pull me under your weather patterns,
your cold fronts and the rain don't matter,
because a sunburn's what i needed.
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[02 Jul 2008|06:31pm] |
and her parents dreams went out the window,
with a short blue dress and a jewelry box.
she left a note saying, "i'll call you tomorrow.
i love you both," and she was gone.
she was gone... out the window.
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[02 Jul 2008|06:33pm] |
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i'm tired of hearing your voice on my answering machine. it seems like you've forgotten all the things you did to me. so don't pretend you're lost and start saying, "i love you." you're the one who walked away and here's what you can do: put it in the sunday paper, hang it on a billboard on the street, sell it on a sixty-second infomercial on tv, tell it to your dog walker, tell it to the clerk at the grocery store, put it in the sunday paper, i don't want to hear it anymore.
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[02 Jul 2008|06:36pm] |
god is not interested in technology... he knows nothing of the potential of the micro-chip or the silicon revolution. he's obsessed with making the grass grow and getting rainbows right. look at what he spends his time on. 43 species of parrot! nipples... for men! slugs! he created slugs! they can't hear. they can't speak. they can't operate machinery. are we not in the hands of a lunatic?
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[02 Jul 2008|06:52pm] |
left your black gloves on my table, left your dark horse in the stable. thinking of a way to get you to stay. and i'll promise to fight the wind and wait for you. i'm an owl with tired eyes, i'm a scarecrow in disguise
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[02 Jul 2008|06:53pm] |
I don't care if Mondays black
Tuesday, Wednesday - heart attack
Thursday, never looking back
It's Friday, I'm in love
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[02 Jul 2008|06:56pm] |
boy i hear you in my dreams,
i feel your whisper across the sea.
i keep you with me in my heart,
you make it easier when life gets hard.
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[02 Jul 2008|07:03pm] |
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"I didn't want my picture taken because I was going to cry. I didn't know why I was going to cry,but I knew that if anyone spoke to me, or looked at me too closely, the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I'd cry for a week."
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[02 Jul 2008|07:07pm] |
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"So you take your leave, heading for the bar and thinking something to the effect of, 'Goddamn! There's enough misery in the world without having to watch it, let alone sit next to it.'"
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[02 Jul 2008|07:09pm] |
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"You're walking all over people who don't have the strength to resist and you're doing it in the most contemptible way possible. By further manipulation of fears that you yourselves have created or maintained. You go around telling them you can make them better than what they are and so help me God, if I could catch you out and know you when I saw you, you'd be in a terrible fucking position."
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[02 Jul 2008|07:13pm] |
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"You see, so many of my friends think that knowing what you're doing is a great thing when actually, it's knowing what you're doing and being able to do something about it that turns the trick. Did you ever walk out your door and have no effect on your day from that point on, try as you might? Man, it makes me scream because we all know exactly what we're doing right down to the atom. We live in what we're doing, agreed? If you don't agree on that one, you'd best hang up the phone 'cause you won't make it. But stopping? Or changing? No way."
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[02 Jul 2008|07:16pm] |
girls, i need new country songs..
good country songs. please?
help me remember when nothing else mattered 'cause you were loving me.
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[02 Jul 2008|07:16pm] |
give me good books to get from the library.
ok go.
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[02 Jul 2008|07:18pm] |
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"And right here, I must say this. You have to agree that we all want to be exciting, to have people want to come see us. Like spectacles in our own ways. That's what style is all about. Our choice of personal spectacle. And drugs, now, what they provide is massive spectacle. For a select circle, of course, but all the world's a stage and that jazz and drugs provide script for tragedy, lust, ecstasy, control...'Whole boatloads of sensitive bullshit.' And where is the hard work at? 'I haven't even got time, man, I got work to do.' See? No spectacle. So to cool drugs, and dig this, every good thing that they can do has to be recognized and dropped like a politician. Nothing can ever be given up if the renouncee cons himself with scary stories about its bad points. Those are easy to forego, it's the part you like that you gotta cut loose. So who needs it? Answer: me. No amount of lucidity is a substitute for action, and then tell me this friend, if you got up tomorrow and did exactly the right thing all day, would you like what happened? No, you wouldn't and that's why you don't do it, you selfish bastard, and welcome to the club."
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[02 Jul 2008|07:49pm] |
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there's still a little bit of you face I haven't kissed
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[02 Jul 2008|07:53pm] |
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how can i explain that i'm lost without you around?
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[02 Jul 2008|08:05pm] |
wtf @ me being so damn emotional lately :(
i bet you'll never remember half the things i could never forget.
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[02 Jul 2008|08:06pm] |
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I'd like to fall into your arms
With all your charms
But we both know how that would end
It would end with me crying
And you leaving again
Anyone but you
Anyone but you
I was hoping I would run into
Was hoping I would run into
Anyone but you
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[02 Jul 2008|08:28pm] |
i should know who i am by now. i walk the record stands somehow, thinking of winter. your name is the splinter inside me while i wait
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[02 Jul 2008|08:32pm] |
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journal pls bbs i'm having a shitty day at work
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[02 Jul 2008|08:51pm] |
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so i become a legal alcoholic in three hours and nine minutes.
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[02 Jul 2008|09:30pm] |
No one is anyone, one single immortal man is all men. Like Cornelius Agrippa, I am god, I am hero, I am philosopher, I am demon and I am world, which is a tedious way of saying that I do not exist.
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