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[01 Jul 2008|12:12am]
:(
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[01 Jul 2008|12:19am]
and when i pass the bottle back to pete on the overpass tonight i bet we laugh
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[01 Jul 2008|12:27am]
you and me and the bottle make three
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[01 Jul 2008|12:35am]
mm milkshake
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[01 Jul 2008|12:36am]
also, DES
today i was eating this rly good pickle and i was like hm i bet des would like this and idk my friend dan was like who the fuck is des and i tried to explain but he just kept looking at me like i was a moron and idk idk how do you explain el to people irl? lmfao < / the end
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[01 Jul 2008|12:40am]
what's your fav quote site?
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[01 Jul 2008|12:41am]
"Only then do I acknowledge that what I am feeling might actually be true happiness. Even joy. Over the past several days, when I have felt the beginnings of this emotion tugging at my hart, it has crossed my mind that the key to happiness should not be found in a man. That an independent, strong woman should feel fulfilled and whole on her own. "
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[01 Jul 2008|12:43am]
Why does it seem so hard to wake up now and see who we really are?
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[01 Jul 2008|01:12am]
Been up all night staring at you
wondering what's on your mind
i've been this way with so many before
but this feels like the first time
you want the sunrise to go back to bed
i want to make you laugh


goodnight all! :)
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[01 Jul 2008|01:12am]
i don't cryyyy when my dog runs away.
i don't get angry with the bills that i have to pay.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:18am]
did anyone watch the 10th circle tonight on lifetime ????
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[01 Jul 2008|01:19am]
who wants to be ordinary,
in a crazy mixed up world ♥
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[01 Jul 2008|01:21am]
She's slipping -- she knows it. Her insecurities are getting the better of her. One more disappointment and she knows she isn't going to make it. So let's make a promise. Promise you won't break her. And she promises not to fall.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:23am]
you NEVER fall in love
the same way twice.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:27am]
"He smiled understandingly-much more than understandingly. It was one of those rare smiles with a quality of eternal reassurance in it, that you may come across four or five times in life. It faced--or seemed to face--the whole external world for an instant, and then concentrated on you with an irresistible prejudice in your favor. It understood you just as far as you wanted to be understood, believed in you as you would like to believe in yourself."
-Great Gatsby
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[01 Jul 2008|01:30am]
The coldest heart can be brought to life when it's thrown into the fire of goodbyes.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:32am]
Stress can breed a psychopath
You’re all that calms me down
I forget that I’m a mess when you’re around
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[01 Jul 2008|01:33am]
It turns out,
sometimes you have to do the wrong thing.
Sometimes you have to make a big mistake
to figure out how to make things right.
Mistakes are painful,
but they're the only way to find out
who you really are.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:33am]
i've said this about 233420309 times already, but i really hate boys :(
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[01 Jul 2008|01:34am]
Shit!
Nothing makes sense,
so I won't think about it.
I'll go with the ignorance.
Eat, sleep, fuck and flee;
in four words, that's me.
I am full of indifference.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:37am]
Know that I need you
I want you
I’m dying for you
Here in my heart where my veins are
Combusting for you
All that I've learned I unlearned
And I’m falling for you now.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:38am]
And they don't see that my smile is thin
And it's peeling off inch by inch




how is everyone?
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[01 Jul 2008|01:40am]
be careful what you wish for
'cause you just might get it.
you just might get itttt.
you just might get itttt.
GET IT?
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[01 Jul 2008|01:49am]
miss making your room a mess. i miss not being missed. i miss it all, so i guess i lose.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:51am]
your mood swings, they adore me
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[01 Jul 2008|01:52am]
i know someone sings the song, the song of your heart. i guess i didn't have the voice, and i'm sorry.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:54am]
lips tracing down my neck and it's scaring me to death. how'd you learn to draw me to the cliff just to push me off the edge?
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[01 Jul 2008|05:05am]
I guess that it's typical
to cling to memories you'll never get back again,
and to sort through old photographs
of a summer long ago,
or a friend you used to know.
and there below his frozen face,
where you wrote the name and that ancient date
and you can't believe that he’s really gone
and all that's left is a fucking song.

anyone awake to listen to an impressive rant/give advice?
please & thank you.
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[01 Jul 2008|08:39am]
good morning :]
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[01 Jul 2008|08:39am]


i comb the crowd and pick you out, my mouth moves too fast for you to figure it out. it starts eyes closed to fingers crossed to i swear, i say. to i swear, i say. to hands between legs, to "whatever it takes" to drinks at the bar, to the keys to your car, to hotel stairs, to the emergency exit door
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[01 Jul 2008|08:41am]


i wrote you a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm when you passed out. i couldn't bring myself to call, except to call it quits. best friends, ex-friends to the end.
better off as lovers and not the other way around. racing through the city, windows down, in the back of yellow-checkered cars
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[01 Jul 2008|08:47am]


to the "love"

i left my conscience pressed
through the keyhole
as i watched you
dress, kiss, and tell
loose lips sink ships
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[01 Jul 2008|08:48am]


i only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me
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[01 Jul 2008|08:54am]
jsyak, i'm so happy camille is back ok ty
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[01 Jul 2008|08:55am]


you're just the boy all the girls wanna dance with
and i'm just the girl who's had too many chances
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[01 Jul 2008|08:59am]
ok girls. it's time for class <3 lovelove
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[01 Jul 2008|10:15am]
Besides from days gone by, hours seem so slow you think you'll surely die. You decide to call up a friend. When she doesn't answer, you are close to the end, but you can blame it on me and the person you thought I wanted you to be, but don't you blame it on love, 'cause you will regret it then, and from now on.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:15am]

"please don't go away. no ones ever stuck around with me for so long, and if you leave i just... i remember things better with you. it's there i know it is because when i look at you i can feel it. i look at you and i'm home. please, i don't want that to go away. i don't want to forget."
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[01 Jul 2008|10:17am]
I know you love me.
You don't know what you like.
You're watching TV,
I stay up all night.
I don't need you,
I want you.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:22am]
heyyyy camille!
How was your trip?
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[01 Jul 2008|10:22am]
and this empty space left in the seat to my right where you should be, says a lot. don't let it say goodbye.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:24am]
I still have the letter you wrote, sitting on my steps, waiting for me to come home on a night that I did not come home. And I still have the letter where you said the words I'd waited for since the day we met, but maybe it's too late for that now, or maybe I fucked it all up somehow. I wrote my name on your arm in blue. Baby, it's you.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:26am]

and it hurts all the time
when you don't return my calls.
and you haven't got the
time to remember how it was
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[01 Jul 2008|10:27am]
Since you left, I've made a list
of 374 reasons why
I could never live without you.

Since you've left, I've made a list
of 375 reasons why
I never, ever, ever, ever, ever
want to see you again.

The day you left, it broke me apart.
The day you left, it cut me clean in two,
but scars get smooth.
I guess there's some sort of irony there.
But you still haven't explained
what you're doing back here
and you still haven't explained
what you're doing,
standing on my front lawn.
I don't know where you've been
hiding for the last six months,
but I really think you ought to
just go back there now

because I don't want you
around here anymore,
and if you'll excuse me,
I was kind of busy getting over you.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:31am]
i'm on the swings in grace cathedral park.
this is the last place that we sat
before you left town.

this is the last place that we had
before you weren't around.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:32am]
Oh, and every once in a while
the way that you stop and you smile,
it breaks my heart every time

because I know that you're thinking
of anyone but me,
and I don't understand
why we've stopped holding hands.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:32am]
If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:33am]
I'm too tired to pretend that I'm not sick of my friends. Some days I'm sorry that I ever moved here. Some days I think about moving back in with my folks. Some days I think about moving up north, where rent is cheaper and I could have a house with a porch to watch the rain.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:36am]
I watched you push
your hair behind your right ear
and you turned to me and you smiled,
and in that smile was everything.
You were all I'd ever wanted.
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[01 Jul 2008|10:37am]
oh, won't you do what's right?
put your groceries in my car tonight.
i want to take you home.
oh, with your eyes of blue,
i want to drink rice milk with you.
i'll be your one and only
so we won't be so lonely.
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[01 Jul 2008|11:18am]
which movie should i watch:

this is england
el bola
blame it on fidel
king of california
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[01 Jul 2008|11:34am]
so my digital camera will not accept any of the new batteries i put in it ok.
like, it just dies immediately. idfgi ok.
so i am trying to take pictures with my phone and i am failing.
=[

ugh.
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[01 Jul 2008|11:58am]
all i need right now is some fruity pebbles to make me happy.
really. that's all i want. just throwin' that out there!
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[01 Jul 2008|12:12pm]
so much for forever, i guarantee we'll be those friends who talk once a month. then that'll end.
it's not what i wanted. sometimes things were as good as gold, but quite often shit got very old.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:15pm]
how many times have i said i love you and i hate you in the same breath? and how many times have we tried to grab something when there was nothing left.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:17pm]
I'm only pretty sure, that I can't take anymore.
Before you take a swing,
I wonder, what are we fighting for?
When I say out loud,
I want to get out of this..
I wonder, is there anything
I'm going to miss ..

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[01 Jul 2008|12:19pm]
she's going out to forget they were together.
all that time he was taking her for granted.
she wants to see, if there's more..
then he gave she's looking for.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:24pm]
Emotions come and go.
Who knows how the wind will blow?
There so little in this world to trust in.
Seduce themselves with lies.
Some don't realize,
they call it love but its really only lusting.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:25pm]
Cause when you kiss me,
I feel everything that I been missing.
I try to slow down but my heart wont listen,
and its tearing me all up inside.
And when you touch me,
I feel a rush but I'm afraid that it might crush me.
Should I put my trust in something I don't trust in.
I try to run but theres no place to hide,
'cause baby kisses don't lie.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:27pm]
okay. wtf. everytime i buy blank cds only a select few of them actually work!
like i bought a 10 pack of fuji ones the other day, and only 2 out of the 10 read on my computer.
it's super frustrating!

anyone else have this problem ?
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[01 Jul 2008|12:35pm]
i declare i had ambitious plans to ignore you. you're in boxes under my bed.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:36pm]

i said, "i gotta be honest, i've been waiting for
you all my life."
for so long i thought i was
asylum-bound, but just seeing you makes me
think twice. & if being with you here makes me sane,
i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:37pm]
When you can wear what you feel
What do you wanna say?
Now love is a little number that you can wear each day
As long as you let me be the accessory
Simply send me on my way
'Cause I love love
I look good in love
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[01 Jul 2008|12:37pm]
how could we lose sight of what matters most? trying to love what cannot love us back. all we have is not worth living for if we do not know when to let go.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:42pm]
yeah the grass is green but there is no other side and you can count the days all you want, but they're never gonna add up. your life isn't a problem, you just don't know how to live it right.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:42pm]
i wanna paint my face, and pretend that i am someone else.
sometimes i get so fed up, i don't even wanna look at myself.
but people have problems that are worse then mine,
i don't want you to think that i'm complaining all the time.
and i hate the way you look at me, i have to say..
i wish i could start over....
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[01 Jul 2008|12:44pm]
i am slowly falling apart,
i wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start.
and you might think it's easy being me,
you just stand still, look pretty.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:45pm]
why do they make it hard to love you?
why can't they even start to try?
'cause now i feel the bridge is burnin'
and all the smoke is in my eyes.

i realized i never let them know me,
i always wanted to be right.
took a mistake to really show me,
exactly what they were like.

i've been wrong but i've been changin'.
i've been wonderin' what to do.
here i am, alone & waiting for you.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:49pm]
look me in the heart and tell me you won't go.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:50pm]


do i seem too eager to please to you now?
you don't know me at all.
i can't turn it on, turn it off like you now.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:50pm]











but you were so quick to change your tune.
don't look back if i'm a weight around your neck.
because if you don't need me, i don't need you.
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[01 Jul 2008|12:52pm]
And crawl back into bed to dream of a time
when your heart was open wide and you loved things just because...
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[01 Jul 2008|01:00pm]
There's blood in my mouth 'cause I've been biting my tongue all week
I keep on talkin' trash but I never say anything
And the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left
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[01 Jul 2008|01:01pm]
Tear it up, break it down.
Put my heart on your sleeve and wear it all over town.
I know you're a player but you don't play by the rules.
And I'm just another in a long line of fools.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:03pm]
You know it's so complicated, first you love then you hate it.
Someone's laughing, someone's crying, someone livin', someone's dying.
Somebody always looses and we still play the game.
And the fire will always burn you and we still light the flame.
Let's make it up baby, cause I aint gonna fight.
If you're the death of me darlin', I wanna die.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:05pm]
your glossy eyes don't need the sadness they have seen but you're way too deep to swim back up again.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:11pm]
should i say goodnight? go to bed, turn out the fucking light and leave you shining in the past. should i try and forget? even though next week it's something i'll regret or should i try and make it last?
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[01 Jul 2008|01:12pm]
i'm gonna go lay out on my deck & get my tan on.
do my anon cause it's better then nikki's :P
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[01 Jul 2008|01:15pm]
if life seems absurd, what you need is some laughter and a season to sleep and a place to get clean.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:18pm]
and i love you now and i hate you now and i miss you most of all. all those times we laughed, the scars that you left. still i miss you most of all.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:28pm]
it's funny how the smile in your eyes is slowly fading with the last days in july.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:29pm]











please send me beaches when my world is cold and weak and press me flowers in the pages of the diaries you keep, it still won't fill the spot beside me in the bed where you sleep
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[01 Jul 2008|01:32pm]










i never felt alone until i met you.
i’m alright on my own and then i met you.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:34pm]
do my journal.
i do not have off :[
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[01 Jul 2008|01:36pm]








I am the smile,
I am the thing that you needed for a while.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:37pm]
you were bringing on the end you do so well.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:38pm]

She says I`m okay; I`m alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would

Now everything should be alright

Yeah should be alright
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[01 Jul 2008|01:39pm]

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape

I love you till the end
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[01 Jul 2008|01:39pm]
you're beggin me to go, you're makin me stay. why do you hurt me so bad? it would help me to know, do i stand in your way, or am i the best thing you've had? believe me, believe me, i can't tell you why but i'm trapped by your love, and i'm chained to your side.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:41pm]
Oh you said love was forever and you told me
love would never
break my heart, and I believed you as I fell

That's all over, let it go,
You're just a song I used to know

And your fantasy, it don't work for me
Go and pick on someone else
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[01 Jul 2008|01:43pm]








My sweet, sweet song, I'll guess I'll always be yours.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:43pm]












it's never going to be as simple as that because somehow, someway, you're going to turn back and say to me: "maybe this wasn't built to last".
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[01 Jul 2008|01:48pm]

You strung me along
Like a tease on prom night
Getting me loose but
Leaving me uptight

Please tell me that
some of that love was true.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:50pm]
idk if anyone has used pandora radio, but i think it's pretty nifty.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:51pm]
i can't spend a night without wishing i was with you.
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[01 Jul 2008|01:53pm]
"i don't know why we all hang on to something when we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing. but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all."
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[01 Jul 2008|01:53pm]

I mean, what kinda gone are we talkin' 'bout here?
is it the kinda gone she's at her moms'
coolin' down, she'll come around
or the kind that says "you had your chance, she ain't comin' back"...
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[01 Jul 2008|01:59pm]
alright girls. im going to quit my job. wish me luck! :]
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[01 Jul 2008|02:02pm]






I gave you everything, but it just wasn't enough to make you stay.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:06pm]

I believe letting you go was
the biggest mistake of my life.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:06pm]

It's just too difficult to be
just me instead of we.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:08pm]






Crying can't carry you back to me.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:10pm]
I thought we'd be together forever.
But it seems I was wrong and everything's fallen apart.
Think of what I've done for you.
Think of all that we've been through.
I hope every time he breaks your heart
you think of me and how I was to you.
Everything's fallen apart.
One day you'll see just how good I was.

And I thought that we'd be together forever.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:12pm]






I made a mistake, I wish I could take,
back everything that I did.
I wanted to tell you, I really did.

But how do I explain this?

Promise me you will be there
Until the red light will change.
I would wait forever.

Promise me you will stay here
Until the darkness will fade,
I'd wait for you, you.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:15pm]
It was yesterday you told me you loved me,
But today I learned you found someone else

and everything was fake, was fake.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:17pm]

And I'll start to think of everything we had.
I was always there for you
I asked for nothing in return I swear, I swear.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:18pm]

"you're the worst thing that's ever happened to me"
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[01 Jul 2008|02:20pm]

My heart bleeds no more;
now, it's been turned to stone.

Your stomach feels sick for someone else.
I've broken both my legs falling for you.

Drag me on the ground.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:23pm]
Who would have guessed
You'd leave me here.
Beneath my eyes I feel the tears,
I hold back.


I won't leave, leave this way again.
I won't leave this way.

As my legs
They start to shake,

I feel nothing.

I wanted you,
I needed you,

But you weren't there for me this time.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:29pm]
love is oh so lovely but it also comes with a cost.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:32pm]






So don't save me when you come into the fire.
I'd rather die than have to see your smile.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:36pm]
picture perfect turned to worthless. bittersweet, the taste is like ash in my mouth. love we had it, you're a bad habit. i'm ready to give you up. i give up
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[01 Jul 2008|02:38pm]
i am tired with no desire to put together things that just fall apart.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:39pm]
we're running in circles again. just as things were looking up you said it wasn't good enough.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:40pm]

How can I say I love you back,
You never made me happy.
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[01 Jul 2008|02:42pm]
break yourself from old ties that hold you down.
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[01 Jul 2008|03:14pm]
slowly is the pace we're moving
and impatient is how you are
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[01 Jul 2008|03:15pm]
i wish you never brought it up that every body else lives life so perfectly it seems
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[01 Jul 2008|03:19pm]
you guard your laughter
just like the president and
your weeks are numbered
just like an element and
it's not so much what you say
it's mostly how your saying it
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[01 Jul 2008|03:21pm]
so this is me, testing you. staring through the colors of the cornea. concentrating until no color remains. your life, your mind becomes black and white. show me your inbalance. show me your true self.
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[01 Jul 2008|03:31pm]
"So I only told ya he wasn't interested to get you all fired up."
"Well, it worked," I said, sweaty, red, and burning up with the news, not sure how I could cool myself down.
"No it didn't," she replied. "You ain't together, are ya?"
"Uh...no."
"And why not? Because you're scared of what will happen? Don't be a fool, J.D. You gotta take chances in this life or you're already dead."
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[01 Jul 2008|03:36pm]
i'm trying to find my place in your life.
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[01 Jul 2008|03:39pm]
well i'm a wreck.
i really can't explain it but i, i hear the music when i look at you.
orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment.
well, i'm so in love with you.
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[01 Jul 2008|03:43pm]
i'm thinking i would like to dance in the rain with this person. i would like to lie next to him in the dark and watch him breathe and watch him sleep and wonder what he's dreaming about and not get an inferiority complex if the dreams aren't about me.
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[01 Jul 2008|03:45pm]
if i know my heart
there's nothing i've ever wanted so much
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[01 Jul 2008|03:48pm]
we've come too far to have to give it all up now
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[01 Jul 2008|03:50pm]
and i blame myself because i make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
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[01 Jul 2008|03:55pm]
i won't forget the time together that we spent. i want us to spend so much more. in three short days you and me sure, but your stomach's still tied up in knots. in case you wondered, mine is too and i doubt they'll unravel untill i find my way back to you. and if i could have anything i think right now, i'd want you here next to me.
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[01 Jul 2008|04:01pm]
If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
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[01 Jul 2008|04:06pm]
she's shallow like the shoreline during low tide but my hopes are not quite as high
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[01 Jul 2008|04:10pm]
so my ex works at nordstrom and shares the exact same shifts as his "friend." whom he shares rides with everyday. whom he also drives to a field with to watch thunderstorms together. they put their change in eachothers back pockets. and they get out of crew practice if their doing shit with girls, so he asked the captain "if me and joe are 69ing, do we get out of practice?"

ttly gay okay. y/y?
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[01 Jul 2008|04:15pm]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsH2Tqk70tg

what it's like to drink with me
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[01 Jul 2008|04:18pm]










at least we can say we tried
and take comfort in knowing
that if we both die alone tomorrow
it's just the way that the stars aligned.
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[01 Jul 2008|04:21pm]

but i know that i'll move on. i tell myself i'll find me something better, i let go and just forget him.
he was no good for me. deep down, i know that's the way it has to be, so how come i still can't open this letter? i can't forget him. really wish i could
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[01 Jul 2008|04:22pm]

Just like you, only sweeter
Just like you, with more inside
Just like you, without the bitter
Unlike you, he never lies
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[01 Jul 2008|04:43pm]

And while I'm sitting on this cold kitchen floor, head down to hide the tears, I've realized, I've finally realized that
you were never meant for me
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[01 Jul 2008|04:51pm]
omg it is freezing here ok



But we leave the sound on cause silence is harder,
and no one's the killer and no one's the martyr;
the world that has made us can no longer contain us.
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[01 Jul 2008|05:59pm]
so i ordered chicken parm from this pizza place like 5 or so blocks away & got it delivered since i'm really lazy & so it finally comes and i brought down 9$ thinking it would be 7.50 or so ish but then it was 8.25 and i didnt want to run upstairs and leave this guy like alone in my house so i just gave him a .75 cent tip. but now i kinda feel cheap even though he only had to drive 5 blocks.

< / pointless >
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[01 Jul 2008|06:05pm]
where is your boy tonight
i hope he is a gentleman
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[01 Jul 2008|06:32pm]
I know I didn't say enough
But I know you can't go forcing love
I know I shouldn't call you up
'Cause I'd look so desperate for your love
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[01 Jul 2008|06:40pm]
oic my mom says "no you cannot drive to the bar bc no you will not have two beers"

btw how pretty is my new ~icon ok
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[01 Jul 2008|06:42pm]
this bottle's gonna take us both to an early grave
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[01 Jul 2008|06:49pm]

I can't be held responsible
Cause she was touching her face
And I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place
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[01 Jul 2008|07:00pm]
lol i forgot ab this
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[01 Jul 2008|07:21pm]
We think we need so many useless things,
When all we really need is time to breathe.
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[01 Jul 2008|07:28pm]

i like the way the walls go out, gives you an open feeling. firefly is a good design. people don't appreciate the substance of things, objects in space. people miss out on whats solid.
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[01 Jul 2008|07:45pm]
someone just texted me,
"tasha can u do my hair 2morrow"
hmm
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[01 Jul 2008|07:47pm]

guys i would really appreciate it if my journal were done
magic!!!
tyvm
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[01 Jul 2008|07:54pm]
I should have known we'd never get anywhere,
Can't fall in love when you're falling apart
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[01 Jul 2008|07:57pm]
give me good songs to download.
i have 5 free rhapsody downloads left
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[01 Jul 2008|07:59pm]

If the world froze over and everybody died,
And you and I were the only ones alive,
I'd say, "I'm sorry you made it, it's more then you deserve,
Don't try to make it better, you'll only make it worse"
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[01 Jul 2008|08:12pm]
the secret life of the american teenager was just 10 minutes of people whispering the word 'sex'.

..slightly disappointed so far

edit: also lol @ all christians being abstinent
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[01 Jul 2008|08:17pm]
apparently it is uncool of me to delete anon posts in my own journal now.
cool.
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[01 Jul 2008|08:26pm]
I keep telling myself I'm not miserable,
I keep telling myself I'm better off without you
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[01 Jul 2008|08:53pm]
do you think it's weird to go to a bar alone if your bff is the bartender

a vry vry small private club bar
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