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[24 Jun 2008|12:01am]
and now the one you once loved is leaving
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[24 Jun 2008|12:03am]
But being perfect was always hard, wasn't it?
Wasn't it? Wasn't it, to you?
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[24 Jun 2008|12:08am]
Don't you say that I've gone crazy. Because I haven't gone crazy yet. I just lost my mind, but I still got you.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:09am]
it's all suicide if I hide
because you are everywhere I look and in my skin

I taste your neck and lips just from breathing in
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[24 Jun 2008|12:10am]
i want you to know, it's normal to be scared, as frightened as i am, shaking on the floor, thinking of where you are right now
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[24 Jun 2008|12:14am]
as you walk through the door and yell, "I'm never coming back here."
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[24 Jun 2008|12:17am]
I bet you love me now
now that you've had your drinks
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[24 Jun 2008|12:17am]
christmas 1998,
i tried to call, i just couldn't wait
but your message was out of date
so i left my voice on your machine,
but you did not, did not respond.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:23am]
but he himself had given up, so instead he offered them this bitter cup. "we're gonna die, we're all gonna die, could be twenty years, could be tonight. lately i have been wondering why we go to so much trouble to postpone the unavoidable and prolong the pain of being alive."
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[24 Jun 2008|12:28am]
If I'm all that you're looking for, tell me, why is there a river streaming down your face? Sometimes makes me wonder all about your love.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:29am]
Just stay the night and you'll see that things can work out and this will last forever. just turn your back and run. how long can we wait for things to change so this will last forever?
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[24 Jun 2008|12:29am]
Even if we did nothing
it's everything
And everything's alright
when you're with me tonight
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[24 Jun 2008|12:30am]
Heard your broken voice on the telephone. Made my heavy heart sink like a stone and after all this time, I should have known you'd let me down. Right down to the bone.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:31am]
I've been with you all day and
New York City never felt this safe
Lie with me through this night
I never sleep but I dream
I said it's like
"It's hard to say what you mean to me
cause I can't show everything
and I can't do anything
but with you, you change it all
I can let it go, I just let it go
when I'm with you, I breath with you
and we both know that
nothing's in our way
cause my own heart will lead the way."
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[24 Jun 2008|12:32am]
The most important thing I learned on Tralfamadore was that when a person dies he only appears to die. He is still very much alive in the past, so it is very silly for people to cry at his funeral.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:33am]
And forever isn't long enough
To get over giving so much up
To someone who will throw it all away
And a smile can only hide so much
And I choose death over your touch
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[24 Jun 2008|12:33am]
I know I'm not good enough for you
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[24 Jun 2008|12:35am]
Your voice lifts my spirits to a height once held by gods.
Your silence sparks my dialog,
Empty words with subtle weapons.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:35am]
we could be friends
but I'm better off sleeping alone
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[24 Jun 2008|12:36am]
If you seek your eternal sunshine, you must first look inside yourself. If your mind is clouded, you'll never see what lies in front of you. These ties were always fake. Put together to make you feel safe. It's your armor that's choking. How protected do you really feel? The path that you've chosen will leave you with nothing.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:37am]
I light a cigarette and try to erase everything, that you did to try and make me smile. A tear rolls down my cheek, how can you still breathe the air that I breathe knowing the heartache that you are responsible for? And I erase everything I've known and I try to smile, and it has all gone wrong
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[24 Jun 2008|12:40am]
Lack of security within yourself generates this depression
Another name for dormant strength
I'll take to you like blood to the heart if you listen to what I have to say
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[24 Jun 2008|12:41am]
guess i'm still kicking and crying when it comes to goodbye.
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[24 Jun 2008|01:01am]
You're only good when you're on your back you evening virgin cotton nymph
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[24 Jun 2008|01:12am]
when you're on the outside baby and you can`t get in
i will show you you're so much better than you know
when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
i will find you darling and i will bring you home
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[24 Jun 2008|01:51am]

i'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me while i watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep
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[24 Jun 2008|01:52am]

and i guess it doesn't matter what i say or what i seem. you stuck what i felt for you in the pocket of your jeans. ignoring me the morning after isn't enough, and i swear i'm gonna cry. i'm sick of trying to be tough.
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:[ [24 Jun 2008|01:53am]

it's her you'll always love,
and it's her i'll always envy.
i want to end this now so dreams
of you
won't keep me up.
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[24 Jun 2008|01:55am]

you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly.
just leave me your stardust to remember you by.
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[24 Jun 2008|01:55am]

so go on, and tear me apart.
yeah, just go on in straight for my chest
and maybe it's mostly my fault.
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[24 Jun 2008|01:56am]

i feel like singing sad songs all night
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[24 Jun 2008|01:57am]
I couldn't love you more boy,
stay exactly how you are.
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[24 Jun 2008|01:57am]

weave a secret.
i will sweep it beneath the carpet
where you'll keep it.
how weak is that?
i wish i was
worth it to you.
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[24 Jun 2008|01:58am]

review my wishes for fair weather
'cause i know if it clouds or rains or snows,
you wont be there.
how weak is that?
i wish i was worth it to you.
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[24 Jun 2008|01:59am]
step one: light me on fire
step two: walk clean away
i wont burn long,
and evidence of your done wrong
will be gone in seconds, i swear.
but if you got time anyway,
why not watch me hurt?
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[24 Jun 2008|02:01am]

our shores are separating
with or without a boat,

and you know that nothing lasts forever.
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[24 Jun 2008|02:02am]

and i've made myself the fool who's fallen for you. so let me down softly this time, and i wont have to come back crying. i've just made myself look bad, and you're the one who should be feeling bad. it'd be better to forget you, but i don't really want to.
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[24 Jun 2008|02:04am]

energy spent trying to believe you're not worth it, you don't deserve it,
but i wish you did.
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[24 Jun 2008|02:07am]
i use mouthwash
sometimes i floss
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[24 Jun 2008|02:21am]
if i should stay
i would only be in your way
so i'll go, but i know
i'll think of you every step of the way
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[24 Jun 2008|02:22am]
what can I do to make you believe my love is true?
what can I say to keep you from walkin away?
how can I make my heart believe we're really through, when it's not through loving you?
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[24 Jun 2008|02:22am]
bittersweet memories
that is all i'm taking with me
so goodbye, please don't cry
we both know i'm not what you, you need
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[24 Jun 2008|02:26am]

the greatest love of all
is easy to achieve
learning to love yourself,
it is the greatest love of all

and if by chance that special place
that you've been dreaming of
leads you to a lonely place
find your strength in love.
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[24 Jun 2008|02:33am]
If I should die this very day
Don't cry, cause on earth we wasn't meant to stay
And no matter what the people say
I'll be waiting for you after judgement day
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[24 Jun 2008|02:37am]
i was words without a tune
i was a song still unsung
a poem with no rhyme
a dancer out of time
but now there's you
and nobody loves me like you do
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[24 Jun 2008|02:38am]
Anyone up? =[
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[24 Jun 2008|02:45am]
i got a feeling you're the boy for me
i bet your love can set me free
i feel a love thing coming on
it started weak then got oh so strong
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[24 Jun 2008|02:52am]
is this more than you bargained for yet?
oh don't mind me, i'm watching you two from the closet;
wishing to be the friction in your jeans.
isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him?
i'm just a notch in your bedpost,
but you're just a line in a song.



idk..i heard it on the radio and it's stuck in my headddddd
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[24 Jun 2008|03:05am]
goodnight..even though no one is really awake.
but journal maybe? idkidkidk.
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[24 Jun 2008|06:07am]
how could you forget your yellow bird?
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[24 Jun 2008|09:35am]

well tell me what you want and i'll tell you what you get, you get away from me
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[24 Jun 2008|09:55am]

i'm half crazy
come on and love me baby
so you find me hard to handle
well i'm easier to hold
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[24 Jun 2008|09:58am]
"you know, when you were a kid, did your mum ever used to spray perfume in the air and sort of walk through it?"
"yeah, i think she did."
"yeah, well, she's like that."
"like perfume?"
"no. see, when you leave, you can still feel her on your skin."
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[24 Jun 2008|10:05am]

i'm inside with my friends.
we build fires and pretend that
the night could just bend on forever

while outside in the frost
are the wolves and the lost,
and we sing to the dogs or whoever.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:08am]

the power i afford you is the
one i wish i had over you.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:08am]

a millions stars reflecting in our eyes.
trees sweetly sway and sing while
a breeze travels across the sky,
and all we see is made of moonlight.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:10am]

many years ago we found that
light and sound were ample food.
we forgot about ourselves,
and reconnected me to you.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:13am]

where's my head?
i swear i saw it rolling over there.
i'm falling further than
i have ever been.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:14am]

you're a rider of the infinite oceans and
groundskeeper for all the infinite moments.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:17am]
'Cause lately you make me weaker in the knees
And race through my veins baby every time you're close to me
Take me away to places I ain't seen
They say you've got a hold on me'
And I Won't Disagree
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[24 Jun 2008|10:18am]


I'm moving in reverse
Under your mighty curse
I hate myself for loving you
I turn my head away
But my heart will remain
'Till the day I learn you're No Good for me
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[24 Jun 2008|10:22am]

I, I know it's over but the hurts not
What do you call it?
What do you call it when broken hearts are not done healing
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[24 Jun 2008|10:29am]

i've said what i said,
and you know what i mean,
but i can't still focus on anything.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:30am]

woken up from a dream last night,
somewhere lost in war.
i couldn't feel my feet or hands.
i didn't feel right anymore.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:33am]

i never breathed her name again,
but i like to dream about
what could have been.
i never heard her calls again,
but i like to dream
.
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[24 Jun 2008|11:36am]
Your love has always been enough for me.
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[24 Jun 2008|11:38am]
I have to face the truth
That no one could ever look at me like you do
Like I'm something worth holding on to
These times I think of leaving
But it's something I'll never do
'Cause you can do better than me
But I can't do better than you
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[24 Jun 2008|11:43am]
Wake up and let go
Of these feelings that I've had for you
It's easier said than done
So give up and let go
Of these feelings that I've had for you
Why couldn't you be the one?
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[24 Jun 2008|11:46am]
I wish we could open our eyes
To see in all directions at the same time
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[24 Jun 2008|12:07pm]
I love you was all she heard
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[24 Jun 2008|12:14pm]
When we were young the future was so bright
The old neighborhood was so alive and every kid on the whole damn street
Was gonna make it big in every beat
Now the neighborhood's cracked and torn
The kids are grown up but their lives are worn
How can one little street
Swallow so many lives
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[24 Jun 2008|12:15pm]
don't get offended if i seem absent-minded
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[24 Jun 2008|12:19pm]
you're beautiful, every little piece love. and don't you know, you're really gonna be someone. ask anyone. and when you find everything you looked for, i hope your life leads you back to my door.. oh but if you don't, stay beautiful.
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[24 Jun 2008|12:22pm]
don't tell me i'm your shooting star,
'cause you're not here and the distance is too far.
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dedicated to grais. [24 Jun 2008|01:01pm]
Everytime I think I'm close to the heart,
What it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
Where no one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are.
Could it be you're not that far
You're the voice I hear inside my head
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need,
The song inside of me.
I need to find you, I gotta find you.
Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say...
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[24 Jun 2008|01:18pm]
It's all because of you when the mirror says "just look at the shape that you're in. I offer you no forgiveness, not even in my dreams." And the mirror says "it's far too late to make amends you've got nowhere left to run."
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[24 Jun 2008|01:21pm]
nothing hurts, nothing moves, nothing stays
no one hopes and no one dreams
nothing matters when the dead songs play
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[24 Jun 2008|01:50pm]
for the last time you will kiss my lips
now shutup and let me go
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[24 Jun 2008|02:25pm]
!!!!
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[24 Jun 2008|02:41pm]
And I have turned my whole world upside down trying not to let you go.
Watching you walk away is like a fatal blow.
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[24 Jun 2008|03:01pm]
give me some good lyrics to put on my myspaceeee.
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[24 Jun 2008|03:05pm]
My fingertips are holding
onto the cracks in our foundation,
and i know that i should let go but i can't.


you know what would be awesome, guys?
my journal getting done. yeahhhhh.
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[24 Jun 2008|03:12pm]
i ust finished my wrist tatt :) hella yes!!
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[24 Jun 2008|03:13pm]
practice makes perfect
practice makes perfect sense




anon said my anime icon looked like I had herpes, so I hope this one is somewhat better lol
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[24 Jun 2008|03:14pm]
gigantic, gigantic, gigantic,
a big, big love.
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[24 Jun 2008|03:26pm]
im rly hungry and all i want are pretzel factory pretzels.
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[24 Jun 2008|03:26pm]
I knew I'd follow him anywhere. When my sister used to talk about being in love, she said it felt like someone wrapping you inside of them. And thats what I felt like now, like slowly I was being wrapped inside of him, inside his eyes, inside his voice, inside the way he talked about things
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[24 Jun 2008|03:34pm]
and if you don't believe me
just put your hands on me.




so in case anyone was wondering,
jared and i kicked the shit out of those flies.
fucking massacre ok.
tyvm.
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[24 Jun 2008|03:45pm]
does anyone know any of the symptoms of Vertigo. Sry, I would google it but my internet is being really slow right now!
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[24 Jun 2008|04:02pm]
summertime, and the livin's easy
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[24 Jun 2008|04:08pm]
Life is too short so love the one you got
'cause you might get runover or you might get shot
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[24 Jun 2008|04:09pm]
You feel it when the dance gets hot
That's why I don't cry when my dog runs away
I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay
I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot, hits
the bottle and goes back to the rock
Fuckin and fighting it's all the same
Livin' with Louie dog's the only way to stay sane

Let the lovin come back to me
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[24 Jun 2008|04:11pm]
You look so fine when you lie it just don't show,
That I know which way the wind blows.
40 oz to freedom is the only chance I have to feel good,

even though I feel bad
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[24 Jun 2008|04:11pm]
heavens not a place that you go when you die
its that moment in life when you actually feel alive








any lyrics about being pregnant/having a baby/children?
thanks! (:
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[24 Jun 2008|04:14pm]
I thought you couldn't live without your heart'
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[24 Jun 2008|04:23pm]
Life passes most people by while they're making grand plans for it.
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[24 Jun 2008|04:58pm]
go home, get stoned
cause the sex is so much better
when you're mad at me.
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[24 Jun 2008|05:09pm]
i'll be the greatest fan of your life


do my journal
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[24 Jun 2008|05:13pm]
i know that it's your soul,
but could you bottle it up?
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[24 Jun 2008|05:24pm]
ashlee!!!!!!! msn
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[24 Jun 2008|05:34pm]
understanding that i misunderstood.
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[24 Jun 2008|05:43pm]



white trash beautiful, there's something you should know
my heart belongs to you
and you could've found a better guy
i'll love you till the day i die
i swear to God it's true
i'm comin' home to you
i'm comin' home to you girl
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[24 Jun 2008|05:58pm]
you're so gay and you don't even like boys.
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[24 Jun 2008|05:58pm]

she dont care about my car,
and she dont care about my money,
and thats real good cause i dont
got a lot to spend,
but if i did it would mean nothing.
She likes me for me, not because
i look like tyson bedford,
with the charm of robert redford,
unsing out my ears, what she sees,
are my most rending desisions,
my insecure conditions,
and the tears upon the pillow that i shed.
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[24 Jun 2008|06:03pm]

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you.
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[24 Jun 2008|06:07pm]

Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know
That green eyes, you’re the one
that I wanted to find And anyone who,
tried to deny you must be out of their mind
Cause I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, since I met you
Honey you should know, that I could never go on without you.
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[24 Jun 2008|06:13pm]
what if i told you your tears haven't been ignored?
and everything that was taken can be restored.
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[24 Jun 2008|06:21pm]
PROM TOMORROWWWWW !
i'm sofuckingbored tonight .
what are some good things to do to get ready the night before prom?
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[24 Jun 2008|06:30pm]
i find my paradise,
when you look me in the eyes.
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[24 Jun 2008|06:56pm]
you went out with your best sweater on
with every intention of dancing til dawn
but when the dj played that song
it all went wrong

and in the cab ride home
with frank sinatra on the radio,
but it might as well have been lil' kim
when every song you hear
still reminds you of him
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[24 Jun 2008|07:37pm]
Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
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[24 Jun 2008|07:42pm]
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
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[24 Jun 2008|07:45pm]


so hold me while i'm here and love me when i'm gone.
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[24 Jun 2008|07:59pm]
Say what you need to say
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[24 Jun 2008|08:06pm]
Favorite songs atm??? I'm going away for awhile and I need new musiccc to listen to
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[24 Jun 2008|08:24pm]

I miss the sand on the concrete floor
I miss the way it was before
no one even knew me
your eyes looked right through me
And I’m taking off your clothes
And you bloom like a rose
I can’t get away from you
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[24 Jun 2008|08:25pm]

And there’s postcards written
I know I’ll never send
The moment is gone and won’t come again
I ride with souls who find no peace
Still I look to you to find release
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[24 Jun 2008|08:38pm]
My mom has this boyfriend his name is steve
I want him so very much to die
But he wont - he stands strong, he stays all day long
And he fucks my mom even when she cries
And i want him very much to die
And yet he's still alive


So dear god
I believe in you
Believe in me
And make it come true

And i hope that it happens sometime real soon

And i want him very much to die
Yeah i want him very much to die...
... Real soon
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[24 Jun 2008|08:42pm]
OK YES. DO MY JOURNAL.
ASK ME STUFF?
IF YOU WANNA KNOW ANYTHING,
ANYTHING AT ALL ABOUT ME.
I'M OPEN MINDED.

i'm going to make some kd
when i get back.. i want some
anon's haha :P ty ty
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[24 Jun 2008|08:43pm]
I found mayonnaise bottles and poked holes on top
To capture Tinkerbell
And they were just fireflies to the untrained eye
But I could always tell

Cause I believe in fairytales
And dreamer's dreams
Like bedsheet sails
And I believe in Peter Pan
And miracles, anything I can to get by
And fireflies
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[24 Jun 2008|08:49pm]
Did you look up at the stars and feel something for the constellations
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[24 Jun 2008|08:54pm]
I LIKE QUESTIONS TOO.
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[24 Jun 2008|08:58pm]
"I suppose I could riff a list of things that I care as little about as our last week together. Lemme see, uhh... Low-carb diets. Michael Moore. The Republican National Convention. Kabbalah and all Kabbalah-related products. Hi-def TV, the Bush daughters, wireless hot spots, 'The O.C.', the U.N., recycling, getting Punk'd, Danny Gans, the Latin Grammys, the real Grammys. Jeff, that Wiggle who sleeps too darn much! The Yankees payroll, all the red states, all the blue states, every hybrid car, every talk show host! Everything on the planet, everything in the solar system, everything everything everything everything everything everything - eve - everything that exists - past, present and future, in all discovered and undiscovered dimensions... Oh! And Hugh Jackman."
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[24 Jun 2008|09:01pm]
Anyone want to give me a pep talk...
on how I don't need him and he's a prick and life would be better without him.

Even though you guys don't know him or what he has done... lol
So give me your words of wisdom,lyrics, songs
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[24 Jun 2008|09:06pm]
You can't quit until you try, you can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth, until you learn to lie
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[24 Jun 2008|09:06pm]
Whenever something's missing
You're exactly what I need.
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[24 Jun 2008|09:14pm]
well, i think i should get some sleep!
i'll talk to you girls tomorrow.


oh and anon, plz explain
'like tedetete ♫'

haha.. i still don't get it, i guess? :P
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[24 Jun 2008|09:16pm]
omg ok jared's cat just got the entire sticky fly trap strip thing stuck to the entire length of his belly. he just shot up the fucking stairs faster than i've ever seen ANYTHING move and idk, he's freaking the fuck out lmao. i have to go bathe him now. he's scary. O.O not mean, just... smart & quick lmao

wish me luck is what i'm saying. lmao
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[24 Jun 2008|09:29pm]
i lost my cell phone and it was on vibrate so i can't find it and i've had to buy like 4 phones in the past 2 years and i don't wanna buy another one :(

< / clearly a rly important rant >
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[24 Jun 2008|09:29pm]
The last time I saw you, you turned away
I couldn't hear with your voice ringing in my ears
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away


idk but i was at the beach today and this guy got out of the water who was old and gross and wearing a speedo and my 3 yr old goes up to him and is like 'why is your bathing suit too teeny for you' and then idk he said something else too but i was mortified but also found it hilarious :((
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[24 Jun 2008|09:30pm]
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
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[24 Jun 2008|09:30pm]
There's not enough time in the day for her to do everything she wants, but that time in every sense, is her own. She tells me she's happy. I know she's free.
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[24 Jun 2008|09:31pm]
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around when I'm much too far away/i>
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[24 Jun 2008|09:35pm]
She said, "Now isn't that miraculous how much two creatures can accomplish together... when they care about each other."
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[24 Jun 2008|09:39pm]
I'll be there when your heart stops beating.
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[24 Jun 2008|09:42pm]
All of the advantages of Christianity and alcohol; none of their defects
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[24 Jun 2008|09:42pm]
what's everyone's middle name?
idk i am bored and that is just something i am curious about
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[24 Jun 2008|09:44pm]
cat is still puking and sick :'(
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[24 Jun 2008|09:59pm]
ok so im starting calc III tomorrow. for shits and giggles.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:03pm]
i am off to have sexy time :]
it is really excellent having this opportunity in my life!
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[24 Jun 2008|10:07pm]
Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
'I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it,
this will be the best for us both in the end.'
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[24 Jun 2008|10:09pm]
every time you close your eyes, you should be seeing me
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[24 Jun 2008|10:11pm]
so my ex (aka the only boy I've ever loved until he broke my heart in april and I'm still not over) just texted me and said "hey im at someones house and theyre playing guitar hero. and my name is jonas. (we used to play a lot, I always won idk) it reminded me of yhu. im sry if this upsets u, but i wanted to tell u."

wtf that is so not fair of him. he knows how much he hurt me. idk, what should I text back if anything? idkidk
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[24 Jun 2008|10:20pm]
feels like we're on another level.
feels like our love's intertwine.
we can be two rebels.
breakin' the rules,
me and you,
you and i.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:28pm]
lol i got drunk last night and sang i will survive karaoke at the bar ok i'm a superstar
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[24 Jun 2008|10:39pm]
lol speaking of middle names my sisters are 7 and 3 and called me to tell me that and i quote by the older one "we have decided to change our middle names from Francesca, and Maria to Miley and Lily."
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[24 Jun 2008|10:47pm]
And we all dance so we can let go and we move close and trade lows.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:49pm]
But the bottles are hollow now
And there's room at the bottom
And I would take it all back
If I could, but I won't!
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[24 Jun 2008|10:49pm]
Oh, I've been waiting years now for this love.
Now it's coming down in floods.

I'm too deep in it.

Oh, Christmas time and Valentines were over,
And birthdays come
and they only bring cold weather.
And in my heart,
Oh, I know that the mystery is gone,

And it ain't safe to hold on.

But I celebrate myself when I get home
By turning in before the sun starts setting.
And in my heart,
Oh, I know that the mystery is gone,

And it ain't safe to hold on.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:54pm]
Well, in war he was a tiger. When it was over, like a dove. He summoned all of his strength in the climb, it suffered all of his strength in the fall. And sometimes, when he got into fighting, man, he could fight with you all day long. He was a good man and now he's gone. He put his trust in a higher power. He held his power like a holy grail. He summoned all of his faith in the lifting, it suffered all of his faith in the fail. His heart was stronger than a heavy metal bullet, and that's why I dedicate this song. He was a good man and now he's gone.
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[24 Jun 2008|10:57pm]
i hope you know what this means.
i'm gonna give you everything.
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[24 Jun 2008|11:00pm]
Oh, a trance is a spell with a thrill wrapped up inside it. And try as you might to fight it, love will get you in the end. And then the sound of a bell could sound like angels crying, or sunlight multiplying through Virgin Mary in stained glass. And then a lullaby on Broadway could sound like an exile out on main. Oh, when that curtain closes, you'll be back in your seat again. And then the band starts the ball when the chandelier starts glowing with or without you knowing who the partner, what the dance.
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[24 Jun 2008|11:02pm]
I used to feel like California
with baby’s eyes so blue.
Now I feel like Carolina:
I split myself in two.
And I’m walking backwards
from Chicago through Washington,
But that ain’t enough.

No, you want me to run.
"Better watch your soul,
it’ll leave you like a hundred bucks."

My friends said, “Stick to your guns,”
but instead I just got stuck.
And I’m walking backwards,
looking forward to getting done,
But that ain’t enough.
No, you want me to run.
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[24 Jun 2008|11:08pm]
You know, I was just a kid, and I have oh, so many friends who talk you up like you're someone new, yeah, but I’ve already gotten over you. Times, times where the lamps were lit so low, well, only a stranger would think it's impossible to let them go. And I have oh, so many flashback scenes that I can calmly walk straight through, and now my mind is free to walk the streets we used to walk so quietly.
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[24 Jun 2008|11:15pm]
You shoulda shown up
Shoulda shown up by now
You shoulda shown up by now
Give it a rest, give it a rest, give it a rest
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[24 Jun 2008|11:17pm]
my fingertips are holding onto
the cracks in our foundation.
and i know that i should let go
but i can't.
and every time we fight,
i know it's not right.
and every time that you're upset
and i smile,
i know i should forget
but i can't.
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