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[17 Jun 2008|12:38am] |
I miss you all the time
But I'm blocking it out
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[17 Jun 2008|12:39am] |
I’m sorry for letting you down
I’m sorry for everything about me that hurts you
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[17 Jun 2008|12:41am] |
"Do you lie a lot?"
"What do you consider a lot?"
"Enough for people to call you a liar."
"People call me lots of things..."
"Is one of them 'liar'?"
"I could say no, but how would you know I'm not lying?"
"I guess I could choose to trust you."
"You can do that?"
"I can try."
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[17 Jun 2008|12:42am] |
Cursed with a love that you can't express
It's not for a fuck, or a kiss
Rather give the world away than wake up lonely
Everywhere and every way I see you with me
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[17 Jun 2008|12:44am] |
I think I thought so much about losing you
That I never really had you
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[17 Jun 2008|12:44am] |
Hang up your coat
And look after me
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[17 Jun 2008|12:46am] |
In the middle of the open sea
Is that you?
With the sunburned hands on the beach
Are you still looking out for me?
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[17 Jun 2008|12:50am] |
She calls around finds me crying, wish i were capable of lying
sometimes
Love is real, real is love
Love is asking to be loved
Hell is real, real is love
Hell is living love
Hide out and then run when no one's looking
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[17 Jun 2008|01:20am] |
OKAY. AWKWARD.
My brother just spent the entire car ride arguing with me about why I need to leave the house at 1 tomorrow (my mom goes back to work after lunch hour and his girlfriend thing is coming over). I was like WHY DO I NEED TO BE SOMEWHERE I HAVE NO WHERE TO BE. And he just goes DON'T QUESTION ME.
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[17 Jun 2008|01:35am] |
Sometimes I'm scared that things could be so much better than this.
What's best is not right.
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[17 Jun 2008|01:48am] |
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And I don't know exactly how it is that we can be so mad we consider not to exist, when we both know there's so much love clenched within our fists.
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[17 Jun 2008|01:48am] |
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idk but im obsessed with the song fairytale by sarah barielles ok
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[17 Jun 2008|01:54am] |
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Just make her smile come back and shine, just like it used to be.
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[17 Jun 2008|02:05am] |
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No recording can capture what happens in a room with four people who have a similar cause and belief in it.
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[17 Jun 2008|09:10am] |
I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me
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[17 Jun 2008|09:16am] |
I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate
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[17 Jun 2008|09:18am] |
We're all addicted to something, that takes away the pain
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[17 Jun 2008|09:58am] |
better scenes... i wish you'd seen me, better off if i just let it be, better pretend it don't matter, better of if i could have her, better days since the day i met her, i'd better hope she got my letters, better off in two year stretches
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[17 Jun 2008|10:00am] |
and this quiet dark bed feels like the middle of nowhere, and we beat each other up just like we always do. when i'm talking to myself i'd always rather be talking to you
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[17 Jun 2008|11:00am] |
what i want is what i've not got, but what i need is all around me.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:12am] |
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if the silence takes you then i hope it takes me too.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:24am] |
and we were trying different things
we were smoking funny things
making love out by the lake to our favorite song
sipping whiskey out the bottle, not thinking 'bout tomorrow
singing Sweet home Alabama all summer long
1 exam down, 3 to go.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:25am] |
Now nothing seems as strange as when the leaves began to change
Or how we thought those days would never end
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[17 Jun 2008|11:27am] |
There he goes. One of God's own prototypes.
A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production.
Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:29am] |
no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing
that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:32am] |
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With a bit of luck, his life was ruined forever.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:35am] |
We cried over boys and we laughed over beers.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:35am] |
Words fall out of my mouth
And I can’t seem to trace what I’m saying
Everybody wants your time
I’m just dreaming out loud,
I can’t have you for mine and I know it
I just wanna watch you shine.
Tripping up on my tongue,
It’s all over my face and I’m racing
Gotta get away from you
Burning all the way home,
Try to put it to bed but it chases
Every little thing I do
When the light falls on your face,
Don’t let it change you
When the stars get in your eyes,
Don’t let them blind you.
You’re beautiful
Just the way you are
And I love it all
Every line, and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me.
Spell it out in a song,
Bet you never catch on to my weakness
I’m singing every word for you.
Here I’m thinking I’m sly
Then you’re catching my eye, and just maybe
You’re thinking what I’m thinking too
When you see it on my face,
Don’t let it shake you
I know better than to try and
Take you with me.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:39am] |
hey
i have an exam in ab an hour
wish me luck :]
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[17 Jun 2008|11:58am] |
I've been learning to live without you now
But I miss you, baby
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
I've been tryin' to get down to the heart of the matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it's about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore
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[17 Jun 2008|11:58am] |
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'cause by now i know you better than you know yourself and i know what you really need.
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[17 Jun 2008|12:02pm] |
I'm all over you
I'm not over you
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[17 Jun 2008|01:50pm] |
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I would rather be ashes than dust! I would rather that my spark should burn out in a brilliant blaze than it should be stifled by dry-rot. I would rather be a superb meteor, every atom of me in magnificent glow, than a sleepy and permanent planet. The function of man is to live, not to exist. I shall not waste my days trying to prolong them. I shall use my time.
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[17 Jun 2008|02:30pm] |
here's that part again where
everything's more than it
should be, and greener seems
to fall beneath your feet.
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[17 Jun 2008|02:42pm] |
Again I need someone to talk to that isnt one of my friends and like no ones online. :(
I had a beautiful, beautiful time.
The drives and the talks were amazing,
the kind of friend I thought I'd never find.
I had a beautiful, beautiful time.
You have a beautiful, beautiful smile.
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[17 Jun 2008|02:50pm] |
tell me that you need me and i will stay
you believe me and i will wait
that you would come back for me everytime i fall
in your heart there's just no place
there's no room to make a mistake
with one wrong turn you will never make it home
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[17 Jun 2008|02:54pm] |
the broken locks were a warning, you got inside my head
i tried my best to be guarded, i'm an open book instead
i still see your reflection, inside my eyes
that are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life
i'm falling apart, i'm barely breathing
with a broken heart, that's still beating
in the pain, there is healing
in your name, i find meaning
so i'm holding on, holding on, holding on
i'm barely holding on to you
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[17 Jun 2008|03:16pm] |
learn to forget
love. leave. forget.
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[17 Jun 2008|03:19pm] |
and even if your plane crashes tonight
you'll find some way to disappoint me
BY NOT BURNING IN THE WRECKAGE
OR DROWNING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA.
i still taste you, thus reserve my right to hate you.
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[17 Jun 2008|03:35pm] |
bought a ticket for a runaway train
like a madman laughing at the rain
little out of touch, little insane
it's just easier than dealing with the pain
runaway train, never comin' back
runaway train, tearin' up the track
runaway train, burnin' in my veins
i run away but it always seems the same
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[17 Jun 2008|03:38pm] |
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hello
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[17 Jun 2008|03:40pm] |
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everytime is the last time til the next time rolls around.
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[17 Jun 2008|03:43pm] |
the party raged above,
and below, our love
grew like a vine around both our spines,
or maybe it was the wine.
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[17 Jun 2008|04:13pm] |
i feel too much, is it worth it?
well, it's not worth it.
i care too much, is it worth it?
well, it's not worth it.
it's almost too hard, it's always too hard to act stronger than i am. can't handle the world with my eyes open.
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[17 Jun 2008|04:30pm] |
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"It's a strange thing, but when you are dreading something, and would give anything to slow down time, it has a disobliging habit of speeding up."
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[17 Jun 2008|05:05pm] |
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i never, ever stop wondering, wondering if you still think of us. i don't need a photograph 'cause you never left my mind. no, you never left my mind.
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[17 Jun 2008|06:14pm] |
now that you're gone it's easy to see, but so hard to believe.
by the way, you left without saying goodbye to me.
now that you're gone away, all i can think about is you and me.
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[17 Jun 2008|06:31pm] |
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is there anything but iTunes or windows media player i can use to store music.. ?
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[17 Jun 2008|07:11pm] |
oh my god I'm going crazy
maybe 'cuz I'm so amazing
everybody in there dazin'
that's the reason why they're hatin',
treat us like some superstars
and only cuz that's what we are
you know we're going really far
and ya'll ain't even heard it all
you hate cuz I'm a rockstar, a rockstar,
a pretty little problem, uh-huh,
you hate cuz I'm a rockstar, a rockstar,
a pretty little problem, uh-huh,
you hate me cuz I'm everything that you ever wanted to be
and that I'm lying cuz I love it when you lookin at me
cuz I'm a rockstar, a rockstar,
I said that I'm a rockstar, a rockstar,
It seems to me like I was botherin'
cuz I'm in walkin look like modelin
it ain't my fault the boys keep followin'
if you were better he wouldn't be wonderin'
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[17 Jun 2008|07:41pm] |
i wuz gettin some head
yess, do my journal
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[17 Jun 2008|07:50pm] |
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This time I thought things were real. You said they were. What happened? You were a priority, was I an option?
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[17 Jun 2008|07:54pm] |
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i hope you're as happy as you're pretening
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[17 Jun 2008|08:03pm] |
you are just like and avalanche
cold as i might've guessed
at least i'm covered up for now
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[17 Jun 2008|08:27pm] |
We'll do some drugs,
we'll fall in love
and get fucked up
while the world just shrugs.
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[17 Jun 2008|08:59pm] |
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i've got one hand in my pocket and the others given a peace sign
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[17 Jun 2008|09:00pm] |
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I was so cynical, just inconvincible, nobody seemed worth trusting. But sure enough, just when I'd near given up, you appeared there among the destruction.
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[17 Jun 2008|09:05pm] |
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free and easy down the road i go.
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[17 Jun 2008|09:07pm] |
i left that sun sinkin' west in california,
i was supposed to say in LA a few more weeks.
but the next time that old sun and i meet up,
i'll be a thousand miles east.
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[17 Jun 2008|09:07pm] |
We know what we believe
There's hope for you and me
My eyes can almost see
If you fight 'til you're free
You don't have to wait until you die
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[17 Jun 2008|09:09pm] |
I left the only home I knew
I stayed alive and I found you
Now I take you where the water's deep
And make the air you breathe so sweet
But is it not enough to be complete? Please?
Let me give you everything you need, please?
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[17 Jun 2008|09:10pm] |
We found a way, we found a street
Directions sweat under the sheets
And I let you have it, let you have it
But it can be a lonely place
Desire comes, desire fades
There's a bright one caught your fancy eye
It's okay so long as you stay mine
And I'm so number one that it's a shame, a shame
That you let other numbers in the game
Now I suffer for your hungry eye
Oh why must it see more than mine?
It's a light you're after, 'cause light moves faster..
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[17 Jun 2008|09:17pm] |
i will never love you more
than peanut butter
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[17 Jun 2008|09:32pm] |
hey ladies. just checkin in. im going to bed soon cause im BEATTT but ily and i miss you.
and DELILAH. HOW DID IT GO?!
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[17 Jun 2008|09:35pm] |
i probably shouldn't say this
but at times i get so scared
when i think about the previous
relationship we shared
it was awesome but we lost
it's impossible for me not to care
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[17 Jun 2008|09:37pm] |
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Evolution is so creative. That's how come we got giraffes and the clap.
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[17 Jun 2008|09:37pm] |
the seven things i like about you:
your hair
your eyes
your old levi's
when we kiss i'm hypnotized
you make me laugh, you make me cry
but i guess them both i'll have to buy
your hands in mine when we're intertwined
everything's alright i want to be with the one i know
and the 7th thing i like the most that you do
you make me love you
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[17 Jun 2008|09:43pm] |
i miss the pull of your heart
i could taste the sparks on your tongue
i see angels and devils
and God, when you come on
hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
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[17 Jun 2008|10:03pm] |
and i'll take everything that you ever said to me,
no it wasn't just words.
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[17 Jun 2008|10:04pm] |
it's just, it's just i can't seem to fall asleep these days
and you can't seem to stop digging this grave
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[17 Jun 2008|10:14pm] |
i'm sinking like a stone in the sea.
i'm burning like a bridge for your body.
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[17 Jun 2008|10:16pm] |
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you can't break what's not real
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[17 Jun 2008|10:59pm] |
i'm sorry for everything i did to you.
i didn’t mean it.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:01pm] |
i said that i learned my lesson,
but i make the same mistakes again.
i think about this every day as i watch
the towns fade through side view mirrors.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:04pm] |
we all get old and fade away,
but through it all,
i won't forget you.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:04pm] |
I know that the bridges that I've burned
along the way
have left me with these walls and these scars
that won't go away
And opening up has always been the hardest thing
Until you came
So lay here beside me just hold me and don't let go
This feelin' I'm feelin' is somethin' I've never known
And I just can't take my eyes off you
And I just can't take my eyes off you
I love when you tell me that I'm pretty
when I just wake up
And I love how you tease me when I'm moody
But it's never too much
I'm falling fast but the truth is I'm not scared at all
You climbed my walls
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[17 Jun 2008|11:06pm] |
when i said i needed you, well, i really need you. yeah, i guess you hurt me. for once you're a man of your words. well, guess what. i'm leaving. i can't be your prisoner.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:08pm] |
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idk but i'm starting to get my first crush in months but i'm too lazy to try to get his attention... i don't wanna have to try to be attractive around him or flirt or whatever, i'm not in the mood to try lmao.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:09pm] |
i didn't stand a chance. i couldn't stand at all. you looked okay with the others. you looked great on your own. it was 2002, and you couldn't be bothered to say hello or goodbye or stand the test of time.
i didn't stand a chance. i couldn't stand at all. you looked okay with the others. you looked great by yourself. it was 2002, and you needed reminding to stay alive, and so did i.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:10pm] |
And I knew your heart I couldn't win
Cause the seasons change was a conduit
And we left our love in our summer skin
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[17 Jun 2008|11:11pm] |
I have to face the truth
That no one could ever look at me like you do
Like I'm something worth holding on to
These times I think of leaving
But it's something I'll never do
'Cause you can do better than me
But I can't do better than you
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[17 Jun 2008|11:11pm] |
don't let me live with what i've taken from your eyes.
keep them away from, keep them away from me.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:13pm] |
I knew I'd end up letting you down.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:15pm] |
You'd fight for me but I'm hardly worth it.
What do you want me to say?
I'll make it all up if it makes you feel better.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:16pm] |
i close my eyes and
i kiss that frog
each time finding
the more boys i meet
the more i love my dog
ha i love this song.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:18pm] |
Don't have to prove that you are so strong
'Cause I can carry you on my back
After our enemies attack
I tried to tell you before I left
But I was screaming under my breath
You are the only thing that makes sense
Just ignore all this present tense
We need to feel breathless with love
And not collapse under its weight
I'm gasping for the air to fill
My lungs with everything I've lost
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[17 Jun 2008|11:22pm] |
is anybody satisfied with who they really are?
you could be the moon
and still be jealous of the stars.
you gotta' learn to swim
if you can't walk upon the sea.
so i'm learning to live.
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[17 Jun 2008|11:27pm] |
i know rocks turn to sand
and hearts can change hands
and you're not to blame
when the sky fills with rain
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[17 Jun 2008|11:31pm] |
i ran to you like water.
i threw my body in,
and i'll stand upon the ocean
just to show you that i am strong.
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