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[11 Jun 2008|12:06am] |
I wanna hold you baby right or wrong,
Build a world around a country song,
Pray a sweet prayer, Follow you there,
Down in history,
I wanna love like Johnny and June.
okay, so i haven't been posting much lately because i've been really busy.
and i've noticed there are lots of new posters, and whatnot and i just thought i'd introduce myself, i'm cindy!=D
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[11 Jun 2008|12:13am] |
This person is (pick one):
- on a perilous journey from which we can learn much when he or she returns;
- possessed by (pick one):
a) the gods
b) God (that is, a prophet),
c) some bad spirits, demons, or devils,
d) the Devil;
- a witch;
- bewitched (variant of 2);
- bad, and must be isolated and punished;
- ill, and must be isolated and treated by (pick one):
a) purging and leeches
b) removing the uterus if the person has one,
c) electric shock to the brain,
d) cold sheets wrapped tight around the body,
e) Thorazine or Stelazine;
- ill, and must spend the next seven years talking about it;
- a victim of society's low tolerance for deviant behavior;
- sane in an insane world;
- on a perilous journey from which he or she may never return.
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[11 Jun 2008|12:26am] |
If I had more money honey
Would you love me, love me, love me?
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[11 Jun 2008|12:28am] |
Destroy the spineless
Show me it's real
Wasting our last chance
To come away
Just break the silence
'Cause I'm drifting away
Away from you
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[11 Jun 2008|12:29am] |
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Who would kiss a person like that, a person with no skin?
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[11 Jun 2008|12:39am] |
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I've made mistakes, that I can’t erase
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[11 Jun 2008|12:42am] |
And I feel like everything I saw
Is being swept away
When I refuse to let you go
I can't get it right
Get it right since I met you
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[11 Jun 2008|12:56am] |
We only made out
you never kissed me
that's how I learned to hold back all feeling
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[11 Jun 2008|03:21am] |
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea
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[11 Jun 2008|03:54am] |
Get me with those green eyes, baby
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[11 Jun 2008|10:36am] |
a long time ago, we used to be friends
but i haven't thought of you lately, at all
if ever again, a greeting i send to you,
short and sweet to the soul i intend
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[11 Jun 2008|10:57am] |
god, that was strange to see you again
introduced by a friend of a friend
smiled and said, "yes i think we've met before"
in that instant it started to pour,
captured a taxi despite all the rain
we drove in silence across pont champlain
and all of the time you thought i was sad
i was trying to remember your name
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[11 Jun 2008|11:03am] |
I miss you now
I guess like I should have missed you then
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[11 Jun 2008|11:26am] |
The morning's hot and harsh.
My notebook fills itself.
The words come thick with sweat.
But it feels like someone else
is writing all of this.
Someone I just can't believe
So I mop my brow, set my pen back down.
Still me, still me.
And I'm grabbing at a feeling now
that I can't ever name.
Some sign posted to remind me
how I wanted things this way.
She says "It's pretty but you hate yourself."
"I can hear it clear as day."
And I say "I sing like this,
It sounds worse than it is."
I'm okay, okay. I'm okay, okay.
I'm okay, okay. I'm okay, okay.
So just stay, just stay
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[11 Jun 2008|11:31am] |
Not getting out of bed today
Just lay here uninspired
Feeling bad that I threw you away
I’m a shadow that whispers
Stupid songs about his heart
I’m sorry for letting you down
I’m sorry for everything about me that hurts you
Think about what you said on the phone
If I die alone it’s my own fault
I’m a shadow that whispers
Stupid songs about his heart
I’m sorry
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[11 Jun 2008|12:10pm] |
it's not over tonight
just give me one more chance to make it right
i may not make it through the night
i won't go home without you
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[11 Jun 2008|12:22pm] |
It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain
There'll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again
Just the sweet pain of watching your back as you walk
As I'm watching you walk away
And now you're gone, there's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said
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[11 Jun 2008|12:24pm] |
'Cause you never were, and you never will be mine
(You looked happy, and that's great)
No, you never were, and you never will be mine
(I just miss you, that's all)
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[11 Jun 2008|12:37pm] |
The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
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[11 Jun 2008|12:48pm] |
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imma buy you a drank
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[11 Jun 2008|01:00pm] |
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you
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[11 Jun 2008|01:01pm] |
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coming back 'round here would be bad for your health.
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[11 Jun 2008|01:11pm] |
i slept with that dealer all summer
the ecstasy still in my spine
coat check, i couldn't remember
walked into the winter
came out on the other side
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[11 Jun 2008|01:11pm] |
i am waiting for something to go wrong
i am waiting for familiar resolve.
i am waiting for another repeat,
another diet fed by crippling defeat.
& i am waiting for that sense of relief,
i am waiting for you to flee the scene
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[11 Jun 2008|01:18pm] |
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
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[11 Jun 2008|02:27pm] |
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angriest 'screw you and your crap. im done with you. you're not worth it' lyrics. pls&ty
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[11 Jun 2008|02:53pm] |
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kait. do you have a good version of "permanent marker"?
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[11 Jun 2008|03:01pm] |
am i the reason why you tossed and turned last night?
everything is such a blur, it didn't come out right
all of a sudden it's cold and we're falling apart
no this can't be please don't leave me alone in the dark
and i guess we're really over, so come over, I'm not over it.
and i guess we're really over, so come over, I'm not over it.
late night you make me feel like I'm desperate, i'm not desperate
a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.
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[11 Jun 2008|03:05pm] |
Your beautiful eyes
Stare right into mine
And sometimes I think of you late at night
I don't know why
I wanna be somewhere where you are
i wanna be where
You're here
Your eyes are lookin' into mine
So baby make me fly
My heart has never felt this way before
I'm lookin' through your
I'm lookin' through your eyes
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[11 Jun 2008|03:10pm] |
I'm leaving today
Living it, leaving it to change
Slowly drifting into a peaceful breeze
Tongue tied, twisted are all my memories
Celebrating a fantasy come true
Packing all my bags finally on the move
I'm leaving today
I'm living it, leaving it to change
As I'm driving I'm captured by the view
Of so much beauty, the road becomes my muse
The heat is rising and my head soars through the wind
Cool, calm, collective is a child that lost a thing
I'm leaving today
I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change
I'm leaving today
I'm living it, I'm leaving it to change
But somehow I'm missing
I think I really miss it
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[11 Jun 2008|03:15pm] |
Where would we be now baby,
if we found each other first
Where would we be now baby,
And now I must confess
That I am a sinking ship
I'm anchored by the weight of my heart cause its filled with these feelings
I keep my true thought locked beside my hearts black box
It wont be found, it wont be found, it won't survive through the smoke or the wreckage
crash and burn
I got a lot of things to learn
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[11 Jun 2008|03:22pm] |
Oh there's something 'bout a man in black,
Makes me want to buy a cadillac,
Throw the top back,
And roll down to Jackson town.
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[11 Jun 2008|03:33pm] |
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do it, do it, you're doin it well!
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[11 Jun 2008|03:36pm] |
and i do miss you
i just thought we were meant to be
i guess now, we’ll never know
the only thing i want is for you to be happy
whether it be with me, or without me
i just want you to be happy
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[11 Jun 2008|03:41pm] |
i'm writing books through letters, that i'm sure you'll never read.
i'm searching through a postcard, to find any trace of me.
but you've traded thoughts of me,
for this new life that comes cheap.
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[11 Jun 2008|03:52pm] |
we aren't revolutionaries, but we are the revolution.
and sometimes i think that the whole movement is just me and you
and maybe we'd all be better off if that was true
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[11 Jun 2008|04:14pm] |
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ok, so it's not dead here at all!
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[11 Jun 2008|04:17pm] |
=[ i am rly stressed out today.
ugh.
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[11 Jun 2008|04:35pm] |
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i'm damaged at best, like you've already figured out.
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[11 Jun 2008|04:44pm] |
fuck the police
their gang control
we gotta take it back
everybody get up and let's go!
what's that website for music
'fm' something??
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[11 Jun 2008|04:59pm] |
the girl who seemed unbreakable
broke
the girl who seemed so strong
crumbled
the girl who always laughed it off
cried
and the girl who would never stop trying
gave up
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[11 Jun 2008|04:59pm] |
you got that something
i think you'll understand
when i say that something
i wanna hold your hand,
i wanna hold your hand
and when i touch you i feel happy inside
it's such a feeling that my love, i get high
gotta love 'em
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[11 Jun 2008|05:13pm] |
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ughh
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[11 Jun 2008|05:24pm] |
but of all these friends and lovers,
there is no one compares to you.
and these memories lose their meaning,
when i think of love as something new.
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[11 Jun 2008|05:41pm] |
when all of your tears dry,
let your troubles roll by.
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[11 Jun 2008|05:47pm] |
in your name, i find meaning.
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[11 Jun 2008|05:57pm] |
it's in your eyes, where I find peace.
yeay for power again! after TWENTY hours without it. :P
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[11 Jun 2008|06:03pm] |
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it started off, "hey cutie, where ya from?" and then it turned into, "oh no! what have i done?"
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[11 Jun 2008|06:07pm] |
all the wild horses, tethered with tears in their eyes. may no man's touch ever tame, may no man's reigns ever chain you, and may no man's weight ever defrayed your soul.
and as for the clouds,
just let them roll away.
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[11 Jun 2008|06:08pm] |
cocaine flame in my bloodstream. sold my coat when i hit spokane. bought myself a hard pack of cigarettes in the early morning rain. lately my hands, they don't feel like mine. my eyes been stung with dust, i'm blind.
held you in my arms one time.
lost you just the same.
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[11 Jun 2008|06:12pm] |
you kissed my lips with my
mouth so full of questions.
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[11 Jun 2008|06:15pm] |
it's like a thousand paper cuts soaked in vinegar.
that's the way it feels when i see him touching her.
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[11 Jun 2008|06:17pm] |
what makes you think that i'd enjoy this triangle?
i would rather be left alone.
what makes you think that
i'd enjoy playing your games?
i would rather you stay at home.
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[11 Jun 2008|06:17pm] |
you left a mark, i wear it proudly on my chest, above my heart.
to remind me that i feel the best when i'm with you.
everything is effortless, you know its true.
my eyes are painted with regret and i don't need it
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[11 Jun 2008|06:26pm] |
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guys, todaay on ABCFam gilmore girls was onn and when they were at the friday night dinnerrr, lorelai went on a big rant in response to richard about how god was her mother. :D does anyone know exactly what it was/where i can findd the exact quotes/
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[11 Jun 2008|06:27pm] |
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bored :(
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[11 Jun 2008|06:31pm] |
Simply knowing you exist
Ain't good enough for me
But asking for your telephone number
Seems highly inappropriate
Seeing as I can't
Even say hi
When you walk by
And that time you shook my hand
It felt so nice
I swear I never feel
This way about any other guy
And I never usually notice people's eyes but
I conducted a plan
To bump into you most accidentally
But I was walking along
And I bumped into you much more heavily
Than I'd originally planned
It was well embarrassing and
I think you thought that I was a bit of a twat
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[11 Jun 2008|06:38pm] |
do my journal please.
and i'm inlove with
john mayer - slow dancing in a burning room
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[11 Jun 2008|06:48pm] |
IT'S BEEN A WHILE
SINCE I GONE AND FUCKED THINGS UP
LIKE I ALWAYS DO
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[11 Jun 2008|06:50pm] |
What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
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[11 Jun 2008|06:54pm] |
Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
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[11 Jun 2008|06:59pm] |
It's been a long day living with this
It's been a long time since I felt so sick
I took a long walk straight back home
I could've walked back to Chicago
I used to long for time alone
I used to long for a place of my own
and I've lost faith in everything
I'm lost, so lost, I'm lost without you
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[11 Jun 2008|07:02pm] |
k, i'm in a blah-ish mood
so, i'm going to go to bed or something
goodnight girls :) ily.
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[11 Jun 2008|07:11pm] |
i guess, deep down, my heart is not as pure as it was, and my food is ruined, the freezer doorway to above, i'll fire in the sun, i'm dying just for fun
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[11 Jun 2008|07:19pm] |
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You will learn to breathe through a straw. So do the world a favor; pull your bottom lip over your face and swallow. I don't mean any disrespect, but I hope you are buried alive.
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[11 Jun 2008|07:19pm] |
Sometimes we'll laugh,
sometimes we'll scream,
no one said caring was easy.
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[11 Jun 2008|07:28pm] |
Then you screamed the bridge
And I cried the verse
And our chorus came out unrehearsed
Then you smiled the whole way through it
I guess maybe that's what's worse
favoriteee.
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[11 Jun 2008|07:38pm] |
excuse me, please one more drink. would you make it strong?
because i don't need to think.
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[11 Jun 2008|07:40pm] |
one drink to remember, another to forget.
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[11 Jun 2008|07:57pm] |
cant sleep
but mmm
ice cream float
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[11 Jun 2008|08:03pm] |
i am unraveling unbearably empty
and if this ground gives way
i just hope that you catch me
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[11 Jun 2008|08:09pm] |
slow dance at the end of the night
everyone's looking; who cares if it's right?
your head on my chest; i held you so tight
don't care what they have to say
our feet were too drunk to keep step in time
but we held fast and we made it through fine
hell, you smiled a lot, hell, you smiled a lot.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:11pm] |
turn your anger into lust
i'm still here, but you don't trust at all
and i'll be waiting
love and sex and loneliness
take what's yours and leave the rest
so i'll survive
god it's good to be alive
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[11 Jun 2008|08:13pm] |
Summer,
it's been 3 years since i last saw
that lonely smile.
Bound to be a thousand more
'til i can find a face
i loved as much as yours.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:14pm] |
I guess I should have shut my mouth
But I had to get it out
So much for being headstrong
Now I'm going halfway out of my mind
I know I was out of line
No scratch that, I was dead wrong
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[11 Jun 2008|08:17pm] |
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i hate myself for losing you.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:17pm] |
I can't believe I didn't say this sooner
FINALLY got a new computer =]
how is everyone?
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[11 Jun 2008|08:18pm] |
"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again."
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[11 Jun 2008|08:19pm] |
If love comes your way,
don't be afraid.
Unlock the box you heart's encased,
hope it wont change,
and beware of the games
that she'll want to start playing.
Oh, lately babe, I stay awake
thinking this life gets lonely.
Well, maybe I'm just scared,
scared to let you go.
I want you to know,
right from hello, your love
just kept me wondering.
Well, maybe I'm just tired,
tired of never knowing.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:21pm] |
You've got nerve to waltz right in
And think what's mine is yours again
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[11 Jun 2008|08:27pm] |
me and my friends,
were all misunderstood
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[11 Jun 2008|08:27pm] |
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This is for your wedding/funeral day. You always liked to be the center of attention, so here you are. Dressed so beautiful, just like I remember, always outshining the rest: sun, moon, and stars. Your face looks so content as I walk to find a chair, just a few feet away but miles apart. Why did I let you go? How could you leave my side? Would have been something amazing, should have been wild and learned.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:29pm] |
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I'm a great burning lament to this day, but I realize now you're in a better place. Hands will tremble as you're lowered down the aisle. But you won't look at me, not so much as smile. I want to stand up and speak my peace and let your hollow pieces walk away.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:32pm] |
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Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:32pm] |
i have a song game
but only 15 songs ;)
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[11 Jun 2008|08:33pm] |
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Tear, tear off your skin. What's there within? Life on wooden swings when all was young with summer tongues.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:34pm] |
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Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:38pm] |
4 AM, there's someone on your shoulder.
They call when it's suddenly cold.
You're like an autumn's leaf in winter's wind,
blown away by the sudden lack of friends.
When you need someone close,
don't feed me lines of good intentions.
I'm the greatest of the least of these.
We'll sleep, we'll sleep,
we'll sleep when we die.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:40pm] |
Stephen jerked his thumb towards the window, saying:
— That is God.
Hooray! Ay! Whrrwhee!
— What? Mr Deasy asked.
— A shout in the street, Stephen answered, shrugging his shoulders.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:41pm] |
you said your trust is getting weaker,
probably because my lies just started getting deeper
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[11 Jun 2008|08:45pm] |
in the arms of the angel.
far away from here.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:47pm] |
i'm so addicted too,
all the things you do
when you're going down on me
in between the sheets.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:49pm] |
You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or badluck or bad choices.
Or you can fight back.
Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is.
But for the most part, you get what you give.
Rest of your life is being shaped right now. With the dreams you chase....The choices you make....and the person you decide to be.
The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now.
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[11 Jun 2008|08:55pm] |
i wish i could love and be loved in big cities
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[11 Jun 2008|08:59pm] |
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why am i such a champion at zelda? onwards, to twilight princess!
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[11 Jun 2008|09:06pm] |
i'm not sure where i belong
and nowheres home
and i'm all wrong
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[11 Jun 2008|09:10pm] |
how does he feel, how does he kiss
how does he taste while he's on your lips
i can't forget you
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[11 Jun 2008|09:15pm] |
between grief and nothing, i will take grief
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[11 Jun 2008|09:21pm] |
and if you try hard enough,
you can almost taste her.
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[11 Jun 2008|09:26pm] |
i want the one i can't have, and it's driving me mad. it's written all over my face
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[11 Jun 2008|09:33pm] |
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well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak.
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[11 Jun 2008|09:40pm] |
because you are everywhere i look and in my skin,
i taste your neck and lips just from breathing in.
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[11 Jun 2008|09:41pm] |
i want to live and i want to love, i want to catch something that i'm ashamed of
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[11 Jun 2008|09:45pm] |
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and the road is so unforgiving.
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[11 Jun 2008|09:48pm] |
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Your taste combined with all the years of wasting time. I've got a hold on something new. I don't care what's written in your hand cause it's bound to change.
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[11 Jun 2008|09:56pm] |
anger is not usually my color
but I'm sick of you little boys
who act like the world is your play dough to mold
put away those toys of yours
the action figures that will
move pose act
according to your will
because in the real world
people aren't marionettes
they won't worship at your feet like a dog
you swallowed your own maturity
as the years have passed
believe it or not
with every bogus laugh
with every counterfeit story you concocted
to try and impress those out of your reach
when those very same people you pointlessly idolize
mock you behind your back
so if that's the path you chose
then you can pretend to party hard
push away the people
that have always lifted you to your feet
Go Ahead
be oblivious to everything going on around you
poke fun at your friends
and who you truly are
embrace your inner coward
that obviously must've been there this whole time
I'm not saying that I've lost all my faith in you
I'm just looking deeper every day
into that mask you choose to wear
And I'm finding it more and more difficult to see you
Through this curtain of red
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[11 Jun 2008|09:56pm] |
so know nothing of your taste
and now speak up, louder
it's in your lips, i found
come on, just press against me
i finally have your attention,
so listen closer, sweetheart
i've been trying to tell you, stay awake.
and no, no, when we're safe here
come back, come back, you stayed always.
stay with me here.
stay with me and watch these cars go by,
and tell me the first thing that comes to your mind.
so watch as i go back
i just came to say that you'll never see me again
this clock is ours now, till morning
so stay right there in that frame
this picture is how we speak
you'll never see me again,
cause i miss you already.
and bear that you haven't seen me
i don't belong in anything you dream,
in anything we dream.
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[11 Jun 2008|10:06pm] |
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laying here with you, listening to the rain, smiling just to see, a smile upon your face, and these are the moments, i thank God that i'm alive, and these are the moments i'll remember all my life, i found all i've waited for, and i could not ask for more
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[11 Jun 2008|10:12pm] |
you can tell yourself as much as you want that you feel nothing. youre lying. theres no way you can tell me you felt nothing when you saw me with him. i saw it. i know something hit you. you felt pain, i watched you hurt.. and for the first time.. im glad
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[11 Jun 2008|10:13pm] |
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after a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything, so i'm making myself believe in you.
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[11 Jun 2008|10:16pm] |
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Everything that I said I'd do, like make the world brand new and take the time for you... I just got lost and slept right through the dawn.
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[11 Jun 2008|10:33pm] |
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eww i have a 9 hour orientation for college tomorrow.=[
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[11 Jun 2008|10:36pm] |
no one will ever have me like you do. no one will ever have me, only you.
whats this from?
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[11 Jun 2008|10:47pm] |
i'm going home
gonna load my shot gun
wait by the door and light a cigarette
he wants a fight, well now he's got one
and he ain't see me crazy yet
slapped my face and shook me like a rag doll
don't that sound like a real man?
i'm gonna show him what little girls are made of...
gunpowder and lead.
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[11 Jun 2008|11:08pm] |
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you'll always be my baby♥
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[11 Jun 2008|11:13pm] |
cut me open, sun poisoned, this offer.. stands forever, new haircut, new bracelet, eyeliner, wait forever
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[11 Jun 2008|11:16pm] |
We swing and we sway
As this tiny voice in my head starts to sing:
"You're safe, child, you are safe."
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[11 Jun 2008|11:18pm] |
Spend the night lit listening to Miles Davis
You said it makes you want to fall in love
Or be smart enough to keep your distance
You can't decide, you can't decide
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[11 Jun 2008|11:20pm] |
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I'm thinking of starting Catch 22 tomorrow - has anyone read it/recommend it?
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