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[24 May 2008|12:52am] |
Never did understand the line,
"You can tell that someone is telling the truth by their eyes."
It's just not true.
IT FEELS WEIRD TO BE COMPLETELY DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL.
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[24 May 2008|12:54am] |
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but all i want is not to need you now.
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[24 May 2008|12:56am] |
You want to say so much,
But you're afraid you might say what you mean.
I loved you for who you were.
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[24 May 2008|12:57am] |
I want to draw you a floorplan
Of my head and heart
I want to give directions
Helpful hints
What you'll be looking for
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[24 May 2008|12:57am] |
There are bad times, but that's okay.
Just look for the love in it,
Don't burn the day away.
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[24 May 2008|12:59am] |
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Would you not like to be sitting on a rooftop with your legs hanging free?
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[24 May 2008|01:00am] |
And I know it was me who called it over, but I still wish you'd fought me till your dying day.
Don't let me get away.
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[24 May 2008|01:01am] |
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You never thought I'd run so quick, did you?
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[24 May 2008|01:01am] |
even though you're next to me
i still feel so alone.
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[24 May 2008|01:03am] |
I'll stay with you
the walls will fall before we do.
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[24 May 2008|01:03am] |
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It costs me a lot to admit this, can't you understand? If I wrap my arms around myself and hold tight it keeps the pain in. Stops it spilling out and making a terrible mess. If I keep my mouth shut tight I can't scream or throw up.
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[24 May 2008|01:05am] |
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If I imagine you're gone for good, that you'll never come back, then this screaming will begin again, and never stop. I might go mad...at least this paper has ruled lines, my writing can't fall off.
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[24 May 2008|01:07am] |
I don't know where my soul is,
I don't know where my home is.
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[24 May 2008|01:07am] |
I didn’t know you’d moved on to another heart
While I was picking mine up with its broken parts
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[24 May 2008|01:08am] |
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I couldn’t stand the pain. I couldn’t stand the pain. I couldn’t stand the pain, so I washed it away. I couldn’t stand the pain. I ran into the Doc last weekend at the grocery super store. He asked me, "How’s it feeling?" and I said "It’s barely sore." But he saw my eyes so dark and blank, and that practiced smile on my face. He said, "There’s one more thing to do and I think it might cure you. Write down every single way you loved the one that you knew. Then love yourself in that same way and in no time you’ll be brand new." Oooh, the doctor said it’s true. Now get better soon. Get better soon. Get better soon. The doctor said today it can all go away, now get better soon.
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[24 May 2008|01:12am] |
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I won’t cry if you can’t love me like the way it used to feel.
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[24 May 2008|01:14am] |
With my fingertips I trace on your bare skin,
all of the things I’d like to say but can not speak.
"You mean everything," they’re not quite words enough,
to tell you all the things that you’ve become for me.
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[24 May 2008|01:15am] |
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i can't fix what you broke.
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[24 May 2008|01:18am] |
A drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert,
But I'm holding you closer than most,
'Cause you are my heaven.
I don't wanna waste the weekend,
If you don't love me, pretend
A few more hours, then it's time to go.
As my train rolls down the East coast,
I wonder how you'll keep warm.
It's too late to cry, too broken to move on.
Still I can't let you be,
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Don't take what you don't need from me.
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[24 May 2008|01:19am] |
it's sad the map of the world is on you.
the moon gravitates around you.
the seasons escape you
and i always was, always was one for crying.
i always was one for tears
no, i never was, never was one for lying.
you lied to me all of these years
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[24 May 2008|01:21am] |
If you're broken, I will gather up your pieces from the filthy ground.
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[24 May 2008|01:22am] |
I woke dreaming we had broke
Dreaming you left me for someone new
And you cried, drying those brown eyes
Crying you're sorry - sorry won't do
But this is the way I need to wake
I wake to you
And you never left me
All that I dreamt had been untrue
Open my eyes
I see sky
Oh, oh, oh, oh, you know the way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I will be fine - just say you'll stay forever mine
'Til we fall asleep tonight
Last night, we had a great fight
I fell asleep in a horrible state
Then dreamt that you loved my best friend
My heart would not mend - seemed it was fate
But this is the way I need to wake
I wake to you
And you never left me
All that I dreamt had been untrue
Open my eyes
I see sky
Oh, oh, oh, oh, you know the way to keep me on my toes
I, I, I will be fine - just say you'll stay forever mine
'Til we fall asleep tonight
Sometimes I forget to love you like I should
But I'd never leave you - no, I never would
I never would
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[24 May 2008|01:27am] |
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does anyone happen to have the not acoustic version of thunder?
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[24 May 2008|01:34am] |
You are lovely tonight
You, dear, will guide me into the morning light
You are lovely tonight
Lay here beside me - I see the rest of my life with you
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[24 May 2008|01:39am] |
But the best thing I can give to you
Is for me to go
leave you alone
You got growing up to do
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[24 May 2008|01:41am] |
I could have lost myself
In rough blue waters in your eyes
And I miss you still
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[24 May 2008|01:43am] |
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And these photographs keep me alive.
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[24 May 2008|02:08am] |
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yeah you had me but i knew it couldn't last.
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[24 May 2008|02:08am] |
do you need me to spell it out for you
explain how one turns into two
i look back on the hell you put me through
and i am done now.
honey, be on your way.
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[24 May 2008|02:23am] |
cause tonight we've got drinks
and just a couple of friends
and the girl that my brother likes
is finally talking to him.
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[24 May 2008|03:01am] |
poor little misunderstood baby.
no one likes a sad face.
but i can't remember life without him.
i think i did have good days.
i think i did have good days.
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[24 May 2008|08:42am] |
unloose this hold you've got on me
unlock this heart that can't get free
unlive the night you kissed and hugged me
undream the dreams that we both shared
unfeel the feelin' that you cared
before you leave me, please unlove me
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[24 May 2008|09:55am] |
Boy it's been all this time
And I can't get you off my mind
And nobody knows it but me
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[24 May 2008|09:55am] |
I should have been chasing you. I should have been trying to prove that you were all that mattered to me. I should have said all the things that I kept inside of me and maybe I could have made you believe that what we had was all we'd ever need
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[24 May 2008|10:19am] |
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my only friends are pirates, that's just who i am
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[24 May 2008|10:21am] |
talked a good game when we were out with the guys, but in the back seat we were awkward and shy. Girls were a mystery that we couldn't explain, and I guess there are some things that are never gonna change
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[24 May 2008|10:26am] |
here i am,
signed
sealed
delivered
i'm yours.
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[24 May 2008|10:28am] |
i can't go there, cause thats just too much us, i can't go there
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[24 May 2008|10:33am] |
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just call my name and i'll be there.
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[24 May 2008|10:53am] |
If I stopped looking for him, it was over.
Love, life, meaning... over.
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[24 May 2008|10:59am] |
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well, i can be lonely if she's happy, after all.
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[24 May 2008|11:42am] |
ok. its flipping goegrous out.
and im sick.
so i cant go to the beach =( dskjfhdsfh
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[24 May 2008|12:00pm] |
finally the funeral unique to all my sins,
they're all long gone.
they are exactly what this crying's for
they are exactly what this dying's for
they are exactly what I'm dying for.
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[24 May 2008|12:11pm] |
you tried loving,
but i guess you could not love me.
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[24 May 2008|12:22pm] |
don't feed me scraps from your bed
i won't be the stray coming back just to be fed.
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[24 May 2008|12:30pm] |
i want to live like i did before all this hit.
to sleep in your arms, to think,
we'll never fall apart.
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[24 May 2008|12:32pm] |
And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
And you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
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[24 May 2008|12:33pm] |
step one: light me on fire.
step two: walk clean away.
i won't burn long and evidence of your done wrong will be gone in seconds, i swear. but if you got time, anyway, why not watch me hurt? and nothing is sweeter than needed revenge.. oh, that's right, i did nothing.
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[24 May 2008|12:34pm] |
is it in me to put the bottle down?
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[24 May 2008|12:36pm] |
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everything is exactly right when i walk around here drunk every night.
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[24 May 2008|12:36pm] |
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c'est la vie, i say
"i've got so many better things"
i've got nothing,
you should see me,
i smoke myself to sleep.
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[24 May 2008|12:54pm] |
and i hear you're like a hunter now
your footsteps in the leaves
and i would gladly leave my hiding place
i'm hoping to be seen
so let your arrow fly
and sing, i'm well within your aim
and lay your traps for a thousand miles
please don't let me escape
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[24 May 2008|12:57pm] |
Nikki if your around what is that background website?
or if anyone else knows thank you!
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[24 May 2008|12:57pm] |
it never seems to matter, the tears i cry.
there's a well inside of me that never runs dry
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[24 May 2008|12:59pm] |
and i have the skill, yeah i have the will
to breathe you in while i can
however long you stay
is all that i am.
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[24 May 2008|01:11pm] |
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besides, you're probably holding hands with some skinny, pretty girl that likes to talk about bands. and all i want to do is ride bikes with you, and stay up late, and watch cartoons.
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[24 May 2008|01:13pm] |
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my heart won't stay entirely in this rib caging.
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[24 May 2008|01:21pm] |
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everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold because it's a long trip alone
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[24 May 2008|01:22pm] |
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lol @ a year ago today, me passing out and seizing from sun poisoning
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[24 May 2008|01:28pm] |
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( picture )
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[24 May 2008|01:57pm] |
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As far as I’m concerned, Shaw was a punk. ‘Cause you know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. ‘Cause you are, and that pain you feel, that’s life. The confusion and fear, that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better. And that ‘something’ is worth fighting for.
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[24 May 2008|02:01pm] |
while i'm losing my mind,
i hope you're home finding sleep.
cause you and i both know that that's not the case,
because the look on your face gives all your secrets away.
can we talk this over, at least just for tonight?
i asked myself one hundred times,
why did we even bother?
why did we even try?
but i miss you more than i did before.
i showed you my heart,
and you showed me the door.
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[24 May 2008|02:05pm] |
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there are rumors going around,
you can feel history coming about,
you're never sure just where it's going to stay.
you suffer through lingering doubt,
you wish someone would spell it out
but things don't work that way.
there's so much going on, faces in the crowd
belong to a team on which you'd love to play.
You're hoping for some permanence
but there really is no place for this.
Your tattoos, they're gonna fade.
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[24 May 2008|02:45pm] |
all my friends can’t wait to quit
who’s the next one on the list?
all my friends can’t wait to leave and i
i won’t stand for it
i won’t get used to it
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[24 May 2008|03:14pm] |
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i would have married you in vegas, had you given me the chance to say "i do."
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[24 May 2008|03:16pm] |
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now make a change, i'm counting down the mile marks to every town, and falling more in love with the distance put between us. we can't hide, we let go. we've got more than we know. my friends are a different breed. my friends are everything.
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[24 May 2008|03:31pm] |
if i hadn't blown the whole thing years ago, i might not be alone
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[24 May 2008|05:07pm] |
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I wanna be where the people are.
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[24 May 2008|05:26pm] |
Too old for confrontation, too young to let you know
You need to keep your fucking mouth shut
Operator, this is urgent
Seems I've used too much detergent
My apartments filled with bubbles to the ceiling
I've found a needle now I'm popping my way out
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[24 May 2008|05:34pm] |
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I know I've been a liar and I know I've been a fool. I hope we didn't break yet, but I'm glad we broke the rules. My cave is deep now, yet your light is shining through. I cover my eyes, still all I see is you.
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[24 May 2008|05:39pm] |
My heels are high, my eyes are low,
and I don't know how to love.
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[24 May 2008|05:41pm] |
Could wait for a lover to embrace, boy.
When there's no more room for love,
You’ll sell her off to the sharks.
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[24 May 2008|05:42pm] |
Hear me scream outside your window.
I'm only here to make my peace with you.
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[24 May 2008|05:44pm] |
You've come so far from innocence
Provided all the consequence
Only what does it matter now?
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[24 May 2008|06:16pm] |
Everytime you come around, theres a boquet for me, a corsage of promises. And I am pinned like a butterfly on a card.
I'm naked, and I'm scarred,
and you're so perfect for me.
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[24 May 2008|06:54pm] |
i got my finger on the trigger
and your in my way
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[24 May 2008|06:55pm] |
and my heart's beating out of my chest
and this town is still making me sick
and every penny from my last paycheck
i've blown it on you
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[24 May 2008|07:40pm] |
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If you weren't so selfish than you might want to live
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[24 May 2008|07:58pm] |
Have me to you
I shine along underneath your view
Ill be the one
To let you know when youve come undone
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[24 May 2008|08:42pm] |
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"You... don't... want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded placed in that order. I stared, uncomprehending into his eyes. He stared back without apology. His eyes were like topaz- hard and clear and very deep. I felt like I could see into them for miles and miles, yet nowhere in their bottomless depths could I see contradiction to the word he'd spoken.
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[24 May 2008|09:19pm] |
Everytime your name was brought up
I would act all nonchalant in front of an audience
Like if you was just another guy I put the naughty on
Stunting like you ain't my only boy but you are
I'm ready to stop when you are
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[24 May 2008|09:31pm] |
it's harder to be the one who will stay,
you don't even know, you don't even know.
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[24 May 2008|10:15pm] |
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when rivers turn to roads and lovers become friends, hush, hush, hush - this is where it ends.
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[24 May 2008|10:19pm] |
it seems this seasons fashion
is to wrap our hearts in plastic.
so when they break from words we say
we'll place them in a casket.
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[24 May 2008|10:19pm] |
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what happened to the times when you and i connected at the lips?
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[24 May 2008|10:20pm] |
you were the best part of my day.
i cant place my finger on what wrong, what changed?
and now at best i spend my days trying to find ways to come home late.
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[24 May 2008|10:21pm] |
why do i stay when all you do is leave?
don't leave!
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[24 May 2008|10:28pm] |
it's late at night and no one's around.
and only my heart is making a sound
lay awake alone in my bed,
and i can't sleep should i call you instead.
i think of you far too much.
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[24 May 2008|10:30pm] |
sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep.
i'm tired and i, i want to go to bed.
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[24 May 2008|10:31pm] |
I'm finding my way back to sanity, again
Though I don't really know what
I am gonna do when I get there
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[24 May 2008|10:31pm] |
it's in my blood and all through my veins
you feel it once and you're never the same.
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[24 May 2008|10:43pm] |
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i feel so stupid now that we are apart, you've got a boyfriend i've got a broken heart. i'm glad you're happy, i know he plays on varsity but do you still miss me when everything is quiet in your room?
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