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[10 May 2008|12:01am] |
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how 'bout baby we make a promise to not promise anything more than one night, complicated situations only get worse in the morning light. i'm just looking for a good time.
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[10 May 2008|12:05am] |
And I ran off and ran on to something
That I swore was everything but beautiful
I only say that word for you
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[10 May 2008|12:08am] |
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And I trust that you love me too
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[10 May 2008|12:10am] |
Are stars still dying for nothing?
It isn't fair but its reality.
I need a miracle in my veins, after all
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[10 May 2008|02:54am] |
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o hai
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[10 May 2008|07:27am] |
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my curly hair and a voting booth. confessingly, this is the first time i've loved you. and god, i mean it, god i mean it. i hope that i mean it.
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[10 May 2008|07:31am] |
i'll see you in my dreams waiting to say,
"i miss you. i'm so sorry."
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[10 May 2008|07:31am] |
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something dies when you grow older, but you do the best you can. i am glad, i am glad you found a good man.
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[10 May 2008|08:32am] |
Take what you can.
Give nothing back.
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[10 May 2008|08:35am] |
let's do it. let's fall in love.
electric eels, i might add, do it
even though it shocks them, i know.
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[10 May 2008|08:39am] |
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"Sucking all the marrow out of life doesn't mean choking on the bone."
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[10 May 2008|10:04am] |
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~SHE'S JUST BEIN MILEY
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[10 May 2008|10:08am] |
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SEXY CAN I VISIT YOU AT WORK WHEN YOU SLIDIN DOWN THE POLE NO PANTIES NO SHIRT
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[10 May 2008|10:30am] |
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ok guys. this is the second time in 4 days that he has had some excuse for not being able to hang out. he's cut? y/n
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[10 May 2008|10:51am] |
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prom tonighttttt.
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[10 May 2008|10:58am] |
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it’s been two years this month since the last time we spoke, and it’s starting to seem that the only thing everlasting is this vow of silence.
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[10 May 2008|11:20am] |
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making my mom a cd for mother's day. i figured it'd mean more than some shirt or something, haha. any suggestions on songs?
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[10 May 2008|11:32am] |
i want so badly to believe, that there is truth, that love is real. and i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd. i know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?
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[10 May 2008|11:37am] |
everybody plays each other. that's all anybody ever does. we play parts.
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[10 May 2008|11:38am] |
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ok. time to work on my jeep. be back later, ladies ♥
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[10 May 2008|11:57am] |
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it's your god-forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved, loved.
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[10 May 2008|12:24pm] |
jesus christ, i love you.
yes i do.
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[10 May 2008|12:27pm] |
and when i go home at night and lay my head down
all i seem to think about was you
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[10 May 2008|12:29pm] |
Home's face, how it ages when you're away.
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true.
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[10 May 2008|12:31pm] |
don't waste my time
cause someone like me you'll never find
i thought we had a good thing
but i was wrong and now i must move on
to another love one that I can trust
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[10 May 2008|12:33pm] |
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they can land that plane on my heart, i don't care.
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[10 May 2008|12:34pm] |
If there's no one beside you,
When your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark.
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[10 May 2008|12:35pm] |
you took my heart and ran away
forever in my heart you'll stay
no matter what we've been through
i'm going to keep on loving you
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[10 May 2008|12:36pm] |
my life had changed because of you
and i need you right here with me
there's no substitute for you
as far as i can see
you're the one for me
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[10 May 2008|12:37pm] |
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i know this isn't music_share, but i figured it'd be quicker here. i can't get "who i am" by jessica andrews to download, and i need it for this cd for my mom. can anyone help me out, please?
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[10 May 2008|12:39pm] |
Well, I lost track, and then those words were said.
You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed.
Soon we woke and I walked you home,
And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.
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[10 May 2008|12:39pm] |
been beat up and battered 'round
been sent up and i've been shot down
you're the best thing that i've ever found
handle me with care
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[10 May 2008|12:41pm] |
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also, ~journal pls.
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[10 May 2008|12:42pm] |
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i'm gonna tear your ass up like we just got married, and you're all mine now.
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[10 May 2008|12:42pm] |
Whenever I see you I need more. And I want you to stay 'til the end.
One look at that smile and I'm all yours. Will you just smile at me again?
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[10 May 2008|12:46pm] |
i'm going on a date.
journal pls while i'm gone?
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[10 May 2008|12:51pm] |
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what did i get into? now everything is untrue. oh, your eyes tell the lies of the lines you said. and now that i love you oh, i wish we'd never met. why wait? i'm taking risks here that no one dared. and you're scared, scared of the bottom afraid of the stairs.
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[10 May 2008|12:55pm] |
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but the long and short of it, some things never last and if that goes for the good it must go for the bad.
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[10 May 2008|01:26pm] |
consider it a promise we both broke
consider it mistake on both our parts
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[10 May 2008|01:35pm] |
my dear mom... my comforter
my friend forever
when life's right or wrong
she is also my laughter
yet my shoulder to cry on
my mom is my super hero
my mom is my world
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[10 May 2008|01:44pm] |
all these things i want to say, like,
"honesty is so underrated."
we're in this together,
and that's okay,
so why are we so afraid to say it?
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[10 May 2008|01:56pm] |
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lol at this goddamn spice girls song making me cry.
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[10 May 2008|01:58pm] |
i really don't wanna fall back cause
you don't seem like you care.
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[10 May 2008|01:59pm] |
"i love you"
"no you don't but,
thanks for saying it"
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[10 May 2008|02:05pm] |
"you are mean to me, you insult me and you don't appreciate anything that i do! you're always pushing me around,
or pushing me away."
"oh yeah? well,
if i treated you so bad,
how come you came back?"
"because that's what friends do!
they forgive each other!"
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[10 May 2008|02:08pm] |
when people we love make choices, we don't always understand them. but we can go on loving them, just the same. it isn't a matter of comprehension.
it's forgiveness.
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[10 May 2008|02:11pm] |
"I'm gonna bury my feelings deep inside me."
"What do you mean, bury your feelings?"
"No matter how much I feel, I'm not going to let it out. If I have to cry, I'm gonna cry on the inside. If I have to bleed, I'll bruise. If my heart starts going crazy, I'm not gonna tell everyone in the world about it.
It doesn't help anything.
It just makes everyone's life worse."
"But if you're burying your feelings deep inside you, you won't really be you,
will you?"
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[10 May 2008|02:17pm] |
i won't ask you to stay
but i don't want to lose you.
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[10 May 2008|02:18pm] |
her shirts get lower as her pants get tighter. she can't help but throw herself into the arms of any guy that gives her the time of day. she has the ability to fake everything behind a smile. she forgets everything, drinks enough to relax. she surrounds herself with people she calls friends and pretends that she's oblivious to the things they whisper behind her back. she acts like nothing bothers her and holds her head up high. she throws herself into novels so she can pretend she's someone else. she cries herself to sleep while her memories play like nightmares. every morning she wakes up to the same song and masks on the same layer of makeup
and everything repeats itself.
she's hit rock bottom.
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[10 May 2008|02:23pm] |
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sometimes the inspiration never comes.
when all you want is someone to realize your depression.
when all you want is someone to say that they care.
the sun can be shining,
but you don't see it.
and the love can be there,
but you don't feel it.
sometimes the inspiration never comes.
and the ransom for your joy is just too much.
and to show your face means they might judge.
they always judge.
when all you want is the will to get out of bed.
when all you want is some understanding.
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[10 May 2008|02:24pm] |
play somethin' that'll get her thinkin 'bout me,
let her know i'm really sorry.
somethin' that reaches out in the dark,
weighs on her mind, tugs at her heart,
tears up her eyes, turns 'round the car.
hey, mr. dj, can i make a request?
somebody i love just up and left.
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[10 May 2008|02:25pm] |
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someone else post!!!!
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[10 May 2008|02:28pm] |
was losing all my friends
was losing them to drinking and to driving
was losing all my friends
but i got 'em back
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[10 May 2008|02:34pm] |
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if i could write a letter to me and send it back in time to myself at seventeen... first, i'd prove it's me by saying, look under your bed. there's a skoal can and a playboy no one else would know you hid. and then i'd say, i know it's tough when you break up after seven months. and yeah, i know you really liked her and it just don't seem fair. all i can say is pain like that is fast, and it's rare. and oh, you got so much going for you, going right. but i know, at seventeen, it's hard to see past friday night. she wasn't right for you, and still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back, and you're wondering if you'll survive. you'll make it through this and you'll see, you're still around to write this letter to me.
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[10 May 2008|02:40pm] |
"We'll both claim we want to die, but we'll mean: Please, someone convince us to stick around. Remind us over and over that we deserve to drink even the milk left over in the cereal bowl, to sop up what's left on our plates with bread. Because last night, we stood on top of fourteen floors of suffering."
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[10 May 2008|02:47pm] |
it was grass stained jeans and incompletes
and a girl from class to touch
but you think about yourself too much
and you ruin who you love
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[10 May 2008|02:51pm] |
Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth
Someone might get hurt, but it won't be me
I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free...
and a little bit empty
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[10 May 2008|02:55pm] |
you know I'll call you eventually
when I wanna talk, 'til then you're invisible
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[10 May 2008|02:56pm] |
I'm thinking of quitting drinking again
I know I've said that a couple of times
and I'm always changing my mind
well I guess I am
but there's this burn in my stomach
and there's this pain in my side
and when I kneel at the toilet
and the morning's clean light
pours in through the window
sometimes I pray I don't die
I'm a goddamn hypocrite
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[10 May 2008|02:56pm] |
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i will fight like hell to hide that i am giving up.
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[10 May 2008|02:57pm] |
I wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open
and fixes all of life's mistakes
I wanna be the house that you were raised in
the only place that you feel safe
I wanna be your shower in the morning
that wakes you up and makes you clean
I know I'm just the weather against your window
as you sleep through a winter's dream
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[10 May 2008|02:58pm] |
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If your stomach feels weak then my work here is done
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[10 May 2008|02:58pm] |
it's good to see you. i missed you last night. that's such a lovely color; it goes with your eyes.
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[10 May 2008|02:59pm] |
please don't worry,
i am doing fine.
you're much too busy to even find the time,
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[10 May 2008|03:00pm] |
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I wish I had a parachute cause I’m falling bad for you
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[10 May 2008|03:00pm] |
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i wanna be a shot heard round the world, fucking unstoppable. this distance is not something we'll regret from here, and now, and then, and forever, and days after that till the very end.
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[10 May 2008|03:01pm] |
a baby falls out warm, it's screaming for it's life,
an infant tries to dance as it grows up then dies.
that's simplified but uh. . .when your complexion dries,
you wake up cold and think, you wish it'd been this way.
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[10 May 2008|03:05pm] |
Look at me, you can tell
By the way I move and do my hair
Do you think that it's me or it's not me?
I don't even care
I'm alive
I don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
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[10 May 2008|03:06pm] |
i kissed your mouth
you do not need me
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[10 May 2008|03:09pm] |
Move over, son
Your time is done
The weak are trapped under our feet
The city's done
We see you run
Cause you can't take our heat
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[10 May 2008|03:11pm] |
life's not what you take
it's not about the promises you make
it's not about the friends you might of made or love that is gone
life is what you give
it's not about the stupid things you did
it's not about the way things could have been
it's about moving on
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[10 May 2008|03:11pm] |
and when he left
i felt free
with a piece of me missing
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[10 May 2008|03:12pm] |
i gave me away
i could have knocked off the evening
but i was lonelily looking for someone to hold
in a way i lost all i believed in
and i never found myself so low
and you let me down
you could've called if you'd needed
but you lonelily got yourself locked in instead
and you let me down
it's one thing being cheated
but you took him all the way through your bed
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[10 May 2008|03:13pm] |
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stare so hard that you burn a hole right through my back. isn't that what lover's do? are you obsessed with me like i'm obsessed with you? and if it's not love then what are we? but two dumb kids that cannot breathe without each other.
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[10 May 2008|03:16pm] |
from her lips i heard her say,
"can I have you?"
caught up on what to say, i said,
"you do"
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[10 May 2008|03:18pm] |
to love someone so much
and have to see them look at someone else is..
it's hell, it's hell.
all you good for nothing boys, meet good for nothing girls.
we're good for nothing.
it's hell, it's hell.
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[10 May 2008|03:20pm] |
your face it dances and it haunts me
your laughter's still ringing in my ears
i still find pieces of your presence here
even after all these years
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[10 May 2008|03:23pm] |
she was sitting on a swing and dangling her feet like the leaves of a tree i think i heard her singing. we're still out at 10 in the evening. i knew her in the way that i knew not to speak. quietly took a seat and thought i'd stay for a week.
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[10 May 2008|03:25pm] |
i fell back in love with you again,
didn't want to
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[10 May 2008|03:30pm] |
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i'll love you forever or find something better. it's all just the same as when we sleep together. we wake up with headaches and trouble remembering what went wrong.
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[10 May 2008|03:32pm] |
from coast to coast, i'll make the most
of every second i've been given with this crowd
without a doubt, you're all i dream about
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[10 May 2008|03:42pm] |
confusion is the devil's tool,
true love it's the devil's crowbar.
a party, you say?
well, i might stay,
i'd love to make the scene
'cause you know anything could happen.
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[10 May 2008|03:46pm] |
OMG WTF R U SRS
>:(
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[10 May 2008|03:46pm] |
who spilled the wine?
every goddamn time.
easy come, but please don't go.
tonight is the devil's ball,
you could come every fall,
we'll dance and scream and burn
'cause you know that
anything could happen.
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[10 May 2008|03:50pm] |
it's a silly time to learn to swim,
when you start to drown.
it's a silly time to learn to swim,
on the way down.
if i gave you my number ,
would it still be the same?
if i saved you from drowning,
promise me you'll never go away.
promise me you'll always stay.
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[10 May 2008|03:50pm] |
get home safely, love.
i miss you, you bastard.
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[10 May 2008|03:52pm] |
"maybe you don't love me but
you'll grow to love me even more."
and i, well,
i'm not surprised..
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[10 May 2008|03:54pm] |
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let us now speak of great men who lived their lives just as they would have it
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[10 May 2008|03:55pm] |
how do you live so happily while
i am sad and broken down?
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[10 May 2008|04:59pm] |
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I'm at my sisters dance recital, and everyone of these songs to all these lyrical dances makes me want to cry. The songs are all SO sad. Presently there are like twenty 8 year olds dancing to "Dear Mr. Jesus" which consists of a little girl singing "Dear Mr. Jesus please tell me what to do, and please don't tell my dady, but my mommy hurts me, too."
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[10 May 2008|05:06pm] |
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can someone send me that ~i kissed a girl and i liked it~ song
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[10 May 2008|05:32pm] |
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oh, the idea of being forever yours
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[10 May 2008|06:00pm] |
okay EL do something, please?
I think I'm mostly flesh, I think you're mostly bone.
I am made of fire; you're made of stone.
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[10 May 2008|06:27pm] |
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If anyone is good at Chemistry here please respond. :]
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[10 May 2008|06:44pm] |
I aim to be your eyes
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[10 May 2008|06:48pm] |
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you're like a sunday morning, pleasing my eyes. you're a midsummer's dream under a star-soaked sky. that peaceful easy feeling at the end of a long, long, road. you're like coming home.
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[10 May 2008|07:10pm] |
i was spending my days with my demons, they had taken up inside of my heart. they were trying to keep me entertained, they were tearing me apart
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[10 May 2008|07:14pm] |
after all these years
after all these tears between us
still i couldnt find
someone half as right as you
and each time i stop to think
what it is i really need
heres what i conclude
all i really need is you..
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[10 May 2008|07:20pm] |
congratulations
you left me a lil jaded and rejected
and so i lost it again
you chew me up, you throw me away
as i continue to pretend
that we didnt lose it all again
i guess its never different
i guess its all the same
so now im bloodied by my fist, clenched, swinging
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[10 May 2008|07:22pm] |
and while she wishes she was a dancer
and that she'd never heard of cancer
she wished God would give her some answers
and make her feel beautiful
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[10 May 2008|07:53pm] |
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This is our decision to live fast and die young
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[10 May 2008|08:02pm] |
the first star i see
may not be a star
you can't do a thing but wait
so let's wait for one more
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[10 May 2008|08:38pm] |
so let us concentrate
on all those things you love to hate
it makes this all worth the wait
but causes us to separate
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[10 May 2008|08:40pm] |
Simply because you can breathe,
doesn't mean you're alive,
or that you really live.
this life has taken it's toll
and she just doesn't know,
how much more she can give
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[10 May 2008|08:42pm] |
I never claimed to be something more than me,
your standards, I refuse to see,
I will answer only to myself,
so why don't you police someone else?
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[10 May 2008|08:44pm] |
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So come on intoxicate me
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[10 May 2008|08:48pm] |
And even when I think I've said it all
I find a tragedy to break my fall
Cause everything I love is pain in motion
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[10 May 2008|08:52pm] |
And I don't wanna see your bedroom sugar
I'm not lookin' for love
But when you call me a pretender
You know you shatter my heart
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[10 May 2008|08:52pm] |
you say you hate me, I just love more.
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[10 May 2008|08:54pm] |
knock
before you enter cause the chances are I'm with another
on the floor all tangled up trying to forget when we were sober
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[10 May 2008|08:55pm] |
She said "I never really thought I'd need this"
I said "my goal is to be cigarettes to you"
It might sound dangerous but that just means it's worth it
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[10 May 2008|08:56pm] |
She's out of luck, out of hope and out of cigarettes
Misunderstood with naked pictures on the Internet
Her social deviance is teasing me and I know what I want
And I'm really gonna really let her know that I like her
But I just don't care enough to fool around with love
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[10 May 2008|08:58pm] |
Give me back my heart tonight
I'm sick of never smiling cause you're so uptight
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[10 May 2008|09:25pm] |
don't take me under your wing, i don't need a hand, don't need anything.
i've got a roof over my head
as if I'd rather be alone with me instead
close yet far
drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are
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[10 May 2008|09:30pm] |
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love is simply a friendship set to music.
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[10 May 2008|09:43pm] |
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"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."
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[10 May 2008|09:49pm] |
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oh hello.
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[10 May 2008|10:00pm] |
okay I really need a good music downloader.
the one I have sucks.
what do you use ?
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[10 May 2008|10:08pm] |
Depression is such a cruel punishment. There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood tests to send people scurrying in concern. Just the slow erosion of the self, as insidious as any cancer. And, like cancer, it is essentially a solitary experience.
A room in hell with only your name on the door.
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[10 May 2008|10:35pm] |
I got a kitten tonight!!!! (He's the one on the left)
I named him Kingston :)
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[10 May 2008|10:38pm] |
Upset with the past
but it's all that holds us now
Believing no lies
telling each other we'll be fine forever
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[10 May 2008|10:41pm] |
ok
who knows shit about computers?
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[10 May 2008|11:11pm] |
11:11
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[10 May 2008|11:51pm] |
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the heartbeat slows to a heartless crawl.
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[10 May 2008|11:51pm] |
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if you hear this and you think you're ready, then meet me in montauk; where we'll write out in the sand: "here lies the destiny of 2 hurt souls afraid to be cured again." that could be our epitaph.
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[10 May 2008|11:58pm] |
is anyone onnn
probably not :(
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