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[09 May 2008|12:06am] |
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this distance seems closer when you shove it in my face
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[09 May 2008|12:36am] |
She was staring out the window of that SUV
Complaning, saying I can't wait to turn 18
She said I'll make my own money,
and I'll make my own rules
Mamma put the car in park out there in front of the school
Then she kissed her head and said I was just like you
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[09 May 2008|12:40am] |
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So write these words back down inside, that's where you need it the most. And without conviction of heart, you will never feel it at all.
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[09 May 2008|12:42am] |
and there's this burning
like there's always been
i've never been so alone
and i've never been so alive
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[09 May 2008|01:11am] |
That was the day I put your picture aside,
swallowed the fact that our dream had died.
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[09 May 2008|01:45am] |
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OK I KNOW IM LATE BUT FUCK THE FLYERS OK ILY PGH FOR DEFACING ROCKY
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[09 May 2008|05:16am] |
it is 5:18am and i am still awake, writing my essay that's due tomorrow, well.. today.
why do i leave all my work until the last minute, i should've learnt by now =(
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[09 May 2008|06:29am] |
hello
i made another user name
'talkshowsonmute'
but i don't know if i should use it
or this one still ? i just don't want to get rid of my anon journal.
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[09 May 2008|09:40am] |
play him somethin' that'll get him thinkin' 'bout me. let him know i'm really sorry. somethin' that reaches out in the dark. weighs on his mind an' tugs at his heart. tears up his eyes, turns round the car
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[09 May 2008|09:58am] |
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I am alone at a crossroads. I'm not at home in my own home. And I've tried and tried to say whats on my mind. You should have known. Now I'm done believing you. You don't know what I'm feeling. I'm more than what you've made of me. I followed the voice, you gave to me, but now I've gotta find my own. You should have listened.
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[09 May 2008|10:07am] |
"But when he's with me, he says he needs me, that he wants me, that he believes in me."
"And when I'm in his arms, oh, he swears there's no one else. Is he deceiving me, or am I deceiving myself?"
"But does he love you, like he loves me? Does he think of you when he's holdin' me?"
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[09 May 2008|10:09am] |
"If you see her, tell her the light's still on for her."
"Nothing's changed; deep down, the fire still burns for him. And even if
it takes forever, say I'll still be here, if you see him."
"...If you see her."
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[09 May 2008|10:10am] |
She's done what she should.
Should she do what she dares?
She doesn't want to leave,
She's just wonderin';
Is there life out there?
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[09 May 2008|10:12am] |
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"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? 'Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?' Because it feels so good when I stop."
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[09 May 2008|10:15am] |
"Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me."
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[09 May 2008|10:16am] |
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Well, it's one thing to fall in love, but another to make it last. I thought that we were just beginning, and now you say we're in the past. Look me in the eye and tell me we are really through. You know, it's one thing to say you love me, but another to mean it from the heart. And if you don't intend to see it through , why did we ever start? I wanna hear you tell me you don't want my love. Put your hand on your heart and tell me it's all over. I won't believe it until you put your hand on your heart and tell me that we're through.
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[09 May 2008|10:19am] |
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This story keeps writing itself; pages and chapters of you and I, of things that I wish would have happened, of things that I wish you would say. Then you whispered to me, said, "I missed you," as I silently basked in your words. These eight letters keep me from growing, out and away from you.
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[09 May 2008|10:23am] |
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"Let her go, let her go. God bless her, wherever she may be. She can search this world over, never find another man like me."
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[09 May 2008|10:25am] |
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How could I have explained the way I was fracturing into pieces, the way I had to curl into a ball to keep the empty hole from tearing me apart?
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[09 May 2008|10:29am] |
You need
Someone to listen to you,
Someone to want you,
Someone to hold you,
Someone to need you,
Someone to use you,
Someone to want you.
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[09 May 2008|10:30am] |
You see, you see, you're the best thing that's happened to me.
Maybe I should fight harder for you,
But I said I'd let go when you wanted me to.
I have no power, I see the way you run.
You run as soon as we start to have fun.
Maybe I will feel better alone.
Or just feel something.
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[09 May 2008|10:32am] |
Why can't I love you, baby?
You try to block my road.
I wish ya wouldn't do it.
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[09 May 2008|10:34am] |
Want to give you all my love.
Oh, honey, won't you come on and open up?
I said, open up your heart.
Please, let me try.
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[09 May 2008|10:36am] |
"How were you different from your schoolmates when you were a teenager?"
"I don't know, why don't you ask them?"
"Did they make you different?"
"No."
"Otherwise, were you different in comparison with them, or were you?"
"I felt apart from them."
"Did you take a part in football games?"
"I think not. I didn't go to the high school prom."
"Oh, you were asked, weren't you?"
"No, I wasn't. I don't think, I don't think they wanted to take me. I'll be one hundred and sufferin'! It's enough to make you wanna sing the blues!"
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[09 May 2008|11:06am] |
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When I'm on the road playin' in a town without a name, and I'm feelin' low and everybody looks the same, well, you catch my eye, and then you come on strong and try to make your play. Just because we loved tonight, please don't you think it's gonna stay that way. Don't you know that you're nothin' more than a one night stand? Tomorrow I'll be on my way, and you can catch me if you can. Honey, take me by the hand and play that game again, yeah.
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[09 May 2008|11:12am] |
You took this song of mine
And changed the middle bit.
It used to sound alright,
But now the words don't fit.
It's getting hard to rhyme,
Impossible to play.
I've tried it many times.
You took my breath away.
One day when the sun is shining,
There will be that silver lining.
You knocked my headlights out,
So turn them on again.
I can't see where I'm going.
I can't tell where I've been.
I don't know how to feel.
This hasn't been my day.
Seems like I've lost a wheel.
You took my breath away.
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[09 May 2008|11:33am] |
You're missing New York.
But do you miss me?
Do you miss our talks?
Do you miss our touching and our midnight walks?
Do you miss the ocean?
Do you miss the sand?
Do you miss me at all?
Nah.
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[09 May 2008|11:35am] |
Please don't listen to what I'm gonna tell you.
Look in my eyes and know I simply had to give up.
But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you.
It's just, just one of those things.
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[09 May 2008|11:37am] |
Cause you ain't call and I ain't even appalled
I still got alot of pain I ain't dealt wit it all
I been running round with other chicks, I'm single and they loving it, I'm liking it but I just want the
One that I was in love with.
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[09 May 2008|11:41am] |
I think I should apologize
'cause I have made a big mistake.
I think I misunderstood
and there's too much now at stake.
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[09 May 2008|11:45am] |
Looks lie your choking on all the lies
They did catch up with you this time
I swear I heard you say blood is forever
Well it seems forever meant nothing to you
It meant nothing but I swear I heard you say
Blood is forever
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[09 May 2008|11:47am] |
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit.
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[09 May 2008|11:50am] |
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
the acoustic version of "wake up" is amazing.
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[09 May 2008|11:51am] |
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Keep building me up, then shooting me down.
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[09 May 2008|11:55am] |
last call, he was sick of it all
the endless stream of reminders
made him so sick, sick of you coming around
trying to crawl under my skin
when i already shed my best defense
it comes out all around that you won
and I think I'm all done
you can switch me off safely
while I'm lying here waiting for sleep to overtake me.
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[09 May 2008|12:11pm] |
quarantine my heart, baby
in someone else's arms i feel unhealthy.
if i can't feel your heart beating
i might as well write off love completely
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[09 May 2008|12:11pm] |
Do you remember when we first met?
I sure do, it was sometime in early September.
You were lazy about it, you made me wait around.
I was so crazy about you I didn't mind.
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[09 May 2008|12:14pm] |
clogging up my mind
gotta get it out.
open my mouth and let it out
i've tried, and trust me
it's not the same with anyone but you.
i swear to God it's true.
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[09 May 2008|12:15pm] |
and it might not make sense
to you or to any of my friends
but somehow still you affect the things I do.
and you can't lose what you never had
I don't understand why I feel sad
everytime I see you out with someone new.
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[09 May 2008|12:17pm] |
i would walk on water just to be with you walk on water, just to be with you spill the ocean, cross the sea walk on water, if you believe. but why are you still overshadowed by a doubt? if only you could see, the love that carries me.
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[09 May 2008|12:25pm] |
You might blame it on me, but you insisted that we fall.
Wiped your hands of me and said you needed more more, more.
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[09 May 2008|01:10pm] |
the more i needed, the less you gave.
i guess you thought that it worked that way.
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[09 May 2008|01:16pm] |
oh if you think i won't go
just watch me.
watch me prove you wrong today.
you don't even know you lost me ,
think i will always stay.
oh just watch me walk away
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[09 May 2008|01:19pm] |
don't tell me that it can't be done, that the world is colder without someone. it might get lonely, it might get crazy but this time baby. i'm good as gone.
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[09 May 2008|01:30pm] |
lunch was black coffee and three cigarettes.
they say it'll kill me, but i've got a hunch;
this broken heart's gonna beat em to the punch.
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[09 May 2008|01:33pm] |
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she could find someone to hold her, but that wouldn't be enough.
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[09 May 2008|01:38pm] |
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its going to get harder and its going to burn brighter and its going to feel tougher each and every day. so let me say that i love you. you're all that i've ever wanted all that i've ever dreamed of to come.
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[09 May 2008|01:42pm] |
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around this turn where the cross will cast your shadow, the people will all gather to remember such a day where the flames grew as high as trees, and the world stopped. it stopped for you and me.
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[09 May 2008|02:07pm] |
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I'm tired of these motherfuckin' snakes on this motherfuckin' plane.
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[09 May 2008|02:26pm] |
I do believe I am going to fail this final bc of the fact that I'm just dicking my way through it.
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[09 May 2008|03:01pm] |
because i know i'm good for something
i just haven't found it yet
but i need it
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[09 May 2008|03:10pm] |
so pull the trigger
it never gets closer
you want to start over
but never start over
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[09 May 2008|03:49pm] |
tell me once again that you will love me till the death
and should i die, you swear that you will come for me
as i fade away, you reach out your arms
and please don't let me go
and please don't let me go
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[09 May 2008|03:53pm] |
you said it hurts and you know that i believe you
searching every little thing to find a way
to tell your heart just to wait a little longer
i swear we'll make it
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[09 May 2008|03:54pm] |
so tell me honestly
did you ever want this?
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[09 May 2008|03:56pm] |
you know my heart
so tell me honestly, did you ever really want this
knows all these lines
‘cause my jealous heart can't take that
so i'll sing this song for every word that's come out wrong
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[09 May 2008|04:01pm] |
o hay guis
i am going to see josh gracin
and you are jealoussss.
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[09 May 2008|04:44pm] |
can someone PLEASE
send me "the ballad of the last six months of my life" by evan greer?
sendspace or w/e
I can't get it anywhere and I am frustrated
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[09 May 2008|05:09pm] |
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weekend's here, good god almighty,
baby, let's get drunk and be somebody.
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[09 May 2008|05:12pm] |
a blahbarian eguals a soon to be beg-friend,
coz a beg-friend is an ex-blahbarian,
and they only start caring,
when you're prepairing a next big ridden that every deck is blaring.
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[09 May 2008|05:17pm] |
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o hi guys i failed my euro test yaaaaay
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[09 May 2008|05:34pm] |
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And i'm sleeping in your living room.
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[09 May 2008|05:38pm] |
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Can't pretend that you're nothing special.
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[09 May 2008|05:40pm] |
I was in love falling free trying my best not to forget
what happen to us? what happened to me?
what happened when i let it slip?
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[09 May 2008|05:48pm] |
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swiss chalet or eastside marios ?
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[09 May 2008|05:49pm] |
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Protect me from what i want.
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[09 May 2008|05:59pm] |
my cigarette butt just fell off in a bunch of little embers
AND fell on my bed
AND burned my hand and palm
AND fell on a plastic notebook cover ~so now it smells like burning plastic
ok i'm about to quit.
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[09 May 2008|06:01pm] |
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Amuse me, i'm drunk and now im on my own.
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[09 May 2008|06:12pm] |
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ok fuck it's my friday off and i have no plans and the only ones i could have would involve a fake id
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[09 May 2008|06:17pm] |
Tears are rolling down my face.
Feeds of figures running through the stream.
Oh, I just wanna feel.
But I don’t wanna feel this way.
We're all alone the this time.
We followed our path.
We're all alone the this time.
No more running away.
hi everyone. :D i've missed you.
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[09 May 2008|06:22pm] |
I took my love down to Violet Hill.
There we sat in snow,
all that time she was silent still.
So if you love me,
won't you let me know?
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[09 May 2008|06:24pm] |
when you hold my hand, i'm free.
and when you kiss my cheek, you melt me.
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[09 May 2008|06:27pm] |
I know you won't
let go of the string.
I know you won't let this kite
be taken by the wind.
All eternal things and you,
how this frightened
heart they soothe.
You and the seasons
will pull me through.
Will calm and comfort,
and always be beautiful.
You and the seasons
will pull me through.
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[09 May 2008|06:29pm] |
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She's never alone, because she's scared of what she might say to herself. Always drinking in the backroom of the bar where everyone turns in a half-hearted grin.
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[09 May 2008|06:34pm] |
She says how nothing's really the matter.
And, as he moves towards her,
"Don't be kind, you'll only make me cry."
Now he's holding her in his arms.
Tears are streaming from her eyes.
She's sorry she gave him no second chance.
He says that she need not apologize,
"You're not to blame, the fault's all mine."
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[09 May 2008|06:48pm] |
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hi, i have a date tonight with a super cute boy. and i haven't been on a date in forever. and i'm supah nervous.
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[09 May 2008|07:05pm] |
Turn the lights on. Pick me up and carry me away from this.
I don't want you to love me. i don't want you to love me,
just like they did.
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[09 May 2008|07:32pm] |
she loves her momma's lemonade
hates the sounds that goodbyes make
she prays one day she'll find someone to need her
she swears there's no difference between the lies and compliments
it's all the same if everybody leaves her
and all the magazines tells her she's not good enough
the pictures that she sees makes her cry
she would change everything, everything, just ask her
caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
she just needs someone to take her home
she's giving boys what they want
trying to act so nonchalant
afraid to see that she's lost her direction
she never stays the same for long
assuming that she'll get it wrong
perfect only in her imperfection
she's not a drama queen
she doesn't wanna feel this way
only 17 and tired
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[09 May 2008|07:34pm] |
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blahhhhhhhhh. ~entertain me.
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[09 May 2008|07:40pm] |
Still waters, heavy hearts
Plans we make all fall apart
Disillusioned and lost in the gray
How can we fix the heart when it breaks?
Don't know how much more you can take
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[09 May 2008|07:41pm] |
LOVERR
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[09 May 2008|07:44pm] |
Can we get back to the point in this conversation
Where we saw things through each other's eyes
Cause now all I see is ruin and devastation
We all need some place we can hide inside
After all, we're only human
Always fighting what we're feeling
Hurt instead of healing
After all we're only human
Is there any other reason
Why we stay instead of leaving
I'm smart enough to know that life goes by
And it leaves a trail of broken hearts behind
If you feel I'm letting go, just give me time
I'll come running to your side
Can you tell me how we got into this situation
I can't seem to get you off my mind
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[09 May 2008|07:47pm] |
The trick of love is to never let it find you
It's easy to get over missing out
I know the how's and whens, but now and then,
She's all I think about
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[09 May 2008|08:17pm] |
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OMG OMG AT DEGRASSI OK.
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[09 May 2008|08:18pm] |
because theres too many things
for you to deal with
dyin inside but outside
your lookin fearless
while tears is rollin down your cheeks
ya steady hoping things
dont all down this week
cuz if it did you couldnt take it
and dont blame me
i was given this world
i didnt make it
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[09 May 2008|08:37pm] |
i was born to tell you i love you
and im torn do what i have to
to make you mine
soo secondhand serenade was apparantly on the radio station here and im mad i missed him but i really dont want them to be all over the radio station and be overplayed and turn into something hes not. cuz hes really good and i dont want him to change...
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[09 May 2008|08:39pm] |
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o 143 friday nights with no plans other than, "I can call you around 9 30?"
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[09 May 2008|08:41pm] |
I can’t breathe when you talk to me
I can’t breathe when you’re touching me
I suffocate when you’re away from me
So much love you take from me
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[09 May 2008|08:47pm] |
Have I still got you to be my open door
Have I still got you to be my sandy shore
Have I still got you to cross my bridge in this storm
Have I still got you to keep me warm
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[09 May 2008|08:48pm] |
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It hurts.
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[09 May 2008|08:49pm] |
Silent night,
Moonlit night.
Nothings changed.
Nothing is right.
I should be stronger than,
weeping alone.
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[09 May 2008|08:52pm] |
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I can keep rhythm with no metronome.
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[09 May 2008|08:53pm] |
Prepare myself for a war
And I don't know what i'm doing this for
Trying to let it all go
But how can I when you still don't know?
I could wait for you
Like that hole in your boot
Waiting to be fixed
I could wait for you
What good would that do
But to leave me pricked?
Cheers darlin'
Here's to you and your lover
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[09 May 2008|08:57pm] |
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you're my dream tonight.
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[09 May 2008|08:59pm] |
And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
when we were running in the rain
What am I darlin'?
A whisper in your ear?
A piece of your cake?
What am I, darlin?
The boy you can fear?
Or your biggest mistake?
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[09 May 2008|09:02pm] |
I sang a song to you through the floor
To reach you upstairs
I thought I heard you call out for more
I know that's crazy
I'm pretty sure that I'm lost again
It won't get through to you
I won't get through
I think I won't get through
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[09 May 2008|09:02pm] |
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?
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[09 May 2008|09:04pm] |
It's no use deceiving,
neither of us wants to be alone.
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[09 May 2008|09:06pm] |
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
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[09 May 2008|09:06pm] |
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I love you way too much.
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[09 May 2008|09:07pm] |
And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all
And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all
But then you assure me
I'm a little more than useless
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[09 May 2008|09:09pm] |
It's been a year
Filled with problems
But now you're here
Almost as if to solve them
And I can't live in a world without you now
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[09 May 2008|09:18pm] |
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake
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[09 May 2008|09:33pm] |
JSYK THE FLYERS ARE LOOSING AND IM ON MY WAY TO A HOUSE FILLED WITH PHILLY KIDS
sidenote: i put on an outfit and didn't even realise i was wearing black and gold
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[09 May 2008|09:55pm] |
I'd do anything for you,
give you the world if I could.
Is that what you want me to do?
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[09 May 2008|10:03pm] |
the wizard needs
FOOD BADLY.
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[09 May 2008|10:10pm] |
I'll be okay, if you'll,
Sing the last thing on your mind.
The last word on your breath.
I'll be the one to keep you, keep you at your best.
The last thing on your mind.
'Cause I don't need your mess.
I'll be the one to keep you one disaster less.
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[09 May 2008|11:11pm] |
you guys should do my journal.
yep.
srsly.
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[09 May 2008|11:47pm] |
idk but i had lots of fun tonight
and josh gracin is amazing
and lady antebellum omg.
but jewel made me want to poke my eardrums out.
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[09 May 2008|11:48pm] |
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Then I understood. Oh. The noise was me. The ripping sound was the sobs coming from my chest. That's what was shaking me.
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[09 May 2008|11:50pm] |
please pose my skeletal remains. give them a working pen and i will live forever. at least let them love me though i fade. i know you want to, i know you want to run away
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[09 May 2008|11:50pm] |
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songs that make you ball please&thanks.
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