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[04 May 2008|12:09am] |
watching in slow motion as you turn to me and say
my love, take my breath away
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[04 May 2008|01:07am] |
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idk buy i am do dtunk and i love you guyd
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[04 May 2008|01:53am] |
he makes dirty words sound pretty.
♥
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[04 May 2008|02:14am] |
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"we paint the outside of our bodies beautiful, but the inside is like dead men's bones. the hurt topples on top of itself until our hurt gets so big and ugly, growing like a cancer worm, webbing around the walls of our heart, which ultimately turns cold and callous and dull of love. we mistake lust for love and pop more pills, slam more drugs, drink ourselves silly or end us, as i did, scraping the inside of a pipe just to hit the resin and flush life down a toilet."
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[04 May 2008|03:54am] |
so see how long i can last
you can pretend that i don't exist for you
and i can laugh about it now
but i hated every minute
i was waiting for your email
and each day that you forgot to call
just made me feel so low, so low
christmas 1998
i tried to call, i just couldn't wait
and your message was out of date
so i left my voice on your machine
but you did not respond
okay, okay, okay, you've won
you make me feel so low
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[04 May 2008|04:06am] |
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I don't think you've got it in you.
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[04 May 2008|04:12am] |
drink up baby doll
are you in or are you out?
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[04 May 2008|05:27am] |
looking for that man that attacked me
while everyone was laughing at me
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[04 May 2008|06:55am] |
if i could be your first real heartache
i would do it over again
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[04 May 2008|07:26am] |
i still have the letter you wrote
sitting on my steps
waiting for me to come home
on the night
that i did not come home
and i still have the letter where you said
those words i'd waited for
since the day we met
maybe it's too late for that now
maybe i fucked it all up somehow
but i wrote my name on your arm in blue
baby, it's you
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[04 May 2008|07:30am] |
i remember brushing your hand
and how it made me feel so sad
i wanted to hold your hand so bad
and this is the bus that will take you away
i hope you enjoyed your stay
it wouldn't have worked anyway
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[04 May 2008|07:34am] |
i gave back the t-shirt that you'd always wear
i went by your work and just left it there
all the leaves are brown
and it's autumn now
it was a summer fling
don't take it personal or anything
you can wear your heart on your sleeve
but pull your sweater over
no more kisses under shooting stars
no more rides on the handlebars
no more drive-ins
in the back seat of your parents' car
it was a summer fling
and it didn't mean anything
and you can cry your eyes out on the phone
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[04 May 2008|07:36am] |
you went out with your best sweater on
with every intention of dancing till dawn
but when the dj played that song, it all went wrong
crying in the cabride home
with frank sinatra on the radio
but it might as well have been lil kim
when every song you hear still reminds you of him
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[04 May 2008|07:37am] |
and we've all but lost our chance
for a summertime romance
i watch the days slip into fall
and you still won't return my calls
maybe you'd like to go to a show
please would you call me and let me know
when you finally get home
i'll be waiting by the phone
i know it must seem quite obscene
all these calls to your machine
but you've left me with no choice
and all your roommates know my voice
aslgiuahsirg. :[
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[04 May 2008|07:40am] |
oh, with your eyes of blue
i want to drink rice milk with you
i'll be your one and only
so we won't be so lonely
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[04 May 2008|07:41am] |
april first and i've been so low
seven months never gone so slow
and by the time you hear this song
it may be too late
i've packed my bags and they're in the car
don't know where i'm going, but it's gonna be far
i've got a full tank of gas
and no one to stop me
because i've been in this town too long
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[04 May 2008|07:44am] |
there's a shield around us
it's invisible and soundless
and we drink too much and fuck too soon
smoke cigarettes in rented rooms
we quit our jobs and shoot the moon
and cut our wrists and sleep til noon
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[04 May 2008|07:46am] |
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god bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime, remembering when you were mine in a still suburban town. when every thursday i'd brave those mountain passes, and you'd skip your early classes, and we'd learn how our bodies worked. god damn the black night with all it's foul temptation. i became what i always hated when i was with you then. we looked like giants in the back of my grey subcompact, fumbling to make contact as the others slept inside. and together there in a shroud of frost, the mountain air began to pass from every pane of weathered glass, and i held you closer than anyone would ever get.
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[04 May 2008|07:48am] |
remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?
remember, cause that's all you can do
we'll never make another memory
we'll never make another memory
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[04 May 2008|07:49am] |
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well, don't stop calling. you're the reason i love losing sleep.
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[04 May 2008|07:49am] |
cute face, slim waist
she's got em' in a craze
yeah, i think he's going crazy
when she speaks, it makes me grind my teeth
yet he still thinks she's amazing
and she's been playing games ever since '98
shallow is as shallow does
some people never change.
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[04 May 2008|07:51am] |
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i've got a long list of things to say, but i'll leave it at "you amaze me."
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[04 May 2008|07:54am] |
take my hand, i give it to you
now you own me, all i am
you said you would never leave me
i believe you, i believe
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[04 May 2008|07:58am] |
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if you don't care, then why are you singing out?
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[04 May 2008|08:02am] |
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just because i don't say anything, doesn't mean i don't like you. i open my mouth and i try and i try, but no words came out. without 40 oz. of social skills, i'm just an ass in the crack of humanity. i'm just a huge manatee, a huge manatee. and besides, you're probably holding hands with some skinny, pretty girl that likes to talk about bands. and all i wanna do is ride bikes with you and stay up late and watch cartoons.
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[04 May 2008|08:06am] |
do your nights feel incomplete without our phone calls?
mine do.
and do your eyes feel like they're burning out of your skull?
mine too.
is it just our little routine that we're missing so bad?
or is it the fact that we're both losing the best friend that we ever had?
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[04 May 2008|08:15am] |
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you've got so much love in you. you've got so much love in you. i'm amazed that i'm talking to you. you look like the songs that i've heard my whole life coming true.
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[04 May 2008|08:29am] |
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why cant i ever sleep late the day after i drink!!! D:
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[04 May 2008|09:19am] |
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All I ever learned from love Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you It's not a cry you can hear at night It's not somebody who's seen the light It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.
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[04 May 2008|09:21am] |
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however much i love you, you will always love me more.
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[04 May 2008|09:57am] |
good morning, all :]
i just got home from an intense night of partying. life is wonderful.
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[04 May 2008|10:14am] |
this year's love had better last
heaven knows it's high time
i've been waiting on my own too long
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[04 May 2008|10:26am] |
i know i'm alone if i'm with or without you, but
just being around you offers me another form of relief
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[04 May 2008|12:05pm] |
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i need your fave songs atm pls.
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[04 May 2008|01:05pm] |
Well just 'cause I drink
don't mean I don't
hate stupid drunks,
But just 'cause I'm singing it,
that don't mean shit,
that don't mean that I'm not one.
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[04 May 2008|01:08pm] |
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"Well, isn't hitchhiking dead?" they all ask. Not as long as I'm still broke and breathing. And if they don't cut this thumb off my dead fist, then they can't even stop me by burying me. There ain't nothing like singing your heart out to nobody as you fall asleep by the side of the road. You know, I've never felt quite as free or quite as alone.
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[04 May 2008|01:11pm] |
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This is a love song to every junkie plottin' revolution and to the mutants who live in the ruins, just waiting to strike in the night. And we'll struggle, can only run on desperation, while our livers are rotting, there's banks to be robbing. It's all just empty talk 'till then, but I'm praying for something more, laying down on the kitchen floor, or maybe for the end of the world. Well, I'm not really sure, but it seems that's all that's left to save people like us.
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[04 May 2008|01:17pm] |
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So if you aren't dead, then you might as well be dancing, and if you aren't dancing, then you might as well be dead. I'm waiting for the show to end in rioting, to show us life is struggle so we're fighting or we're dying. And my politics of dancing is the only cause worth fighting for, 'cause after the revolution, every intersection will be a dance floor. One thing about rock and roll, is that it's freedom.
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[04 May 2008|01:21pm] |
this distance, this dissolution
i cling to memories while falling
sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
waking the misery of being without you
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[04 May 2008|01:22pm] |
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And true love, well, that never can die, but I wish that it could because then so could I. I don't know if I am a ghost, 'cause there's nobody left to ask.
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[04 May 2008|01:26pm] |
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I do what I got to, to feel able to breathe, and if you quit your job. well, you can do a little breathing with me. 'Cause a punk rock song won't ever change the world, but I can tell you about a couple that changed me, so tonight we're gonna fuck shit up.
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[04 May 2008|01:30pm] |
it doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand, together on phone lines and living at
two opposite ends.
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[04 May 2008|01:32pm] |
Don't take another step until you decide
What it is that you want and where you're sleeping tonight
It's no skin off my back or bones,
If you wanna go home then just say so
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[04 May 2008|02:11pm] |
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do my journal?!
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[04 May 2008|02:23pm] |
you know what you are to me
don't make me say it
over and over again
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[04 May 2008|02:47pm] |
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so i found a state of mind where i could be speechless.
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[04 May 2008|02:52pm] |
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i could really go for some mcdonalds right now.
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[04 May 2008|03:21pm] |
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she used to be the sweetest girl everrrrr.
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[04 May 2008|03:23pm] |
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and i'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams. all my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes, and every waves drags me to sea.
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[04 May 2008|03:36pm] |
You have bewitched me, body and soul,
and I love, I love,
I love you.
I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.
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[04 May 2008|04:49pm] |
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hungover, yay :(
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[04 May 2008|04:52pm] |
remind me never to drink again :(
journal? yeah.
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[04 May 2008|04:57pm] |
shawty ima hit it, hit it like i can't miss.
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[04 May 2008|05:05pm] |
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i have rly big hair idk
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[04 May 2008|05:05pm] |
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someone make me spurghetti
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[04 May 2008|05:05pm] |
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anyone read 'of mice and men' ?
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[04 May 2008|05:07pm] |
he thinks he's funny and he thinks he's cool, well, i don't think so.
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[04 May 2008|05:08pm] |
lastnight i got served a little bit too much of that poison, baby. lastnight i did things im not proud of and i got a little crazy. lastnight i met a guy on the dance floor and i let him call me baby. and i don't even know his lastname.
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[04 May 2008|05:13pm] |
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remind me again why we thought twice about it, we've got ambition like you've got restraint so smile like you don't give a damn about the consequence, just say anything. we say summer holds such wonderful things.
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[04 May 2008|05:16pm] |
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some things tie your life together, slender threads and things to treasure, days like that should last and last and last.
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[04 May 2008|05:19pm] |
i'm afraid of sleeping cause of the way you haunt me,
i know you can make me fall apart so softly and
now you turn away so easily and leave me all alone.
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[04 May 2008|05:22pm] |
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These men don't want no hot female who's been around the block female..
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[04 May 2008|05:30pm] |
it's too dead here ):
i need entertainment.
and blurty keeps going mad slow.
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[04 May 2008|05:31pm] |
im a pill poppin animal, syrup sippin nigga. im so high you couldn't reach me with a fuckin antenna.
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[04 May 2008|05:52pm] |
cause i still say your name
when i don't feel right
just like i used to
and if most people fade
to gray and black
you'll fade to light blue
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[04 May 2008|05:57pm] |
it's been a bloody stupid day
don't leave the light on baby
my baby called me up to say
don't leave the light on baby
i'll see you sometime maybe
don't leave the light on baby
it finally dawned on me tonight
best to go down without a fight
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[04 May 2008|05:59pm] |
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TALK TO ME WHILE I MAKE SPURGHETTI
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[04 May 2008|06:04pm] |
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i fucking hate my roommate. jsyak.
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[04 May 2008|06:11pm] |
i like a bitch, that likes a bitch. fucking right im rich, and i ain't getting hitched.
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[04 May 2008|06:14pm] |
i don't have a problem with you fucking me
i have a problem with you not fucking me
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[04 May 2008|06:16pm] |
Enrique Iglesias ft. Lil Wayne - Push.
SUCH A GOOD SONG!
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[04 May 2008|06:19pm] |
you should be with me,
i got a pocket full of reasons,
baby i could bless you,
and you ain't even sneezing,
i'd expressin' you and you
don't even need me
i could have you dreamin',
when you ain't even sleepin'
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[04 May 2008|06:26pm] |
my dad set a trap in the pond for the muskrat whom he hates and he thought he got it so he went to check and it was a large turtle instead :( :( :( :(
poor turtle
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[04 May 2008|06:26pm] |
love doesn't need a reason to be
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[04 May 2008|06:29pm] |
i never knew,
i never knew that everything was falling through
that everyone i knew was waiting on a queue
to turn and run
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[04 May 2008|06:30pm] |
i wish you were a stranger i could disengage
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[04 May 2008|06:32pm] |
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i think that possibly, maybe i'm falling for you.
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[04 May 2008|06:33pm] |
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okay and we were supposed to have family movie adventure~ and go see iron man but they all just fought all day and my brother procrastinated all day so now we dont get to do anything and i am sad :(
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[04 May 2008|06:43pm] |
and everything you do
makes me want to die.
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[04 May 2008|06:46pm] |
let the past roll off of my back,
i don't even wanna talk about that.
i just wanna make it through the night,
lock the door and hide away, hide away,
i'm looking for a warm, safe place.
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[04 May 2008|06:49pm] |
yes, i'm a ganja planter.
call me the ganja farmer
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[04 May 2008|06:50pm] |
love is a dress that you made
long to hide your knees.
love to say this to your face,
"i'll love you only."
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[04 May 2008|07:02pm] |
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is there a hole in your heart or am i mistaken?
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[04 May 2008|07:08pm] |
it ain't for the money,
it ain't for the glory,
it ain't for the free whiskey.
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[04 May 2008|07:15pm] |
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Quand les hommes vivront d'amour, il n'y aura plus de misère, et commenceront les beaux jours, mais nous, nous serons morts.
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[04 May 2008|07:26pm] |
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i hate green skittles.
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[04 May 2008|07:38pm] |
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So it seems I’m right back where I said I’d never be again. I’m starving for your eyes and starving for anything that’s yours. And swearing that this year will be different. And swearing that this year I won’t need anyone. We fall like shooting stars and autumn leaves, stay up later than the streetlights, promising what never could be.
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[04 May 2008|07:39pm] |
I like watching you undress
And I think we’re at our best by the flicker by the light of the TV set.
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[04 May 2008|07:43pm] |
standing stunned in the hallway
while you fumble with your lighter
and i could make sure you recall
but i'm a lover not a fighter
and it's a wonder that you're here
and it's a wonder that i'm still waiting
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[04 May 2008|08:00pm] |
Back in the day, we were eye to eye
The thought of you has me runnin' wild
They say love lost will never grow
But hey, hey, hey I still love you so
Oh when we met you know
The sun did shine from your eyes back into mine
Oh if the sun shines no more
Hey, hey, hey, I still love you so
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[04 May 2008|08:01pm] |
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pls motivate me to go running?
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[04 May 2008|08:15pm] |
somebody come take this death-cold away from me
please & thank you
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[04 May 2008|08:35pm] |
Soo me and this boy have a hockey bet going but we have no guidelines yet haha. We dont see each other alot but what are some things I could tell him to do if I win? :)
I started to ache when I started to think of you.
Wondering how long it would take before I step into something new.
There's so much I can fake.
There's only so much that I can prove.
Well, do it in a minute,
I could go play the fool for you.
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[04 May 2008|08:42pm] |
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blagghh
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[04 May 2008|08:43pm] |
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guys i feel like i'm dying :( :( :(
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[04 May 2008|08:50pm] |
oh baby, sometimes i wonder why does it always have to come down to you leaving
before i'll say i love you
why do i always use the words that cut the deepest
when i know how much it hurts you
oh baby why do i do that to you
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[04 May 2008|08:52pm] |
but now you love him & your baby
at last you are complete. but he's
distant, and you found him on the
phone pleading, saying, "baby
i love you and i'll leave her, and
i'm coming out to california
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[04 May 2008|09:05pm] |
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[04 May 2008|09:07pm] |
I made Zub Zub with my best guy friend
And now I'm knocked up to no end
He filled me with baby batter
And we ate some orange Tic-Tacs after
I didn't know what to do or what to say
But I missed the winter dance
But that's okay
He obviously wouldn't want to go with me anyway
He's obviously a little angry
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[04 May 2008|09:08pm] |
and i am flawed, but i am cleaning up
so well. i am seeing in me now the
things you swore you saw yourself
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[04 May 2008|09:10pm] |
don't be a liar,
don't say that everything's working
when everything's broken
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[04 May 2008|09:19pm] |
if you still want me, please forgive me
the crown of love is not upon me
if you still want me, please forgive me
because the spark is not within me
it's not within me, not within me
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[04 May 2008|09:20pm] |
would you forgive me love, if i entered your shower?
would you forgive me love, if i layed in your bed?
woudl you forigive me love,
if i stayed all afernoon?
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[04 May 2008|09:20pm] |
goodnight
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[04 May 2008|09:22pm] |
i burned your incense
i ran a bath
i noticed a letter that sat on your desk.
it said, "hello love, i love you so, love. meet me at midnight."
and no,
it wasn't my writing
i better go soon.
it wasn't my writing.
so forgive me love,
if i cry in your shower.
so forgive me love for the salt in your bed.
so forgive me love, if i cry all afernoon.
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[04 May 2008|09:25pm] |
every breath we drew was hallelujah
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[04 May 2008|09:27pm] |
it's sixteen miles to the promise land
and i promise you,
i'm doing the best i can.
now dont fool yourself
into thinking your more than a man
cause you'll probably end up dead.
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[04 May 2008|09:30pm] |
& it's a lie that you've been given,
it just hurts you every day. so why
should i lay here naked when it's
just too far away from anything you
could call loving, any love worth
living for? so i'll sleep out in the gutter
and you can sleep here on the floor.
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[04 May 2008|09:55pm] |
"You give this way more thought than it deserves,"
You say as I tell you about my fear of rejection.
I wouldn't know better than to get scared,
'Cause since we've met we've had this great connection.
"You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale,"
You say as I look up dreaming.
I know better than to include the both of us,
But I can't sleep when you're gone.
And you say "what's another day?"
This stage of oblivion I find comfortable,
And prior to this I never spoke.
You say you understand my absence now,
And why I never tell jokes.
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[04 May 2008|09:58pm] |
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big girls you are beautiful~~~
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[04 May 2008|10:09pm] |
i think i'll get a lover,
i'll fly him out to spain.
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[04 May 2008|10:11pm] |
Don’t degrade yourself the way that I do cause you don’t depend on all the shit that I use to make my moods improve.
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[04 May 2008|10:15pm] |
and you can't believe that he's really gone
when all that is left
is a fucking song.
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[04 May 2008|10:18pm] |
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we can do some wrecking here 'til a little color comes into your face. we can do some wrecking here and find something to love in this broken place
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[04 May 2008|10:28pm] |
but i remember us riding in my brother's car, her body tan and wet down at the reservoir. at night on them banks i'd lie awake and pull her close just to feel each breath she'd take. now those memories come back to haunt me, they haunt me like a curse. is a dream a lie if it don't come true, or is it something worse?
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[04 May 2008|10:56pm] |
i finally made it
i made a clean getaway
and i miss you
i miss you every single day
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[04 May 2008|11:00pm] |
hey, how are you?
i think i might explode
i found a box which said
"open and choose"
you'll find two notes
one says
"you might succeed"
the other reads
"you'll ruin everything"
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[04 May 2008|11:04pm] |
Complete and total adoration.
cute "i like you" lyrics?
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[04 May 2008|11:09pm] |
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guis tomorrow is my last day of classes for frosh year. i am ~sad
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[04 May 2008|11:10pm] |
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oh. and pls do my journal while i sleep in preparation for finals this week. ty.
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[04 May 2008|11:17pm] |
The world isn't against you, my dear
it just doesn't care.
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[04 May 2008|11:29pm] |
i've hardly been outside my room in days
cause i don't feel that i deserve the sunshine's rays.
the darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
and it was then i realized that conscience never fades.
when you're young you have this image of your life:
that you'll be scrupulous
and one day even make a wife.
and you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
and if you happen to,
you'll wake completely lost.
but i will fight for you,
be sure that i will fight until
we're the special two once again.
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[04 May 2008|11:29pm] |
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prom was so so so much fun :]
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[04 May 2008|11:35pm] |
how many times have you watched me fall,
just to smile?
i've been through thick and thin,
we've struggled through,
now we smile,
so we're here now,
just be ready,
brace yourself cause
we're not leaving.
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[04 May 2008|11:39pm] |
a stronger girl would shake this off in flight,
and never give it more than a frowning hour.
but you have let your heart decide,
loss has conquered you.
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[04 May 2008|11:51pm] |
if it makes you happy,
then why the hell are you so sad.
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