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[01 May 2008|12:00am] |
how sad, and this is what your life has been reduced to: a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress. how sad when the strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been painted over. and the television screen is streaked with blood and smeared from your knuckles, as if you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated the strength. or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. startled by a knock at the door, you'll rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement:
"hello, my first name is "distance" and i really don't care if i never wake up again."
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[01 May 2008|12:02am] |
well, you're not brave if you still keep the letters
and you're not sane if you don't want to get better
and you're not drunk if you can stay in your lane, no
well, you're not awake, but you haven't been sleeping
and you hate god, but you don't believe in him
and you're not scared, but you've still got your eyes closed
i want you to worry when i don't call you back.
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[01 May 2008|12:07am] |
i'm not looking for a lover
all those lovers are liars
i'd never lie to you
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[01 May 2008|12:43am] |
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She looked so beautiful in the moonlight, but it wasn't only the way she looked, it was what was inside her, everything from her intelligence and courage to her wit, and the special smile she gave only to him. He would slay a dragon, if there were such a thing, just to see that smile. He knew he would never want anyone else for as long as he lived. He would rather spend the rest of his life alone than with someone else. There could be no one else.
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[01 May 2008|12:52am] |
i'm old enough to go to war, but i ain't old enough ta drink
tupac feels my pain ok
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[01 May 2008|01:08am] |
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.
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[01 May 2008|01:21am] |
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whoa, you know, you only burn my bridges.
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[01 May 2008|01:29am] |
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tuxedo on, i'm ready for gun war. i've never bled so hard after casino brawl. and pull your knife from my ever-bleeding heart. tell me now your words never meant me harm.
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[01 May 2008|01:33am] |
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you mean nothing to no one, and that's nobody's fault.
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[01 May 2008|01:34am] |
i was a hopeless romantic
now i'm just turning tricks
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[01 May 2008|02:14am] |
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i'm trying to think of a new account name thing, but i suck at being ~creative
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[01 May 2008|02:35am] |
Be proud you made right choises, Richard, the choises that allowed to happen what came about. But do not call arrogance to your heart by believing that all that happened was your doing.
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[01 May 2008|02:36am] |
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anyone have any lyrics like..i like you but you have a girlfriend
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[01 May 2008|02:38am] |
"Who would you be more afraid of: a two-hundred pound man who wants to steal a loaf of bread from you and knows he is doing wrong, or a one-hundred pound woman who believes, wrongly, but believes with all her heart, that you stole her baby?"
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[01 May 2008|05:17am] |
i couldn't love you any better.
you turned me into a killer.
:[
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[01 May 2008|08:45am] |
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I had a dream last night we drove out to see Las Vegas
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[01 May 2008|10:45am] |
Because either way I'll break your heart someday.
But leaving you is the last thing on my mind
So when I call, baby kiss me slow so I don't forget to make my way back home.
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[01 May 2008|10:48am] |
do you want to see
the place where i am free?
cause in my mind i need it
but you're nowhere near to me
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[01 May 2008|11:15am] |
don't stop, never give up,
hold your head high and reach the top
let the world see what you have got
bring it all back to you
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[01 May 2008|11:35am] |
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okay i know this isn't m_s, but i rly need "scars" by papa roach asap and it won't download for me :( someone halp pls
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[01 May 2008|11:55am] |
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[01 May 2008|11:57am] |
So serenade her with your last pathetic suicide love song.
“Broken hearts never mend”.
But fools never move on.
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[01 May 2008|11:59am] |
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wtf i have the worst gas D:
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[01 May 2008|12:02pm] |
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what can you do with friends that doesn't cost money ??
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[01 May 2008|12:10pm] |
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nikki what happened to bfc :(
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[01 May 2008|12:12pm] |
it's been a long two years
it's time to smile
we've made it this far
just like you said
just like you said we would
there are no more tears
we've used them all
so now we'll rely on our laughter
and the faith that pain brings joy
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[01 May 2008|12:13pm] |
New music downloading again.
any suggestions?
anything indie especially,
i'm jones-ing for some good indie.
ska is good too. =)
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[01 May 2008|12:15pm] |
in a flash, her heart is slain
you have to ask in all this pain
was your heart too soft?
was your love in vain?
was your kiss too weak?
were your eyes too tired?
and much too young to be in love
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[01 May 2008|12:18pm] |
i really need to hear how great i am,
cause i can't even get up out of bed.
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[01 May 2008|12:25pm] |
TY guis.
I'm going to go nap while some stuff downloads. =)
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[01 May 2008|12:30pm] |
no one ever said that life was fair, and i'm not saying that it should be. so knowing that you are what you want to be and i'm not comes as no surprise, but don't expect me to be happy for you, and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too. i don't want your pity.
i hate your pity.
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[01 May 2008|12:30pm] |
oceans of love,
i've crossed them for you.
in the matrix of your garden,
i find you in bloom.
now that you've found me,
no one's gonna get around me.
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[01 May 2008|12:31pm] |
who's going to the marijuana march..
i am :)
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[01 May 2008|12:34pm] |
sitting here all alone
i don't need my fucking phone.
i've got expectations
so they ate the grape
i still feel the thump in my chest
and i never back down for no one.
it doesn't get me closer to you,
just because i can't pray
doesn't mean i don't feel you.
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[01 May 2008|12:36pm] |
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time goes by and i realize, that i'm alright. you thought nothing would be the same, but life comes around again. quick wits and all curious, all caught up in what you say. and it makes me grab the time before it slips away.
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[01 May 2008|12:37pm] |
Let's fall in love when I get back home.
For now, I'll sing like you're around
It gets me through the day.
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[01 May 2008|12:40pm] |
okay i can't sleep.
i'm trying to figure out the name of the other girl
that comes to mind when i think of vanessa carlton.
she came out around the same time,
sounds a lot like her...?
please help me figure it out.
it'll plague me all day.
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[01 May 2008|12:41pm] |
in bed she flexes her knees to try and abate the feeling
she mouths the words "please" to the posters on the ceiling.
i saw you go
faster right in front of me,
she stares at him so madly
she's got the nerve to say
she wants to fuck that boy so badly
i saw you go
faster.
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[01 May 2008|12:54pm] |
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okay, i'll keep this one.
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[01 May 2008|12:55pm] |
soon your sugardaddies will all be gone,
you wake up some cold day and find you're all alone
you'll call for me,
but i'm gonna tell you bye, bye, bye
when i turn around and walk away
you'll cry, cry, cry.
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[01 May 2008|12:58pm] |
she puts on eye shawdow,
a deeper shade,
a deeper shade of blue.
and then she gets in bed with you.
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[01 May 2008|12:59pm] |
A thousand times a day
I tell you I love the way you sing
Even though it makes me cry
It’s my favorite time to be alive
And all I know is I feel lost without you
"I miss you" is not enough
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[01 May 2008|01:01pm] |
well, you could do it forever. it won't make it better, cause you won't find your mark. you could use a mirror to see your target clearer, all the bad blood that hijacked your heart. but you got what you asked for, so don't even start. you were never a victim. so own what you did, son, admit who you are.
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[01 May 2008|01:02pm] |
why don't you stand up, be a man about it,
fight with your bare hands about it now?
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[01 May 2008|01:05pm] |
so happy valentine's day
i hope the sun's out in new york.
i hope he bought you roses,
i hope he bought you roses.
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[01 May 2008|01:06pm] |
someone told me there's a girl out there
with love in her eyes and flowers in her hair.
took my chances on a big jet plane,
never let them tell you that they're all the same.
the sea was red and the sky was grey,
wondered how tomorrow could ever follow today
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[01 May 2008|01:09pm] |
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i'd swim across lake michigan. i'd sell my shoes. i'd give my body to be back again in the rest of the room, to be alone with you.
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[01 May 2008|01:10pm] |
you are the reoccuring kinda
you never leave my mind
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[01 May 2008|01:11pm] |
they said, "you know we'll catch you."
i said, "nah, you wouldn't know where to start.
you may well put me in prison,
but you can never touch my heart, my heart, my heart."
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[01 May 2008|01:13pm] |
you've got your perfect hands
over my nervous heart.
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[01 May 2008|01:14pm] |
i walk through the hallways inside my mind,
i chase the backbeat from behind.
big dude in the doorway was blocking my way
he reached to grab me
and this is what he said,
"me no want no nice guy."
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[01 May 2008|01:18pm] |
tonight i say we just get out of this town
lets go to seattle,
watch rain fall to the ground.
and on our tongues "i love you's" run into each other,
but could i really trust her?
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[01 May 2008|01:20pm] |
well i met you in the third grade
i didn't know that you liked lemonade.
i met you a another year later
you wore a red sweater with an alligator.
we chased the ice cream truck across the street.
and i thought you seemed kind of neat.
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[01 May 2008|01:22pm] |
i'm about to live the life
the life you thought we'd live together
i said you'd leave, you said you wouldn't
i guess i knew you better
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[01 May 2008|01:24pm] |
so shut your mouth and hold me close
we both know it's better than being alone
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[01 May 2008|01:24pm] |
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time for anthropology, bye gals.
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[01 May 2008|01:31pm] |
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what are some good file sharing communities on lj besides mp3_share and indie exchange?
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[01 May 2008|01:48pm] |
is anyone heeere
i'm in english and supposed to be working on my thesis but idwt :(
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[01 May 2008|01:50pm] |
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i laid back down, wrapped myself up in the sheet. and i must have looked like a ghost 'cause something frightened me. and since then i've been so good at vanishing.
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[01 May 2008|01:51pm] |
with so many people to love in my life
why do i worry about one.
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[01 May 2008|01:53pm] |
when i'm a-walkin' i strut my stuff,
man i'm so strung out.
i'm high as a kite, i just might stop to check you out.
:o)
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[01 May 2008|01:54pm] |
If Mary dropped my baby girl tonight,
I would name her rock n roll.
lol.
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[01 May 2008|01:57pm] |
and i wonder,
when i sing along with you
if everything could ever feel this real forever.
if anything could ever be this good again.
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[01 May 2008|01:57pm] |
There's a man assigned to me, and he checks on my stability.
We discuss you every week.
Then I rinse and rinse, repeat.
And he charges by the tear, till I weep no more strictly out of fear.
That I can't afford your love, and the moon just burns above.
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[01 May 2008|01:58pm] |
i've looked on the lyrics list and..
there aren't any about SLEEP or DRUGS.
there's alcohol/partying, but we need some seperate drug lyrics. marijuana, coke, psychs, etc.
and sleeping with people.
i know there's a bunch i'm just too lazy to put them all together. and i like new ones.
damnit.
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[01 May 2008|02:00pm] |
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tell 'em that i realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone.
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[01 May 2008|02:01pm] |
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idk, but i really want sex now. thanks.
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[01 May 2008|02:04pm] |
i saw your haircut in a storefront
with choppy sides and perfect bangs.
i loved the way it framed the models cheekbones,
blank expression on her face.
so i went inside and tried to buy it,
but i got told its not for sale.
then i got embarrassed so i decked the sales clerk,
stole the wig, and ran like hell.
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[01 May 2008|02:07pm] |
you see, i can't stop myself from hurting you
so i guess i won't.
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[01 May 2008|02:08pm] |
I am hopeless.
I'm not perfect.
But I am free.
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[01 May 2008|02:11pm] |
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our legs were entwined and my jeans were cuffed, you thought it was cute how i could never find pants that were short enough.
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[01 May 2008|02:13pm] |
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blue eyes, you're the secret i keep.
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[01 May 2008|02:13pm] |
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i love your fingers and the way they feel against my skin. i like having thumb wars with you and i think it's cute when you let me win.
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[01 May 2008|02:14pm] |
The trick of love is to never let it find you
It's easy to get over missing out
I know the how?s and when?s
But now and then, he's all I think about
But for now, I?ll just dream of the world as it should be,
where every day is a battle to convince myself
that I?m glad he never fell in love with me.
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[01 May 2008|02:15pm] |
i'm stressed that i wake up every morning wanting to puke. and i feel it all day long.
edit: stressed/so horny?
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[01 May 2008|02:16pm] |
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bri from the real world is so freaky looking
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[01 May 2008|02:16pm] |
i just want to sing a song with you
i just want to get in on with you
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[01 May 2008|02:21pm] |
I know you don't mean to be mean to me
'Cause when you want to
You can make me feel like we belong
We belong
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[01 May 2008|02:22pm] |
Lately you make me feel all I am is a back-up plan
I'll say I'm done and then you smile at me
And I'll forget everything I said
I buy in to those eyes and into your lies
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[01 May 2008|02:23pm] |
You say you'll call
but I know you won't
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[01 May 2008|02:26pm] |
bad idea to listen to "make tonight" when you're horny :(
jtlyk
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[01 May 2008|02:31pm] |
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taylor, what's your myspace? because i think we might be friends.
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[01 May 2008|02:31pm] |
So my second attempt at a nap failed, also.
lame. but ty cate and nikki. =)
for the ska file & for more lists of indie stuff.
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[01 May 2008|02:57pm] |
So why does it feel like
I'm the only one,
the lonely one,
and every body else is insane?
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[01 May 2008|03:01pm] |
you know all you gotta do is tell me
what yu sippin on and i promise
ima keep it comin all night long
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[01 May 2008|03:02pm] |
And all I need from you could be the thing that leaves us both up here forever -
I'm gonna send a little rain your way.
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[01 May 2008|03:04pm] |
why do these girls think like, i wanna fuck their boyfriends? that is like so not true. their boyfriends like wanna fuck me. like omg, i know im hott in all, but like that is so wrong. you know? so like.. i ain't tryina fuck your man everybody knows he's my number one fan. been there done that bitch and you wanna get mad bitch i don't give a damn. this is how i do, you is how i don't. talkin all this shit but you know you really wont.
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[01 May 2008|03:14pm] |
even if i popped some pills
i wouldn't tap dat ;)
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[01 May 2008|03:16pm] |
i ran out of quarters and i have one load of laundry left =[
just my luck
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[01 May 2008|03:18pm] |
everything is funnier in retrospect. funnier && prettier && cooler.
you can laugh at anything from far enough away
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[01 May 2008|03:21pm] |
Suggestions of older songs I can download and blast while I'm packing/cleaning at college? :)
Now you're off to college, and i wish i was that computer desk. So i can constantly see you do your tests, and scribble all the useless words on the side. You know, the ones where you'd write all those magnificent poems, about how your life seems to be broken, and hoping someone could pick up the pieces.
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[01 May 2008|03:21pm] |
i love it, you love it, everytime we touchin
i want it, you want it,
i'll see you in the morning
when i put my fingers in your hair
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[01 May 2008|03:23pm] |
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journal, pls and ty.
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[01 May 2008|03:30pm] |
Say my name, say my name.
You actin kinda shady,
ain't callin me baby.
Why the sudden change?
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[01 May 2008|03:30pm] |
i will be your accident
if you will be my ambulance
&& i will be your screech && crash
if you will be my crutch && cast
i will be your one more time
if you will be my one last chance
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[01 May 2008|03:34pm] |
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i hate these mixed moods!! lol.
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[01 May 2008|03:36pm] |
the way you wanna do anything but talk
the way you stare at me with those
undress me eyes. your breath on my
body makes me warm inside
let's makeout, let's do something amazing
let's do something thats all the way.
i've never touched somebody like the way i touch your body, now i never wanna let your body go.
amazinnngg sonngg :)
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[01 May 2008|03:43pm] |
i don't wanna hurt like that again
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[01 May 2008|03:54pm] |
i like it when my fingers are entangled in yours
&& my head is on your chest
listening to your heartbeat
it makes me feel safe
like at that moment
nothing bad can touch me
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[01 May 2008|03:58pm] |
there is a jar of poop in my fridge.
D:
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[01 May 2008|03:58pm] |
hello, mr heartache
i've been expecting you
when i don't feel like company
you make yourself at home
even though you know
i'd rather be alone
love walked out on me
and didn't even close the door
the next thing i know im staring
at your shadow on the floor
so, hello, mr heartache
i've been expecting you
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[01 May 2008|03:59pm] |
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just another soldier on the road to nowhere
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[01 May 2008|04:02pm] |
all this feels strange and untrue
and i wont waste a minute without you
my bones ache, my skin feels cold
and im getting so tired and so old
these anger swells in my guts
and i wont feel these slices and cuts
i want so much to open your eyes
cause i need you to look into mine
tell me that you'll open your eyes
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[01 May 2008|04:06pm] |
sleep
don't weep
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[01 May 2008|04:06pm] |
i'd tell you how i feel
but you don't care
i say tell me the truth
but you don't dare
you say love is a hell you cannot bare
and i say give me mine back
and then go there for all i care.
i got my feet on the ground
and i don't go to sleep to dream
you got your head in the clouds
you're not at all what you seem.
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[01 May 2008|04:08pm] |
she locked her fingers and bowed her head
she said,
"i'm late and i'm really scared
you can go,
but i hope you stay.
i'm gonna keep it,
either way."
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[01 May 2008|04:10pm] |
i've been a bad, bad girl
i've been careless with a
delicate man. and it's a sad,
sad world when a girl will
break a boy just because she can.
don't you tell me to deny it
that im wrong, and i wanna suffer
for my sins. i've come to you cause
i need guidence to be true, and i just
don't know where i can begin.
what i need is a good defence
cause i'm feeling like a criminal.
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[01 May 2008|04:12pm] |
no one ever plans to sleep out in the gutter
sometimes that's just
the most comfortable place
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[01 May 2008|04:13pm] |
i waited till i saw the sun
don't know why i didn't call.
i left you by the house of fun
don't know why i didn't call.
when i saw the break of day
i wish that i could fly away,
instead of nealing in the sand
catching tear drops in my hand.
my heart is drenched in wine,
you'll be on my mind for-ever.
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[01 May 2008|04:15pm] |
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finding new ways to hurt each other is what we're good at
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[01 May 2008|04:15pm] |
i can't be held responsible
she was touching her face
i won't be held responsible
she fell inlove in the first place.
for the life of me, i cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise
and we'd never comprimise.
for the life of me, i cannot believe
we'd ever die for these sins.
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[01 May 2008|04:18pm] |
we need a purpose in life,
a survival guide.
we need explanations for how we arrived.
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[01 May 2008|04:19pm] |
i love you,
it just comes natural.
it's what i was born to do
don't have to think it through.
baby, it's so easy loving you
it just comes natural.
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[01 May 2008|04:20pm] |
It was more work than it seemed, looking through a telescope, as the Earth was continually moving and you had to move along with it. You don’t realize how fast this actually happens, and it’s kind of both creepy and wonderful when you stop to think about it. And it makes you realize there is absolutely no way to avoid change. You can sit there and cross your arms and refuse it, but underneath you, things are still spinning away.
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[01 May 2008|04:21pm] |
same old story
that everybody knows
it's one heart holding on
one letting go
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[01 May 2008|04:24pm] |
if loving you
isn't the right thing to do.
how can i ever change things
that i feel? if i could baby
i'd give you my world.
how can i, when you wont take
it from me. you can go your own way.
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[01 May 2008|04:26pm] |
i hope you know that
this has nothing to do with you.
it's personal,
myself and i,
we got some straightening out to do
and i'm gonna miss you
like a child misses their blanket
but i've got to get a move on with my life
it's time to be a big girl now and
big girls don't cry
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[01 May 2008|04:26pm] |
praying against the weather
thats kept him out all night
and the thunder roles.
the thunder roles and the lighting
strikes. another love goes cold
on a sleepless night. as the storm
goes on out of control. deep in her
heart the thunder rolls.
she's waiting by the window when
pulls into the drive. she rushes out
to hold him, thankful he's alive.
but all the wind and rain a strange new
purfume goes, and the lighting flashes
in her eyes, and he knows that she knows.
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[01 May 2008|04:27pm] |
i can't hide that
i relied on you
like yellow does on blue
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[01 May 2008|04:28pm] |
now i do as i please, and i lie through my teeth -
someone might get hurt but it won't be me.
i should probably feel cheap
but i just feel free, & a little bit empty.
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[01 May 2008|04:30pm] |
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So you want me to tell you something about myself? I don't have anything to say. Even if I did you'd be wrong to believe me. Trust is a lie. Nobody ever knows any more.
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[01 May 2008|04:31pm] |
don't, don't you wish we tried
do you feel what i feel inside.
your love is stronger then pride
ohh, no, don't let your anger grow
just tell me what you need me to know
please talk to me, don't close the door.
cause i wanna hear you.
wanna be near you.
don't fight, don't argue.
give me the chance to say that im sorry.
just let me love you, don't turn me away
don't tell me to go. don't.. don't give up
on trust, don't give up on me.. on us.
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[01 May 2008|04:33pm] |
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get down to the heart of it.
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[01 May 2008|04:35pm] |
you're out in left field and lacking interest
you fight the boredom
but it makes no difference
your mental health kid,
that's what's in question
keep acting obscure,
we'll keep them guessing
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[01 May 2008|04:35pm] |
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Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise. Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past. A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties. A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest civil world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held. Promises made long ago. In the sacred spaces of our hearts.
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[01 May 2008|04:35pm] |
when i think about cheating
i just think about you leaving
and how my world would fall
to pieces if i tossed your love away.
even when im tempted by some stranger
oh, theres never any danger.
i just think about you leaving,
when i think about cheating.
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[01 May 2008|04:36pm] |
i live to let you shine
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[01 May 2008|04:38pm] |
and the girls next door dress up like movie stars, hmm mmm, i love this bar.
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[01 May 2008|04:40pm] |
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love you're all i ever could need.
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[01 May 2008|04:45pm] |
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you're the only one who really knew me at all
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[01 May 2008|04:45pm] |
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what do i eat if there's nothing to eat
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[01 May 2008|04:47pm] |
a 9 year old boy just came to my door selling like.. candy bars or something
they come around my neighborhood all the time
i always feel bad saying no :/
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[01 May 2008|04:50pm] |
"When the white folk first came to the Tundra", Willie said, "the people here thought they were ghosts."
"Sometimes that's what I think I am, too" Trixie murmured.
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[01 May 2008|04:52pm] |
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it's a shame that it had to be this way
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[01 May 2008|04:53pm] |
DES NO MORE TALKING ABOUT CAKE AND PIZZA.
:'(
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[01 May 2008|04:53pm] |
everything about you
seemed to be a lie
a guiltless twisted lie
it made me learn to hate you
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[01 May 2008|04:54pm] |
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Let's take the train to anywhere. I wanna feel the wind in my hair with you. Let's tell them all, that soon they'll know how very wrong they were to think we'd never go.
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[01 May 2008|04:54pm] |
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We're all waiting, for what? Fulfillment, love... validation, approval? It's a waste of time. Life is an empty, hollow exercise filled with pain, loss and grief, and the only thing we can expect to achieve in our lives is our own, inevitable death.
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[01 May 2008|04:56pm] |
from the way that you acted
to the way that i felt it,
it wasn't worth my time
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[01 May 2008|04:58pm] |
and now she whispers into the mirror,
i'm broken.
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[01 May 2008|04:58pm] |
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I'm still in love with him. I am. I've been in love with him since I was 23 years old. He's everything to me. He's my life. I feel complete when I'm with him and I feel empty when we're apart. He's the father of my children and he's my soulmate.
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[01 May 2008|04:59pm] |
cry yourself to sleep
cause i am strong and you are weak
wait, you are strong and i am weak
fuck,
just cry yourself to sleep
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[01 May 2008|05:01pm] |
ignore me if you see me cause
i just don't give a shit
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[01 May 2008|05:01pm] |
get on your knees,
if you wanna reach the top
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[01 May 2008|05:05pm] |
if you let me i could,
i'd show you how to build your fences,
set restrictions,
separate from the world.
the constant battle that you hate to fight,
just blame the limelight.
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[01 May 2008|05:07pm] |
i don't ever dream about you and me
i don't ever make up stuff about us,
that would be classed as insanity.
i don't ever drive by your house to see
if you're in, i don't even have an opinion
on that tramp that you're still seeing
i don't know your timetable, i don't know
your face off by heart. but i must admit
that there is still a part of me
that thinks we might get on
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[01 May 2008|05:11pm] |
i'm in a crisis
come on mood shift,
shift back to good again
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[01 May 2008|05:12pm] |
i should be out in that driveway stopping you, tears should be rolling down my cheek and i don't know why i'm not falling apart, like i usually do and how the thought of losing you's not killing me. i feel bad that i can stand here strong, cold as stone, seems so wrong. i can't explain it, maybe it's just i've cried so much.
i'm tired and i'm numb, baby,
i hate it.
i feel bad that i don't feel bad.
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[01 May 2008|05:14pm] |
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Of course everyone goes crazy over such and such and such. We made ourselves a pillar, we just used it as a crutch. We were suddenly uncertain, at least I'm pretty sure I am
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[01 May 2008|05:16pm] |
WHEN I WAS
A YOUNG BUY
MY FATHER
TOOK ME INTO THE CITY
TO SEE A
MARCHING BAND
sry came up on shuffle. i had to.
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[01 May 2008|05:31pm] |
idk
but what does anyone know abt those cash advances places :(
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[01 May 2008|05:32pm] |
and she said, "kiss my cheek.
'cause i can't kiss your lips anymore.
i don't know where they've been."
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[01 May 2008|06:03pm] |
it's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you
it's the wrong time for somebody new
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[01 May 2008|06:04pm] |
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HHHHHHHHELP
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