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[07 Apr 2008|12:05am] |
our state cannot be severed; we are one, one flesh; to lose thee were to lose myself
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[07 Apr 2008|12:08am] |
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget
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[07 Apr 2008|12:15am] |
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my roommate won't drive me to the deal or no deal auditions on Saturday even though she knows my life dream is to be on a reality show.
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[07 Apr 2008|12:29am] |
i can see, and all the fellas, they agree
that a boy like you is not to be trusted,
but it's just so hot, incinerates my thoughts,
and i'm not really able to make it stop
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[07 Apr 2008|12:46am] |
her: how did you find me here?
him: if i was blind, i would see you.
her: stay with me.
him: forever. that's the whole point. i'll never leave. not even if you kill me.
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[07 Apr 2008|12:55am] |
how QT.
ITS A YOU AND ME HOUSE.
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[07 Apr 2008|12:57am] |
NOBODY CAN SEE US,
IT'S A YOU AND ME HOUSE
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[07 Apr 2008|01:27am] |
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Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head.
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[07 Apr 2008|01:31am] |
should i watch firefly or young indiana jones?
hmm~
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[07 Apr 2008|01:39am] |
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idk photobooth + tinypic are inducing the lolsi am cool
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[07 Apr 2008|01:42am] |
There was a time I was blind
I was so confused
Run away just to hide it all from you
But baby you knew me better than I knew myself
They say if you love something let it go
If it comes back it's yours
That's how you know
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[07 Apr 2008|01:47am] |
"wake up, you're dreaming"
i cant stand your screaming
drowing out these prayers
just some words without meaning.
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[07 Apr 2008|01:49am] |
Blame it on the past;
It's the last place I knew you.
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[07 Apr 2008|01:54am] |
hey guys!!!!!
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[07 Apr 2008|03:55am] |
In my heart
I miss you so much
I'm missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm
I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please
But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless
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[07 Apr 2008|06:15am] |
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jsyak when i signed off last night i spilled cranberry juice all over my room :(
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[07 Apr 2008|09:47am] |
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fuck why did i leave this til this morning. no shower for me.
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[07 Apr 2008|10:50am] |
i heard about your regrets, i heard that
you were feeling sorry. i heard from
someone that you wish you could
set things right between us. well, i guess
i should have heard of that from you.
i guess i should have heard of that from you.
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[07 Apr 2008|11:09am] |
O need, O city of gratitude rising around us,
Loveless metropolis of skyscraper pride and and trolleys of the lonesome.
Our rickety architecture claims its victims.
Boxes of love letters have been shredded, but I won't wipe your hands from the sliding glass door.
Your blacksmith hands, all your cast iron confidence.
No wedding or children, but we did have our secrets, our carelessly inflicted affections. O shared affliction. Undiluted need. Fine, you said, Leave. But I know who you see when you close your eyes at night.
All our lost potential, our sorry scars. In the post office of star-crossed lovers, you wink from the sheriff's posters, fugitive. Come home.
Where is my twin ruin, my holy solace?
Nothing kneels down in my tiny life -- this cathedral where your face stains the windows.
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[07 Apr 2008|11:31am] |
the memories are bittersweet;
the taste you leave is still stuck in my mouth
i want to touch you, want to breathe you
say, "fuck you, i don't need you - get out right now"
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[07 Apr 2008|11:34am] |
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stay gone.
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[07 Apr 2008|11:46am] |
hey
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[07 Apr 2008|12:47pm] |
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Don't you ever stop believing. You may roam as far as you want - you can run from here to the end of the world and back. Just know that I'll always be here, waiting for you to come in and say good night. Do as you please, go where ever the wind takes you. But don't you ever stop believing.
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[07 Apr 2008|12:47pm] |
Me, I could care less about the pretty little love notes and phonecalls in the middle of the night just to say "I love you". I don't want or need any of that. I just want comfort. I want to wake up knowing that someone's got my back, no matter what. I want to fall asleep on your chest while you're driving me home. I want you to kiss my forehead after a tough day and tell me, "baby, it's okay". I want to know that I'm loved, wanted, whatever. That's all I want.
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[07 Apr 2008|01:28pm] |
We smile and smile
We smile and smile
Laughter echoes in your eyes
We climb and climb
We climb and climb
Footfall softly in the pines
We cry and cry
We cry and cry
Sadness passes in a while
We role and role
We role and role
Help me role away the stone
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[07 Apr 2008|01:29pm] |
Last night I had too much to drink
Sitting in a club with so many fools
Playing to rules
Trying to impress but feeling rather empty
I had another drink
Drink - a - drink a drink a drink
What a way to spend that evening
They all turn up with their friends
Playing the game
But in the scene I should have been
Far away
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[07 Apr 2008|01:30pm] |
i could not recall a more perfect fall
cause when i looked up into your eyes
it didn't hurt at all
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[07 Apr 2008|01:31pm] |
Well, you wake up in the mornin', you hear the work bell ring,
And they march you to the table to see the same old thing.
Ain't no food upon the table, and no pork up in the pan.
But you better not complain, boy, you get in trouble with the man.
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[07 Apr 2008|01:31pm] |
I see ya blowin' me a kiss
It doesn't take a scientist
To understand what's going on baby
If you see something in my eye
Let's not over analyze
Don't go too deep with it baby
So let it be what it'll be
Don't make a fuss and get crazy
over you and me
Here's what I'll do
I'll play loose
Run like we have a day with destiny
It's just a little crush
Not like I faint every time we touch
It's just some little thing
Not like everything I do depends on you
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[07 Apr 2008|01:31pm] |
& it's the look that you're giving me
that tells me exactly what you are
thinking - this ain't working now
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[07 Apr 2008|01:32pm] |
when she wishes, she wishes for
less ways to wish for,
more ways to work toward it
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[07 Apr 2008|01:33pm] |
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[07 Apr 2008|01:37pm] |
i stopped breathing when you said
you don't care anymore
and I miss you
tell me that you're doing fine
and I wish you were here
standin' on the corner in the pouring rain
gotta find a drug that will keep me sane
like you
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[07 Apr 2008|01:57pm] |
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[07 Apr 2008|01:58pm] |
i'm always wondering where you are.
i'm always wondering where you are.
darling, shouldn't i be the one wondering?
after all, i am the one who is gone
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[07 Apr 2008|02:21pm] |
and you found everything you need to make a life complete;
completely revolting
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[07 Apr 2008|02:28pm] |
they found me face down in the street
on the night you left to find another place to sleep
in rain and regret
they said they tried everything, but it was no use
yea, they tried everything and everyone but you
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[07 Apr 2008|02:47pm] |
oh take me on back, take me on back
take me back to that place where i can feel
your heart - is this the end or just the start?
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[07 Apr 2008|02:55pm] |
can anyone remind me of
who i was a year ago,
before sad love sounded
better than the lack of?
'cause now i'm just alone.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:05pm] |
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lol im so glad i have to present to the class what i'm writing my 20 page paper on tommorow amd i'm just starting
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[07 Apr 2008|03:13pm] |
Back to you, it always comes around back to you.
Over you, I’m never over, over you.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:21pm] |
What have I done? It's too late for that
What have I become? Truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask
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[07 Apr 2008|03:22pm] |
What could you be doing that is so much fun
Without me by your side
Without me by your side?
I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead,
I will take a step away, and see if you come back
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[07 Apr 2008|03:32pm] |
a heart just can't contain all of that empty space
it breaks, it breaks, it breaks
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[07 Apr 2008|03:37pm] |
what i am to you is not
what you mean to me.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:39pm] |
did i say that i loathe you?
did i say that i want to leave it all behind?
i can't take my mind off of you.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:39pm] |
and i will be as patient as
a boy in love could ever be
'cause i don't feel like i was real until
you were a part of me
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[07 Apr 2008|03:41pm] |
there's still a little bit of your taste in my mouth.
there's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt.
it's still a little hard to say what's going on.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:41pm] |
i'll stay around as long as it may take you,
to turn around and see that i'm still here.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:42pm] |
there's still a little bit of your song in my ear.
there's still a little bit of your words i long to hear.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:43pm] |
what am i darlin'?
a whisper in your ear?
a piece of your cake?
what am i, darlin?
the boy you can fear?
or your biggest mistake?
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[07 Apr 2008|03:46pm] |
cold, cold water surrounds me now,
and all i've got is your hand.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:48pm] |
i wanna hear what you want
i remember december
and i wanna hear what you have to say about me
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[07 Apr 2008|03:50pm] |
it's the wrong kind of place to be thinking of you.
it's the wrong time for somebody new.
it's a small crime, and i've got no excuse.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:53pm] |
do you miss my smell?
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[07 Apr 2008|03:54pm] |
does he drive you wild or just mildly free?
what about me?
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[07 Apr 2008|03:54pm] |
A thousand other boys could never reach you,
How could I have been the one?
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[07 Apr 2008|03:55pm] |
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When you stand, they fall.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:56pm] |
well i've been here before, sat on a floor in a grey grey mood where i stay up all night and all that i write is a grey grey tune. so pray for me child, just for a while, that i might break out. pray for me child. even a smile would do for now.
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[07 Apr 2008|03:57pm] |
s'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
a persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo.
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[07 Apr 2008|04:07pm] |
nothing unusual, nothing's changed
just a little older, that's all
you know when you've found it,
there's something I've learned,
'cause you feel it when they take it away.
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[07 Apr 2008|04:07pm] |
they call her feisty
but a lover's gotta fight, right?
dreams of dreamers
pass each other in the night
strip tease and spelling bees
well i wanna take a bite
whispers cross my worries
says it's gonna be alright
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[07 Apr 2008|04:16pm] |
kaaate
what is the website you watch firefly on? i cant find my ipod & i have cramps and dont want to learn, i just want to lay here and be sick and sad
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[07 Apr 2008|04:23pm] |
I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours. It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by. I watch the clock to make my timing just right.
Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?
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[07 Apr 2008|04:29pm] |
and so it is,
the shorter story
no love, no glory,
no hero in her skies.
i can't take my eyes off you.
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[07 Apr 2008|04:43pm] |
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Tonight will stand as a testament to hope forever beating on.
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[07 Apr 2008|04:44pm] |
and would it have been worth it, after all,
after the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
would it have been worth while,
to have bitten off the matter with a smile,
to have squeezed the universe into a ball
to roll it towards some overwhelming question,
to say: “i am lazarus, come from the dead,
come back to tell you all, i shall tell you all”—
f one, settling a pillow by her head,
should say: “that is not what i meant at all.
that is not it, at all."
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[07 Apr 2008|04:49pm] |
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I will replicate an assembled heart, forged from your collective agony, and I will tear away until there are but two beating hearts before me.
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[07 Apr 2008|04:51pm] |
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Aesthetic perfection has fooled me once again. You'll always be the only one who feels like home. And with your hollow words and your plastic smile, you have the most beautiful name I've ever cursed. Yet I wait for you to find your way into my arms.
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[07 Apr 2008|05:01pm] |
ineluctable modality of the visible: at least that if no more, thought through my eyes. signatures of all things i am here to read, seaspawn and seawrack, the nearing tide, that rusty boot. snotgreen, bluesilver, rust: coloured signs. limits of the diaphane. but he adds: in bodies. then he was aware of them bodies before of them coloured. how? by knocking his sconce against them, sure. go easy. bald he was and a millionaire, maestro di color che sanno. limit of the diaphane in. why in? diaphane, adiaphane. if you can put your five fingers through it, it is a gate, if not a door. shut your eyes and see.
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[07 Apr 2008|05:10pm] |
i just want back in your head.
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[07 Apr 2008|05:20pm] |
i'm sick and tired of resolutions
you've quit me time and time again
don't speak of suicide solutions
you took my hand, i'm here to stay
spark me
set me off like a rocket into your heart
let me learn, live, and grow with you, until we fall apart to only realize we caught each other on the long way down
let me hold you, until life seems to drift away
into the sky, into the sun
that burns for all eternity
in my own heart..
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[07 Apr 2008|05:23pm] |
“Broken hearts never mend”
But fools never move on.
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[07 Apr 2008|05:36pm] |
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Still I'm choking on the words, I should've said 1000 times.
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[07 Apr 2008|05:51pm] |
"Nessun maggior dolore
Che ricordarsi del tempo felice
Nella miseria."
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[07 Apr 2008|06:05pm] |
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there must be something in the water here so baby let's dance.
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[07 Apr 2008|06:06pm] |
so last night i spilled an entire container of concentrated laundry detergent all over my closet floor, all over piles of clothes.
i decided the best way to take care of the clothes, since i didn't have quarters to wash them atm, was so rinse them in the shower.
so my shower was filled to the brim with sudsy soapy mess and my hands were burning and i was terrified that i'd have to go to the hospital for extreme exposure to detergent so i started freaking out.
and i tried to wipe up my closet with paper towels and that didn't work so i tried wet paper towels but then my closet got all sudsy soapy too and i was like WTF OK and so now there is a layer of detergent in my closet but at least it smells good ok.
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[07 Apr 2008|06:08pm] |
"don't make no sense. what...why the hell did that mudder have to go and do that for, mal? jumping in front of that shotgun blast. hell, there weren't a one of them understood what happened out there. they're probably sticking that statue right back up."
"most like."
"i don't know why that eats at me so."
"it's my estimation that...every man ever got a statue made of him, was one kind of sumbitch or another. ain't about you, jayne. about what they need."
"don't make no sense."
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[07 Apr 2008|06:09pm] |
The windows are locked now so what'll it be?
A house on fire or a rising sea?
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[07 Apr 2008|06:31pm] |
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missed me, missed me, now you've gotta kiss me,
if you kiss me, mister, you must think i'm pretty
if you think so, mister, you must want to fuck me
if you fuck me, mister, it must mean you love me
if you love me, mister, you would never leave me
it's as simple as can be.
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[07 Apr 2008|06:32pm] |
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Tell me something, do you love him? Does he love you, too, like I love you?
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[07 Apr 2008|06:33pm] |
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We all dance so we can let go and we move close and trade lows.
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[07 Apr 2008|06:35pm] |
"i had a good day."
"you had the alliance on you, criminals and savages... half the people on the ship have been shot or wounded including yourself, and you're harboring known fugitives."
"we're still flying."
"that's not much."
"it's enough."
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[07 Apr 2008|06:40pm] |
Put me in your blue skies
Or put me in your gray.
There's gotta be some way.
There's gotta be some way.
Put me in your tongue tie,
Make it hard to say
That you ain't gonna stay,
That you ain't gonna stay.
Wrap me in your marrow,
Stuff me in your bones.
Sing a mending moan,
A song to bring you home.
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[07 Apr 2008|06:44pm] |
I've got some to give.
I've like to give some.
Love will still live
When our time is done.
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[07 Apr 2008|06:51pm] |
Hey guys...Not a regular here, but I'm kinda desperate.
I just turned 20,, I miss the years when I was 16 and listened to some pretty cool music.
Anyone have any old emo songs (circa 4-5 years ago maybe?) they'd like to share? I really want to download some of the old stuff I used to listen to...But I can't think of a lot really.
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[07 Apr 2008|07:13pm] |
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omg nikki/kate my sister is at purchase for that concert rn
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[07 Apr 2008|07:24pm] |
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dear diary, today i was pompous and my sister was crazy. today we were kidnapped by hillfolk, never to be seen again, it was the best day ever.
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[07 Apr 2008|07:26pm] |
i just called dominoes and a boy with an english accent answered and i gave him my order and he signed off "Cheers"
and now i cant wait to go pick up my order i hope he is as qt as his accent
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[07 Apr 2008|07:33pm] |
"sometimes life takes you places you weren't expecting to go."
"life didn't bring us here, those men did."
"you were on a transport ship right, taking a journey? it's the way of life in my findings that journeys end where and when they want to, and that's where you make your home."
"this isn't our home."
"if it isn't here, where is it?"
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[07 Apr 2008|07:40pm] |
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LOL WHY ARE ALL OF THE BOYS ON ZOEY 101 SO CUTE
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[07 Apr 2008|07:40pm] |
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you gave up everything you had to find me, and you found me broken.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:06pm] |
It's like one thousand paper cuts,
soaked in vinegar.
Like the battles with yourself,
that leave you insecure.
It's all just a numbing charade
Until the day you finally wake up,
and you're not afraid.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:09pm] |
2 favourite country songs?
GO! :)
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[07 Apr 2008|08:12pm] |
I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up
So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door
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[07 Apr 2008|08:18pm] |
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I am nervous that you won't be my lover
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[07 Apr 2008|08:20pm] |
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he slapped my face and he shook me like a ragdoll, don't that sound like a real man? i'm gonna show him what a little girl's made of: gunpowder and lead.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:24pm] |
To the right, to the right
To the right, to the right
To the right, to the right
That's where I'm goin' in the middle of the night
In the closet, that's your stuff
But trick, I bought it, so bitch don't touch (don't touch)
You talk a lot of bullshit, alright
But while you walk 'n talk imma get mine now
It's my name that's on your last
You bald-headed rat tryna get rid of that
Back up out my face broad
I'm really tryna not talk to you
Talkin' bout I'm neva gonna find a girl like you
You must got me fucked up
You must not know 'bout me
You must think I'm playing
Cause I can have another you in an hour
Matter of fact, she's upstairs in tha shower, baby
You must now know 'bout me
You must think I'm playing
I can find another you on the corner
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' you're irreplaceable
Trick, give me my phone so I can call my chick and see if she's home, yeah
Oh shit, I forgot she's already home
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was unreal
Kinda like the horse that was sittin' on the back of your head
Baby fix them teeth
Seeing your face is so old to me
Back out out my face broad
I'm really not tryna talk to you
Tellin' me I'm neva finding a girl like you
Well ya got me so damn twisted
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[07 Apr 2008|08:27pm] |
okay, so wtf at there being a really bad like thunderstorm with lightning and hail and everything..
this is not cool.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:27pm] |
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i was the happiest i'd ever been in telluride.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:28pm] |
all aboard and
jump on the ganja bus
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[07 Apr 2008|08:32pm] |
i should've been a cowboy,
i should've learned to rope and ride.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:33pm] |
Sometimes I'm bitter, sometimes I'm better
Sometimes I'm okay, but mostly,
I never ever want to see you again.
I never want to see you again.
Because it's not like you mean it when you say,
"Someday, sometime when our stars align..."
Yeah, okay.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:33pm] |
never thought winter could feel so warm,
but the blue in your eyes,
it somehow heats the air.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:33pm] |
who shall i blame
for this sweet and heavy trouble,
for every stupid struggle?
i don't know, i could buy you a drink
i could tell you all about it,
i could tell you why i doubt it
and why i still believe it.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:35pm] |
springtime has never appeared so dull.
the sun and the breeze are jealous of our smiles.
the calendar pages are scattered all over the floor,
trodden with footprints so i can't read the date.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:35pm] |
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i'm just sittin' here watchin' airplanes take off and fly, tryin' to figure out which one you might be on, and why you don't love me anymore.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:40pm] |
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They peddle truth on the side of the road. "He'll probably come back, but you'll both be alone."
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[07 Apr 2008|08:43pm] |
i know now that nothing comes easy,
and i won't make promises that i can't keep.
just promise the same thing to me.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:43pm] |
They left me for dead and
left me alone,
gave me for nothing,
but I'm leaving you hope.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:46pm] |
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there's no rules to lust; only passion, and it can be so unjust. if we don't speak, we'll get along just fine. don't ask me how i'm doing because you know i don't feel like lying. take me as i am, or leave me the way you found me.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:48pm] |
i didn't find you
you found me
i hope you got what you wanted
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[07 Apr 2008|08:49pm] |
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There's a war starting soon and all the flags'll be waving and Daniel's twenty year old friend will be ready and willing and waiting. He's a Marine and he told me, and that makes me sad, really, really fucking sad, but at least he'll act. I'll just bite my tongue and then tell Daniel to wish him luck and pray that he comes back for his mother's sake, and then I'll drink those thoughts away. I've gotten good at that.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:53pm] |
But most people pass over incrementally, making a series of perforations in the membrane between here and there until an opening exists. And who can resist an opening? In the parallel universe the laws of physics are suspended. What goes up does not necessarily come down. A body at rest does not tend to stay at rest, and not every action can be counted on to provoke an equal and opposite reaction. Time, too, is different. It may run in circles, flow backward, skip about from now to then. The very arrangement of molecules is fluid: Tables can be clocks; faces, flowers.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:56pm] |
into these twisted months i plunge
without a light to follow,
but i swear that i would follow anything.
just get me out of here.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:57pm] |
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random fucking question: is punchline well known everywhere?
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[07 Apr 2008|08:58pm] |
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Creep up and tell me that you, you love me more each time you look into my eyes, I feel like..I know you don't mean to be mean, I'm sure you know the same for me, when you creep up and tell me. Darling, it breaks my heart each time you..
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[07 Apr 2008|08:58pm] |
and so i drink to stay warm
and to kill selected memories.
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[07 Apr 2008|08:59pm] |
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are you gonna be your own goddamn best friend?
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[07 Apr 2008|09:00pm] |
No I'm going to hold you anyway,
and I'll do it without shaking
Yes I'll love you always ,
and I'll do it without aching
Yes I'd give you anything,
Yes I'd give you anything
I gave you everything
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[07 Apr 2008|09:02pm] |
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job interview tomorrow, vair nervous. haha
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[07 Apr 2008|09:04pm] |
i wanna know what he knows
i wanna feel what he felt
i wanna go where he's been
i wanna know what he knows
i wanna hear your secrets
i want you
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[07 Apr 2008|09:07pm] |
i know you made a promise
and told him he's your lover.
make me feel the same.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:08pm] |
There's a part in everyday,
where I lie to myself and say that it's okay.
'cause if I don't I think I'll go insane.
But the truth is, I only have myself to blame.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:13pm] |
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I have not a deathwish but rather a less inaccurate understanding of what it means to be alive.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:15pm] |
And I really don't wanna fall back,
cause you don't seem like you care.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:15pm] |
she said she'd never seen someone so lost.
i said i'd never felt so found.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:18pm] |
it was the way she'd bite my lower lip
and push her hips against my hips
and dig her nails so deep into my skin.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:19pm] |
she was convinced i was under the influence
of all those drunken romantics.
i was reading Fante at the the time.
i had Bukowski on my mind.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:20pm] |
we started laughing until it didn't hurt
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[07 Apr 2008|09:22pm] |
But we try so hard not to die.
Sometimes we forget to appreciate life
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[07 Apr 2008|09:22pm] |
the night's tragic rambling
is the next day's apology.
so if you can sit tight until the sun hits the blinds,
we can settle everything.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:23pm] |
There are things in this world, that I don't understand.
Like: Love, war, gravity, or the laid of the land.
But all of these remain mysteries,
but one thing is for sure, you are worth living for.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:24pm] |
Sometimes when I let my mind run free...
it never fails, it goes right to you,
and a smile takes a hold of me.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:26pm] |
You said love it, or leave it
But I believe in change.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:26pm] |
i'm a cold, jaded, selfish, abusive, dysfunctional fuck up.
i'm needing to be rescued.
i'm stranded on myself,
and i can't escape from this island i've made.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:26pm] |
Drinkers and Jokers
all soul-searchers
like you and me
searching for love, love, love
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[07 Apr 2008|09:35pm] |
so you fell in some mud
you haven't fallen from grace
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[07 Apr 2008|09:35pm] |
Baby lets settle down
Build us a family together
I for you, you for me baby
inna this rainy weather
tell them that it don't matter what the people say
And it not matter what the people do
they could never stop I
and they could never stop you
Because we were made for each other
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[07 Apr 2008|09:39pm] |
Never had a home like this
and the prophet said
'be careful what you wish'
never had to think twice
always knew my home was in paradise
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[07 Apr 2008|09:44pm] |
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o hi im alive
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[07 Apr 2008|09:45pm] |
fuck writing this paper on the amish.
my paper:
the amish are ok sometimes. they paint their doors blue when they have a son they want to marry off and my dad used to threaten to drop me off there when i was being a bitch. they also smell rly bad when they go to the doctors and how come they can ride in cars. i wish they could drive them bc their buggies piss me off rly bad.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:52pm] |
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i washed my sheets and hung them outside today and now they smell glorious.
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[07 Apr 2008|10:00pm] |
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But your love has set me free as you've awakened every star that has been sleeping in the constellation of my soul.
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[07 Apr 2008|10:01pm] |
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
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[07 Apr 2008|10:06pm] |
And If I don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like sunny days that we ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded
And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong
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[07 Apr 2008|10:22pm] |
"it ain't all buttons and charts, little albatross. you know what the first rule of flying is? well, i suppose you do, since you already know what i'm about to say."
"i do, but i like to hear you say it."
"love. you can learn all the math in the 'verse, but you take a boat in the air that you don't love, she'll shake you off just as sure as the turning of worlds. and love keeps her in the air when she ought to fall down…tells you she's hurting 'fore she keens…makes her a home."
"storm's getting worse."
"we'll pass through it soon enough."
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[07 Apr 2008|10:23pm] |
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make icons for lj communities > paper
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[07 Apr 2008|10:24pm] |
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips:
I love you.
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