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[03 Apr 2008|12:02am] |
btw guys this is who i want to be when i grow up
she is awesome.
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[03 Apr 2008|12:27am] |
Make this happen, cause you're beautiful.
Hiii :]
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[03 Apr 2008|01:46am] |
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owen monday monday monday mike kinsella
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[03 Apr 2008|08:51am] |
good morning, girls! ♥
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[03 Apr 2008|11:07am] |
You always fold just before you're found out -
drink up, it's last call (last resort).
Mornin'!
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[03 Apr 2008|11:23am] |
Last year's wishes are this year's
apologies.
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[03 Apr 2008|11:24am] |
I only keep myself this sick in the head
'cause I know how the words get you
(off).
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[03 Apr 2008|12:21pm] |
Give me envy,
give me malice -
gimme, gimme, gimme a break.
Has anyone else read Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk? Gah, that chorus always makes me think of that book. Maybe because it's nearly identical... Anyway. =)
So I did the anonymous journal entry thing in my journal.
If you're on or just lurking, go there!
I'll probably demand the same later on when more people are here.
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[03 Apr 2008|12:39pm] |
And I wouldn't be
caught dead
in this place.
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[03 Apr 2008|12:40pm] |
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it's me against the world, still i'm losing ground
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[03 Apr 2008|12:42pm] |
life's not what you take
it's not about the promises you make
it's not about the friends you might of made or love that is gone
life is what you give
it's not about the stupid things you did
it's not about the way things could have been
it's about moving on
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[03 Apr 2008|12:45pm] |
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sometimes you have to suffer a little bit in your youth to motivate yourself to succeed in later life.
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[03 Apr 2008|12:48pm] |
I just want you closer
Is that alright?
Baby let's get closer tonight.
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[03 Apr 2008|01:04pm] |
finally,
it's our time now.
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[03 Apr 2008|01:05pm] |
and even if time ain't really on my side,
it's one of those days for taking a walk outside.
i'm blowing the day to take a walk in the sun,
and fall on my face on somebody's new-mown lawn.
I've been having a sweet dream,
I been dreaming since I woke up today.
it's starring me and my sweet thing
cause she's he's the one makes me feel this way.
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[03 Apr 2008|01:07pm] |
i never meant to brag,
but i've got him where i want him now.
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[03 Apr 2008|01:08pm] |
I rememeber the time outside your house,
the words came easy,
and you kissed me on the mouth.
it was so easy in the dark,
but now I don't know where to start.
and I've been thinking bout you day and night.
and every now and then,
I think I might have found just what to do
to make my way to you.
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[03 Apr 2008|01:27pm] |
I could drive and you could sleep
While the radio collides to the sound of our heartbeats
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[03 Apr 2008|01:36pm] |
In flashes of lightning
You will shine
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[03 Apr 2008|01:42pm] |
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"I will love you forever, whatever happens. 'Til I die and after I die, and when I find my way out of the land of the dead, I'll drift about forever, all my atoms, 'til I find you again...I'll be looking for you, Will, every moment, every single moment. And when we do find each other again, we'll cling together so tight that no one'll ever tear us apart. Every atom of me and every atom of you...We'll live in birds and flowers and dragonflies and pine trees and in clouds and in those little specks of light you see floating in sunbeams...And when they use our atoms to make new lives, they won't just be able to take one, they'll have to take two, one of you and one of me, we'll be joined so tight..."
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[03 Apr 2008|02:12pm] |
Whoa, there's something in the air tonight
Something that makes me feel alive and I say
Whoa, what were the words that you said to me
That made me feel so special now
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[03 Apr 2008|02:19pm] |
Do my journal, women!
All you bored ones...
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[03 Apr 2008|02:51pm] |
I've decided that today is guys are unnecessary jerks day.
Ladies be warned. =/
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[03 Apr 2008|02:59pm] |
I'm leaving his house in a bit. This will be the first time since the 16th of last month that I will spend more than one night away from him. (And so far, even that only happened once). I'm glad though, because I think he needs to miss me, dammit.
Should I leave a cute note for him to find when I'm gone? y/n?
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[03 Apr 2008|03:12pm] |
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is bfc like done?
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[03 Apr 2008|03:13pm] |
this is my salt in your wounds.
this is my "i told you so."
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[03 Apr 2008|03:14pm] |
I am forever covering my tracks, I'm standing hear with little less than an existence.
Though I hold the keys to everything.
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[03 Apr 2008|03:31pm] |
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Heartstrings severed just as quick as they were discovered.
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[03 Apr 2008|03:33pm] |
sometimes she thinks she's strong
sometimes she thinks she's gone
past the point of feeling anything at all
sometimes she's sure she's crazy
sometimes she feels like maybe,
the only way to survive is to stay angry
and that works fine,
most of the time,
but some things make her cry.
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[03 Apr 2008|03:37pm] |
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Eviscerated the love I thought we had. I won't make it back. These words are stronger than the promise you forgot we had.
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[03 Apr 2008|03:37pm] |
so here i'm sitting in my car
at the same old stop light
i keep waiting for a change
but i don't know what
so red turns into green turning into yellow
but i'm just frozen here on the same old spot
all i have to do is to press the pedal
but i'm not
no, i'm not
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[03 Apr 2008|03:38pm] |
it's not about making sense.
it's about believing in something.
and letting that belief be real enough to change your life.
it's about faith.
you don't fix faith, River.
it fixes you.
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[03 Apr 2008|03:39pm] |
I have seen what it means
to detest and to care
and to outlive the dream of you and me.
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[03 Apr 2008|03:40pm] |
the girl on the car in the parking lot says,
"man you should try to take a shot,
can't you see my walls are crumbling?"
then she looks up at the building
says she's thinking of jumping
she says she's tired of life
she must be tired of something
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[03 Apr 2008|03:41pm] |
some of us are just trying to get through the day
without breaking something
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[03 Apr 2008|03:45pm] |
i've seen this room and i've walked this floor
you know, i used to live alone before i knew you
and i've seen your flag on the marble arch
and love is not a victory march
it's a cold and
it's a broken
hallelujah
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[03 Apr 2008|03:47pm] |
we can't talk like we used to,
there's just some things we can't say
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[03 Apr 2008|03:50pm] |
i hope this hurts like hell
cause why should you be fine?
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[03 Apr 2008|03:54pm] |
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And its not a party, if it happens every night. I'm running on empty, you're running out of luck. So lets ditch this city, before we sober up.
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[03 Apr 2008|03:58pm] |
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i'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past and wasting time on words i know you didn't mean.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:00pm] |
i want you to live,
i want you to love
i want you to go on
and not give up
i want you to live,
i want you to try,
i want you to know that
i'm alright
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[03 Apr 2008|04:00pm] |
I know i would apologize
If i could see your eyes
'Cause when you showed me myself
I became someone else
But I was caught in between
All you wish for and all you need
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[03 Apr 2008|04:03pm] |
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this day needs to end. Immediately.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:03pm] |
most of what i remember makes me sure
i should've stopped you from walking out the door
you could be happy
i hope you are
you made me happier than i'd been by far
somehow everything i own smells of you
for the tiniest moment
it's all not true
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[03 Apr 2008|04:08pm] |
are you feeling that you're on the brink of spilling some red in the sink? it wasn't the easiest year. no, i don't want you to go. are the memories too hard to take? rape is a word with a face. no, i don't want you to go. you know i don't want you to go. friend of mine, stay alive. don't you leave me here, all alone in the world with a chronic tear. i will always be here, i will always be here.
i will always be here for you.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:08pm] |
i love you
however
you hold me down
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[03 Apr 2008|04:11pm] |
you're the echoes of my everything
you're the emptiness the whole world
sings at night
you're the laziness of afternoon
you're the reason why i burst and why i bloom
you're the leaky sink of sentiment
you're the failed attempts i never could forget
you're the metaphors i can't create
to comprehend this curse that i call love
how will i break the news to you?
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[03 Apr 2008|04:15pm] |
Dear friend,
I really want to tell you what's going on in my life. I want to tell you about the boy from school who I really like, but can't go out with because he has a girlfriend. You know, the one who seems like a bad boy on the outside but is really a sweetheart. I want to tell you about the cute boy who used to like me. The one I didn't even look twice at because if he was interested in me I knew there was something wrong in his head. I don't think he likes me anymore anyway now that he's gotten to know me. That's how it always goes with me. I want to have sleep overs on the weekends and get drunk and go see movies and go shopping with you. I want to walk around each other's neighborhoods at three in the morning and stay up to watch sunrises while we talk about the lust which ruined our weekends and the love which ruined our lives. I want people to talk about us like we're joined at the hip, combine our names into one with nospacesinbetween. I want a lot of things I can't have, but more than anything in the world I want you to be my best friend. That's never going to happen. People like me don't have best friends. You can't trust me, and I won't let you. I won't get close to you because I'm afraid of losing you. I'll protect you from me and protect me from myself by avoiding confrontation, which will lead us to a falling out, inevitably. I will keep secrets from you and tell your secrets to people you hate in order to push you away. I'll do anything to keep myself from getting attached to you because I've been there before and I don't want to go back to being dependent on anyone. But I'd do anything to change. I wish I was the type of person who knew how to make friends and keep them. I wish I had the ability to have you or anyone for that matter as my best friend. I don't and I know this. So please don't underestimate my power to destroy what we have. The destruction of relationships is my trademark move. I want to tell you everything, but I never will.
I miss you...
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[03 Apr 2008|04:18pm] |
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I can help you to see light out of your despair. You tie the rope, I'll kick the fucking chair.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:30pm] |
oh, we're so very precious
you and i
and everything that you do
makes me want to die
oh, i just told the biggest lie
i just told the biggest lie
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[03 Apr 2008|04:31pm] |
PREGNANT MAN ON OPRAH
NOT KIDDING
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[03 Apr 2008|04:41pm] |
it's wearing off
and it's leaving you with such a heavy heart
and a head to match.
the bottle is waiting
the cap is twisted begging to be used
and so are you.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:42pm] |
'cause i can feel your pain
in my bones, in my bones
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[03 Apr 2008|04:43pm] |
i really hope you're doing better
all your friends close by your side
one step closer to recovery
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[03 Apr 2008|04:45pm] |
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tell me how am I supposed to seize this day when everything inside of me has died.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:45pm] |
you told me this has always been worth living.
what's really worth living anymore?
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[03 Apr 2008|04:50pm] |
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sleep right through the day and we fade away flow right through my veins like a morning rain
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[03 Apr 2008|04:53pm] |
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there's no place else i could be but here in your arms.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:55pm] |
please don't go and
build a fence around your heart,
like you've done before when you're losing ground.
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[03 Apr 2008|04:55pm] |
i just found a box of dime bags in my basement...
this is creepy y/n
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[03 Apr 2008|04:56pm] |
you're not brave if you still keep the letters,
and you're not sane if you don't want to get better,
and you're not drunk if you can stay in your lane.
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[03 Apr 2008|05:06pm] |
i died inside when you didn't
come running to my door.
i should have done more..
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[03 Apr 2008|05:34pm] |
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All my music is off my computer :(
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[03 Apr 2008|05:35pm] |
can i even complicate your breathing?
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[03 Apr 2008|05:35pm] |
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I should mean more.
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[03 Apr 2008|05:46pm] |
See, you're not what I expected
but you're the only one who
knows how to handle me, and
you're such a great kisser
and I know that you agree.
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[03 Apr 2008|05:50pm] |
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you
Tomorrow I'll miss you
Remember, I'll always be true
And then while I'm away
I'll write home everyday
And I'll send all my loving to you.
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[03 Apr 2008|06:00pm] |
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i think that possibly, maybe i'm falling for you.
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[03 Apr 2008|06:18pm] |
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"In the depth of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer."
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[03 Apr 2008|06:21pm] |
i remember when i first saw you
i remember the way i felt
and you're breaking me to pieces
and i don't know how i deal with this,
but if i learned anything at all it was to
always be true to yourself and
i know this isn't the end of this
i will fall
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[03 Apr 2008|06:38pm] |
"I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know... you're with him. You're his."
- p.s. i love you
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[03 Apr 2008|06:51pm] |
DOES ANYONE KNOW SOME COOL/"SEXY" WAYS TO WRAP A TOGA?
bc i am world renowned for my basic one that i always do (it is the same every time, why does no one notice? i even use the same sheet and ribbon) but i just put it on and my brother said it wasnt flattering for a dance :(
HELP
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[03 Apr 2008|07:05pm] |
attention all of my worst critics
who were once the best of friends
you're all just crows on powerlines
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[03 Apr 2008|07:06pm] |
I'd tell them that you don't have to be anybody. Because I'd know that being somebody doesn't make you anybody anyway.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:10pm] |
No one else is on the street tonight,
And you've never seen the city look so bright.
You could go so far in your car and never stop
But you just keep on circling the block.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:13pm] |
o and if anyone can find me high quality pictures of lucilla from gladiator i will pay you bc she has the best outfits and is my hero and i REALLY want to watch that movie but it is in my moms car and she is in ohio
the end
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[03 Apr 2008|07:19pm] |
She has a sign on her chest and says,
"Within this cage is a heart, and it beats only for you."
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[03 Apr 2008|07:21pm] |
jas;lkdfd
I have to quit my job.
Well I don't have to, I just really really want to. And I can't work up the guts to pick up the phone and call. jdf;alskd Someone do it for me. XD
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[03 Apr 2008|07:23pm] |
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Let's start this again, for real.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:25pm] |
you could be the reason i'm alive
you're already everything i'm not
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[03 Apr 2008|07:26pm] |
i push my boyfriends boundaries by jokingly saying stuff about a guy friend of mine and how nice he is and stuff. cus my boyfriend is being a douchebag and not calling me over to his dorm nor is he calling me at night so i said, "oh i guess i'll just be at *guyfriends* dorm then since he actually calls" and i took shit too far and he hung up on me and idk if this is way of breaking up with me because he was like "ok do me a favor and just go be with him now."
:( ugh idk why i do stupid shit like that.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:28pm] |
i want to be your last first kiss
that you'll ever have
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[03 Apr 2008|07:36pm] |
hey, im marissa.
i used to post, and then i just because an annoying little lurker,
and i decided that i wanted to start posting again and be social
so yeah, :]
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[03 Apr 2008|07:38pm] |
same old thing happens every night
you get me going, and then you say goodbye
i'm heated up and you just leave me there to
take care of myself. don't get mad, don't get all
wound up, just get your act together, or baby
give it up. just let me know if I should hit the
road or if you want my help. if you think it's
possible then anything is possible, but i think
you're impossible. i hope you prove me wrong..
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[03 Apr 2008|07:38pm] |
there are moments when,
when i know it and the world revolves around us.
and we're keeping it, keeping it all going.
this delicate balance, vulnerable, all knowing.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:40pm] |
"Left last night with a long goodbye
we cement why, through a phone line
I told you thoughts that multiply
that I don't know how to let go
we've been here many times before
i am empty, when you leave me
whats one more?"
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[03 Apr 2008|07:40pm] |
When the world ends, you're gonna come with me
We're going to be crazy, like a river bends
We're going to float through the criss-cross of the mountains
Watch them fade to nothing when the world ends
You know that's whats happening now
I'm going to be there with you somehow
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[03 Apr 2008|07:41pm] |
This is the calming before the storm
We've been here like this before
This absolution is always incomplete, its always bittersweet
Hush, you color my eyes red
Our love's not alive, its dead
This letter has written itself inside out again
When rivers turn to roads and lovers become friends
Hush, hush, hush - this is where it ends
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[03 Apr 2008|07:42pm] |
And it isn't something I need til you tell me I cant
Why wear my heart on my sleeve
When it looks so good in your hand?
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[03 Apr 2008|07:43pm] |
All her friends tell her she's so pretty, but she'd be a whole lot prettier if she smiled once in a while. cause even her smile looks like a frown. and she's seen her share of devils in this angel town.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:49pm] |
you need a little push to shove test your love.
will that person burn for you?
blah :/
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[03 Apr 2008|07:51pm] |
hey son, what's your problem? tell me have you lost your mind. your daddy said you'd lose your free ride to collage, boy you better tell her goodbye.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:52pm] |
tmmrw night is going to be epic jsyak
i hate that i am trained to feel like something is going to ruin it.
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[03 Apr 2008|07:54pm] |
oh I'll make amends forever.
tonight I won't leave you, it's this,
together.
hand and hand,
and on and on.
mouth to mouth baby,
all I love.
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[03 Apr 2008|08:13pm] |
What you do on your own time's just fine
My imagination's much worse
I just never want to know
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[03 Apr 2008|08:14pm] |
The sheets engulfing you, know that I need you
I want you, I’m dying for you. Here in my heart
where my veins are combusting for you
All that I've learned I unlearned
And I’m falling for you now.
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[03 Apr 2008|08:14pm] |
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Please forgive me for loving you.
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[03 Apr 2008|08:15pm] |
like my favorite record, youre a little over played.
and like my favorite summer, youll never fade away.
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[03 Apr 2008|08:18pm] |
I get so clumsy,
I get so foolish,
I can get so stupid,
and then I feel so useless.
but you're sayin you love me
and you're still gonna hold me,
and that you wanna be near me.
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[03 Apr 2008|08:23pm] |
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( shoes )
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[03 Apr 2008|08:24pm] |
goonight moon
i want the sun ;;
if its not here soon i might be done
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[03 Apr 2008|08:34pm] |
hello there.
good to see you.
how are you?
i need you.
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[03 Apr 2008|08:47pm] |
My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
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[03 Apr 2008|08:48pm] |
Is that why they call me a sullen girl
They dont know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea.
But he washed me shore and he took my pearl
And left an empty shell of me..
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[03 Apr 2008|08:49pm] |
PICK IT, PACK IT, FIRE IT UP
:P
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[03 Apr 2008|08:56pm] |
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we look at eachother, wonderin what the other is thinking. but we never say a thing, and these crimes between us grow deeper. take these chances, place them in a box until a quieter time.
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[03 Apr 2008|09:37pm] |
You're the dream that hasn't ended,
And I'm still anxious for rest.
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[03 Apr 2008|09:43pm] |
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CONOR.
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[03 Apr 2008|09:50pm] |
Think you know everything
You really don't know nothing
I wish that you were more intelligent
So you could see that what you are doing
Is so shitty, to me
Thirty five
People couldn't count
On two hands the amount of times you made me stop
Stop and think why are you being such a dickhead for
Stop being a dickhead,
Why are you being a dickhead for
You're just fucking up situations
Why are you being a dickhead for
Stop being a dickhead,
Why you being a dickhead for
You're just fucking up situations
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[03 Apr 2008|10:10pm] |
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
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[03 Apr 2008|10:11pm] |
just so you all know i just took a really nice shower
and the towels were warm
and i am happy
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[03 Apr 2008|10:13pm] |
there are moments when i know it and
the world revolves around us
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[03 Apr 2008|10:15pm] |
You aren't the kind of person that I couldn't fall in love with,
rather you are the kind of person that I could.
And I'd like to spend an afternoon of laughing at ourselves,
and hear all the wonderful things you might tell me.
I'd watch your eyes gleam during that time of day
when you can't really tell if it's day or night.
I'd like to think of us in twelve years having a place and a daughter.
I think she would look a lot like you.
We'd be all the time smiling.
Someone once asked me who I'd most like to be with. I said,
"There's this really great gal that I'd like to hang out with sometime."
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[03 Apr 2008|10:21pm] |
Oh, how I wish that they would last
Moments of peace that just slip through me so fast
Just when I think that they are gonna stay
Everything inside me just starts fading away
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[03 Apr 2008|10:23pm] |
She looks at me and doesn't know the words to say
But it's not you, I just don't feel quite right today
All these things I say and do were never planned
But how the fuck am I supposed to make you understand that
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[03 Apr 2008|10:29pm] |
she's been waiting for the phone to ring.
she's been waiting all night,
but it doesn't matter who's on the line.
as long as the voice works.
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[03 Apr 2008|10:42pm] |
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you sure look like you could be some kind of fun.
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[03 Apr 2008|10:46pm] |
you got what you asked for, so don't even start. you're never a victim, so own what you did, son,
admit what you are
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[03 Apr 2008|10:47pm] |
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Well, you've become the scholar, or is it too soon to tell? 'Cause I was never pretending, and I never intended for me to hate myself. And if you fall for me, it's the same in the end 'cause I was never pretending, and I never intended for you to be my friend.
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[03 Apr 2008|11:00pm] |
DO MY JOURNAL!
please?
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[03 Apr 2008|11:19pm] |
"i do love you, don't you see, don't you understand? you're the love of my life. i can't leave you but you're constantly leaving me. you walk away when you want, you come back when you want. not everyone, not your friends but you leave me. so, i'm asking you, if you don't see a future with us then please...please just end it because i'm in it. put me out of my misery."
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[03 Apr 2008|11:19pm] |
because no battle is ever won, he said. they are not even fought. the field only reveals to man his own folly and despair, and victory is an illusion of philosophers and fools.
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[03 Apr 2008|11:35pm] |
my name is driftwood
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[03 Apr 2008|11:37pm] |
i will settle down with the first one who swoons me.
i am the queen of comparison
so i will fuck you on my floor in my room, at my door. we'll stain the sheets or wave our flag
but i know we'll never have what i once had with him.
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[03 Apr 2008|11:38pm] |
you're in my web now
i've come to wrap you up tight
until it's time to bite down
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[03 Apr 2008|11:51pm] |
sin and love and fear are just sounds that people who never sinned nor loved nor feared have for what they never had and cannot have until they forgot the words
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