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[24 Nov 2007|12:00am]

i'm definitely shaking
the silence isn't breaking
backwashed and stranded memories
of something i thought could be
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[24 Nov 2007|12:01am]
as i wander sweet skies tears flood my eyes and realize I've been on this road before
how can i be that didn't see that the best of me will forever walk theses lonely shores
sunrise set sun
the days not over yet
and whatever pain it brings i will find my way
winter unto fall i can hear you call
i can make it thought just hear you say you love me
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[24 Nov 2007|12:01am]

Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive. Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go. Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love. Look me in the heart and unbreak broken.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:02am]
a crowded room, friends with tired eyes
i'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
my god i thought you were someone to rely on
me? i guess i was a shoulder to cry on
a face on a lover with a fire in his heart
a man undercover, but you tore me apart
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[24 Nov 2007|12:03am]
well i've been in town for just about fifteen minutes now,
and baby i feel so down.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:04am]
my panic research was no help,

i sink into myself.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:05am]
put the gleam back in your eyes
and don't let 'em know you care.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:06am]
"merry christmas!" i wrapped it up and sent it
with a note saying "i love you," i meant it
now i know what a fool i've been
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[24 Nov 2007|12:06am]
I fear I'm going deaf
I've got some sense left
I'd give up some more to be with you
'Cause what good is seeing
If love's not looking back at you

And what good is feeling
If my hands aren't touching you
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cute y/n [24 Nov 2007|12:06am]
http://www.fredericks.com/product.asp?catalog%5Fname=Holiday2002&category%5Fname=New-Holiday&product%5Fid=44620
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[24 Nov 2007|12:08am]

i am the first one i deceive
if i can make myself believe
the rest is easy..
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[24 Nov 2007|12:08am]
I dreamed last night I saw you
A single spark explosion negotiating with the dead
By the bright lights in the ICU
On my chest you put your head
And said...
There you are
There you are
There's my heart
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[24 Nov 2007|12:09am]
all I know is I feel lost without you “I miss you” is not enough. I know the story’s old; it’s been told a million times before but to tell it feels so good it reminds me that not all I do is right. And all I know is I feel so lost without you. I knew that I loved you and I knew that I had to do something. a while later we got back together. And we told each other we would be forever.And since that day we had our share of problems and now we know that it’s hard but better together

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[24 Nov 2007|12:10am]
lol writing a paper about buffy
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[24 Nov 2007|12:11am]

i'm not surprised but i never feel
quite prepared
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[24 Nov 2007|12:11am]
I kind of get the feeling like I'm being used
And now I realize you never heard
One god damned word I ever said
Losing a whole year
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[24 Nov 2007|12:12am]
and the days come to you like sailors,
you watch them as they drift away
they meet the sunrise out at the horizon

and it's neither sink nor swim,
at least the water's beneath your chin
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[24 Nov 2007|12:12am]
it struck me that I've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie so I changed my plans and rented a camera and a van and then I called you"I need you to pretend that we are in love again" and you agreed to. I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real" And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd I greased the lens and framed the shot using a friend as my stand-in. The script it called for rain but it was clear that day so we faked it. The marker snapped and I yelled "quiet on the set". And then called "action!" And I kissed you in a style that clark gable would have admired. I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real" And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd.

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[24 Nov 2007|12:13am]
Do you ever get homesick? I can't get used to it, I'll never get used to it.For blue, blue skies.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:13am]
tell me baby, do you recognize me?
well, it's been a year
it doesn't surprise me
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[24 Nov 2007|12:13am]


i just need you, my river
i just need you, my love
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[24 Nov 2007|12:15am]

how did i get started?
and where's it gonna end?
why should i treat a traitor like a friend?
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[24 Nov 2007|12:15am]
i'm back with scars to show.
back with the streets i know.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:15am]
okay

so i wanted a new screename so i was trying to find a musical one that wasnt taken
and i got 'night marry you' which is a song by right away, great captain! and i dunno if i like it.
the y y bothers me and i just.. dunno.
what do you think?
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[24 Nov 2007|12:17am]


i can see a heart sized hole inside the ocean
where I'm pondering a mid night swim
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[24 Nov 2007|12:22am]
i just want back in your head.

:[
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[24 Nov 2007|12:22am]
they'd see all of it,
all of me,
all of it,

all of the good
that won't
come out of me
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[24 Nov 2007|12:25am]
When you hold me like you do
It feels so right, oh now
Start to forget how my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feelin' like I can't go on.
Turnin' circles time again
Cut like a knife, oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
Cuz' it takes something more this time
Then sweet, sweet lies, oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me on that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singin' ain't this life so sweet?
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[24 Nov 2007|12:26am]








you say I choose sadness,
that it never once has chosen me.
maybe you're right.

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[24 Nov 2007|12:27am]


You pick a place that's where I'll be
Time like your cheek has turned for me
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[24 Nov 2007|12:28am]
Tonight I watch the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you could still get to sleep?
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[24 Nov 2007|12:29am]








And I don't mind waiting
if it takes a long, long time


my head hurts :(

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[24 Nov 2007|12:34am]
"everytime i see you,
i fall for you all over again.
every single time."
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[24 Nov 2007|12:36am]
"when i set my eyes on you,
i thought, that's the girl i love."
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[24 Nov 2007|12:51am]
And living at two opposite ends
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[24 Nov 2007|12:53am]
they're singing "deck the halls"
but it's not like christmas at all
i remember when you were here
and all the fun we had last year
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[24 Nov 2007|12:59am]
as;lfk;lsdajf
when josh gets here,
show him the outfit y/n
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[24 Nov 2007|01:01am]

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine. Just hold me tight, lay by my side. and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. Let me be the one who never leaves you all alone. I hold my breath and lose the feeling that I'm on my own. Hold me too tight stay by my side and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. When I'm alone time goes so slow. I need you here with me. and how my mistakes have made your heart break? Still I need you here with me. baby I'm here. I found my place in the world. Could stare at your face for the rest of my days.
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[24 Nov 2007|01:23am]
I wake up in the night
All alone and it's alright
The chemicals are wearing off
Since you've gone
The days go on, the lights go off and on
And nothing really matters when you're gone
If you think that you feel nothing at all
If you don't (If you don't)
Then you don't (No, you won't)
If you won't
Then you won't
And I will
Then I will
Yeah, and I will consider you gone

EDIT: THE SECOND I POSTED THESE LYRICS HE CHANGED HIS FACEBOOK STATUS TO "GONE"
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[24 Nov 2007|01:30am]
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with
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[24 Nov 2007|01:35am]



my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me





i know this song is old and overplayed, but i swear when i hear it
i think of you and it feels so good, but kills me everytime.
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[24 Nov 2007|01:47am]
headacheeeeeeeee :[
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[24 Nov 2007|02:25am]
hiii i can't sleep :[[
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[24 Nov 2007|02:42am]
Weirs question :



Does anyone else have really bad anxiety attacks? If so, how do you make yourself stop?
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[24 Nov 2007|03:05am]
basically, i'm terrified of how happy i am. idk i'm just dreading how hard the fall will be this time, how bad it's gonna hurt. and if i'm gonna be able to deal with it, in a healthy way idkidk.
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[24 Nov 2007|03:06am]
mah blurty is cute
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[24 Nov 2007|03:55am]
You won't be leaving my arms ever, I promise you that. Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you want me to let go. You won't be leaving my arms ever, I promise you that. Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you.
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[24 Nov 2007|05:09am]
Somewhere under water
maybe you could find my he ♥ rt
thats where i threw it after
you torn it out.
whoa-oh three days ago
the doctor, he said so
he told me every skyline
and every night spent alone

are tearing me apart.
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[24 Nov 2007|05:12am]

I am walking to the water,
standing on the bank
stare at my reflection
oh my god i look pathetic tonight
well, guess what now?
i'm diving in the river
i'm fishing out my he ♥ rt
and i'm never gonna let you
and i'm never gonna let you
get your hands on this again.
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[24 Nov 2007|05:18am]
hey !!
im drunk and eating dorettos!
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[24 Nov 2007|05:33am]

second chances never matter


people never change.

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[24 Nov 2007|05:35am]
just watch my wildest dreams come true.
not one of them

involving you.
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[24 Nov 2007|05:43am]
so this is how it goes well i,
i would have never known
and if it ends today,
well i'll still say that

you shined brighter than anyone.
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[24 Nov 2007|05:52am]

being from

jer ♥ sey

means never having to say

your sorry

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[24 Nov 2007|05:56am]
i found the frame today
the one that lays pictureless
because i removed that picture of the two of us
i looked so happy
and you looked so handsome
with your crooked smile
and shining eyes
i cried a little today
for the people who live in that photo
who shared thatf rame as a home
and i died a little not to long after
when i relized i cant remember the last time
i felt so alive
i placed the dusty frame on the top shelf
and went to see the new guy
and it hard to say but even though
everyone else thinks hes ten times more deserving then you
no one will ever make me feel the way that you did.
no one. because i gave you my heart
and i never really got all of it back.
your the only one who ever got to have my whole heart.
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[24 Nov 2007|06:11am]
i found myself today.
and all i could do was turn away.
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[24 Nov 2007|06:16am]
where are you now?
As i'm swimming through the stereo.
i'm writing you a symphony of sound.

where are you now?
as i rearrange the songs again
this mix could burn a hole in anyone
but it was you i was thinking of.
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[24 Nov 2007|06:29am]
your good intentions count for little anymore, a flip of the hifi a glipse of the good life.
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[24 Nov 2007|06:45am]
imma pretender.
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[24 Nov 2007|06:48am]
yours are the

brightest eyes.

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[24 Nov 2007|09:03am]
hungover.....

had a goooooodddd night last night though hahaha

how did everyone else's friday night go?
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[24 Nov 2007|09:15am]

good morning, loves ♥
and btw, wendy. that outfit is HOT.
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[24 Nov 2007|10:02am]


is this another complication i face?
here is the mistake coming back to catch me.
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[24 Nov 2007|10:18am]
fuck wisdom teeth,
i look like a godamn chipmunck D:
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[24 Nov 2007|10:23am]


what brought you back to this place?
i knew you'd never learn.
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[24 Nov 2007|10:32am]

you're riding with me tonight
passenger side, lighting the sky
always the first star that i find
you're my satellite
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[24 Nov 2007|10:51am]
Forget forgotten, I am moving past this,
giving notice, I have to go,
yes I know that feeling, know you're leaving
Calm down, I'm calling you to say I'm capsized
starring on the edge of safe
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[24 Nov 2007|10:53am]
Weekends are for the warriors
All those late nights,
walking through front doors at daybreak
Raise all, of the glasses high
This one's to all of us,
sitting around here on Friday night
I remember eighteen
Hated Mondays,
and sitting and staring at the clock
dying to get away
Don't look back, and have no regrets
We only got two days
and time won't wait for us
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[24 Nov 2007|10:54am]

hold a mirror to show just what you've become
and read your diary to figure out where things went wrong.
i don't think i'll ever understand how
a cowardly cat can call himself a man.
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[24 Nov 2007|10:56am]
http://www.blurty.com/talkpost.bml?journal=__starryskies&itemid=1983
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[24 Nov 2007|10:56am]

you're all show
and it's getting old.
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[24 Nov 2007|10:56am]
I was dressed in embarassment
I was dressed in white
If you had a part of me
will you take your time?
even if I come back,
even if I die
Is there some idea
to replace my life?
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[24 Nov 2007|10:57am]


i hope one day you understand that a
girl on your arm won't make you a man.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:03am]
Red eyes and fire and signs
I'm taken by a nursery rhyme
I want to make a ray of sunshine
and never leave home
No amount of coffee, no amount of crying
No amount of whiskey, no amount of wine
No, nothing else will do, i've gotta have you
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[24 Nov 2007|11:09am]

five years should have been
enough time for you to grow
up and get over this.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:10am]

'cause i'm all wrong and i don't
see a chance to fix this head.
so just give up. write me off.
pretend i don't exist.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:11am]

well, today is the 15th,
and you know what that means.
time to sit and go through boxes of old pictures.
see if i can bring myself to the brink of giving up.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:13am]

spend my days looking back,

and i wonder if you're looking up
from underneath someone who is
able to bei everything that i'm not
.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:18am]


i've got this tricky way of thinking,
and it tricks me into thinking that i'm brave.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:20am]

tonight's the night that i suggest
that we add some copulation to this
awkward conversation and undress.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:21am]


what good is being a martyr
if i cannot feel the pain?
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[24 Nov 2007|11:21am]
"All right then, run, lady, and you keep on running. Buy yourself a bus ticket and disappear. Change your name, dye your hair, get lost - and then maybe, just maybe, you're gonna be safe from me"
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[24 Nov 2007|11:22am]

i am broken and my empty lungs are
filled with the ocean where the
waterfall of hopeful hearts will spill.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:24am]

you'll dance until you die.
"at least we dance," she said
"at least we've tried."
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[24 Nov 2007|11:25am]

the long March through April's open heart
May tear these legs apart, but still i pray.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:26am]


i'd walk away if i could move my feet.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:29am]


can you sleep as the sound hits your ears?
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[24 Nov 2007|11:31am]
so you made me come, then you sent me away
like a messenger bird
so i circled the earth, blown away in the wind
but i always returned with some new little song
some sad story to tell
of a brief love affair with a girl i compared to you and she failed
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[24 Nov 2007|11:32am]

there's a voice in my head telling
me why i should hate you,
but i hate myself instead.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:32am]
to shed this skin, be born again,
it starts with an ending
so thank you, friends, for the time we shared
my love stays with you like sunlight and air
oh, i truly wish i could keep hanging around here my joy is covering me
soon, i will disappear
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[24 Nov 2007|11:34am]
we have a problem with no solution
but to love & to be loved
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[24 Nov 2007|11:34am]

scars are tearing open along my palms and
knees. i guess that's what i should get for
crawling back at your feet.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:35am]

there's a pain in my chest growing
stronger with every heartbeat.
now there's nothing left of me
but empty bottles of pills and bacardi.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:36am]
and like neely o'hara you swallow your sleep
and you wake up in the morning to find out
you are not who you used to be
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[24 Nov 2007|11:37am]

and now i'm feeling so down,
that there's no G-d above,
no mercy for a soul that's
just way too fucked up
.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:37am]
it's the glove that fits that you wear.
so when the wind blows strong
i put a few more layers on.
and i tell myself i don't care.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:38am]


empty fields move me so much more
than rooms filled up with friends.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:39am]

maybe giving up's not bad
but part of letting go of you.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:39am]
and all the way home you held your camera like a bible just wishing so bad that it held some kind of truth
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[24 Nov 2007|11:39am]

if i surrender to this feeling maybe all
the aches and pains will go
and i can
close my eyes, never again to have
them
open till i bleed out all i've been.
i don't want to be alone no more.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:41am]


i'll never waste another second
i have wasted so much time
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[24 Nov 2007|11:42am]

there's no pain and no pleasure
when you're too numb to feel.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:43am]


just close the door and let me do what i need
'cause it's better for us if you just let me leave.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:44am]





let's go to the park, i wanna kiss you
underneath the stars
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[24 Nov 2007|11:44am]
i just heard the world is breaking down into bits again, tell me what am i to do?
and you just want me to stay here.. so i'm just gonna stay here.
home, last resort. build a castle with an iron door, lock the window pull the shades, the hazed out sun won't help anyway.
if the world is crumbling down i don't wanna be alone, no, locked up in this place.
i heard the world up late night holding my breath tight trying to keep my head on right, there's a chill in the air nobody could care how you caught up in the fight of your life. fear is holding me here, the television got me seeing unclear. bravery, my neighbor, moved away cause i don't need to be courageous today. if the world is crumlbing down i don't wanna be alone, no, locked up in this place.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:44am]
a good woman will pick you apart
a box full of suggestions for your possible heart
and you may be offended, and you may be afraid but don't walk away, don't walk away
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[24 Nov 2007|11:45am]

we make believe every day.
we make our lives seem like they're still
worth living
when we find out in the
end it's only us that we've been kidding.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:46am]
the end of paralysis, i was a statuette
now i'm drunk as hell on a piano bench
and when i press the keys, it all gets reversed
the sound of loneliness makes me happier
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[24 Nov 2007|11:46am]






you're a falling star, you're the get away car.
you're the line in the sand when i go too far.
you're the swimming pool, on an august day.
and you're the perfect thing to say.
and you play your card, but it's kinda cute.
ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
cause you can see it when i look at you.
and in this crazy life, and through these crazy times,
it's you, it's you, you make me sing.
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

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[24 Nov 2007|11:46am]
fuckkkkkkkkkk
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[24 Nov 2007|11:47am]

somewhere someone's finding happiness
while i'm still here so hung up on you.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:47am]
cut the skin to the bone
fall asleep all alone
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[24 Nov 2007|11:47am]
QUICK:

going to b&n today.
neeeeed good book ideas.
books that have a lot of sweet quotes in them.

other than:
the fuck up.
my sisters keeper.
the torn skirt.

already have those.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:50am]
Seventeen years and all that he gave was a daughter. "Its me and the moon," she says "And I've got no trouble with that, but i am a butterfly, but you wouldn't let me die."
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[24 Nov 2007|11:50am]

nothing is real,

and i want you to know that i'm not alright.
tear open my chest. i'll try not to flinch.
i won't make promises. you taught me that.
i'm still losing what's left of my self esteem.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:52am]

the hardest things to say are
the words that mean the most,
so i'll bite my tongue 'til it bleeds
and i doubt you'll even know.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:53am]
and I wish I had an airport, cause some days are just so hard.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:53am]

and i'm content to walk
a little slower,
because there's nowhere
that i really need to be.

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[24 Nov 2007|11:54am]

and i've been tricked for so long
by you that i spent these last few
months in my own hell.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:55am]
youre not only losing me
youre losing what's in store
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[24 Nov 2007|11:55am]

i put it all in a box
made my way down to the shore,
left it all up to the waves.

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[24 Nov 2007|11:55am]

and all you've ever been to me is
a waste of time and nothing more.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:56am]

i wish i could ride you, drive you too
fast into a sharp curve, break your neck
like you broke my will.
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[24 Nov 2007|11:57am]
So I'm waiting for this test to end, so these lighter days can soon beginI'll be alone but maybe more carefree - Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
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[24 Nov 2007|11:58am]
I was afraid to be alone
Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be
All these faces none the same
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[24 Nov 2007|11:59am]

convenience can comfort you now,
but the words that you said,
you can never take back
and i'm warning you now, when
you realize you made a mistake,
i'll be sure to kick you while you're down.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:01pm]

what's so wrong with being all alone?
alone's the only way i've ever known.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:02pm]
i hate myself more than i ever let on.
i'm burned out at 22. i lived too fast and
i loved too much and i'll die too young,
but i chose this cup that i drank from,
knew what i was getting into,
but i couldn't let out what i had to keep in.
i'm ashamed of myself and
unspeakable sins hat i've committed.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:04pm]

drink up beautiful.

i spiked your cup with
angst and a heart attack
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[24 Nov 2007|12:12pm]


i can't live my life knowing you'll be
in his arms each time i blink my eyes.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:12pm]

There are twenty-four parts in a day
That divides me from you.

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[24 Nov 2007|12:13pm]
do
my
journall.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:15pm]

dear tragedy, i never had anybody,
but being alone wasn't half as bad as being
obsessed with a breath taker, a smile faker.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:18pm]
i don't want to be like this
i just want to let you know
everything i keep inside
is everything i won't let go.

do my journal :]
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[24 Nov 2007|12:19pm]


everytime i think about you, i get fucked up. it feels like all the stars are falling inside my heart.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:22pm]

And now I know just where I stand,
thank God it's over.

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[24 Nov 2007|12:27pm]

i've started to pick myself up
'cause i've fallen too far to admit.
its my fault for considering it, and
these lies go too far to cover them up.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:28pm]
is it just me, or does saves the day always have the perfect song for everything?
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[24 Nov 2007|12:28pm]
i want to lay below the weight of the sky. and i'll rise above the earth with a hurricane. spun around with the wind and rain, reaching to the top of a blackend sky. screaming as i fall to the earth to die.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:30pm]

if i were king of this night,
would you become my queen?
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[24 Nov 2007|12:31pm]



i'll do everything i can to keep you by my side
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[24 Nov 2007|12:36pm]

i'm finally taking control

'cause i've got things in better perspective
now, and i want you to know that
we're expecting the best. we're
expecting amazing things from you.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:38pm]

and i've finally started seeing myself through
your eyes
, found time and you have to admit
i was right. yes you were, and i'm proud to
announce that with time ill feel fine.
i'll feel fine.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:46pm]

sometimes i'm scared that things
could be so much better than this.
what's best is not right.
sometimes i wish that we could
be so much closer than this
.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:50pm]

gary's getting drunk to forget sarah.
sarah's stealing money from her parents.
aaron's lying straight to jon about
megan and the things that went on.
jessica's a gossip. laura's a slut.
derrick hits Bridget. ben deals drugs.
seth spends all his money gambling.
joey stopped praying.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:53pm]

it doesn't feel right holding someone elses hand.
together on phone lines, living at two opposite ends.
it scares me to think that you could find takers
other than me and better than me.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:54pm]
someone please fucking get me out of here.
This is so embarrassing.
My friend was just over while my sister had the biggest freak out ever.
She tried to jump out the window and my parents are calling the police.
I cant stop crying. I dont fucking know what to do. I dont want to be here.
I hate my sister.


but i swear that i would follow anything if it would just get me out of here.
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[24 Nov 2007|12:57pm]

how can you take all these days
and throw them away
as i sit here waiting for you?
i stay up nights until stars leave the sky.
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[24 Nov 2007|01:02pm]
Winter’s been real long this year
I know, cause I’ve been there
Summer never seemed to come along
and when it did, it felt all wrong
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[24 Nov 2007|01:03pm]
JESUS CHRIST, could you at least be orignal?
if game was the truth, then yours would be fictional!
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[24 Nov 2007|01:04pm]
you can't text message break up!
b-r-a-k-e? thats in your car, dumby!
you can't text message break up!
AFTER TWO YEARS?!
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[24 Nov 2007|01:07pm]



and it just feels good when you're waking up,
and it just feels go