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[31 Oct 2007|12:20am] |
i just want back in your head.
i'm not unfaithful, but i'll stray.
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[31 Oct 2007|01:05am] |
so my sister made this from a photo of my kittens:
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[31 Oct 2007|07:17am] |
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You won't be leaving my arms ever,
I promise you that.
Even if you want me to let go, honey.
Even if you want me to let go.
You won't be leaving my arms ever,
I promise you that.
Even if you want me to let go, honey.
Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you.
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[31 Oct 2007|07:18am] |
You looked at me and said,
"Oh, the idea of being in love.
The idea.
The idea of being forever yours."
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[31 Oct 2007|07:28am] |
happy halloween, ♥
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[31 Oct 2007|08:06am] |
i've still got yesterday, running wild,
yesterday, when i close my eyes,
i drift away back where i come from.
yesterday, when we had our dreams,
yesterday, loud and free;
i steal away and find that summer sun.
today may not be fair and tomorrow may not be there.
but i've still got yesterday
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[31 Oct 2007|08:34am] |
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It's time to hate us again
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[31 Oct 2007|08:36am] |
HAPPY HALLOWEEN ♥
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[31 Oct 2007|08:38am] |
Cuz no one wants to go around stepping in dog shit.
Get doo doo on you shoe again
Soon as you washed it
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[31 Oct 2007|08:39am] |
'Cause This Is Thriller,
Thriller Night
And No One's Gonna Save You From The Beast About
Strike
You Know It's Thriller,
Thriller Night
You're Fighting For Your Life Inside A Killer,
Thriller Tonight
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[31 Oct 2007|08:42am] |
I'm fighting myself to get you out of my head
But I'm hanging off of every word you said
I'm fighting myself to get you out of my head
And I'm screaming loud enough to wake the dead.
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[31 Oct 2007|09:36am] |
Hold your head high heavy heart
Save your strength for the morning after.
So take a chance and make it big,
Cause it's the last you'll ever get.
If we don't take it, when will we make it?
I make plans to break plans,
And I've been planning something big
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[31 Oct 2007|09:59am] |
i'm waking up at the start of the end of the world
but it's feeling just like every other morning before
now i wonder what my life is gonna mean if it's gone
cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and i
started staring at the passengers waving goodbye
can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time
when i believe the world is burning to the ground
oh well, i guess we're gonna find out
let's see how far we've come
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[31 Oct 2007|10:07am] |
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december was just too sad for her to call a home, even with starry nights and painted country roads. there was nothing i could do for her that i hadn't done and my desperation eyes showed more than i think they should have shown.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:08am] |
I could have died from being boring.
As for loneliness, she greets me every morning.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:08am] |
Now if I could stop my dreaming
And curse the upward skies
Of all their april gales and shepherd gulls
Riding side by side,
There would be a world to breathe
Between you and I
And it wouldn't break my heart
If you called to say goodbye.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:11am] |
"Well I got wounds that won't heal," she says, "just as deep and just as long, so I'm going to make you strong. Yes, I'm going to make you strong."
"Well, I can't sleep at night" he says, "when those lights go out. Well, who's gonna show me how? Yeah, who's gonna hold me now?"
"I have dreams of you," she said. "I see you hiding your face, so I'm going to make you brave. Yes, I'm going to make you brave."
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[31 Oct 2007|10:14am] |
We were supposed to have
a black and white spring,
do you remember that?
You're probably packing
some things to bring.
Toss the boxes in the back.
I wrote this down for you.
Not because you're leaving,
just because I like you.
Yeah, just because I like you.
That was the last great thing I ever had.
Hope you remember that.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:16am] |
Folding love letters
and carefully placing them
in a box underneath my bed.
When I drink, I read over them.
I'm much stronger than I was when I knew him,
but see here, see here,
it doesn't mean we should have never met,
it doesn't mean we should have never met.
We had a lot of awful shit go down.
"Never love again," you swore.
I said things I'll probably go to hell for.
We both felt really young,
But anyway, that was a long time ago.
so see here, see here,
doesn't mean I can't wish him the best.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:20am] |
I called in sick on Monday.
I was already sick of the
next couple of days.
Some bullshit escape.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:21am] |
I hear you're losing weight again, Mary Jane.
Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for?
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[31 Oct 2007|10:21am] |
Don't tell your mother that you are afraid.
Don't tell your lover that your heart might break.
Don't tell your gods you no longer believe,
Because as soon as you say it out loud,
they will leave you
And you will miss them.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:31am] |
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When your family calls, you make nice to them all, and assure them you're fine, you're great. Then you cry in the bath, cry so hard that you laugh, then watch television till late. Who do you need? Nobody.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:31am] |
And you told you loved me, too,
But you thought that our love was wrong.
I talked you off the ledge by morning.
You caught this train and you headed home.
Well, I still remember the day that i met you,
I still remember the day you left,
Still remember the day you came back,
Now I remember the things you said.
And I remember the days and the good times
And I remember the nights without.
I tell you, "Baby, when you get back home,
We'll catch a train and we're headin' South."
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[31 Oct 2007|12:42pm] |
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever
Is that what you call a getaway?
Well tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield
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[31 Oct 2007|12:43pm] |
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to hell with you and all your friends
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[31 Oct 2007|01:09pm] |
i just realized;
the people who mean the most to me, i cant tell them that i love them.
but ill say it to/about random other people?
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[31 Oct 2007|01:21pm] |
GUYS
I THINK I'M GOIGN TO HALLOWMAS TONIGHT
AHJGKSLGHDSKJNHGDJK
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[31 Oct 2007|02:21pm] |
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Me, I'm a friend to the friendless, not that I chose it; if I had, well then, who knows? But that one guy on the train, all talking to himself, shit, he was talking to me. He's saying, "At school they taught me a prayer for money, a prayer for crap jobs right 'til I die, never a prayer for my people, the brokenhearted, the lonely."
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[31 Oct 2007|02:22pm] |
Did you let the blues make you bad? Did you get all twisted?
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[31 Oct 2007|02:23pm] |
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it's not fixed if you love it broken.
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[31 Oct 2007|02:25pm] |
Did you pass out nights wondering
why you never saw it coming?
Nobody ever sees it coming,
no exceptions at all.
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[31 Oct 2007|02:25pm] |
Because where we are, we will not always be
and shit man, that could have been me
getting hurt, hurting someone
getting all crashed down upon
burning holes in butterflies' wings
and wishing,
wishing,
wishing,
wishing for other things
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[31 Oct 2007|02:29pm] |
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I know you are lonely, you will not always be
There are so many things you will not always be.
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[31 Oct 2007|02:56pm] |
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you made yourself a bed
at the bottom of the blackest hole,
and convinced yourself that
it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore
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[31 Oct 2007|02:59pm] |
don’t give me no hand-me-down love
it don’t wear the same
i want love that looks good on
with a fit that screams my name
yeah, i was afraid
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[31 Oct 2007|03:06pm] |
this is a city for not sleeping
and the clocks are set by feel
at this moment from where i sit
none of it seems real
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[31 Oct 2007|03:08pm] |
GUYS GUYS GUYS
MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW !!
=)
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[31 Oct 2007|03:12pm] |
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happy haloween and happy birthday ashlee!
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[31 Oct 2007|03:12pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEEE!!!!!
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[31 Oct 2007|03:22pm] |
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i don't want to go to work. i feel like a lot of parent's are going to be ordering food because they don't have time to go out cause of halloween. bitches are going to cut into my sit there and study while getting paid time.
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[31 Oct 2007|03:39pm] |
i can't explain myself at all.
and all the wants
and all the needs
all i don't want to need at all.
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[31 Oct 2007|03:40pm] |
maybe it's best you leave me alone.
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[31 Oct 2007|03:44pm] |
If someone said three years from now,
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever..
Who knew?
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[31 Oct 2007|03:45pm] |
i wish i could still call you
friend
i'd give anything
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[31 Oct 2007|03:48pm] |
Demons are real. Since I'm not religious, I think of them as metaphors for the evil desires and impulses all humans have. A religious person can think of them as seperate evil beings that can possess you. Either way, I believe they exist, lurking patiently around and in us, whispering their twisted points of view, ever alert for an opportunity. The sudden chink in your armour when you're tired, frightened, or angry. The invitation you issue in that moment of vulnerability.
Come inside me. Tell me what to do.
I believe that I could and should have known about the demons that were on the borderline of ruling our mother. I had actually seen something in her eyes and felt some force in the air around her for many years. The demons are unmistakable even when you don't have a name for them. So, I knew, And yet, I didn't.
My mistake was that I thought the demons already ruled her.
I thought they were already in control.
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[31 Oct 2007|03:50pm] |
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It was terrible living through it the first time, but I think it's going to be almost as bad to live through it once more on paper. To try ... not just to get it all down accurately, but to understand it. I need to make sense of it. I need to try to turn the experience into something valuable for you, and for myself,
Not just something to be pushed away and forgotten.
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[31 Oct 2007|04:12pm] |
Question marks hung like meat hooks on my shoulders, pulling them down. What kind of anorexic was I? I had even failed at that. At any minute someone could have walked in and seen how I flunked the test. Working around food was a test and look what happened. I can't do anything right. Can't not even not eat right.
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[31 Oct 2007|04:14pm] |
you never realize how hungry you are till you take the first bite.
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[31 Oct 2007|05:12pm] |
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fuck my bio homework because i've seriously answered the exact same question four times now :(
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[31 Oct 2007|06:03pm] |
Cold,
in the summer breeze.
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[31 Oct 2007|06:26pm] |
now i ain't say she a golddigga.
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[31 Oct 2007|06:34pm] |
b rated romance (6:33:51 PM): happy halloween
26 (6:34:05 PM): shouldn't you be out terrorizing kids?
oic i seem like the type to scare kids :(
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[31 Oct 2007|06:38pm] |
i'm sittin at home by myself on halloween like i do everyweekend, and whys that
oh cause my mom is gay and won't move out of this god forsaken town that i hate very dearly
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[31 Oct 2007|06:56pm] |
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the next trick or treater who comes to my door and does not say trick or treat enthusiastically is getting jack shit
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[31 Oct 2007|07:03pm] |
fuck.
college.
the.
end.
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[31 Oct 2007|07:10pm] |
sometimes the person you want the most
is the person you are the best withouM
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[31 Oct 2007|07:11pm] |
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you held her looser than you would have if you ever could have known
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[31 Oct 2007|07:30pm] |
this is how it works
you're young until you're not
you love until you don't
you try until you can't
you laugh until you cry
you cry until you laugh
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[31 Oct 2007|07:34pm] |
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i know i've been stupid, and i don't have a reason, but i'm trying not to ruin the one thing i believe in: you.
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[31 Oct 2007|07:38pm] |
some guy in a ninja costume came in my room and scared the shit outta me when my back was to the open door...
hahah
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[31 Oct 2007|07:39pm] |
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DES?!
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[31 Oct 2007|07:42pm] |
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GUYS MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 4 HOURS and 18 MINUTES.
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[31 Oct 2007|08:01pm] |
oh lawwdd, this house down the street from me, really went all out for tonight.
they have a big HUGE starwars thing setup, its really coool. they have like, the clones or whatever walking around and darth vader and they have light sabers, and R2D2. that thing was sweet it looked so really. anyways, yeah it was just, a cool setup.
picha
i know its dark.
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[31 Oct 2007|08:08pm] |
Food processors are great!
lolol what a useless song. y/y?
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[31 Oct 2007|08:11pm] |
You can plan a pretty picnic
but you can't predict the weather
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[31 Oct 2007|08:14pm] |
life looks good, good, good
Billy's got his beer goggles on
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[31 Oct 2007|08:20pm] |
journal me up, maybe, baby?
♥
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[31 Oct 2007|08:20pm] |
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how many hearts will die tonight?
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[31 Oct 2007|08:21pm] |
. 4 3 hours 39 minutes.
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[31 Oct 2007|08:22pm] |
i am certain that i love him
but a love can be misplaced
have i compromised my people
in my passion and my haste?
i could be his life companion
anywhere but where we are
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[31 Oct 2007|08:26pm] |
867-5309
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[31 Oct 2007|08:30pm] |
love is not a victory march,
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.
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[31 Oct 2007|08:31pm] |
i melt
everytime you look at me that way
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[31 Oct 2007|08:31pm] |
3 hours and 28 minutes?
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[31 Oct 2007|08:35pm] |
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there's nothing i wouldn't do to hear your voice again.
sometimes i want to call you, but i know you won't be there.
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[31 Oct 2007|08:36pm] |
i don't need a man
to make me feel good.
i get off doin my thing
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[31 Oct 2007|09:10pm] |
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my mom told my roommate and me to scan our butts and go out tonight and be "butt heads"
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[31 Oct 2007|09:11pm] |
2 hours and 49 minutes, des ♥
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[31 Oct 2007|09:19pm] |
This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
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[31 Oct 2007|09:25pm] |
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This love has taken its toll on me. She said Goodbye too many times before, and her heart is breaking in front of me. I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore
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[31 Oct 2007|09:29pm] |
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Nikki idk if you're here but your "sleep" playlist makes me want to diiiee
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[31 Oct 2007|09:50pm] |
can anyone help me out with some lyrics?
like...meeting someone new, a first date, being nervous and hopeful...
thanks :)
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[31 Oct 2007|10:02pm] |
All hands on deck.
Don't abandon the ship.
You'll never know what it could have been.
All hands on deck, my ship is sinking.
Don't let me go, don't let me drown.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:15pm] |
tell me again that part how you didn’t
actually feel a thing, the part how you
never actually really ever did
and i lift yourself from my grip,
but i don’t fall asleep.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:18pm] |
maddddie: you are so straight with most people.
maddddie: you are one of the most like, direct people i know.
maddddddie: and yet, with eddie, i feel like you hold back so much.
madddie: like, i feel like he doesn't understand what he's doing to you back here.
maddddddie: and i feel like you're scared that if you articulate that, he'll freak out.
oisujfoias7598a :[
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[31 Oct 2007|10:19pm] |
but words are words and they mean nothing,
surely 'i love you' counts for something.
so let's be hasty, and let's be reckless,
just being with you leaves me breathless.
cause it's so good to know ya,
i just don't know how to show ya.
i love you, you know that, don't you?
i love you.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:25pm] |
1 hour and 33 minutes, des.
hahaha i like this game
you're almost 18?!
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[31 Oct 2007|10:26pm] |
we're losing hope in the world,
create something you love,
follow the formulas, what does it take?
say what you mean,
and not because someone else said it,
but because it's what you feel.
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[31 Oct 2007|10:33pm] |
another bad day & all i wanna do is look at you and know i'm okay
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[31 Oct 2007|10:41pm] |
what's your fantasyyyyy?
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[31 Oct 2007|10:43pm] |
thnks
fr
th
mmrs
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[31 Oct 2007|10:45pm] |
i was born to tell you i isdjsdg you
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[31 Oct 2007|10:46pm] |
i'm sorry wont cut it for the rest of your life
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[31 Oct 2007|10:50pm] |
i'm falling in love with you,
more reasons than 22
so it's time i forget the past
and just learn to love what i have
cause i love waking up to your laugh
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[31 Oct 2007|10:50pm] |
bed.
journal?!
happy halloween.
love.
♥
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[31 Oct 2007|10:53pm] |
see, sometimes when i get lonely
i still feel you beside me
when you're not there..
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[31 Oct 2007|11:09pm] |
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i find a fatal flaw in the logic of love.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:11pm] |
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i hate 11.11 tbh :(
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[31 Oct 2007|11:12pm] |
I'm sitting on the toilet writing this song for you
cause that's what I think about the shit you do
when I get up I'm gonna flush it down the drain.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:16pm] |
well, it takes one to know one,
kid, I think you've got it bad
but what's so easy in the evening
by the morning's such a drag.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:17pm] |
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43 minutes.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:24pm] |
well the pain hits me like gunshot
oh, and I'm heading on the way to the floor.
I hear her name and it kills me.
bottles up, bottles up, bottles up.
and I'm trying my best to hurt me.
Ian says it's never enough.
a razor to the wrist for each unshed tear.
cough it up.
drink it up.
drink it up.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:28pm] |
i never want to hear you say
that you'd be better off
or you liked it that way
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[31 Oct 2007|11:29pm] |
i don't want the world
i want you
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[31 Oct 2007|11:30pm] |
i never had a dream that i could follow through
only tears left to stain, dry my eyes once again
i don't know who i am, or what i'm gonna do
been so long, i've been hopelessly confused
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[31 Oct 2007|11:34pm] |
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this can never really end,
it's infinitely sad
can someone tell me when
something good became so bad?
so if you have a cure for me, would you
please send a picture of my life with a letter
telling how it should really be instead
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[31 Oct 2007|11:37pm] |
I remember the way you used to look at me
and say "promises never last forever"
told you not to worry,
I said everthing would be all right.
I didn't know then that you were right.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:38pm] |
I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
just how good you were to me.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:42pm] |
and how am I supposed to live
if I can't get over this.
if you decide that you don't feel the same.
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[31 Oct 2007|11:46pm] |
you sheltered me from harm
you kept me warm, you kept me warm.
and you gave my life to me,
you set me free, you set me free.
the finest years I ever knew
were all the years I had with you.
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