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[05 Oct 2007|12:14am] |
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does anyone have "realize" by colbie caillat? :)
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[05 Oct 2007|12:15am] |
I was dreaming of your love.
I was lost in your arms embrace.
Our bodies collied together.
Oh, this ultimate betrayal.
The heart will not resign.
What could be said what could be done?
I hold out hope for your reciprocation.
Like an Animal,
these thoughts have gone beyond my control.
For pleasure,
maybe just amusement.
This overwhelming urge.
Towards you I feign disinterest.
While I covet the attention.
While I crave your affection.
Ravenous with lust.
Jackal in heat, spit dripping.
This mechanical impulse knows not loyalty or mercy.
Like an Animal,
these thoughts have gone beyond my control.
For pleasure,
maybe just amusement.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:27am] |
the wife forgave the mistress
for she only entertained
the pain was gone the instant
she cleared her throat to speak her name, said,
"both of us must suffer from the same unending ache"
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[05 Oct 2007|12:30am] |
lol @ his eye. idk.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:32am] |
the leaves are falling down
and now she's in love,
she wants a boy to hold her
through those lonly winter nights,
she's got her eyes set on simple minds
just for the down times,
sorry i can't be the one that you're looking for
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[05 Oct 2007|12:36am] |
life plays so many games inside of me
and I've had some distant cries, following
and their entwined between the night and sun beams
I wish I were free from this pain in me
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[05 Oct 2007|12:40am] |
i want 500 comments on my journal
382 more!
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[05 Oct 2007|12:44am] |
I don't want to be tough
and I don't want to be proud
I don't need to be fixed
and I certainly don't need to be found.
I'm not lost, I just need to be loved.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:46am] |
guys how does 143 = love, again
cause dat is my room number and i keep telling people it means love and they're like "wat" and i'm like "idk"
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[05 Oct 2007|12:49am] |
it's in the way you close your eyes,
i could almost feel the tears you cried,
it's in the way you say goodnight,
yeah, you bite your lip and it drives me wild,
it drives me wild
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[05 Oct 2007|12:51am] |
i want out.
out of life and out of love,
and you walk away like nothing ever happened,
and i know now, it's over and
i'm sorry that the game was never won,
i'm sorry it's my heart you couldn't choose,
and the world was never mine to give to you
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[05 Oct 2007|12:52am] |
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Boy meets girl from jump they think there’s no better match in the whole entire world boy’s from the city girl’s from the sticks. she don’t care about his icy pearls. Boy teases girl about her hips girls addicted to the boys’ bottom lip. this is the tip of a whole lotta shit. not a taste of true love. they’ve gotten it. different backgrounds wasn’t a problem so much stuff they had in common she taught him how to be in a good mood he taught her about good food. he wrote songs for her some kinda poem when she had good news she got excited to tell him and he loved to listen to her for hours and hours they talked on the phone the conversation still never got boring. Making jokes on each other when they were snoring and when she was yawning she found a nook on his chest were she would rest till the morning. she loved him. When they met everything in his life was backwards he was Jewish she was catholic the girl made the boy a better person. showed him the path he was on really wasn’t worth it. the boys sense of humor rubbed of on her. giggling in bed they smoked marijuana little nicknames for him and her so much that even his boys knew what they were they loved each other so when she'd leave they hugged tight and neither one wanted to let go the boy wasn’t sure what he wanted to do he had a dream trying to follow it through but the boy wasn’t always true hey what could he say so much love and memories that would never fade away and those memories were strong for both of them. they knew that even though they spent time away at night they both spent time awake wondering what the other one did that day thinking about each other. he always told her that she was beautiful without the make up and when they fought she couldn’t sleep till they made up on his birthday night she wanted to kill him they talked about the names they wanted for their children maybe an Audrey or a Brandon junior when she needed to talk he can’t refuse her they made a great pair they would team up i mean when he would cook for her she would clean up no matter a whether nice restaurant or local spot they had so much fun together their dog was their son in ways the boys sorry he made some mistakes the girls confused she don’t know what to do they’re both singing the blues the girl started seeing some dude but still telling her boy he don’t compare to you i think they should both follow their hearts like they did from the start cause you can’t fight fate and they both know you only get one soul mate.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:55am] |
i'm sorry that your world was put on hold
by a boy who wonders why you're still not here,
let the moments pass you by while you're alone,
and don't worry,
we all make big mistakes
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[05 Oct 2007|12:57am] |
if you just realize what I just realized,
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another.
just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other now.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:02am] |
hair and clothes
the company we keep
well this is regretably
who we are to others
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[05 Oct 2007|01:05am] |
go to www.dominos.com or call your local one and give them the promotion code: click. Gets you 1 free Medium 1 topping pizza.
omg it works
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[05 Oct 2007|01:07am] |
those blankets in your bed
so tattered and sad
they've seen enough sleepless nights
both good and bad
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[05 Oct 2007|01:09am] |
if you go, you should know it matters
not where but why. is it your friends,
have they let you down again?
is it love? or lack thereof?
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[05 Oct 2007|01:11am] |
I will not choke on failure
i need to stop drinking coffee at 1 am :(
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[05 Oct 2007|01:13am] |
AKDSJLJDLADJAJJAD
I JUST SAW LAMB OF GOD LIKE 2 MONTHS AGO
BUT NOW THEY JUST ANNOUNCED THAT THEY ARE GOING TO BE TOURING WITH KILLSWITCH
AND FUCKING DEVILDRIVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so excited!!!! :-D
edit: they're not coming close to here though :(
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[05 Oct 2007|01:14am] |
tell me again where you were when
the world changed and forgot about you.
if it's sympathy you need then i'm sorry
but you're not the only one who feels cheated.
it's too close to home & it's too near the bone,
more than you'll ever know...
i don't miss you.
i'll miss you when you're dead.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:19am] |
at first i thought it was just restlessness
that would fade as time went by
and our love grew deep
but in the end there was more i guess
that tore us apart and made us weep
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[05 Oct 2007|01:19am] |
I never put you down
I never pushed you away
You're not supposed to be that way
Take anything you want
There’s nothing I can say
Is there anything to feel?
Is it pain that makes you real?
Cut me up before it kills me
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[05 Oct 2007|01:21am] |
I never put you down
I never pushed you away
Take another piece of me
Give my mind a new disease
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[05 Oct 2007|01:21am] |
Long way down
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own
Long way down
I don’t want to live in here alone
Long way down
I don’t think I’ll make it on my own
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[05 Oct 2007|01:23am] |
Through this toil I will breed my own distress and destroy my best hopes,
fuck up the only things that I love.
I watched my aspirations crashing to the ground
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[05 Oct 2007|01:26am] |
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I eat with these crooked teeth
tomato soup and grilled cheese
but you already know that
because you used to dine with me.
do you remember?
I listen to my same old cd's
New order & Morissey
but you already know that
because you used to ride with me.
I thought I'd be singing a different tune by now
but this song about you keeps coming out.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:31am] |
all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising.
rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:33am] |
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so look at your fucking horror
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[05 Oct 2007|01:34am] |
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my heart belongs to you, so save me
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[05 Oct 2007|01:42am] |
You drown in your own blood.
You choke on dependence.
You were always powerless.
Erase your self-worth.
This time her blood will spill.
This time I won't stand still.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:43am] |
Spread your legs for revenge.
How does it feel?
Does it feel good?
Does it feel like success?
You kiss the knife that slits your wrist.
You long for love that doesn't exist.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:48am] |
o ok everyone stopped posting.
cool
:(
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[05 Oct 2007|01:49am] |
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How does it feel to be floating away?
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[05 Oct 2007|01:53am] |
I don't need to be anything like you
Cause this place belongs to me
I'm far beyond the walls you see
My mind's ablaze and numb somehow
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[05 Oct 2007|02:02am] |
Silence falls upon deaf ears covered by night
Alone in thought, shaking
Biting tongues of lead at unfit moments
Screaming disbelief with no faith in sight
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[05 Oct 2007|02:03am] |
She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile
so grand she could stop all the world
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[05 Oct 2007|02:04am] |
As she cries out her voice dies out
Love once inside her heart, lay in my hands
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[05 Oct 2007|02:11am] |
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if you're sleeping right now, you're a fgt.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:14am] |
Now here's a medal for being so fucking perfect,
perfect at making me miserable.
How do you do it?
So let me get some paper to take down these notes,
so that I can take the papers dull edge
and saw away at my tired wrists.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:25am] |
I'm lifted by your words.
They mean so much.
It's been so long since I've smiled.
You bring me new life.
Is this a dream?
If so I don't want to ever wake.
Let me sleep forever.
Embrace this moment, it's too good to last for long.
Although I wish it could.
Don't leave me now, it's too hard to stand without you
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[05 Oct 2007|02:36am] |
I'm choking on your tears.
Words slowly fall off my tongue,
maybe I never tried hard enough all these times.
The air seems so damn still today when emptiness is all we have to fill the vacancies.
You lied when you said it would all be okay.
You lied when you said tomorrow is merely another day away.
When the sun never rises wherever you are,
you begin to lose track of the stars.
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[05 Oct 2007|03:05am] |
goodnight / goodmorning.
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[05 Oct 2007|05:09am] |
hey.
i'm not your girl, im over it.
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[05 Oct 2007|05:13am] |
i don't have a motor boat
but i can float your boat.
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[05 Oct 2007|06:01am] |
Is that you doing that to me, with your stare
I feel the temperature start to rise
And I really take it from there
I start to press my skin to you
I'm craving it
I'm feeling you
mmm Relieve me Fast
Feast your eyes on my display
Take control
Follow my way
Cover me in ecstasy
Let me ride to heaven
Let me feel the swelling
Oh let me concentrate
I can feel it
When I taste life and when I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh oh oh
Now's the time for you to let go of
All your inhibitions
We can do this one more time
With a little
Tease and conversation
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[05 Oct 2007|06:10am] |
this time was different
felt like i was just the victim
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[05 Oct 2007|06:53am] |
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hey!
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[05 Oct 2007|07:23am] |
ew work 830 to 4
ftw
have a good day ily all ♥
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[05 Oct 2007|07:32am] |
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Okay, going out for dinner for my sisters bday!
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[05 Oct 2007|09:24am] |
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In the daylight it's all wrong to revel in your memory. The smell of your body. And the seconds that it kept me warm. And I'm coming down hitting ground breaking open. Twisted around. The sweet sound of the lies you told. they've gone away. And I'm so sorry. And you said, in all your tragedy you'd rather hide in mine. Oh so warm. So sad you said I made your whole world shine. They left you there. And now I'm gone with all the fools who left you bare. Said so long dear. The sweet sound of the lies that you told me.
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[05 Oct 2007|09:50am] |
I've hardly been outside my room in days, 'cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays. The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away. And it was then I realize the conscience never fades. When you're young you have this image of your life: that you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife. And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross, and if you happen to you wake completely lost. But I will fight for you, be sure that I will fight until we're the special two once again. And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together. Our hands will not be taught to hold another's, when we're the special two. And we could only see each other, we'll bleed together, these arms will not be taught to need another, cause we were the special two. I remember someone old once said to me: "That lies will lock you up with truth the only key." But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell, and couldn't see this place would soon become my hell. So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face? Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place. I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now, Bbut if by chance you change your mind you know I will not let you down 'cause we were the special two, and we'll be again. I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute. And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease, or something that could ease the pain. But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself, just remembering, just remembering how we were...
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[05 Oct 2007|09:56am] |
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She Said: I'll love you forever until I find someone better
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[05 Oct 2007|10:34am] |
You're not sure that you love me, but you're not sure enough to let me go. Baby it ain't fair you know to just keep me hangin' 'round. You say you don't wanna hurt me. Don't wanna to see my tears. So why are you still standing here? Just watching me drown. And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine. Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine. Just take your love and hit the road. There's nothing you can do or say. You're gonna break my heart anyway. So just leave the pieces when you go. Now you can drag out the heartache, baby you can make it quick. Really get it over with and just let me move on. Don't concern yourself with this mess you've left for me. I can clean it up, you see just as long as you're gone. You not making up your mind is killing me and wasting time.
I need so much more than that.
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[05 Oct 2007|10:49am] |
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
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[05 Oct 2007|11:49am] |
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dont want to fuck with your feelings.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:06pm] |
if you can't make your mind up,
we'll never get started.
and i don't wanna wind up
being parted, broken-hearted.
so if you really love me,
say yes.
but if you don't, dear, confess.
and please don't tell me
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:09pm] |
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"You are secondhand smoke,
you are so fragile and thin.
Call me a safe bet, i'm betting i'm not."
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[05 Oct 2007|12:11pm] |
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Change; we dont like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesnt is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes, change is ..everything.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:12pm] |
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some people just aren't the type for marriage and family. no mother ever dreams that her daughter's going to grow up to be a junkie. no mother ever dreams that her daughter's going to grow up to sleep alone.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:20pm] |
Knowing you makes all the difference, doesn't it, darling? Knowing all your ifs and whys, your whens and hows. December comes in as a short procession, a little punctured, a little heartbroken, but not forever, and not for long.
In New York, the vagabonds have fled to your dusty wings. The playbill tramps are starving for a little warmth. It seems I've held my arms like this for ages, but I am done waiting, I am lowering them down. Like a white flag, like a sail.
It's clementine season, my peach. You are gone, but now I like all my parts. It's funny how when we're whole, we feel hollow. It's funny, I like myself best with a broken heart.
So when winter starts to thaw, you may be tempted to come around.
But it's likely to be too late.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:27pm] |
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you keep hanging around that college town with your new life your new lover you found. And you are keeping her up at night bringing her down. She'll watch you drink yourself to death but won't ask you, Is this really what you want? Or are you just sticking with it now cause it's all you got?
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[05 Oct 2007|12:29pm] |
our bones forever in stone
monuments of life
to dust, as everything must
we fade away in time.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:31pm] |
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life
well, i've been afraid of changing
'cause i've built my life around you
but time makes you bolder
children get older
i'm getting older, too.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:34pm] |
i am sittin on the clouds
i got smoke coming from my seats
i can play basketball with the moon
i got the whole world at my feet
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[05 Oct 2007|12:34pm] |
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ew. there was a mouse in the dining hall this morning when i went for breakfastttt =[[
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[05 Oct 2007|12:36pm] |
we could pack up and leave
all our things behind
no fact, or fiction, or storyline.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:36pm] |
let my hands stray past the
boundaries of your back,
and get you breathing
and get this started.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:37pm] |
We watch the season pull up its own stakes,
and catch the last weekend of the last week,
before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced.
another sun-soaked season, fades away.
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[05 Oct 2007|12:50pm] |
let's sail away past the noise of the bay
let's sail away past the birth and death of the day
let's sail away to where the blues and greens swirl into gray
let's sail away
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[05 Oct 2007|12:56pm] |
you're looking skinny
like a model with your
eyes all painted black,
you just keep going
to the bathroom,
always say you'll be right back
well it takes one to know one, kid,
i think you've got it bad
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[05 Oct 2007|01:03pm] |
it's the same old shit,
so it's how you deal with it.
it's the glove that fits that you wear.
so when the wind blows strong,
i put a few more layers on,
and i tell myself i don't care.
i might make a phone call to a better man to ask the questions that i have.
like how did i get started?
and where's it gonna end?
why should i treat a traitor like a friend?
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[05 Oct 2007|01:10pm] |
now you don't want me to go home because your afraid you might get sick,
just like the bad news you accept,
just like that boy your gonna get,
it's all the drunken promises,
i'll be your friend.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:14pm] |
you could never understand
the motion of a hand
waving you goodbye
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[05 Oct 2007|01:16pm] |
"There's gonna be some stuff that you're gonna see
that's gonna make it hard to smile
but whatever you see, through all the pain
you gotta keep a sense of humor you gotta be able to feel the sun
even if all you can see is rain, because life never throws you
something that you can't handle."
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[05 Oct 2007|01:16pm] |
And I won't ever be lonely again
No, no, no, no, no.
But until that time I think I had better find some disbelief to suspend
Cause I don't want to feel like this again
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[05 Oct 2007|01:19pm] |
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
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[05 Oct 2007|01:20pm] |
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Cause I'm not about to look at your face again.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:23pm] |
i hear if you make friends
with jesus christ
you'll get right up
from that chalk outline
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[05 Oct 2007|01:25pm] |
you can squint through snowy static to
make out the meaning.
just keep on stretching the antennae,
hoping that it will come clear.
we need some reception, a higher message,
Just tell us what to fear.
because i don't know what tomorrow brings.
it is alive with such possibilities.
all i know is i feel better when i sing.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:28pm] |
And I know the cause
And I want to stop
But I can't do it,
I just can't do it.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:29pm] |
i am the first one i deceive if i can make myself believe, the rest is easy.
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[05 Oct 2007|01:32pm] |
The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of.
Do you ever get that feeling?
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[05 Oct 2007|01:38pm] |
The drunk kids, the catholics
They're all about the same
They're waiting for something
Hoping to be saved
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[05 Oct 2007|01:48pm] |
soo my mom is going to the states overnight tonight and i'm having a few people over!
im really excited
she'll have a shitfit if she finds out, but i'm making sure everyone takes their evidence and im gonna clean like craaazyyy
she knows a few people are coming over but is adamantly against drinking so i didnt tell her that part :)
so we sit at this table with our hands in our laps
and we have a few drinks and we share a few laughs
but now those days have past and they're not coming back
it's a shame, cause that's all that i had
and we'll sing out loud for hours
till the morning that we know we can't avoid
these nights are notable and priceless
and i swear that every word i say
i mean until my dying day
it's shame, when i wake i can't recall a thing
so keep things quiet, till the rest of the street falls asleep
then we'll break out
and show everyone just what we're made of
we're so young, lets abuse it all
and have a little fun
let's drink to that
i'll drink to that
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[05 Oct 2007|01:49pm] |
i can't believe how naive i was to
think this could ever be so simple.
& can you live with what you know
about yourself when you're all alone
the things you never said but you always
knew were right there.
got me on my knees in a bathroom
prayin' to a god i don't even believe
dear jesus, are you listening?
this is the one chance that really matters
don't let me fuck this up.
if you'd have told me all of this when
i was 15, i never would have believed you
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[05 Oct 2007|01:56pm] |
And no one sings me lullabyes
And no one makes me close my eyes
So I throw the windows wide
And call to you across the sky...
So I have to chose where we go to dinner tonight,
what are your favorite resturants? :)
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[05 Oct 2007|02:01pm] |
hey girls
i left for a while
ha i haven't been on here in months
i hope someboddddy remembers.
hahaha whats up.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:09pm] |
It's the first long kiss on a second date, Momma's all worried when you get home late. And dropping the ring in the spaghetti plate cause your hands are shaking so much. And it's the way that she looks with the rice in her hair and eating burnt suppers, the whole first year and asking for seconds to keep her from tearing up.
Yeah, man,
That's the good stuff.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:11pm] |
Any fool can make a baby
It takes a man,
To raise a child.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:15pm] |
Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me But I'm nothing so good, no, I'm nothing. Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow. I beg for just one more tomorrow, where you hold me down, fold me in deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins. I break in two over you.
But you don't see me,
you don't..
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[05 Oct 2007|02:21pm] |
Now you see me me,
now you don't.
Now you need me,
now you don't.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:21pm] |
ahhh i'm so excited there is an update button now!
haha yeeeah.
now my white flags are waving around
cause the choices I've made
ran me into the ground
someone's at the crash site digging me out
i hope it's you
i hear you singing to me
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[05 Oct 2007|02:24pm] |
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"Things just keep going. We didn't talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together. And that was enough."
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[05 Oct 2007|02:25pm] |
i've been tripping over all the rules
living my live somebody else's way.
i've been sinking on this ship of fools
following orders that I can't obey.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:26pm] |
i fought and lied
i drank too much
hurt every one i ever touched
just how much i hurt you is hard to tell
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[05 Oct 2007|02:29pm] |
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"I learn from my own daughter that you don't have to be awake to cry"
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[05 Oct 2007|02:29pm] |
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"'Nobody ever wants what they've got"
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[05 Oct 2007|02:30pm] |
You stand by me
And you believe in me
Like nobody ever has
When my world goes crazy
You're right there to save me
You make me see how much I have
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[05 Oct 2007|02:30pm] |
'I had the heart of a relationship,
but no body to grow it in'
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[05 Oct 2007|02:31pm] |
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"There are no such things as shoulds and woulds in the universe.There are only things that could have turned out differently."
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[05 Oct 2007|02:34pm] |
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If an individual is fat but wants to be thin, it is not a genetic disease. If someone is stupid, but wants to be smart, it is not a genetic disease. If a drunk is a drunk, but doesn?t want to be a drunk anymore, it is not a genetic disease. Addiction is a decision.
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[05 Oct 2007|02:35pm] |
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Love is an excuse to put with the shit that you shouldn't. That's how it gets you. It throws off the scales so that things that should weigh heavily don't seem to. It's a crock. A trap.
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[05 Oct 2007|03:00pm] |
I know you're not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
You've been playing with the seam
In your worn-out underwear
My lips are raw as hell
From biting on them just to stay awake
It's not like I'm gonna need them
You won't be around
To see them bleed and break
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[05 Oct 2007|03:06pm] |
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anyone have a link where i can find billy hobo and the frieght train lyrics?
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[05 Oct 2007|03:07pm] |
my brother met samuel l. jackson & billy murray today. how neat is that??
seriously that is so cool. i'm jealous
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[05 Oct 2007|03:13pm] |
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care.
Oh yes, i'm watching High School Musical!!
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[05 Oct 2007|03:15pm] |
So I put on my makeup, put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me everything is okay
I'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me
Cause i'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face
Singing la la la la
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[05 Oct 2007|03:22pm] |
She up and died in a fit of vanity.
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[05 Oct 2007|03:23pm] |
So fucking weird.
I was just sitting here texting mike, not touching my mouse at all and the page started to scroll up slowly
:[
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[05 Oct 2007|03:24pm] |
There is no truth.
There is only you and what you make the truth.
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[05 Oct 2007|03:28pm] |
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i'll tap the brake while you crack the window, the smell of smoke is making my lungs explode. the 51 is backed up and too slow, let’s tune out by turning on the radio. and this town is dead, we’ve been caught in these sheets way too long. let’s just see who’s up on this screen. no one i know is more depressing than me, or should i say the two of us? 'cause after all we're all we’ve got.
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[05 Oct 2007|03:34pm] |
i'm getting over you.
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[05 Oct 2007|03:45pm] |
do you know how to touch a girl?
if you want me so much
first I have to know
are you thoughtful and kind?
do you care what's on my mind?
or am I just for show?
you'll go far in this world
if you know how to touch a girl
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[05 Oct 2007|03:59pm] |
i know you probably wish you'd never met me
and i just wish you'd never forget me
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[05 Oct 2007|03:59pm] |
it was one hundred degrees as we sat beneath a willow tree whose tears didn't care, they just hung in the air, and refused to fall, to fall. and i knew i'd made a horrible call, and now the state line felt like the berlin wall and there was no doubt about which side i was on, mhmm.
'cause i built you a home in my heart, with rotten wood, and it decayed from the start.
'cause you can't find nothing at all, if there was nothing there all along. no, you can't find nothing at all, if there was nothing there all along.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:02pm] |
Well sooner of later this cold,
It's gonna break.
So our hands will be warm again,
But all I want is not to need you now.
And sooner or later this code,
It's gonna break
And our words will be heard again,
But all I want are vows of silence now.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:03pm] |
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filling out that "what do you think of.." list just took me like 15 minutes
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[05 Oct 2007|04:04pm] |
You called to say you wanted out.
Well, I can't say I blame you now.
Sometimes you've got to fold
Before you're found out.
Well thanks for waiting this
Long to show yourself.
Cause now that I can see you,
I don't think you're worth a second glance.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:06pm] |
dream of nights of fireflies and skies so clear, so untouched.
dream of a time, of a place for us to live so free.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:06pm] |
I want to give you whatever you need.
What is it you need?
Is it what I need?
I want to give you whatever you need.
What is it you need?
Is it within me?
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[05 Oct 2007|04:07pm] |
Can you imagine no first dance,
freeze-dried romance; five-hour
phone conversation, the best soy
latte that you ever had. and me?
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[05 Oct 2007|04:08pm] |
The harder I push the further I fall.
Well you don't mind me being headstrong.
But you don't want to sing along.
Maybe it's trite but I can always be wrong.
Try not to be wrong.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:09pm] |
privately divided by a world so undecided
and there's nowhere to go.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:10pm] |
You're all invited ;;
to my online birthday party.
it's on october 21st.
i wish it could be irl.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:10pm] |
But I swear that you've got me all wrong...
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[05 Oct 2007|04:13pm] |
i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side.
you've got wits,
you've got looks,
you've got passion,
but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?
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[05 Oct 2007|04:15pm] |
This world is hopeless,
But i love it anyway
Thats why they givin all the good love for free
And if u need love,
with your lovin are you brave?
Come on and give a little good love to me,
Thats what they want.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:17pm] |
a guy on TV offered to save my soul toll free, but that would have required getting up off the couch,
so i was too lazy.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:17pm] |
to me, you are the brightest star under sunlight.
i'm going to marry 'lil wayne.
even though he's a nig.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:18pm] |
Making up a history.
It's nothing from the life you lead,
But man, will they buy all your lines.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:20pm] |
Maybe I'll try, to say hi another time
I gotta find a way, to get inside your mind
I'll talk smooth, walk one step closer,
Be real cool, real cool, real cool, real cool...
Dang, real cool
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[05 Oct 2007|04:20pm] |
do not waste this evening, baby, i'm begging you. your big imagination's playing its tricks on you.. if you think my up and leaving's something i'm gonna do feel my chest when i look at you. baby, you, you got my only heart. yeah, you got my only heart.. yeah, you got my only, only heart. it's so hard to be so far out, living our separate lives. your phone was really broken, i tried your number twice. if you need confirmation, baby, i understand. it's alright if you want me to tell you, you got my only heart.
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[05 Oct 2007|04:21pm] |
going to work now. do my journal for when i get back :]
it's me again,
is it me or am i wrong to be concerned?
will the beauty of your pen ever cross my eyes again?
was this all a lie?
why?
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[05 Oct 2007|04:22pm] |
She'z so lucky.
shez a star.
But she cries cries cries,
in 'er lonely hearrt.
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