i used to have more will power. idk what happened to me. something broke me. it's harder to diet now. harder to save money. harder to just do what i should do. i need to eat right. i need to exercise. i need to save my money more. i made the decision a while ago that in the new year, i will pay off my credit card and be done with monthly payments and interest gaining on it. it's over $1,000, and I just want to be done with it. I think I have something on my Kohl's card too, but not a lot at all. Probably like...$40 or something. I want to pay it all off and start over.
i want to exercise, but my body doesn't want to. im always exhausted and im always wanting to do other things that are more fun. maybe ill feel differently when im on anti anxiety pills.