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I confess im actually heart breakingly lonely, even though from the outside i am as rock solid, sure and confident as anyone can appear.
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| Justice |
[16 Sep 2008|05:08am] |
I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, ASSHOLE!
Can you honestly not SEE that?! It's in my eyes! It's in my kiss! It's in my touch! My heart when it beats My words My tongue in your mouth My hand in yours My hair in your face My fingers memorizing your face My fingers tracing your body My mouth on your sex My sex enveloping yours HELLO!
I'll wait it out for you . . .
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[18 Aug 2008|04:03am] |
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i confess that i can't even say a common noun, because it's her name. everytime i try to say "i'm okay with the baby crying because i have .... i stop myself, and say i take the time to calm her down. i always think if i use the word, you'll think of her, and all the feelings you once had for her, will all come back.
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[14 Aug 2008|10:02pm] |
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I have a friend. We talk constantly, we have everything in common, we go to school together. He met some girl last week and he's completely infatuated with her. She likes him back, so on and so forth. And I'm the advice giver. He's never been in love, like I have. He's never been hurt like I have. I told him not to put all of the eggs in one basket and sit on it... because he doesn't really know how things are going to turn out. I told him long distance relationships end up hurting someone. I said that I wouldn't start a relationship before going to college. I'm right... right?
The truth is... it just sounds like good advice. I think I don't want him to be with this girl, even if she is a good match for him, because I want to be the first person he loves. Not even that, maybe. I want to be a possibility. I want to be someone's infatuation too. Or maybe I just want someone to love me. I don't know.
I'm horrible and selfish covered in the facade of a good friend.
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[03 Jul 2008|01:12pm] |
the mistake i made.. when i cheated on you.. happened more than once. countless times with tb. and a few times with others. i can't tell you because i love you. and i didn't do it because i had doubts (with tb.. there were doubts. and part of me is still so head over heels for him idk what to do). that night 4 years ago ruined any perception or idea i had about love, and life, and trust. mostly it ruined my perception on myself. i was 14 and my childhood, my views on everything, were gone. after that, the ability to see any good in me, any worth, was gone. and i found worth in people wanting to be with me... people wanting me. i know everything i have done is wrong. i know that. and i know that i can never do it again... you give me everything i need. you believe in me no matter how many times i mess up.
but i think this unspoken confession is giving me my anxiety. i think the guilt from this... and all my feelings about what js did to me is causing this problem. and idk how to tell you.
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[23 May 2008|11:10am] |
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I'm having second thoughts about moving in with you and its too late to back out now. I just hope we don't drive each other crazy once we're there.
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[19 May 2008|11:19pm] |
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i confess that i never really liked you even though things pointed to otherwise i wanted to like you but i can't seem to let my guard down and the fact that i may have to trust you scares the shit out of me.
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[12 May 2008|12:58pm] |
I confess:
I will never love you as much as I love her. I'm sorry. You can't be her.
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[07 May 2008|03:30pm] |
when you close your eyes and kiss my mouth, i know i'm closer now than anyone has ever been. you can tell yourself that its nothing serious, but you're in love. anyone can see. it won't be long. you're afraid of fire. you don't get to close. you've been burned before, but you know this is more than just smoke. it won't be long till you belong to me.
jason collett
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[01 Oct 2007|12:02pm] |
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I'm cheating on the both of you. He doesn't deserve it as much as you do.
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[27 Sep 2007|11:38pm] |
I have never really done the "dating" thing before. I am just... WITH someone. Now I am "dating" and am not sure how to... call it off? Like... we have been out on some dates and all, but I am really not feeling the vibe but am not communicating that.
I have no fucking clue what to do.
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| I confess |
[09 Sep 2007|06:15pm] |
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That i always speak my mind to you, when i would do well to hold my tongue, but when i need to stand up for myself, i just shut down and say nothing. and im scared its making you think you dont need to listen to me when im upset, and that you can slowly get away with more and more.
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| I confess.... |
[04 Sep 2007|05:45pm] |
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I want him so bad it cosumes me completely.
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[26 Aug 2007|11:05pm] |
i confess... no matter how bad you treat me or how long our stupid fights can carry out... i think i'll always love you
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[25 Jul 2007|12:43am] |
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I am no longer waiting for you to come back.
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[08 Jul 2007|07:44am] |
I confess: I am in love with your husband...
[But also that I will never act upon this revelation.]
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[04 Jul 2007|01:50am] |
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I want to move in the next couple of days on the off chance I might get action from someone who I really shouldn't do anything with ever. Grrrrrrrr
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| I confess... |
[15 May 2007|07:20pm] |
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That your silence is killing me.
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[12 May 2007|10:21pm] |
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I confess i need someone who really cares about me.
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[10 May 2007|12:49pm] |
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i confess... i am not who you think i am.
i'm sorry.
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