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Nov 11th, 09 @ 8pm ] |
I'm going to the psychologist next week for the first time and I'm scared... she'll probably think I'm mentally disturbed when I tell her the truth which I've been hiding for the past seven years...
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Nov 7th, 09 @ 7pm ] |
It might be unclear sometimes,
but when I think about it...
I'm just so in love with you.
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Oct 28th, 09 @ 11pm ] |
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Oct 27th, 09 @ 3am ] |
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I'm afraid that if we take a picture together now it won't show the same happiness that used to be there...what happened to us??
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Oct 19th, 09 @ 1am ] |
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I put off studying until the last minute and then barely study at all. Then when I do poorly on tests I just say "well if I'd have studied harder..." But I'm really not sure if studying more would help and it scares me to death to think I'll fail even when I work my ass off. I'm sabotaging myself and I don't know how to stop...
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Oct 17th, 09 @ 2pm ] |
I saw you first anyway...
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Sep 29th, 09 @ 12am ] |
I told him we'd stay together while I was away at university.
I cheated on him my first night here, and I'm not even sorry.
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Sep 18th, 09 @ 7am ] |
Secret: All my long-term relationships end horribly. Maybe because I'm a passionate person, or maybe I'm just not ready for anything serious. I'm sick of being blamed for everything when a relationship involves two people. I spent over a year with this guy, and somehow I'm completely happy being single and having fun right now.
"It's the last thing I need right now, some one to bring me down. I've got a rule I've made up now, he moved out, no way, no boys allowed" ...except for some fun here and there :)
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Aug 31st, 09 @ 1am ] |
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Jul 28th, 09 @ 5pm ] |
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he's so small next to me!
like 20 cm!
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Jul 21st, 09 @ 6pm ] |
I'm afraid wen i move, well grow appart.
I'm terrified, that you're friends will take you away from me.
I hate that I depend on you being there.
I hate that I care about anyone this much.
I value my independance, it makes me who I am.
And I can't descide, if it's safe to value you more.
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Jul 2nd, 09 @ 5am ] |
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Jun 18th, 09 @ 11pm ] |
I love this cartoon especially the theme song. It's so cute saying how people should see the bright side of the dark side because there's more than meets the eye. Just makes a happy beat that could cheer one up.
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Jun 17th, 09 @ 1am ] |
Is it so wrong that I'm obsessed w/ this show once more; ever since I saw all episodes were on youtube? It always cheers me up... well most of the time.
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Jun 17th, 09 @ 1am ] |
I want to cut myself off from all humanity again; and go back to my own little world that I once had before. Where I never had to talk to anyone but myself. Because now, I can't trust anyone but myself which I always believed before everyone brainwashed me that it wasn't true.
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Jun 16th, 09 @ 12am ] |
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Jun 13th, 09 @ 9pm ] |
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I've messed up. BAD.
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Jun 12th, 09 @ 1am ] |
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I hate this place soooo much!!! It seems as though everything I do is wrong, just when I thought I was doing better. I more so hate it also 'cause the one that I work at has the shittiest managers and are trying to get rid of anyone that has a high pay which doesn't help. It's bull and i want to kill them... they laid so much bull on me and some other bad stuff on me in one day that I was so depressed that I almost sank back into SI myself. And I'd finally recovered from that. =/ I hate my life... hopefully I'll find a new job soon. And I advise no one to ever work at a Target it's the worst job... they treat employees like slaves... if you like shopping there... don't work there... it will ruin it for you.
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May 21st, 09 @ 12pm ] |
THE POOF
So lately my boyfriend has been acting really jealous and over-protective. We both attend the same college, and when he even sees me talking to another guy he gives me an attitude. We've talked about it so many times. I haven't done anything to lose his trust so I don't understand why he acts this way. To make matters worse, lately everything I do is wrong. Like the way I wear my hair, tanning or my short skirts.. but I've done these things way before i met him.. like yesterday we had a fight about the POOF. I posted a pic of LC because that is exactly how my hair looks when i pull back my bangs- same color, length, everything. He constantly pulls out the bobby pins and it pisses me off so much. I know its something little, but when i dont feel like doing my bangs i pull them back and it makes me feel like crap when he says he hates it and tells me to wear it down. like, i think its just proper manners if u dont like something u shut ur mouth.. ughh idk if im overreacting, but i just needed to rant.. sorry girls.. lol
My current facebook status: Practicing my poof =)
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May 13th, 09 @ 7pm ] |
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I like being pale.
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I'm an extremely logical, cynical and realistic woman. A lot of people misconstrue it for bitchiness, I'm really not sure why, but it doesn't bother me even a little bit. I simply know when I'm right (and admit it when I'm not).
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| ADVICE AND A SECRET |
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May 5th, 09 @ 1am ] |
Okay so first off my secret it, I HOPE TO GOD IM PREGNANT! =)
okay advice part..Sorry if this may seem alittle graphic but i'll make it minimal, but ladies who are pregnant or have been please help!
Okay so i've been on the BC Yaz for the past 2 years and 2 months ago got switch to Yazmin..I didn't like the effects of yazmin for after my period i stopped taking my birthcontrol. Me and my boyfriend still had unprotected sex throughout the month of being off the pill( got tested together in the beginning of our relationship)...I am aware that coming off the pill can mess up your cycle, but i know this month i ovulated because i know the signs of when i am. I am suppose to get my period this week, actually should have had it already..and me and my boyfriend use the "pull out method"...have anyone gotten pregnant from the "pull out method"..or gotten pregnant after getting off the pill...Also i have horrible PMS and period and i would always have signs of getting my period a week before getting it, even on my birthconrtol. And i have no signs of getting it besides my breasts being tender.
ANY SUGGESTIONS PLEASE?!
ALSOO i have an appointment with my GYNO tomorrow...i just wanted to see if any ladies can help me out with their advice before i go!?
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Apr 25th, 09 @ 10pm ] |
i need new friends
but where can i find them.
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"the one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person."
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