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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2008
darkrainbow
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11:03a
Migraines and Sleep or Lack there of...
So I have had a migraine for 2 weeks. I've probably only had a break from the migraine for a day maybe 2 within those 2 weeks. I'm going to the doctor's tomorrow. I can't wait to get rid of it. Also I have been having something really weird happening to me in my sleep. It's this crazy feeling of being half asleep and half awake and not being able to fully wake myself it's so weird I feel like I can't breath and I can't move. Both times I was half awake and I felt like someone and saw someone/something standing right next to me or staring me right in the face. One time I was having a dream and I think someone was chasing me in it and when I was in the half awake/asleep state I saw or thought I saw a clown starring me in the face like 5inches away from me. Then the other time it was a man staring down at me and Dave sleeping. Both times I was unable to fully wake myself up but I was aware enough to know what I was seeing wasn't really there. It's the scariest feeling! I felt totally helpless and terrified. I looked it up online thinking it was night terrors but doesn't quite sound like thats what it is. Then I came across Sleep Paralysis and it matches everything that happens to me when I have one of these episodes. I am definately going to talk to the doc about it tomorrow. I just need to have normal sleep and not have a migraine... That would be great.
current mood:  sleepy
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(comment on this) Sunday, November 30th, 2008
babydoll182
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5:06a
stay focused
Me and April were chatting and writing names that Tabbie would probaly use as her myspace name..I thought they were so funny.
"Dont be jellis be focused"
my son got an A and told me Mom, its all cause i stay focused, like you told me
"you call me a golddigger i say naw bitch im focused"
"big screens,fur coats, ya I'm ballin but I am focused on MY FUTURE"
"my kids thank me for being focused on our future"
"you may be jealous but if you were focused, you would be like me"
my kid friends say they jellis cos we have nice things I say tell them they need to stay focused"
"why you gotta focuse on meb cause u jealous, im to focused to focus on you"
100% bitch, and 100% focused, you are 100% jealous , so whos the bitch
"Bitch is another name for focused"
"they say good moms cant b bitches but thats how i stay focused on MY FUTURE
"every minute with my kids,is the best minute, better then the last, and keeps getin better"
"your girfriend calls me bitch and i say well why you lookin so hard, be FOCUSED on something else,, im focused on my future bitch"
"stuck in hell michigan, but dont worry, i stay focused on my kids and ballin outta control"
"payin the bills, and still have enough for nice things"
current mood:  amused
current music: Miley Cyrus fly on the wall LOL
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